Reflection

"I've made up my mind." Ni Xian tilted his head to feel Xia Cen's warmth, "It will take a week after the filming here, and I have to go back and solve everything."

After these words, the two of them didn't speak for a while, just like the last sentence in black and white. Looking at the night outside the window.

After a while, Ni Xian glanced at her out of the corner of his eye, and found that she was also looking down at him with her head down.

Ni Xian was slightly embarrassed, "You look at me like this, do you have...no confidence in me?" She whispered.

Xia Cen, who heard the sound, raised his eyes and looked out of the window again, and the surrounding fell into silence again.

"Xiao Xian." She said softly, "Actually...in my eyes, the biggest punishment for him is to hold you firmly by my side and never separate."

Ni Xian looked at her in surprise, but after hearing these words, his eyes instantly became sour.

The corner of her lips curled up, and she chuckled, "I've already done it, haven't I?"

Ni Xian tried hard to suppress her emotions, "You..." She raised her head silently, looking at her profile.

Please, don't say things like that, it will make me sadder.

Ni Xian adjusted his breathing, and then said: "Even if you say that, I will still tell him clearly what I want in life! At least... I can't let you bear everything alone, and I can't always be controlled by my father Life and thoughts. After all, it was I who liked you first, so in this way, I...caused you." At this point, her words suddenly got stuck, because Ni Xian, who had been looking at the front, suddenly turned her head look at her.

"Did I say something wrong again?" Ni Xian asked tentatively with a guilty conscience.

She didn't respond, but suddenly leaned over and kissed her.

Before Ni Xian had time to react, her warm lips had already covered her lips accurately, her heart skipped a beat, but she was immediately immersed in the sweetness.

Reluctantly, this kiss started suddenly and ended suddenly.

Xia Cen's lips moved away slowly, and his deep eyes stared at her, "The moment I became Xia Cen, what was circling in my mind was not revenge, but fear. Fear... not just because I don't know who I am right now. Whether it is death or life, confirmation or fear of everything around me, I have to adapt and start again. The most important thing... I know that even if I am still alive, I have lost the most important person."

Ni Xian listened carefully, tears welling up in his eyes.

At this moment, Xia Cen moved away, her expression was always calm, as if nothing had happened to her.

"It's not that I haven't thought about taking revenge, or taking you away. In fact, when I got the USB flash drive, I can do it, even if I die. When the power is in my hands, I choose... to give up. "Xia Cen stood at the same place and said flatly, "If the person who hurt me is not directly related to the person I love, I will retaliate without any room, and let the other party return it ten times or twenty times... So what if we die together? But if... it is related to the person I love, I did this... I really don't know what will be left to us after this incident."

Ni Xian was about to speak, but was interrupted by Xia Cen.

"I know what you are going to say, but in the face of the relationship with you, I don't want to have any hidden dangers, let alone this is an invisible thorn that cannot be pulled out? So I respect you how to solve this matter " Xia Cen then smiled, "The road is so long, but I believe that everything will get better."

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The night is dark.

He could vaguely hear the voices in the corridor outside, it was the staff of the hotel, or the crew who had just got off work.Ni Xian lay upright on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze, constantly thinking about what Xia Cen said just now.

She can't understand what it's like to be reborn after death, and she can't understand what it's like to forgive someone who hurt her because she loves someone.

Because of these, she has never experienced it.

Looking sideways at the people around her, listening to her steady breathing, it seemed that she was already fast asleep.But those words entangled him like magic sounds, without any sleepiness.

She got up quietly, went to the bathroom with her mobile phone, and sent two messages to Si Shengxia, asking her to arrange a meeting in a week's time.

Soon, I received a reply stating that she is now an unemployed person and is available anytime.

Thinking of this, Ni Xian thought of another person, and sent a message to Ning Ke, saying that he was in a mess at the moment, but he didn't expect this man to call right away.

No wonder I'm still single now, don't you know that sometimes words are better to express?

Ni Xian, who was hiding in the bathroom, lowered his voice and connected to Ning Ke's call, "Can't you reply to the message?"

Ning Ke had just finished work and was driving home. He said helplessly, "Mr. Ni, I was driving, so I called you. Is it convenient?"

"She's asleep, I just can't sleep, I ran to the bathroom and wanted to chat with you." Ni Xian's voice was very soft, "You can drive first, it's okay... I'm going to take a beauty sleep too."

"It's still a beauty sleep! I don't know you yet, I know you can't sleep, so how about it...I park the car aside, let's send a message." Ning Ke said, hung up the phone, and parked the car on the side of the road , sent three words in text: you say it.

After sending the message, Ning Ke drove for another 5 minutes, stopped at the side of the road and waited for a couple of minutes before receiving Ni Xian's message.

The content is very long, part of it is from the heart, and part of it is Xia Cen's thoughts.

He quickly danced his fingers on the phone, and replied: "It really is her, she deserves to be her, she is such a person, she can give everything for the people she cares about."It may also be because... She has depended on others since she was a child, and she wants to repay every little bit of kindness that others treat her. '

After replying to the message, Ning Ke continued to drive, this time directly to the downstairs of the house, and only after returning home and turning on the computer did he receive the message from Ni Xian.

The content in the front is what Ni Xian knows about her, and the content in the back is almost all about self-blame, why Xia Cen accepts her own goodness more than ideal, it seems that her heart is very stable when she is behind her, but she forgot... She is also a girl and needs more love than herself.

Facing the dog food slurped in the air, Ning Ke really admired that she could swallow it all. Fortunately, she returned to the topic in the end and asked about Xinbao Media's recent difficulties.

He thought about it for a while, and replied briefly: "The company is going well now. After all, we have our own script creation team, a new photography team, and a director team. Unless the actors are directly against us, Almost everything went well. '

'Help me inquire about my father's recent itinerary, I will go back next week to see him. '

Ning Ke: 'Are you sure? '

Ni Xian: "It's been confirmed a long time ago, but I just don't know if it's the best way to do it. I don't want her to bear anything for me anymore." '

Ning Ke thought for a while, and replied: "Leave the company's affairs to me, and other matters, we will find a way when we come back." '

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The next day, after Xia Cen woke up as usual, she changed into her clothes and went outside for a run. Regarding what happened last night, she knew that Ni Xian was under a lot of pressure, and she also knew that she ran to the bathroom for more than two hours, and she was also thinking about how to change her mind. Ok fix that.

Xia Cen didn't want to put her in a dilemma, but because of Ni Tian's dominance and strength, this problem was distorted like this.

Forced Ni Xian to face it.

Because I was running with headphones on, the whole process seemed silent and depressing to the outside.Suddenly, Xia Cen stopped, adjusted his breathing and looked at the floor of his room.

It seems that an invisible needle has been pierced between the two of them, just like no matter how close the relationship is, it also needs distance, at least until the problem is solved, not seeing each other is the best way.

After the run, she first went to Ren Zhen's room and asked her to open an extra room with the crew. The reason was that Ni Xian always sleeps lightly recently, and if she had to stay up late to read the script, it would disturb her, and she was worried that it would affect her later life. shoot.

Ren Zhen didn't think much at first, but after thinking about it, she felt that something was wrong. After all, the room was a suite, so how could it disturb her sleep?

Unless it's two people sleeping together.

This exciting and surprising thought slammed on the brakes in her mind, and then another terrifying thought immediately appeared, which was that the two of them were having a fight.

Ren Zhen walked towards Ni Xian and Xia Cen's room in disbelief, and when she entered, she found that Ni Xian was packing up and leaving.

Knock on the door, "...Mr. Ni?"

Seeing that it was Ren Zhen, Ni Xian breathed a sigh of relief, "You go and book a ticket for me at noon first, I have to go back to the company to do something."

"Noon...noon?" That uneasy breath surged again, "I know...but...Xiao Cen said she wanted to open another room, because she was afraid of disturbing your rest."

I really didn't expect that there was always such a tacit understanding between the two of them.

"No need, just don't cause trouble for the crew, there are so many reporters outside!" Ni Xian packed his suitcase, got up and said, "Book a ticket for me, I'm leaving first."

Looking at the back of Ni Xian leaving, how can there be a sense of déjà vu that no one wants to see anyone after the quarrel?

The door was not closed, Ren Zhen sat on the sofa and helped Ni Xian book the flight ticket first, and it didn't take long to see Xia Cen coming back after breakfast.

Looking at her empty hands, she probably knew that Ni Xian had followed the car to the airport.

"Sister Cen, what's the matter with you?" Ren Zhen was really worried.

"Sister Ni Xian is under too much pressure from filming recently, and the company has a lot of things to do. Ning Ke called yesterday, maybe there is something wrong!" Xia Cen responded casually, not wanting Ren Zhen to think too much.

Having been with Xia Cen for so long, she seldom explained so much. Now that she deliberately explained it, she felt that this matter was not simple.But she hoped in her heart that this was true, after all, she didn't want to see two people quarreling.

"The room?"

"Then don't worry about it, I'm going to shoot on location anyway, it's just..." Xia Cen thought that Ni Xian still had three scenes to go, "Did the director ask for leave?"

Ren Zhen shook her head, and immediately ran to the assistant director to confirm, saying that the director already knew about it, and arranged for Ni Xian's scene to be filmed at the end.

After Xia Cen got the answer, he stood in front of the window, thinking.

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The author has something to say: To solve the problem, there is no delay.

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感谢在2019-12-1722:10:54~2019-12-2023:54:42期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 3 smiles; 1 nima drop aiming fish, silent growler, and [-] wind;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles with different names; 1 bottle of NaughtyCat;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!