Reflection

Xinbao Media has not been going well recently. Since Zhishang Entertainment and the Pan family cooperated again, some changes are obvious.

Especially a few days ago, I met Pan Ming at the door of Xinbao Media.

According to him in the past, he would not appear in such a grand manner, obviously he has enough confidence, and the person who gave him confidence is Ni Tian.

Traditional thinking will not be updated with the pace of the times. What remains unchanged is always the order of the parents and the words of the matchmaker.

With the support of parents, even the default situation will rise again.

Faced with these, Ni Xian didn't find it troublesome, and could handle them freely.After all, since she was a child, her parents have taught her not to let her personality be at the mercy of fate, but what she didn't understand was Xia Cen's sudden change.

"Xiao Xian, I don't know what to say..."

"Then don't say anything." Ni Xian held Xia Cen's hand, "I just need you to promise me one thing, that is, don't leave me."

Xia Cen didn't answer right away, but looked straight at Ni Xian.

"If..." Ni Xian's eyes glowed, and he emphasized: "I mean... if...you have a reason to let go, you must not leave without saying goodbye, okay?"

Having lived for so many years, Xia Cen has always felt that he can control his emotions and is rarely moved by people's words.But it wasn't someone else who told me these things, it was Ni Xian.

Especially this sentence, she clearly felt some kind of firm force.

It seems that all the things that bother me have become less serious and less infinitely magnified.

She had finished talking about the topics on both sides, and she didn't know what to say for a while.However, Xia Cen decided to make it clear to her. After all, the same decision cannot be made by himself alone.

She first looked back at her dark and shiny eyes with an intellectual smile.

"What are you laughing at?" Ni Xian couldn't understand.

"Frankly speaking... I should be satisfied that I can be resurrected from the dead. I am content." Xia Cen looked slightly melancholy. After I really left, I always felt... like a wooden boat floating on the sea, drifting in the endless sea, often lonely and helpless."

Hearing what she said, Ni Xian frowned.

Could it be that they also feel this way when they are together?

"It was also at that time, I knew... many things could not be resolved, and then they could land on the shore and be at ease." Xia Cen imagined that feeling, "It's like the continent I see in front of me, it may be a mirage."

"I understand." Ni Xian took the words, "I used to think that my father was my dock, and I didn't need to drift. I found out later... If I don't follow the pier's agreement, I'm also a wooden boat drifting with nowhere to go. It's not as good as you... At least I have experienced the wind and waves alone, and I can reach the shore safely, and I may be vulnerable."

"In my eyes, you are much stronger than me."

Ni Xian shook his head in shame, looked at Xia Cen and said with a smile: "Go on, I just... just suddenly felt emotional."

"I just want to say that there are many things that have no answers, and there are still no answers. The unsolved things are still unsolved." Looking at each other, Xia Cen sighed softly, "I finally understand why the bad guys always Live better and live longer than good people.”

Looking at the doubts on Ni Xian's face, Xia Cen gave his own answer, "Because the bad guys are selfish, heartless, and smart enough."

"Why do you say that?"

"Because good people always think about giving and giving, the price is naturally high."

"The price?" Ni Xian is also very sensitive to these two words.

"Since Xia Cen left, I often have a dream. In the dream, I feel like I am drifting in the sea, because I have nowhere to go, I don't know clearly, I think about it, and I am afraid that a storm will come. The boat broke, and I was very afraid that I would end up in the sea." Xia Cen looked at her quietly listening side face, and once again sighed that Ni Xian was really smarter than he imagined, and she should understand many things without saying much.

These eyes are like a bottomless pit, extremely deep, if you look at it, you will sink into it, and you will not be able to help yourself.

Ni Xian stared at her without speaking.

A tacit understanding was formed between the two, Xia Cen moved her lips, and just when she was about to say something more, Ni Xian stretched out her arms and directly hugged her into his arms.

"In the past, you may have been wandering alone at sea. But now you have me, you can take care of each other, I won't let you wander alone, no." Speaking of this, Ni Xian smiled softly, "If it's not enough, I just went to look for more wooden boats, I don't believe it...there is a vast sea of ​​people, and we can't find a foothold that belongs to us."

Xia Cen held back his emotions for a long time, and finally burst out in such words.And Ni Xian's hug became tighter and tighter.

For a moment, all the words turned into a clear heartbeat. After an unknown period of time, Xia Cen heard her whispering, hoarse, and asked in his ear: "Can I speak now? What are you afraid of?" ?”

Fear, for Xia Cen, was like vines entangled in him, making him breathless.I don't even know how to speak, how to express.

She pulled away from Ni Xian's arms, closed her eyes and sat on the chair, muttering to herself, "Since then, I often have a similar dream, because of that USB drive, both you and Sheng Xia lost their lives, So I don't use it anyway."

Ni Xian stared at her in shock, she suddenly understood something, but couldn't explain it.

"But we have to solve the problems we are facing, so I thought of finding an insignificant person and sent those few letters to ease it." Having said that, Xia Cen smiled helplessly, "So I am very scared, I am afraid because I A certain decision made by you has harmed you... If this is the case, it is better not to let me come back to life."

"No..." With such firm words, Ni Xian was a little unsure, really?

"So when everything returned to the original point, I realized... There are some things that I may not be able to change, but I don't want any accidents for you." This is what Xia Cen said in his heart.

"So you want to find a chance to leave?" Ni Xian really wanted to find the answer from her eyes.

"I really thought about it." Xia Cen looked at Ni Xian without denying it, and saw sadness in her eyes, "But I don't want to part with you, I am so confused that I don't know why I came back to life, and it didn't help me to fall into this situation. You... are useless, aren't you?"

Ni Xian shook his head, looked at Xia Cen with two lines of tears falling silently, "Actually, I don't want anything, I just want you to be by my side. And...it's not back to the original point, it's just that the problem hasn't been solved. At least I know that my father How many things have I done that I don’t understand, I know that my life must be in my own hands.”

"……Really?"

"Yeah." Ni Xian nodded with a smile, "If it wasn't for you, I might have...married Pan Ming because of family matters, and there is nothing I can do about it. If it wasn't for you...I wouldn't doubt my uncle at all. With my father, I may not be able to find the person who harmed you in my life, and it is even more likely that I will lose everything, and now I have not returned to the original point at all."

"Xiao Xian..." These words, like a lamp in the abyss, made people's hearts light up.

"So...you are not allowed to leave me. No, disappear from my sight again." Ni Xian emphasized many times because of fear, "I can't bear you to leave me again, absolutely not!"

"I promise you."

These four words were like a reassurance, and made the two of them laugh out loud at the same time. Ni Xian's tense emotions were relieved, and she hugged the person in front of her tightly, as if she had lost it and found it again.

Xia Cen held her up and comforted her, and asked softly, "Is the company going well?"

"It's not important, but Lawyer Si investigated Zhang Mingxin's identity, which surprised me." Ni Xian stood up and looked at her, noticing that she frowned slightly, "Why, you don't want to know? If you don't want to know, I won't say anything."

"I don't intend to know, but... I probably already guessed it." Seeing Ni Xian's unbelievable gaze, Xia Cen smiled, "People in the entertainment industry are very realistic... Ni Tian and Luo Jiutian support the entire entertainment industry." In the sky circled, there is actually one person that has been overlooked, that is Fengyuan Entertainment, which is ranked third...but has always been very low-key."

"You...you really know?" Ni Xian blinked, "Or did you dream about it?"

"The owner of Fengyuan Entertainment is surnamed Yuan, and her name is Yuan Qian. Her husband, Zhang Shan, is a housekeeper, so few people would notice him, including me..." Xia Cen lowered his brows and smiled slightly. If he hadn't been thinking about these things recently, He had long forgotten about this person. "Anyone with a discerning eye can see that Zhishang Entertainment has changed a lot in the past two years. Luo Jiutian's company has had a lot of influence due to some internal disputes. Yuan Qian, who has always been ambitious but unable to display it, may be moved."

"Is Zhang Mingxin the bait?"

"I think...she really wants to be friends with me, and wants to get Supreme Entertainment in the form of cooperation, so that she will directly go from third to number one." Xia Cen said, noticing Ni Xian's wandering eyes, crooked The head asked: "What are you thinking?"

"I'm thinking about when to make an appointment with Zhang Mingxin, I have something to tell her!"

"say what?"

"Don't worry about it, I feel that God treats me well, and always leaves a window when closing the door." Ni Xian's eyes glowed, "Let's go, I'll send you back."

"You really don't want to tell me?" Xia Cen looked at Ni Xian, feeling that this girl was hiding something from him.

"You film well, you don't need to worry about anything."

Xia Cen: "..."

That afternoon, Ni Xian took the plane back, as if no one knew she had been here, except Xia Cen.

Ni Xian didn't go back to the company directly, but flew to the city where Zhang Mingxin was. She wanted to meet this woman.

Although it was normal for the boss to want to see him, Zhang Ming knew in his heart that some identities might not be able to be hidden.

The two met in a nice western restaurant, Zhang Mingxin was well-dressed, and Ni Xian was always in business attire.

"Mr. Ni, the steak here is delicious."

"Okay, what to eat is up to you."

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The author has something to say: Facing some decision-making problems, when you are alone, you are really helpless.

But when many people face it together, they don't feel so helpless.

I don't know if you can understand this feeling.

So, no matter what things you will face in the future, don't hold back, you must speak out, you will always meet someone like you, you are not the loneliest one.

(Recently, I have suffered from severe insomnia and headaches, just a little bit, trying to restore and update.)

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感谢在2020-01-1018:43:48~2020-01-1300:55:53期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 amber morning star;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 3 smiles; 1 wind;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: NaughtyCat2 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!