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The moment he saw Du Weiqiu, Han Li was no longer surprised why so many people mistook them.He remembered the first time Pei Yanyu saw him, at that time, Pei Yanyu was clearly stunned.But at that time, Han Li simply thought that Pei Yanyu was attracted by his appearance. Now that he thinks about it, this self-confidence that he is accustomed to seems particularly absurd and ridiculous.

In the past few months, every time Pei Yanyu stared at him, what was going on in his mind?

Every time, when Pei Yanyu stared at him blankly, making him think he was charming, who was Pei Yanyu thinking about?

Du Weiqiu is not someone who lives in the past.

When Pei Yanyu was still working part-time in a convenience store, he saw him at night, courted him, chatted with him, and saw Du Weiqiu again when he returned to school during the day.When Pei Yanyu saw Du Weiqiu during that time, who was he thinking of?What was he thinking?

Suddenly, Han Li began to fully question everything that had happened in the past few months.

Pei Yanyu said that he likes him, and he has been confirmed since their first kiss, so what about Du Weiqiu?Although there was only a brief side, Han Li could tell that Du Weiqiu had a completely different personality from his own.That being the case, why did Pei Yanyu like him?

Thinking that Pei Yanyu still had such a long time to graduate, Du Weiqiu, as his counselor, and the two would continue to meet each other, Han Li's doubts became more and more serious.He even remembered that he would go to Moling for an interview on the weekend. If he passed the interview, he would go to Moling to work.By that time, will Pei Yanyu be as sure as he is now?

Han Li knew that his attitude towards Pei Yanyu was often very harsh. When Pei Yanyu said he liked him, he probably only valued his occasional gentleness.But that person—Han Li knew at a glance that he had too much tenderness.

"You came here to study because of him, what about him?" Han Li asked angrily, "He stayed in school as a counselor because of you?"

This baseless accusation made Pei Yanyu baffled. He thought he had made it clear, but Han Li only had doubts about him.

Thinking of how Du Weiqiu endured the humiliation when he was implicated, and even blessed them, Pei Yanyu couldn't help being annoyed at Han Li's aggressiveness, and said, "You can't keep me from going to school, can you?"

Han Li said coldly, "You'd better drop out of school immediately."

Hearing this, Pei Yanyu was speechless, so angry that he could only smile wryly.

Han Li smiled strangely and said, "Look, it's really different after we met, right?"

Pei Yanyu froze, looking at Han Li sadly.

In the past, Han Li often deliberately said something to test him, but Pei Yanyu had never felt that Han Li was making trouble for no reason like now.

For some reason, Han Li's appearance reminded Pei Yanyu of Huang Rongji, feeling aggrieved and at a loss.

"Han Li, we have come this far with great difficulty. Don't go astray, let alone get separated. Okay?" Pei Yanyu asked.

After hearing this, Han Li suppressed his smile, Pei Yanyu's helplessness also made him weak.He stared at Pei Yanyu and thought: Why is he so innocent?When did the wrong person become yourself?

"I was waiting for you downstairs just now, and I saw a woman suddenly approaching me aggressively." Han Li said expressionlessly.

Pei Yanyu was taken aback for a moment, then panicked.He was nervous and worried, and hurriedly said, "What did she tell you? Don't believe anything she says. Teacher Du said that she has been ill recently, mentally abnormal, and likes to be suspicious."

Thinking of what happened in that short minute, Han Li twitched his eyebrows slightly, and said, "She didn't say anything, she just looked at me. Then she smiled and left. You know when I saw her What is that smile in my heart?——I think she looks at me as if she is watching a joke."

Pei Yanyu held his breath.

"And you," Han Li raised the corners of his mouth bitterly, his eyes were like dead branches that can't sprout new shoots in spring, "You despise me for being vexatious, which makes me more sure about this matter."

"Han Li..." Pei Yanyu felt as if his heart had been severely beaten, and hurriedly grabbed his hand, feeling distressed and guilty.

Han Li didn't break away from his hand, sighed slightly, and said calmly, "Go home. Since you want to have a good time, I will continue to live with you."

Pei Yanyu's throat was choked, and he couldn't express his feelings for a long time.

Han Li held his hand instead, and walked out of the campus hand in hand with him.

On the way, some students passing by gave them surprised looks, but Pei Yanyu didn't care about it at all, and he couldn't keep a low profile as he promised Du Weiqiu.

Because there was a moment just now, maybe the moment when Han Li sighed, Pei Yanyu thought vaguely of the decayed grass and dead leaves that turned into dust in autumn.

Han Li said that he agreed to continue living like this, but what he said gave Pei Yanyu a completely different feeling than he expected, and the result he hoped for was not the case.

After returning home, Han Li never took the initiative to speak.

Pei Yanyu wanted to talk to him several times, but he didn't know where to start, for fear that talking too much would upset Han Li.

In order to have a few days of interviews, Han Li started to prepare. Pei Yanyu knew that it was inappropriate to disturb him at this time, so he chose to sit aside and read a book absent-mindedly.

Pei Yanyu remembered the self-criticism owed to Du Weiqiu, but he planned to write it when Han Li wasn't paying attention—now he planned to avoid reminding Han Li of Du Weiqiu as much as possible.

The heavy rain made the house start to emit a faint damp smell.

After dinner, Han Li returned to the computer, as if he was unwilling to communicate with Pei Yanyu for a moment.

Pei Yanyu didn't know whether he should give each other some time.On the one hand, he hoped that Han Li could figure it out and let go, and on the other hand, he hoped that Han Li could let go as soon as possible.He couldn't help being anxious, wondering why time passed so slowly.

The two of them stayed in the room in silence until late at night. While Han Li got up to take a shower, Pei Yanyu found the letter paper and began to write the self-criticism.

However, his mind was full of Han Li and the dense sound of rain, and he couldn't write a single word.

The night outside has already been dark, only the warm and colorful lights are left as dyes to embellish the dark canvas.

The rain poured on the windows, as if to dilute those warm color blocks, and the turbid paint flowed down.

Pei Yanyu stared at the damaged painting in a daze, and suddenly thought of Han Xiaolian's unsalable paintings, and the time when he and Han Li were together in that empty villa.

At that time, they had their own concerns, but they still lived so happily. Why is it that the truth is revealed now, but they are separated by mountains and seas?

Han Li came out of the shower, went straight to the bedroom, sat on the edge of the bed and wiped his hair without saying a word, as if he was the only one in the room.

Pei Yanyu touched his face in discomfort, got up and walked into the bedroom, and said, "Han Li, should we talk again?"

"What are you talking about?" Han Li raised his eyes from under the towel to dry his hair, and asked nonchalantly.

Pei Yanyu was so stunned by the question, he couldn't help but hesitate.It's rare that Han Li didn't want to mention Du Weiqiu. Would he still take the initiative to hit the gun?

"If you're too tired, forget it." Pei Yanyu gave up.

Han Li didn't answer, and continued to wipe his hair with his head down.

Pei Yanyu looked at him for a while, seeing that he still ignored his intentions, he let out a sigh of relief, turned and walked to the bathroom.He deluded himself and hoped that their relationship could return to the original track after waking up.

Unexpectedly, when Pei Yanyu returned to the bedroom after taking a shower, Han Li had already laid down and turned off the lights.

Because there is no light in the room, the rainwater on the window can't even see the outline, only a faint silver light.

Pei Yanyu thought for a while, and chose to turn on the small lamp by the bed and set it to the darkest.

Han Li lay on his side facing the wall, curled up like a shrimp.

Pei Yanyu crawled behind him and whispered his name.

"What are you doing?" Han Li asked calmly, before falling asleep.

His indifferent attitude made Pei Yanyu not sure what to do, and he was afraid that they would have to get along like this in the future.Pei Yanyu was very sad, and begged, "Han Li, don't be like this. Okay?"

Hearing this, Han Li suddenly turned over and stared into Pei Yanyu's eyes.

Pei Yanyu was startled for a moment, and said in a daze, "You can hit me or scold me, or you can mock me or make fun of me. But don't be like this..." Before he finished speaking, he suddenly noticed Han Lilu Wrists outside pajama cuffs.

Han Li noticed that he was staring at his wrist and looked down.

Seeing the scar on his wrist, Han Li remembered what he had experienced not long ago.He thought that those things could be the things of his previous life, and he could start a new life, but he never thought that the new life would be more absurd than before.Thinking of this, Han Li laughed at himself.

Before the smile faded, Pei Yanyu's lips suddenly covered his lips, locking the corners of his lips tightly.

Han Li's mind went blank for an instant, and he broke free from Pei Yanyu's arms as soon as he realized it.He sat up while struggling to avoid Pei Yanyu's menacing kiss, but he couldn't break away from Pei Yanyu's arm.

"What are you doing?" Han Li was forced into a corner, and there was no room left for a while, and said angrily, "Pei Yanyu, are you crazy?"

Pei Yanyu pressed his shoulders hard, straddled his legs, and suddenly pressed Han Li under him, and replied, "I'm not crazy. I want you, and I want you now."

It was the first time Han Li heard him speak in such a tone, and was stunned.

Unexpectedly, Pei Yanyu took advantage of this moment to take off the quilt covering Han Li's body and began to tear at his pants.

"Pei Yanyu!" Han Li was so anxious that he almost kicked him, grabbed his hand that was doing something wrong, and glared fiercely, "What do you mean? Make it clear!"

Pei Yanyu wanted to break free from his hand but couldn't, staring back with red eyes: "What do I mean? I have already made it clear what I mean. What about you?" He raised his arm and grabbed Han Li, who was staying with him, also brought him into the range of the light, "Why did you choose these injuries in the first place? Didn't you want to be with me? Why did you have a cold war? Why did you push me away? Or do you regret it? If you don't Regret, what should we do now, shouldn't you know better than me?"

"Damn." Han Li turned over and pressed Pei Yanyu under him, pressed his hands on the pillow, stared at him, and said through gritted teeth, "So? You want to make up, right? You lied to me for so long , do you think that with your 'clear and clear' words, I will let you go without any grievances?"

Pei Yanyu's heartbeat was like a runaway wild horse stepping frantically, he looked into Han Li's eyes without blinking, and said, "Then don't let me go."

Hearing this, Han Li's pupils suddenly tightened.

"Damn it." He grabbed the belt on the bedside table, quickly wrapped and tightened Pei Yanyu's wrists, and said ruthlessly, "Believe it or not? You can't bear even a ten-thousandth of it. "

There was a burning pain on his wrist, and when Pei Yanyu moved a little, the burning pain became more obvious.

This may be one ten-thousandth of what Han Li has experienced - for him, thinking of this, Pei Yanyu suddenly jumped up and kissed Han Li's lips.