remember who i am

40 years ago, the entire continent was in flames of war.

There is no so-called Fufeng, nor Huanbei and Xiliang, and there are war refugees everywhere.

Out of respect for the previous dynasty and respect for all the scholars in the world, in fact, no leader of any force dared to act wildly on the land card of the Du Mansion.

It's a corner.

The Du Mansion, which has a century-old history, has become a shelter for many refugees.

Du Shaohui, who has just grown up, is at the age when he is full of talents but has no place to display them. He has a patriotism but has no way to do something for the people.

One day after finishing giving on the street, Du Shaohui turned around and asked Du Shaoyi beside him, "What's the use of doing this?"

He was puzzled as to what he could do as a scholar in this war-torn era.

Du Shaohui, who had read all the books at home, could not find the answer.

The ancient sages all said that reading can save the people from the fire and water, but what he can do, what the huge Du family can do is to donate some food.

Du Shaoyi shook his head, "Probably if you can manage one person's food and clothing, then you will have more merit." The world is too big, and many things cannot be accomplished just by thinking about it.

In his heart, there are thousands of people in need of help in the world, and it is impossible to help them all one by one.

Du Shaohui threw the spoon in his hand to the ground and looked at Du Shaoyi with disappointment in his eyes, "In this case, you will be your soup cook, and I will find my way to save the country."

Soon Du Shaohui left the Du mansion and joined the Shen family army as an aide.

Advising Shen Dexuan and relying on his unique combat skills, Du Shaohui, who won three battles, was promoted to a military division.

In charge of [-] troops.

At that time, Du Shaohui could be said to be proud of his spring breeze. Having become famous in three wars, he defeated the three forces that were parallel with the Shen family, laid the foundation for Fufeng, and gave the Shen family the capital to compete in the world.

The proud Du Shaohui was arrogant and arrogant at the time, but also innocent and arrogant at the same time.

That time, he was framed and imprisoned.

No one cared about him, all the former friends pretended not to know him well, and even Shen Dexuan began to suspect that he was suspected of betrayal.

The guards with high eyesight and low hands didn't even give Du Shaohui food, leaving him starved and skinny.

Du Shaohui, who was so hungry that he couldn't stand it, didn't care about the rituals of the monarch and his ministers, whether they betrayed or not. In his eyes, these things were not worth as much as a bowl of white rice.

With the hairpin on his head and the porcelain bowl for drinking water, Du Shaohui forcibly dug a way to the outside of the wall, and escaped to heaven under the cover of the night.

Relying on his understanding of the terrain of the military camp, Du Shaohui successfully escaped from the Shen family's camp, but passed out outside a courtyard of a family in the city.

When Du Shaohui regained consciousness again, he found that a tall and handsome man was holding him in his arms and feeding him delicious soup with a small spoon.

Du Shaohui thought to himself, this might be the best thing he has ever drunk in his life.

Du Shaohui, who opened his eyes completely, grabbed the small bowl and began to drink in big gulps, his eyes still glancing at the man from time to time.

Finding that this man looked more masculine than him, he couldn't help puffing out his cheeks full of soup.

Seeing how sweet his drink was, the man also laughed.

Du Shaohui's heart skipped a beat, he just thought this man's smile was really pretty.

"Thank you for the soup." After drinking the soup, Du Shaohui wiped his mouth and licked his lips.

In fact, he still wants to drink.

"You're welcome, this bowl of ginseng soup cost me 30 taels of silver, just do chores for a year to pay off the debt."

The man turned around and said kindly.

Du Shaohui: ...

Du Shaohui:? ? ?

Du Shaohui, who didn't have half a copper coin on him, could only fight against the unscrupulous boss.

The man told Du Shaohui that he was the owner of a restaurant and the new chef chef in the city.

The man also told Du Shaohui that his name was Hua Sheng, and he would just call him Boss Hua from now on.

When Du Shaohui heard his name, he really laughed for several days.

Every time I see Hua Sheng, I can't help but laugh out loud.

Since then, scenes of unscrupulous bosses squeezing fried-haired scholars have often appeared in the hotel.

E.g,

"Actually, in order to nourish your body, the medicinal food I made is worth about 100 taels of gold, so," Hua Sheng fell into deep thought.

"So?" Du Shaohui pinched his waist and stared at Hua Sheng.

"So you're probably going to lay hands on me for the rest of your life."

"Fuck!" Du Shaohui was dumbfounded.

The days of chicken and dog jumping are still going on, and Du Shaohui is increasingly inseparable from the meals cooked by Hua Sheng.

Two years passed quickly, unexpectedly the two of them were able to chat, Hua Sheng knew all his thoughts, Hua Sheng understood him!

Du Shaohui never knew that there would be someone in this world who knew him better than himself.

Even Du Shaohui had already thought about what he shouldn't have, but the relationship between the two is just friends.

Du Shaohui opened a private school, located next to the restaurant.

His teaching time is very random, two days a week, in order to have a lot of time to go to the restaurant to help.

It is not easy to learn knowledge during the war, but as Du Shaohui's reputation increases, a steady stream of high-quality and talented students are sent from various places to teach Du Shaohui.

Once, after teaching, Du Shaohui went to the restaurant to help again, only to find that Hua Sheng had collapsed from exhaustion and was sound asleep in the bedroom.

Recently, the fighting has become more and more intense, and this small town has become a battleground between Fufeng and Huanbei.

More and more refugees are fleeing to the city, and the amount of meals Hua Sheng needs to cook is also increasing.

But Hua Sheng didn't complain or perfunctory, and continued to cook mouth-watering meals diligently.

Using his eyes to describe this person from a distance, with a straight nose and rosy lips, Du Shaohui, who became more and more fascinated by the sight, couldn't hold back, approached step by step, and finally pressed a kiss on Hua Sheng's cheek.

Then, Du Shaohui saw that Hua Sheng opened his eyes, and there was no trace of sleepiness in his eyes.

Du Shaohui screamed, he didn't dare to look at Hua Sheng, and ran back to his hometown without packing his luggage.

I also missed the joyful and unbelievable expression on Hua Sheng's face.

When Du Shaohui, who hadn't seen him for many years, saw his brother, he couldn't help but tell Du Shaoyi clearly what had happened in the past few years.

The two brothers have never kept secrets.

"I don't know why I kissed him." Du Shaohui scratched his hair with his hands in frustration. In fact, subconsciously, he knew clearly that he was in love with Hua Sheng.

But the real and most superficial he dare not admit such a thing.

He is afraid.

"Then it's better to marry a wife." Du Shaoyi put forward his opinion carefully.

"I won't marry!" Du Shaohui hugged his head, rejecting his brother's proposal.

Three days later, Du Shaoyi invited Du Shaohui to dinner, and Du Shaohui ate without much thought.

He kept muttering in his heart that this meal was not as delicious as Hua Sheng's.

After eating, Du Shaohui was a little dizzy, and then went back to the room and fell asleep.

This sleep was extraordinarily long.

When Du Shaohui woke up, he realized that there was a naked woman lying there beside him, and the dazzling red on the snow-white handkerchief reminded Du Shaohui what happened in this room before.

Du Shaohui was stunned at the time, looking at the red bed curtain and the happy characters on the window, he understood everything.

Pushing open the door, Du Shaohui saw a familiar figure leaning outside the door, his nose sore, and he wanted to throw himself into that person's arms.

But when Hua Sheng turned around, Du Shaohui clearly saw the smile on Hua Sheng's face.

The words I wanted to say stuck in my throat.

"Congratulations, I'm late." Hua Sheng pushed the food box in Du Shaohui's hand, and looked at Du Shaohui differently from before.

As for what is different, Du Shaohui can't say.

Du Shaohui took the food box glutinously, and held it in for a long time before he could say, "I don't know anything."

"En." Hua Sheng raised his hand to touch Du Shaohui's upturned hair, sighed and left Du's mansion.

Later, Hua Sheng sold the restaurant in the small town, and took over a small courtyard across the street from the Du Mansion. There was no restaurant, but he lived alone in it.

When Du Shaohui was bored, he would chatter with Hua Sheng in the courtyard.

Since that time, Du Shaohui's nominal wife was pregnant with a child, and died of a blood collapse after giving birth.

Du Shaohui took care of his children alone, lived while lecturing, and never married again.

When the child grew up and gave birth to a grandson, Hua Sheng still lived alone in the small courtyard. For 20 years, he had never married a wife and had children, and he and Hua Sheng had been close friends for 20 years.

Sometimes looking at Hua Sheng's empty courtyard, Du Shaohui sometimes secretly happy, does this mean that Hua Sheng has him in his heart?

"Hua Sheng, why don't you marry a wife?" In his bamboo grove, Du Shaohui finally couldn't help asking as he picked up a bottle of peach blossom stuffed Hua Sheng.

"Oh, then why don't you marry anymore?" The slightly drunk Hua Sheng looked at Du Shaohui with stubborn eyes.

Of course I like you!

Du Shaohui roared in his heart again. More than 20 years is enough to make my feelings clear.

But seeing Hua Sheng's desperate eyes, Du Shaohui was speechless.

Watching the light in Hua Sheng's eyes dimming little by little, Du Shaohui felt a pain in his heart.

"Because I have someone in my heart, but I can't ask for it."

Can't ask for it?

Du Shaohui didn't know if the person in Hua Sheng's heart was himself, he especially wanted to ask.

But when the words came to his lips, people were discouraged again.

If it wasn't for him, wouldn't he even be unable to make friends?

Du Shaohui is greedy for this person's concern, even if he is a lifelong friend, it is much better than becoming a stranger after breaking through.

"I'm going to look for Zhuling Baibi, and I may not be back for a long time." Putting down the empty wine bottle, Hua Sheng took a deep look at Du Shaohui.

Du Shaohui knew that Hua Sheng was for him, and he had complained to Hua Sheng before that the Shen family always wanted the Du family's Zhuling Baibi, but his family really didn't have it.

Shen Mufan still doesn't believe that there is no Bai Bi.Du Shaohui was helpless and even wanted to go out to find Bai Bi by himself.

Maybe it was because Hua Sheng had heard Du Shaohui's complaints too much, so he remembered them in his heart.

Hua Sheng left, it really took a long time.

It was so long that Du Shaohui was about to go crazy.

Finally, eight years later, when Du Shaohui thought he was finally unable to hide from the Shen family and was surrounded by heavy soldiers, Hua Sheng and Du Chunyu came back with Bai Bi.

Du Shaohui, who saw Hua Sheng again, looked at the person who must appear in his dreams every night, as if he had passed away.

Really, he never wanted to leave this man again.

This time without any forbearance, Du Shaohui took a step forward to wrap around Hua Sheng, hanging on Hua Sheng's body, "Hua Sheng, what should I do?"

"What's wrong?" Hua Sheng put his arms around the waist of the person above him, his eyes flushed.

"I wanted to say this as early as 30 years ago. Promise me that no matter what I say, if you don't want to, just pretend you haven't heard it, okay?" Du Shaohui trembled nervously.

"Okay." Close to Du Shaohui's ear, Hua Sheng's voice was full of magnetism.

"I like you so much, not from a friend, but from a lover. Although I have missed you for so many years, I don't want to bring my regrets into the coffin."

"..."

"If you have someone in your heart, you don't have to take it seriously. I, Du Shaohui, have never been a sloppy person, as long as I get along as I used to."

The more you speak, the smaller your voice becomes, until it finally resembles a mosquito.

Du Shaohui, who hugged Hua Sheng tightly, couldn't see the expression on Hua Sheng's face, and Hua Sheng remained silent.

Du Shaohui distanced himself silently, let go and took a step back.

Silent rejection?

Looking at Du Shaohui who was crying, Hua Sheng's eyes also turned red.

Hugging the person who was trying to slip away, Hua Sheng kissed the corner of Du Shaohui's lips, "I'm just so happy, Du Du..."

"You know, from the first time I saw you, I thought, this person must be mine..." Hua Sheng put his arms around Du Shaohui, wishing he could embed you in his arms.

Du Shaohui glanced at Hua Sheng, and immediately bit Hua Sheng fiercely, letting tears blur his vision.