There are police in the fields

five years ago.

Su Yi has been bored in the room for three days, facing an assembly computer all day and all night, the heavy monitor flashes unstable light and shadow images, and "Detective Conan" is playing in it all the time, from the first episode to the It's been more than 600 episodes, and Su Yi feels as if he has been awake all the time, and he seems to have been drowsy all the time, anyway, he is drowsy.The sun rose and set outside the window, and it was evening again.

The sunshine in July made people's eyes hurt. Su half-closed his eyes and looked out, and stretched out his hand to pull the curtains. He felt like a ghost afraid of light. The time period is coming, but this sudden loss is not so abrupt anymore, because Su Yi has already sunk into this extreme loss, and has been submerged for three days, oh, no, it should be a long time, probably a long time In childhood, childhood with no memory, those days when you suddenly left your parents, you feel anxious and painful for no reason. Will this kind of emotion really accompany you throughout your life?

At this time, the sound of my mother's footsteps came from outside the door, the voice was very soft. At this point, my mother had already returned from playing cards, cooked some food, and served it to Su Yi, although he had locked himself in the room for three days.

On the first day, my mother would stay with me at home, sometimes wiping away tears, sometimes sighing, and sometimes wanting to come in and say something, but finally saw Su Yi's appearance, as if he couldn't say anything, and finally could only Three meals a day, deliver some food to Su Yi on time, whatever is barely enough to eat.

The next day, my mother didn't wipe her tears or sigh much anymore, and her footsteps didn't even sound so heavy. She was just busy cleaning, cooking, and serving Su Yi's favorite food. , put it at the door, after a while, come to clean up the dishes.

On the third day, my mother disappeared all afternoon, and there was no sound of footsteps. The house was terribly quiet. Su Yi was still half lying on the bed, staring at the computer screen with glasses, half-seeing, and my mother had already gone to the next door to play cards. .

These three days are probably the only memory of Su and his wife during the summer vacation after the college entrance examination - failing the exam.

The place where Su Yi grew up was remote, remote, and poor. If he wanted to leave that small county, the only way was to study. Su Yi didn't know when he felt that he had to leave that place, probably in elementary school. When I was in the third grade.

Su Yi's parents are not educated. His mother is an absolute housewife. Since she came back to this house at the age of six, her mother has been at home, cleaning, cooking, and playing cards when she is free. She has never asked Su Yi. The grades and grades in this small village in this small county are not important at all. Compared with whether the grades are good or not, which family's children can earn money in their teens, buy a car, and get married. These things seem to be the mainstream values.

Dad will go to other places to work to earn money every few days, and he will come back once a year or two. There is no fixed number of how long he will stay at home. Su Yi has not figured out which city he is in, but it is far away anyway. In a slightly bustling big city, at least a whole day's bus ride is required.

Su Yi never felt the love of his parents when he was a child. In fact, Su Yi never resented his parents. At that time, when he was poor, his grandma took him and went to join his grandfather. At least in the factory, there was no problem with food and clothing. As for emotions Needs and so on, these things are really not worth mentioning when you can't even meet your food and clothing.

When Su Yi came back home at the age of six, his parents were running a small business here. Su Yi didn’t remember the specific business. Anyway, they were very busy and couldn’t take care of themselves every day. Washing and cooking, I don't want to do the homework assigned by the teacher, and no one cares anyway.

Until one day, ten-year-old Su Yi came home from school. Unexpectedly, his mother was at home. Apart from his mother, there were several relatives whom Su Yi didn’t know very well. He didn’t grow up here in the first place. I don't like to go out either, so I can't tell the difference between a bunch of girls and girls.

Su Yi tiptoed into the door. His mother was sitting on the sofa, as if she was wiping away her tears. Seven aunts and aunts surrounded her. When her mother saw Su Yi, she raised a hand and beckoned: "Su Yi, you come over."

Su Yi put down his schoolbag, walked up to his mother, and said, "Mom, what's wrong with you?"

Mom wiped away her tears again, hugged Su Yi, and said tearfully: "Your father was beaten, and he is still in the hospital, you go and see him."

Su Yi was stunned.

The surrounding area is very noisy, with aunts and aunts talking all over the place.

"Those bastards aren't people."

"The bigger the fart, the stronger the business."

"If you want to be strong, you have to be clear. It's a bloody son of a bitch to hurt people so secretly."

The mother hugged Su Yi tightly, Su Yi didn't know what to do, but was at a loss for a while, and reached out to pat his mother on the back.

Until my mother took Su Yi to the hospital and saw Dad, his head and face were wrapped in thick bandages, and his legs were half-hanging by bandages and plaster. s story.

In the past two years, my father has learned some skills from somewhere, and opened a small factory. The site is rented. My parents are busy day and night, and finally see some improvement. A small business that supports the family has actually attracted the envy of the fellow villagers. A few gangsters in the society coveted Dad's "road to get rich" and refused to compete on their own, so they started grabbing it directly. The business threshold is not high, but you need to supply and pick up the goods. Those gangsters, not thinking of the right way, bought and sold the guys by force. In the end, my father couldn't beat these desperate people, so the business was handed over , people also entered the hospital.

After this incident, Su Yi felt that he had grown up overnight. Although he was only ten years old, Su Yi stood in front of his father's hospital bed, holding his fist tightly. He longed to grow up, to be strong, At least, you can leave this place, at least, you have to protect your family.

But there are still at least eight years before he grows up.

At that time, Su Yi was very short and carried a big schoolbag. He never had to explain his grades to anyone, he was always a dispensable person in the class, and the teacher never took a look at him.

On the way home from school, Su Yi looked at the young people who were older than him on the side of the street. Such people can be found everywhere in this small place. The domination of this small place is nothing more than a group of frogs in a well.

Su Yi felt that they were actually very pitiful, and sometimes even felt that his own father was also very pitiful. He gave birth to a child and had no way to raise it. He sent it away and brought it back when he grew up. , You can't win by grabbing, and you can't even protect your own one-acre three-point land.

Su Yi didn't want to be such a person.

Since then, Su Yi has started to study, he doesn't need anyone to urge him, he has already understood many things, how to get out of here, how to be strong.

So, he began to study hard.

After graduating from junior high school, he can choose. He can go to every high school in this small county. Not only can he go, each school also visits students. In the end, Su Yi chose a school that not only waived tuition fees, but also subsidized living expenses every month.

Ever since they found out that their children were a bit good at studying, the parents who hadn't paid attention to Su Yi's grades suddenly saw the hope of life. Although this hope is inversely proportional to the current economic conditions, the poorer you are, the more you need hope Well, in a few years, when Su Yi grows up, his parents will be relieved, they don't have to fumble around here anymore, and they don't have to be looked down upon.

In fact, Su Yi is still struggling. After three years of hard work in high school, the college entrance examination scores far exceeded the heavy ones, but it is a pity that the scores far exceeded are not enough to defeat many leaders in the country. When filling out the volunteers, Su Yi and his father had an extraordinary Arguing violently.

"I want to study psychology." Su Yi lowered his head, not daring to speak louder.

Dad patted the table: "What did you say? What is that thing? Psychology, can this thing make money?"

Su Yi was silent and didn't speak.

Dad said again: "I only heard that economics is good. I have inquired about it. With your grades, you are guaranteed to go to a university of finance and economics."

Su Yi still lowered his head, and murmured in his heart: "I was halfway through my third year of high school, and you thought I was in my second year of high school, when did I care so much about my major?" But I didn't dare to say this, I guess Come out and get a slap in the face.

In fact, he knew in his heart that in the family situation these years, his father's need for money is too urgent, and he has no ability in this life. Finally, he can see hope in his son, the hope of seeing money, and nothing else is important Otherwise, Su Yi wouldn't always have some psychological problems and feel anxious because of his lack of love since he was a child.It's useless to talk to them. No one can truly understand a person's heart, and neither can parents.

At that time, the social economy was developing rapidly. Among all walks of life, economics majors were the most popular. Accounting, economics, insurance...all subjects linked to money were very popular for a while.

Probably because my dad learned to trade stocks with some uncle two years ago, a man with little education, when he was at home, he watched the TV all day long, watched economists predict the future, heard some advanced theories, and dreamed day and night that one day he would buy stocks at home. My son can make a big splash in the economic world, and by looking at K-line charts at home, he can get enough food and clothing without worrying about food and clothing. Unlike myself, who sleeps all day long and works hard, he insists on choosing an economics major for his son at a university of finance and economics.

But Su Yi didn't like the major of economics. In contrast, he wanted to study psychology more. However, Su Yi only weakly expressed his thoughts on this aspect to his father, and his father immediately dismissed it angrily. There was almost a big quarrel, Su Yi grew up, and it was the first time he disobeyed his father's wishes.