Reflection

The brand clothing show is scheduled to be held in two days.

These two days, Ji Yuchun came to see Ni Xian every day, either to go shopping together, or to ask her to watch a musical.

Xia Cen has been hanging in the hotel, drinking coffee, enjoying his personal time alone.

Poor Ren Zhen was working as a coolie behind the two of them, shopping with them, and almost broke her leg.Although I really want to complain about Miss Ji, but thinking about the workload that Xia Cen will face after this event, it is good for her to rest like this.

……

Xia Cen's superficial calmness in the hotel is nothing more than not wanting to put Ni Xian in a dilemma.After all, this is a rare two-person world, and it was all deliberately occupied by Ji Yuchun. He felt a little upset, took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Ye Meng who had just got off the plane.

Ye Meng looked at the news: "If you don't come, I won't participate in this event tomorrow, and I will directly cancel the trip." He couldn't laugh or cry.

It seems that there are some things that need to be resolved.

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In the coffee shop with an elegant environment, beautiful music was played, and Ni Xian and others had been resting here for nearly an hour.Seeing the message from Xia Cen, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, which happened to be caught by Ji Yuchun who came back from the bathroom.

"What message is so happy?" Ji Yuchun sat down, put his chin in one hand and smiled and asked the person in front of him.

"Information about work, I'm afraid I have to go back first." Ni Xian said and raised his hand to signal the waiter to pay the bill.

"So early?" Ji Yuchun didn't want to go back right away, her original plan was to take Ni Xian to accompany her to the rehearsal, "Let's go shopping again."

"Miss, I'm not here for a vacation. Besides, don't you have a rehearsal tonight?" Ni Xian reminded her with a slightly helpless tone, "Besides, we've been away for a day, and it's time to go back."

When Ren Zhen heard this, she immediately arranged for a car to pick them up back to the hotel.

Even if Ji Yuchun wanted to object, he had no choice but to see that it was still early, so he simply went back to the hotel with them.She was carrying big and small bags, and as soon as she opened the door and entered, she felt that something was wrong. Although the room was not lit, she could see that there was an extra suitcase next to the sofa.

There is also the temperature in the house. It was obvious that someone had turned on the air conditioner before he came back.Thinking of who might appear, Ji Yuchun turned around and was about to leave, but bumped into Ye Meng who had just returned.

Ji Yuchun covered his nose, raised his head to meet the other person's eyes, pursed his lips and wanted to retreat to the room, separated the person with a door, never thought that Ye Meng's speed was faster, and stepped in first.

"This is my room, who allowed you to come in?" Ji Yuchun looked at her and said coldly.

"Is my salute still here?" Ye Meng smiled and pointed to the suitcase.

"Take it out, I don't want to see you." Ji Yuchun sucked his sour nose, walked to the window angrily, and turned his back to her, "I don't care what method you use to appear here, what I want to say is , I don't want to see you."

Hearing the sound of moving footsteps and the crisp sound of closing the door, Ji Yuchun's frown deepened.

The loss in my heart is not just because of Ye Meng's departure, but... I wish she could talk to me a few more times.

Lowering his eyes, he let out a deep sigh.

Suddenly, a pair of hands hugged her tightly from behind. This familiar smell made Ji Yuchun want to resist and indulge.

"Didn't I let you go?" Her voice was still cold.

Ye Meng deepened his hug and whispered in his ear, "If I leave, won't you be even more angry with me?"

"I didn't!" Ji Yuchun emphasized: "I won't be angry with you, and your business has nothing to do with me. You can go."

"Yuchun, don't take what my mother said, she is not in good health, and my father and I will accommodate her in many things." Ye Meng noticed that Ji Yuchun was trying to escape, and hugged her tightly, "Listen to me, but she What I said doesn't represent my thoughts... I didn't express my opinion at the time, but I didn't want to make her too excited, it was because the work I did before was not good enough, so don't ignore me, okay?"

Ji Yuchun turned around, looked at Ye Meng's face he liked, and said dissatisfiedly: "What do you mean by that? Do you think I'm not understanding and don't understand you?"

Ye Meng shook his head, "That's not what I meant."

"That's what you mean. You think I'm ignorant and can't understand your situation. You are facing pressure and difficulties, and I will only show you face, don't you?" Ji Yuchun threw Ye Meng's arms away, angrily She looked at her indifferently, "Listen to me clearly, I don't want to see you, it's not because I don't trust you, nor because I'm angry at what your mother said. What she said is obviously the truth, this road is It's so difficult...Who knows if we will still have this relationship after ten years, can we keep holding this pressure and keep this love? Auntie is right!"

Ye Meng blinked and looked at Ji Yuchun, the answer really surprised him.

"As I said before, I don't want this kind of... emptying out your feelings and emptying out my own feelings. Xiaomeng, I love you...but I didn't expect it to become a drag on you in the end." Ji Yuchun left the place and made a detour On the other side, she continued to turn her back, "I said... I am an insecure person, but when I decide to leave everything with you, it may be a long time after that, as long as you hesitate a little, I will always look at it as the end of the world. I don't want your love for me to be too heavy and drag you down. This kind of love is too selfish, I can't do it. But facing you, I will be like this, so I have to kill Cut it all off."

"Yu Chun!"

Hearing Ye Meng's voice, Ji Yuchun raised his hand to interrupt her, "Stop talking about you, if my family objects, I will stand by them, not because I don't trust you, but because we really can't afford it."

"Then this person, can you do it?" Ye Meng walked behind her and asked her with a frown.

Ji Yuchun turned around, looked at Ye Meng and said seriously: "Because I don't love him, I will always protect myself. If I don't give my heart, I won't be hurt."

In this case, if someone else listens to it, they may not be able to understand the logic of this rhetoric at all.But Ye Meng could hear and understand her better.

"I'm a coward, so I don't deserve someone who loves me." Ji Yuchun walked up to Ye Meng, looked at her, his eyes flushed unconsciously, "Thank you, for loving me. Thank you, too, for letting me love you. Let's go, okay?"

If it was the past, Ye Meng might really be blocked by these words, and respect her decision and leave.

"Then are you really willing?"

The colors in Ji Yuchun's eyes were very contradictory, and she slowly shook her head, "What can I do if I don't give up? It's not that I don't believe in you, it's that I don't believe that love will last forever." As she spoke, her eyes glowed. There was a glimmer of light, "Xiao Meng, I have been serious and tried hard, but I never thought... My strength is too fragile, I can't experience the slightest wavering, I am really afraid, so..."

She wanted to say, let each other let each other go, but looking at Ye Meng's face, she really couldn't say it.

"try again."

Ji Yuchun blinked and looked at her, "What?"

"We are still young, we can still afford to lose, can't we?" Ye Meng took Ji Yuchun's hand and pressed it against his heart, "I fully understand what you said, and I can understand it, but my heart is so tense, I can't help it I have passed my own level, so... shall we try again?"

Under the palm is the sound of Ye Meng's heartbeat, every time it shakes, Ji Yuchun's heart will soften a little, tears flow uncontrollably, and eventually he is defeated.

"Why...why do you insist on wasting time on me?" Ji Yuchun suddenly felt that he was sorry for Ye Meng's sincerity, and she was not worthy of this woman's efforts.

"Because I don't want you to step into the abyss." Ye Meng raised his hand to stroke her hair, and said softly: "When I think that you will be unhappy in the future, I will also be unhappy. It's that simple. Maybe we were enemies in the previous life. This is what you have to do in your life to survive.”

Hearing the words, Ji Yuchun raised his arms and hugged Ye Meng tightly, weeping uncontrollably.

……

On the other side, Ni Xian was lying on the bed after returning home, enjoying Xia Cen's massage technique, and she was exhausted these two days.

"Do you think Xiao Meng will succeed?" Ni Xian asked while lying on his side, propping his head on one hand.

Xia Cen sat on the edge of the bed, looked down at her, and asked with a smile: "Do you think Ji Yuchun will be happy when married?"

"Such a sudden announcement must have been made without the brain's decision. How can you be happy?" Ni Xian said, as if he understood Xia Cen's words, "You mean, Xiaomeng will succeed."

"Ji Yuchun's living environment forced her not to believe in love since she was a child, and to treat love as a scourge. If she didn't love Ye Meng, she wouldn't avoid her." Xia Cen's smile deepened, "As long as Xiao Meng's heart is firm enough, It is absolutely possible to bring back Ji Yuchun's unconfident side, but...the background of the two families is too deep, and the same problem in the future will still make them frustrated."

"What about you?" Ni Xian wanted to ask this question before, "If it were you, what would you do?"

Such a realistic matter is like a questioning sword hanging above the head, using reality and true love as a measurement to make a choice.

No matter who you are, you will face such a thing.

"No one can interfere with me." Xia Cen replied very decisively, and then emphasized: "It has nothing to do with who I am. I think... to be born as a human is to go through hardships, and to stop living for myself is what I owe. It's me. I can understand that I have to make amends for a while, and if I live forever... I am so sorry for myself!"

"That being said, how many people can really see through it?" Ni Xian said as he moved towards Xia Cen, pillowed on her lap, and said with a smile: "I should be lucky, the person I like, See through."

"What about you?" Xia Cen helped her straighten the broken hair on her forehead, "What did you think when you made this decision?"

"I didn't think too much at that time..." Ni Xian looked at Xia Cen and blinked, "I just thought that if it wasn't for you... I don't like anyone, it's that simple."

This sounds simple, but there are very few things that can be done.

"Why, isn't it a bit of a surprise?"

Xia Cen nodded without denying, "Yes."

Ni Xian took Xia Cen's hand and interlocked his fingers, "Anyway, I did it."

The two met and smiled.

……

At [-] o'clock in the evening of the next day, the major media had already been waiting outside, one after another came to participate in the endorsement stars, and they all entered the venue to sign on the curtain board.

The T-stage scene was even more creatively arranged, and all the guests who came to participate were seated one after another.

Waiting for the official start at nine o'clock.

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That night, Xia Cen didn't enter the venue with Ni Xian, she was a little late and met Ye Meng at the hotel.

They chatted about Ji Yuchun's current concerns, and expressed his own thoughts. In Xia Cen's eyes, Ye Meng is really a reliable child.

It depends on whether Ji Yuchun is willing to fight for her.

But the relationship is like this, there is no absoluteness, there are too many uneasy factors, that's why people who don't feel safe are unwilling to believe these, and may even question them for a lifetime.

Her suggestion is to find the most disturbing point of Ji Yuchun and prescribe the right medicine, otherwise, even if the current problem is solved, it does not mean a cure.

This reminded Ye Meng, she said that she would learn more when she returned to China.

Judging by her appearance, the problem seemed to have been mostly resolved, but before Xia Cen left, Ye Meng asked her a question.

"Where do you think the biggest emotional problem will appear?"

Xia Cen looked at her and replied without thinking: "Trust."

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The author has something to say: In fact, the love in this circle is often worn down by the pressure of reality.

Against his own heart, he had no choice but to choose to marry alone.

In fact, if you are married to love, you are a happy person, and what you get is happiness.But married to tradition and secularism, is it really what you want?

I don't think there is a precise answer, but stick to your heart, the result is the most worthwhile.

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感谢在2020-01-0117:08:10~2020-01-0419:50:52期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the deep-water torpedo: 1 cat slave baby who loves meow;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 2 smiles; 1 Jiang Jiu;

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Jiang Jiu 2; Feng 1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 49 bottles of Jiangjiu; 1 bottle of NaughtyCat;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!