remember who i am

Shang Zhi wobbled back to his residence, managed to get there, passed out

The next day, the sober Shang Zhi seemed to be a different person.

She keeps learning, whatever the master teaches, she learns regardless of day or night.

She deprives herself of even sleeping time to read books, and no longer takes the initiative to find calamus, and there is only a small carrot head beside her.

She learns, and he sleeps opposite.

She knew that only by becoming excellent could she replace that woman and save her father.

Day after day, she persisted.

That's the only way to keep the tiny hope.

When I was alone, when I wanted to cry, I hid in the quilt and couldn't cry out.For several years, even though they were in the same palace, they never saw their mother and father.

Shutting himself up in the Guozijian is not a punishment for himself.

Finally turned eighteen, Shang Zhi's coming-of-age ceremony.

Wearing a light yellow prince's gown with four claws and dragons, the long hair that used to reach his waist was coiled up. At the coming-of-age ceremony, Shang Zhi was able to see his parents.

Bright eyes and white teeth, but there is not much light in those eyes.

After becoming an adult, she can participate in political affairs, and only when she has the right can she have a place to speak.

She wasn't overly excited, if it wasn't for her father, she wouldn't even want to step into this palace for the rest of her life.

But when he entered the hall, Shang Zhi didn't dare to recognize him.

Father was still chained to the head of the bed, wrapped in a white cloth.

As long as you move, the bright red blood will instantly dye the layers of white gauze red.

Compared with the father in memory, he is now like a walking dead, even his eyes are so stiff that he cannot move.

At a loss, Shang Zhi wanted to touch his father, but after looking up and down, there was no place he could touch.

Looking back at the Queen Mother, from the Queen Mother's eyes, Shang Zhi saw intense hatred and the pleasure of revenge.

The fear accumulated for many years broke out in an instant, and this time she remembered the appearance of this person.

Kneel down respectfully, and retreat respectfully.

When he reached the door, Shang Zhi turned his head, saw the woman, and walked towards the gauze-covered father again.

Shang Zhi held back a few times, but finally couldn't hold back, took out a small knife from his sleeve, and stabbed it at the Queen Mother's heart.

Is it finally over?

right!He is the only heir, as long as that woman dies, no one can hurt himself and the person he wants to protect.

Tremblingly, he pulled out the bloody knife and stabbed at the same place several times until the woman was breathless.

Shang Zhi's eyes widened, and he threw the woman to the ground and stomped her hard.

The imperial husband, who had been lying on the bed, suddenly struggled frantically, and his lifeless eyes gradually filled with tears.

Shouting and shouting frantically, he kept bumping his head against the railing behind him.

Shang Zhi gently hugged his father and patted his father on the back, but he couldn't comfort his father at all.

The gauze on the imperial husband's body became more and more red, and the blood on it did not know whether it was his or hers.

Sensing that his father gradually stopped struggling, Shang Zhi let go of his tightly clasped hands.

Seeing that his body had turned red, like a blood man, his eyes stared straight at Shang Shuyi, who was no longer breathing.

Shang Zhi was still whispering in his ear, "Father, I have avenged you!"

"Look, this woman finally died, and everything will be fine in the future."

……

After a long time, I finally felt something was wrong.

Why, my father didn't make a sound.

Putting his hand under his father's nose, he had already lost his breath.

"No, it's not like this, it's not like this." Shang Zhi hugged his head in pain and shouted frantically.

I want you to live better!

What am I working so hard for?

However, no one dared to say a word to her, because she had become the king of this country.

After burying the father and the woman, Shang Zhi became the new queen of Loulan.

The superficially beautiful queen has managed the country in an orderly manner, and the lives of the people are much better than before.

However, the heart with a hundred holes in the front window will still go back to the past when it dreams back at midnight, and it will still be afraid.

It was midnight again, woken up by the same nightmare.

Only this time, she dreamed of calamus.In the dream, Calamus gently hugged her, it was so warm.

How long has it been since I saw calamus?

He called someone to check the current situation of calamus overnight.

In the early morning of the next day, Shang Zhi sat on the bed where his father had been lying for so many years, with a wry smile on his lips.

Don't even you want me?

If it weren't for you, Shang Zhi wouldn't exist in this world long ago.

His eyes gradually turned red, and he clenched the pillow in his hands tightly.

In the Imperial Hospital, Calamus, as the most promising and only male imperial physician, was assigned the best position.

Facing a table of herbs, but unable to concentrate on dispensing medicine.

Under the pressure of her parents and clan, Changpu had no choice but to marry Miss Shen who was well-matched but had never met.

The young Calamus is rebellious. What he wants has never been to marry a husband and live a life of being a wife and raising children covered in veils all day long.

He wants to live as wantonly as a woman, and marry a delicate woman as his wife, not a woman with a big waist!

The reckless and reckless behavior of the past is gone forever like a flower in a mirror and a moon in water.

I don't know if Xiao Shangzhi is feeling better now.

Closing his eyes, he remembered the scene when he saw Shang Zhi for the first time, and smiled foolishly.

……

Soon, the person he was thinking of called him to the front, and despite the objections of the officials, he was appointed as her exclusive imperial doctor.

From then on, Shang Zhi took calamus with him wherever he went;

Shang Zhi blatantly took calamus and sat on the dragon chair;

Shang Zhi himself danced in the hall to amuse the calamus;

Shangzhi kills Shen's family to make Changpu smile...

In the end, the two expressed their hearts, and Shangzhi announced to the world that Changpu was named Loulan's only imperial husband, and he poured all the power of the country into the dowry, and the queen would marry the imperial husband with a wedding gift!

It caused an uproar in Loulan, and all ministers and people all over the country opposed it.

However, Shang Zhi still married Calamus.

The two had a brief happy life. Shang Zhi was diligent in government affairs and managed the country in an orderly manner, but the ministers would never compromise easily.

He wrote letters again and again, and met with him again and again.

Finally, it was Aunt Shang Yajing who started the war, that is, the woman's younger sister.

Aunt Huang has never been used to calamus, and she has been talking about calamus both openly and secretly.

Shang Zhi wanted to build a new palace for himself and Calamus.

They are now living in the former emperor's residence, which is too depressing, as long as they stay in this palace, Shang Zhi will think of the scene of drinking blood that day.

Dreaming back at midnight, even though calamus is by my side, I will still be awakened by the nightmare.

The aunt used this as an excuse to meet with all the officials in order to dispel the queen's behavior of wasting people and money.

But Shang Zhi didn't pay much attention to this matter, Shang Yajing has always been dissatisfied with herself for killing her sister, Shang Zhi thought that Shang Yajing was the same as before, and she made such a fuss to find fault with herself.

He didn't listen to the advice of all the officials, built a new palace in his own way, and lived in it with Acorus calamus.

What she didn't know was that the aunt could tolerate her absurdity, but she couldn't bear the male favourite, who seduced the lord. In Shang Yajing's eyes, Calamus was not the husband of a country's emperor, but a charming son.

Therefore, Shang Yajing offered a reward in the rivers and lakes for Changpu's head at the price of tens of millions of taels of gold.

That day, Shangzhi and Changpu were eating, and she wanted to tell Changpu that she had his flesh and blood in her stomach.

Soon they will usher in a new life.

However, before she could say anything, she saw a trace of dark red blood flow out from the corner of Calamus's mouth.

Then, calamus fell down and lost its breath.

There was no time to say goodbye.

Shang Zhi knows who did it, but now is not the time to pursue it.

Carrying calamus on his back, he ran all the way back to the bedroom.

She knew that there were two pieces of jade inlaid on the bedside of the bedroom, one white and one green.

That green jade is Loulan's national treasure, and it is also a treasure handed down from generation to generation by her Queen Loulan.

Loulan was built based on this treasure. People only think it is a legend, but it is actually true.

This treasure can not only stop the wind and sand, change the climate, but also revive the dead and give birth to bones.

It's just that a corner of the green jade was stolen by someone unknown in what year, and its function would probably be affected as well.

But I can't take care of that much anymore.

Put the calamus on the bed and chant the mantra softly.

The green wall glowed with a soft white light, wrapping the calamus in the white light, but the white light dimmed in less than a stick of incense.

Calamus' life was saved, and the slightly undulating chest movement showed that the man had returned to life.

I just don't know when I will wake up.

After the calamus was settled, the red-eyed Shang Zhi called Shang Yajing's relatives over, and Shang Yajing's child Yaxiang also called over.

In front of Yaxiang, Shang Zhi didn't say a single extra word, he came up and stabbed Shang Yajing's eyes with a sword.

As Shang Yajing's eyeballs dropped, Shang Zhi felt that the depression in his chest had dissipated a lot.

But the pain in my heart can't be relieved at all.

She was about to own the whole world, but her close relatives personally destroyed her world.

Looking at the face that was almost like Shang Shuyi, the hatred in Shang Zhi's heart became deeper and deeper.

He raised his sword for the second time and pointed it at Shang Yajing's neck.

Yaxiang cried and threw herself into Shang Yajing's arms, but refused to get down no matter what.

No no, not right.

Seeing Xiao Yaxiang hugging Shang Yajing tightly and refusing to get off, Shang Zhi suddenly thought of himself and his father back then.

After all, the second sword was useless.

Lock Shang Yajing in a remote place, and no one is allowed to meet her.

He also promised Yaxiang that he would release Shang Yajing as long as he collected tens of millions of taels of gold.

So, little Yaxiang, earn money desperately, save money desperately, don't ask the source, just ask for the quantity.

Just to see my mother.

The author has something to say:

Back to reality in the next chapter ＿(:з)∠)＿

small theater:

Shang Zhi: Pu Ge, I want that

Calamus: Which one?

Shang Zhi: Are you good or bad~

calamus:? ? ?

Shang Zhi: I want to eat that grape (╰_╯)#

Calamus (pick it up, peel it off, and pass it over): OK