swimming fish

——"The fish kiss was taken by my elder sister. She said before that fish have seven seconds of memory, and these seven seconds should be reserved for the most beautiful moments, and the most beautiful moments of love she has seen here are two people When kissing each other, after the kiss is over, maybe they should all return to Jiang He."

The days when he and Ji Anhe just started are still vivid in his memory, and the fish kiss he said to Ji Anhe is still in his ears.

When he slammed the door and walked in, he hurriedly glanced at the naked self in front of the glasses, those hickey marks on his neck, and the thing that was still on his mind, all of which were mocking Song Yu's sudden greed and Everything reminded Song Yu of the words that Ji Anhe said to him.

"Remember the fish kiss your sister said? Let me ask for a fish kiss."

The corner of Song Yu's mouth twitched, and he repeated Ji Anhe's words, but there was a wry smile on his lips: "Sister's fish kiss, after one kiss, each returns to the rivers and lakes. Ji Anhe..."

This was the answer Ji Anhe gave him.

It's an answer he can't control.

He stood under the shower, cold water gurgled from the shower, he was poured with cold water, and the enthusiasm there was returned to calm, but his lips kept trembling, and gradually, the trembling spread from the corners of his mouth His shoulders trembled when his limbs were all skeletal.

"Ji Anhe..." He took a deep breath, as if he was suppressing some sadness that was about to come out, he raised his head, and still suppressed his crying with the cold water in the shower, mixing his tears.

I don't know how long it took, but the sound of water in the bathroom suddenly stopped.Song Yu returned to the mirror, and this time he stared at himself in the mirror. The hickey marks all over his body exaggerated the chaos of the past few days, and the shallow tooth marks on his shoulders exaggerated the relationship between Song Yu and Ji An and the little lovers. The absurdity is exposed in front of your eyes.

Song Yu's fingertips touched the shallow tooth marks on his shoulders, and there was a doting smile on his mouth.

That was what he discussed with Ji Anhe this morning.

"Song Yu, don't bite me, are you a dog?" At that time Ji Anhe pushed Song Yu who was buried on his shoulder and neck with his mouth open and biting his shoulder.

Song Yu tilted his head slightly, avoiding Ji Anhe's hand, and said confidently: "No. In case Mr. Ji forgets me, I will bite deeper and leave a mark on your shoulder, so that you will always remember your shoulder You even took care of me, woof woof."

"..."

"If you don't speak, it's considered a default. Otherwise, I'll let you bite too."

Song Yu pretended to hand over his shoulder, but he didn't expect that Ji Anhe, who didn't say a word, actually opened his mouth and bit it.

"You really bite, Mr. Ji."

"En." Ji Anhe responded at the time.

He really bit Song Yu's shoulder, but with little force.Maybe it's just a thought, or maybe it's a heartache.

Song Yu didn't know what Ji Anhe was thinking at the time, but his thoughts were just like what he told Ji Anhe, naive but honest.

He just wanted Ji Anhe to remember him, this place, Yukiss, and their romance.

And the greed that Ji Anhe wanted to stay behind seemed to be washed away by the cold water that had just been topped.

He opened the door of the toilet again, but the mood that he had finally settled down plummeted after the door opened.

The person who should have been standing in front of the French window with his back turned was gone.

His eyes tightened, and his heart was disturbed.

He hastily gathered his clothes, stepped on the previous mess and went downstairs, but his brows were getting tighter and tighter.

Ji Anhe's clothes that were hit on the armrest and on the carpet before were all gone.

He started to panic, and his pupils shrank unconsciously.

Then he swept across the courtyard where no one could hide. Seeing the two bicycles still leaning against the screen wall, he seemed relieved.

The bicycle that was not ridden by Ji Anhe made Song Yu think that Ji Anhe was still in the house.He turned around and pushed open the doors of several rooms in this stilted building, and searched one by one, but the hand he pushed the door began to tremble slowly and continuously.

There was no one in the room.

"Ji Anhe!" His powerless emotions followed the voice, "Ji Anhe?"

"Ji Anhe..."

He desperately called the person who disappeared, and ran out of the yard desperately.

"Ji Anhe!" He followed the road he brought Ji Anhe to find back in the middle of the night.His hoarse voice echoed in these lonely alleys.

The only response to him was the night breeze by the lake, which was so cold that all the warmth in Song Yu's eyes disappeared.

In the end, Song Yu had no choice but to return to the second floor where the two of them were still warm. There were still traces of Ji Anhe on the bed, the tie-dye cloth, and the French windows.

Fortunately for Song Yu, these traces are still there, reminding him that the decadent and absurd days and nights these past few days are not just a dream.

The wind by the lake blows the curtains hanging on both sides of the floor-to-ceiling windows up and down, and the moonlight still spreads in this stilted building like white practice.

Bai Lian let go, and slowly wrapped around Song Yu's neck, making him unable to breathe at all.

He slid against the wall and sat on the ground. The moonlight and the shadow of the curtain divided the wall in two, half white and half black.

Song Yu sat at the junction of black and white, with one eye facing the bleak moonlight, and the other eye shrouded in lonely darkness.

He kept clenching his hands on his bent knees, and the powerlessness he refused to admit spread in his heart, forcing him to recognize it.

His Ji Anhe was gone.

Just when he was insatiably greedy, when he was making progress, and when he was "proud of being favored", his Ji Anhe left.

But he didn't hear any movement, didn't see a single person, and let his Ji Anhe return to Jianghe.

"Ji Anhe..."

Song Yu's head was suddenly buried powerlessly, his forehead pressed against his bent knee.He put his hands on his face that was already full of tears.

Those uncontrollable tears overflowed from between the fingers.

He obviously thought of thousands of ways to part ways, but he never thought of this one, the one that slipped away by himself when he couldn't see it.

Song Yu's shoulders trembled slightly, and those indescribable emotions seemed to be unable to hide, making him cry bitterly.

"You clearly, clearly still..."

He obviously still likes me that much.

These words were brought to Song Yu's mouth, but he swallowed them down again.

It seems that in so many days, Ji Anhe said that he likes the garden on the roof, the wind chimes, the flowers, the song, and many things related to Song Yu, but he never said "I like Song Yu" .

This sudden recognition made Song Yu's sobs linger in his chest, and his breathing became more difficult.

It's as if his hoarseness just now, the previous two's struggle with each other, and their uncontrollable love have all become a self-made sentimental joke.

"It turns out...it's only me who likes you, Mr. Ji."

Song Yu smiled dumbly.

But with his mouth curled slightly, he suddenly couldn't laugh or cry.

He still didn't want to admit it, admitting that it was all his wishful thinking, and Ji Anhe just fulfilled him and gave him a paradise.

"Mr. Ji." He was still thinking about this man, and his eyes were full of tears.

For the first time, he felt that this was not being strangled, but half-life.

The author says:

Report that Mr. Ji hasn't left yet!See Mr. Ji in the next chapter!