Feng Couch Luan Luan

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Although Xiao Mingyue struggled and resisted after waking up, she still gritted her teeth and refused to call for help.

He was weak, exhausted quickly, and reluctantly let it have its way.

Hu Yanlin didn't want to make too much noise and distract the idlers, so his movements were much gentler, Xiao Mingyue's frown gradually relaxed, and the soft panting sound brought out a bit of coquettishness.

Hu Yanlin's heart was softened by his obedience, he couldn't hold back and started a new round of charge, finally made Xiao Mingyue cry, begging him to take pity with tears, but his trembling voice was blocked between his lips and teeth, It turned into a long whimper.

They have been going back and forth secretly for two years like this, doing the most intimate things, but they are always on guard against each other, embracing each other for bliss at one moment, and falling into endless suspicion and confrontation the next moment.

He had known for a long time that Hu Yanlin had no heart, and only entangled him on a whim, and he also hid his thoughts properly, only willing to give up his body to play with him, and did not want to lose any affection for that thin lover.

He thought he could control the torrent of emotion behind the gate, waiting for the day when Hu Yanlin got tired of playing.

Before that, he could enjoy the joy of being dominated, conquered and even destroyed.

He wants to tarnish that phantom of innocence and destroy that totem that everyone loves.

He wanted to break free from the shackles and expectations that bound him and forced him to follow the rules.

He wanted to sink into the muddy water to take revenge on those people who insisted on pushing him up to the clouds but didn't care about his hot or cold.

Day and night are completely separated.

During the day, he is a well-dressed and well-behaved gentleman. At night, Hu Yanlin will forcefully tear off his disguise, so that he can no longer put on a dignified appearance, and can only helplessly embrace the other party's neck, feeling the most tenderness in his arms. Real pain and joy.

He is also naturally cunning and cunning, afraid of being underestimated, he often acts as if he can't help himself, and refuses when he wants to greet, showing reluctance.

As a result, Hu Yanlin often tossed him ruthlessly, and refused to give up until he was forced to completely lose his composure.

Even forced him to say some unsavory obscenities.

Xiao Mingyue had no choice but to show a look of humiliation, catering to his whim.

Are they like this... Is it the same goal by different routes?

They all want the flawless creation to shatter between their fingers, and they all want to trample the icy purity under their feet.

That's why they hit it off instantly, hooking up together is inseparable.

Hu Yanlin sometimes jokingly said that he would bother the Crown Prince to promise him his life. Only Xiao Mingyue knew in his heart that even if Hu Yanlin hadn't saved him, he would still be attracted to this man irresistibly.

Whether you say he is Mu Qiang or you say he is lowly, he doesn't care, he just wants to snuggle up beside Hu Yanlin, be forced by him, hurt by him, and finally be abandoned by him like a shoe.

This almost self-destructive behavior at least relieved some of his inner distress, and at least made him feel that he had truly lived for a short time.

He thought that he was probably a lunatic in his bones, but he was tied in a cage with thick iron chains, silent and incurable.

Whether two years is long or short, the deeper the entanglement, the more confused he becomes.

Sometimes I would ask myself, did he love Hu Yanlin, or did he fall in love with this feeling of being on the verge of destruction and resuscitated?

He thought he hid this confusion very well, but he didn't know that the man had already seen through him.

They are like two bats, lurking day and night, and they can only release their desire for each other in a dark place.

Hu Yanlin insisted on pushing him out of this dark and gloomy cave, and let him go back to the clouds.

It's ridiculous to say that it wasn't until the night of his wedding that they had the first time that they no longer guarded against each other and completely forgot themselves.

Not only is the body perfectly fit, but even the two hearts have the illusion of being close together.

It's a pity that the illusion is just an illusion. The night when Hu Yanlin lost control, he ruined all the tenderness and sweetness that seemed to be fleeting.

He almost died in that brutal affair.

This time, the physical trauma did not numb the pain in his heart, but made it worse.

Only then did Xiao Mingyue suddenly realize that pain and injury can't bring any effect, what he wants after all is that person's love and pity.

However, it is all about fishing for the moon in the water, and looking for fish on the edge of the tree.

How could Hu Yanlin love someone? He doesn't even have a heart.

From the beginning to the end, he was just Hu Yanlin's plaything, and he shouldn't have any extravagant thoughts.

That extremely presumptuous person, if he wants to come, no one can refuse, and if he wants to leave, no one can stop him.

If it weren't for Xia Yunze's company and support, he didn't know if he would have survived those embarrassing days.

That person was as warm and bright as a little sun, but he couldn't make a ripple in his heart. When he learned that the other party was a man disguised as a woman, he even breathed a sigh of relief. There was a sense of relief that he didn't have to be a husband and wife.

The little sun can't shine into his dark and gloomy heart, he doesn't want to go back to the clouds, he just wants to fall into the deepest darkness, live in the mud, dream his own dream, and chase his love and freedom in the dream.

He didn't expect to meet Hu Yanlin again in Dongxian Mountain, just like a ridiculous reincarnation, the man ended their relationship with a slightly melancholy joke.

"How else can Prince Mingyue thank me?"

It was as if he was not the one who robbed and plundered back then.

This was the man he had loved for two years but had to resent for the rest of his life.

It's a pity that you don't want everything I can give you anymore.

If he is destined not to get it, why should he bother?I was exhausted physically and mentally, and my body was bruised and bruised.

Xiao Mingyue had a gentle appearance, but she had a ruthless heart after all, so she just knelt down and blocked each other's last retreat with the most decisive gesture.

Seeing the man who was always calm and calm turn pale with fright, this kneeling was really worth it.

It's just a heart, why does it still hurt like it was crushed by him?

When the deal was proposed at the beginning, it was more or less out of anger, but after the farewell, Xiao Mingyue took it as a joke and broke his heart and mind, completely unaware that the other party was still sticking to this promise alone.

It wasn't until he was embraced on the throne that he truly realized how out of control this man's paranoia and arrogance had become.

"Whatever Mingyue wants, just give it to him."

Xiao Mingyue woke up from the dream, stroked her heart beating like a pounding chest, and swallowed a helpless sigh.

Even if you own the world, you still can't give me what I want.

He didn't disturb the palace people, and got out of bed alone, with loose hair and no shoes, quietly walked out of the bedroom like a wandering soul, and stood on the porch to watch the night scene of falling snow in the courtyard.

The cold wind blew up the corners of his clothes, and a few flakes of white snowflakes fell on his hair, and melted in an instant, turning into small clear water droplets that stuck to the ends of his hair. Full chill.

A tall figure stood behind him, thick fox fur wrapped his thin body, Hu Yanlin frowned, and whispered, "Why don't you even wear shoes?"

Xiao Mingyue moved her toes, only to realize that his feet were already numb and tingling from the cold after only a short while.

Why didn't I feel anything at all just now, as if my whole body was numb.

This icy ground can no longer be stepped on, Xiao Mingyue subconsciously stood on tiptoe, showing a look of helplessness like a lost child.

Hu Yanlin couldn't stand him like this the most, so he simply hugged him and wrapped his frozen feet with the hem of the fox fur.

He wanted to carry him back to the bedroom, but Xiao Mingyue wrapped his arms around his neck and whispered in his ear: "Go to Zichen Hall."

This was another absurd idea, but Hu Yanlin couldn't refuse his request, so he could only silently carry him to Zichen Hall.

Xiao Mingyue laughed in a low voice, revealing mischievousness and joy. The warm breath brushed against his ears and cheeks, making one's chest throb, and the waves swept over like waves, and the sound of the waves was full of emotion.

He closed the hall door and put Xiao Mingyue on the dragon chair. There were no lamps in the hall, and the snowy sky outside the window was enough for them to see each other's faces clearly.

Hu Yanlin knelt down on one knee, holding his cold feet with his big hands and rubbing them repeatedly, Xiao Mingyue was afraid of tickling, her calves were tense, her fingers were tightly clasped on the armrest, and she let out a hoarse laugh.

Hu Yanlin had no choice but to unbutton his clothes and put his feet in his arms.

Xiao Mingyue stopped laughing, but her feet were dishonest, hooking her toes to poke his chest, Hu Yanlin held his ankle, and reprimanded in a low voice: "Mingyue, don't make trouble."

What are you pretending to be serious about?

Running thousands of miles, forcing the palace to usurp the throne, is it really just to fulfill a promise?

I'm afraid that I have me in my heart, and I can't bear to bear me.

This realization made Xiao Mingyue extremely happy, and she just wanted to do some absurd things in this solemn and solemn place.

He's lost everything, he doesn't care about anything anymore.

He was ups and downs in the torrent, and he just wanted to reach out and grab the life-saving straw that came to his door.

In a deal, he gave up his heart.

Whatever the outcome, it can't be worse than it is now.

Xiao Mingyue stepped on his heart, feeling the heartbeat of the other party's gradually out of control, he raised the corners of his lips, with a lazy smile on his brows and eyes, and asked softly, "Are you leaving?"

Hu Yanlin clenched his hands tightly, leaving red marks on his fair skin, and said with a smile: "Ming Yue, you don't need me anymore."

Xiao Mingyue leaned forward, looked at him condescendingly, and said softly, "But I want you."

For the first time, he clearly expressed his desire for him. No matter how much he hated this person, he still wanted him like crazy.

It was rare to reveal the truth, but it was treated as nonsense, Hu Yanlin shook his head, let go of his ankles and stood up.

He changed positions in an instant, and the man standing in front of him had an unparalleled sense of oppression and captivating attraction to him.

Xiao Mingyue curled up her feet, looked up at him calmly——

"Are you unwilling, or are you afraid?"

Hu Yanlin stretched out his hand as if he was being haunted, his fingertips trembled slightly, brushed his cheek, and said softly: "You have got your wish, you don't need to drink poison to quench your thirst."

Xiao Mingyue's expression was blank for a moment, dazed and lost, her lips moved, and she murmured: "Why do you think so?"

Hu Yanlin held his face, and said slowly and firmly: "You don't really want me, you just want to humiliate yourself."

Xiao Mingyue seemed to understand, she bit her lip helplessly, leaving a trace of water.

"Ming Yue." With rare tenderness and patience, he comforted emotionally: "You are worthy of all expectations and love, don't ruin yourself anymore, everything about you is the best."

Xiao Mingyue smiled sadly, since it is the best, why don't you?

With such high-sounding rhetoric, do you really think that wild beasts can instantly become Buddhas and become vegetarian Bodhisattvas?

Or do you think that his brain was frozen and stupid, and he forgot the overlord when he first met?

At that time, I was crying and begging him to stop, but he turned a deaf ear to it, but now that I take the initiative to invite him, he just sits still?

He lowered his eyelashes and kept doing nothing, reaching out to untie the opponent's belt, but before he touched it, his wrist was caught, Hu Yanlin shook his head and sighed: "Ming Yue, this should not be the only thing left between you and me. "

Xiao Mingyue's seldom gathered courage dissipated, and she couldn't help becoming angry from embarrassment. She kicked over and scolded: "Hu Yanlin, you are such a bastard!"

The contempt that made him angry at first is now as painless as if thrown on a stone, Hu Yanlin didn't even move his eyebrows, and coaxed in a good voice: "Okay, okay, whatever you say, calm down and go back to rest. , I have to go to court tomorrow morning."

Xiao Mingyue's eyes were red, and she glared at him viciously, Hu Yanlin did not dodge or dodge, and looked at him calmly.

Only God knows that he is doing his best to suppress the urge to pin his sweetheart to the throne.

But he couldn't, couldn't drag this person back from the glorious clouds and clouds back to the filthy world again.

Let alone take advantage of his momentary weakness to allow him to accept his frantic and dirty emotions.

He can no longer be made to pay for his loss of control.

No one has loved him before, and he doesn't know how to love someone, but at least he can let go of his hand and let this white crane fly high, soaring above the nine heavens.

Like a devout believer, he carefully picked up the fallen fairy and said softly, "Go back."

Xiao Mingyue didn't make a sound, but silently buried her face in the fox fur.

It wasn't until he entered the bedroom that he said softly: "You will regret it."

Hu Yanlin's voice was a bit bitter: "I know."

He has already regretted it.