Shen Xigu... Has mental illness, even long-term signs of world-weariness and suicide?
Was it the same in his previous life? Why didn't he even know it?
Hearing what Dr. Sun said, Fu Yuanzhou's head buzzed, as if he had been punched, and there was sharp pain, his chest heaved, but he couldn't breathe.
His face was pale, Dr. Sun thought he was afraid, and sighed softly. Although she felt that Shen Xigu was very pitiful, she could fully understand Fu Yuanzhou. Anyone who encountered such a situation would definitely be afraid. She also stood by Fu Yuanzhou's side. side.
"You have to be careful in the future, pay attention to your own safety, and don't get in touch with Shen Xigu alone." She said, "He may have a deep obsession with you, you have to be careful that he will do extreme behavior."
"Thank you, Dr. Sun."
Fu Yuanzhou was a little dizzy, and nodded with a numb expression, but rather than worrying about whether he would be hurt, what was more difficult for him to accept was that Shen Xigu actually had a mental illness, and it was most likely inherited from his mother. Shen Xigu had been friends for so many years, yet he never noticed it.
Just like his mother.Fu Yuanzhou recalled that all the tiny details fit so well—Shen Xigu's mother lived for her husband, and Shen Xigu himself regarded him as the motivation to live.
Shen Xigu had said more than once that without him, he would die... Why didn't he think about genetic diseases at that time?
Is it because I don't care enough for Shen Xigu?Dr. Sun found Shen Xigu's medicine and medical certificate after only going to his house once, but they had known each other for many years, but he had never seen Shen Xigu's medicine and medical certificate, nor did he find any problem with his condition.
Perhaps Shen Xigu deliberately kept it from him, otherwise he should have told him, but why didn't Shen Xigu tell, was it because he was afraid that he would alienate him in the future?
How could he be this kind of person, if Shen Xigu had told him earlier, he would definitely accompany him to treat his illness well, so why would he abandon his friend for such a reason?
Regret, anger, embarrassment, fear, heartache.
Fu Yuanzhou's hands were trembling, he didn't know, he didn't know anything, if he could care more about Shen Xigu, would he be able to discover the truth earlier, and it wouldn't lead to a series of tragedies in the future?
It was as if he had slapped him hard on the face. He thought he knew Shen Xigu well enough, but in fact it was far from it. He didn't even realize that Shen Xigu was suffering from illness.
It is true that he suffered a lot later because of Shen Xigu, Shen Xigu harmed him, he had nothing to apologize to him, let alone owe him anything, but what about earlier?Maybe he had a chance to redeem everything, but he missed it.
At that time, Shen Xigu was sliding into the abyss little by little. He stood on it, unaware of his fall, and finally the whole ground collapsed. He and Shen Xigu fell down together, and other people were also implicated.
"You don't have to worry too much. You will rarely have the chance to meet in the future. He can't do anything to you."
Seeing that his complexion was very bad, Dr. Sun comforted him and said in a gentle voice: "When you go home again, don't be alone, ask Xie Lin or Yu Fei to accompany you. In addition, the effect of the temporary mark will gradually wear off, and your body will recover quickly. Very good, basically there will be no pheromone residue, so you can rest assured."
Fu Yuanzhou was in a trance and couldn't hear what she was saying, so he just nodded slightly.Suddenly he thought of another question, his heart tightened, and he asked dryly: "Do you think Shen Xigu has... the possibility of committing suicide?"
If Shen Xigu's mother would commit suicide without her husband by her side, would Shen Xigu also...
"...There is such a possibility."
Dr. Sun sighed: "I read his medical certificate. Although it didn't mention whether he had committed suicide, he didn't have a strong sense of survival, and his emotional regulation was also in a state of serious failure."
"For example, his self-mutilation behavior, his pain perception is the same as that of ordinary people, and he knows that he may die if he loses too much blood, but ordinary people are afraid of death, but he is not afraid."
"In his view, the 'death' caused by 'excessive blood loss' just changes the state of the body, just like 'eating' will make the body in a state of 'satiation', the two are the same in his eyes."
"So it doesn't matter even if it hurts, as long as it can achieve the goal, as for his goal..."
Are you punishing yourself?
Fu Yuanzhou suddenly recalled Shen Xigu's previous self-mutilation behavior. He was imprisoned. Shen Xigu knew that he was in pain, so he used self-mutilation as a means of punishing himself.
He also finally understood why Shen Xigu didn't care about his body at all, and a person who didn't even care about death would naturally not care about pain, and would only devote all his attention to a few special beings.
Like... him.
He is Shen Xigu's most special existence, even to the point of being extremely sick, Shen Xigu doesn't even care about himself, but suffers because of him being hurt, he is the key to unlock Shen Xigu's emotions.
Shen Xigu didn't want him to hate him, so he chose to hide his illness, even the scar he carved on his chest now is not "Seven", but "Yuanzhou", because he said goodbye to Shen Xigu Call him "Seven".
Fu Yuanzhou felt cold all over. He didn't want to repeat the same mistakes. Not only did he want to keep his parents and Xie Lin safe and happy, but he also didn't want Shen Xigu to have an accident. He hated Shen Xigu for hurting him, but he didn't want Shen Xigu Gu self-destruction, so they are strangers in this life, and they live in peace, which is the best ending.
But now...
"I respect your privacy and will not inquire too much."
Dr. Sun said: "But I need to ask you, do you have the contact information of Shen Xigu's family members, or his mobile phone unlock password? His mobile phone is specially encrypted, it is difficult to open, and he cannot be contacted." family to take care of him."
"..." Fu Yuanzhou shook his head, he didn't have the contact information of Shen Xigu's father, even if he did, he knew that it was impossible for the other party to rush over to take care of Shen Xigu.
Shen Xigu had quite a few friends, but they were all casual acquaintances. In his previous life, he was the only one who had a close relationship with him. In this life, Shen Xigu was even more alone.
Fu Yuanzhou felt extremely uncomfortable, worried that Shen Xigu might commit suicide, but he couldn't take care of Shen Xigu, he couldn't deepen Shen Xigu's pathological dependence on him, that would only harm them both.
"Let me figure out a way. Since I am a doctor and he is a patient, even though he is not my patient, I will be responsible to the end."
Dr. Sun sighed softly: "I will take care of him until he is discharged from the hospital, but depending on his mental condition, even if he recovers physically, he will go to a nursing home to treat mental problems."
Fu Yuanzhou came to his senses and was very surprised and moved by her kindness. He almost wanted to thank her, but he stopped in time, because he was not someone from Shen Xigu, so he had no position to say thank you to Dr. Sun.
"Thank you for your hard work. Before Shen Xigu wakes up, all the treatment expenses and your salary will be paid by me." In the end, he just said this to Dr. Sun.
Dr. Sun did not refuse, thanked him, and asked: "If there is anything wrong with him, do you need me to tell you?"
"Okay." Fu Yuanzhou hesitated and said, "Please hire some nurses for him to watch him 24 hours a day. I'm worried that he might..."
"Don't worry." Dr. Sun nodded, "I will handle it properly, and I won't tell him it was your order."
"Thank you." Fu Yuanzhou thanked him solemnly.
"If he wants to see you, or has something to tell you, should I tell you?" Dr. Sun asked.
Fu Yuanzhou was startled, and remained silent for a long time, but finally shook his head. Dr. Sun patted his shoulder and said gently, "Got it, take good care of your health and leave it to me."
Dr. Sun checked Fu Yuanzhou, and after confirming that there was no problem, he rushed to the hospital to take care of Shen Xigu. Not long after, Xie Lin came back from school, but it was not only Xie Lin who came, but Yuan Ye also followed him up.
"How did you come?"
Fu Yuanzhou was thinking about Shen Xigu, when he suddenly saw Yuanye open the door, he panicked, thinking that fortunately he had just sprayed the pheromone dispersant, Yuanye should not be able to smell the smell, even if he smelled it, he wouldn't know it was Shen Xigu's pheromones.
"Do you think I'm so stupid that I will believe you when you say you have a cold?"
However, things did not develop as Fu Yuanzhou expected. Yuan Ye walked into the bedroom, his handsome face was smiling, his brows were dark and cold, and he suppressed his anger and asked, "Who did it?"
"What?" Fu Yuanzhou didn't realize for a moment that Yuan Ye had already discovered it.
"Who marked you?" Wilderness was full of hostility, and said in a cold voice, "Tell me, I will break his leg and make him kneel to apologize to you."
Fu Yuanzhou didn't go to school for several days, neither Yu Fei nor Xie Lin came. From the beginning, Yuan Ye didn't believe that he was just sick. He kept paying attention these two days, and finally waited for Xie Lin to come to school.
Xie Lin kept silent about Fu Yuanzhou's matter. Yuanye pressed him repeatedly and didn't open his mouth. He was so angry that he almost got into a fight with Xie Lin. In the end, he simply followed Xie Lin. Xie Lin didn't stop him because it was useless. Yuanye didn't come before On the apartment side, they already knew their addresses.
On the way here, Yuan Ye had already guessed something, and then he happened to meet Dr. Sun who was coming out of the building downstairs, so he deliberately pretended to know about it long ago and talked to Dr. Sun.
Dr. Sun was unprepared at first, and accidentally said about Fu Yuanzhou being marked, but later she found out that she had been fooled, so she kept silent and did not say Shen Xigu's name, otherwise Yuan Ye might not even go upstairs, but directly He rushed to the villa and beat people.
"Don't be impulsive..."
Seeing Yuan Ye's gloomy appearance, Fu Yuanzhou sighed and comforted him: "It's not that serious, it's just a temporary mark. Strictly speaking, it was just an accident."
He won't tell Shen Xigu out, not only for Shen Xigu, but mainly for Yuanye, he doesn't want Yuanye to be stained by dropping out of school, he will become a professional player in the future, public image is very important.
Yuanye stared at him angrily for a long time, his expression gradually became depressed, he lowered his head, showing an expression of frustration and sadness, and even his eyes were a little red, like a poor dog.
"I'm not reconciled, you're just being bullied like this... But I can't protect you, and I can't help you vent your anger. I can't do anything."
"Didn't you say you copied the notes for me?" Fu Yuanzhou said, "Did you bring them?"
"...I brought it."
Yuanye walked over with his lips pursed, and took out several notebooks from his schoolbag and handed them to Fu Yuanzhou. The contents of the notebooks were very detailed, and his handwriting was quite beautiful, which was very different from his own sloppy image.
"Thank you, that's enough." Fu Yuanzhou took the notes and said to Yuan Ye with a smile, "I'll make a copy and return it to you later."
"It's okay, I don't need it, I just copied it for you."
Yuanye was silent for a while, and then said: "These are not enough, I want to do more for you, because I..."
"Click."
At this moment, Xie Lin walked in with water and medicine.
The author has something to say: On the day when I owed the fourth double shift, not only did I not worry anymore, but I even calmed down a bit. Is this the legendary feeling of not worrying about having too much debt? (.
I will make a double update tomorrow!No, I'm not a rabbit! (and then owe another...
Was it the same in his previous life? Why didn't he even know it?
Hearing what Dr. Sun said, Fu Yuanzhou's head buzzed, as if he had been punched, and there was sharp pain, his chest heaved, but he couldn't breathe.
His face was pale, Dr. Sun thought he was afraid, and sighed softly. Although she felt that Shen Xigu was very pitiful, she could fully understand Fu Yuanzhou. Anyone who encountered such a situation would definitely be afraid. She also stood by Fu Yuanzhou's side. side.
"You have to be careful in the future, pay attention to your own safety, and don't get in touch with Shen Xigu alone." She said, "He may have a deep obsession with you, you have to be careful that he will do extreme behavior."
"Thank you, Dr. Sun."
Fu Yuanzhou was a little dizzy, and nodded with a numb expression, but rather than worrying about whether he would be hurt, what was more difficult for him to accept was that Shen Xigu actually had a mental illness, and it was most likely inherited from his mother. Shen Xigu had been friends for so many years, yet he never noticed it.
Just like his mother.Fu Yuanzhou recalled that all the tiny details fit so well—Shen Xigu's mother lived for her husband, and Shen Xigu himself regarded him as the motivation to live.
Shen Xigu had said more than once that without him, he would die... Why didn't he think about genetic diseases at that time?
Is it because I don't care enough for Shen Xigu?Dr. Sun found Shen Xigu's medicine and medical certificate after only going to his house once, but they had known each other for many years, but he had never seen Shen Xigu's medicine and medical certificate, nor did he find any problem with his condition.
Perhaps Shen Xigu deliberately kept it from him, otherwise he should have told him, but why didn't Shen Xigu tell, was it because he was afraid that he would alienate him in the future?
How could he be this kind of person, if Shen Xigu had told him earlier, he would definitely accompany him to treat his illness well, so why would he abandon his friend for such a reason?
Regret, anger, embarrassment, fear, heartache.
Fu Yuanzhou's hands were trembling, he didn't know, he didn't know anything, if he could care more about Shen Xigu, would he be able to discover the truth earlier, and it wouldn't lead to a series of tragedies in the future?
It was as if he had slapped him hard on the face. He thought he knew Shen Xigu well enough, but in fact it was far from it. He didn't even realize that Shen Xigu was suffering from illness.
It is true that he suffered a lot later because of Shen Xigu, Shen Xigu harmed him, he had nothing to apologize to him, let alone owe him anything, but what about earlier?Maybe he had a chance to redeem everything, but he missed it.
At that time, Shen Xigu was sliding into the abyss little by little. He stood on it, unaware of his fall, and finally the whole ground collapsed. He and Shen Xigu fell down together, and other people were also implicated.
"You don't have to worry too much. You will rarely have the chance to meet in the future. He can't do anything to you."
Seeing that his complexion was very bad, Dr. Sun comforted him and said in a gentle voice: "When you go home again, don't be alone, ask Xie Lin or Yu Fei to accompany you. In addition, the effect of the temporary mark will gradually wear off, and your body will recover quickly. Very good, basically there will be no pheromone residue, so you can rest assured."
Fu Yuanzhou was in a trance and couldn't hear what she was saying, so he just nodded slightly.Suddenly he thought of another question, his heart tightened, and he asked dryly: "Do you think Shen Xigu has... the possibility of committing suicide?"
If Shen Xigu's mother would commit suicide without her husband by her side, would Shen Xigu also...
"...There is such a possibility."
Dr. Sun sighed: "I read his medical certificate. Although it didn't mention whether he had committed suicide, he didn't have a strong sense of survival, and his emotional regulation was also in a state of serious failure."
"For example, his self-mutilation behavior, his pain perception is the same as that of ordinary people, and he knows that he may die if he loses too much blood, but ordinary people are afraid of death, but he is not afraid."
"In his view, the 'death' caused by 'excessive blood loss' just changes the state of the body, just like 'eating' will make the body in a state of 'satiation', the two are the same in his eyes."
"So it doesn't matter even if it hurts, as long as it can achieve the goal, as for his goal..."
Are you punishing yourself?
Fu Yuanzhou suddenly recalled Shen Xigu's previous self-mutilation behavior. He was imprisoned. Shen Xigu knew that he was in pain, so he used self-mutilation as a means of punishing himself.
He also finally understood why Shen Xigu didn't care about his body at all, and a person who didn't even care about death would naturally not care about pain, and would only devote all his attention to a few special beings.
Like... him.
He is Shen Xigu's most special existence, even to the point of being extremely sick, Shen Xigu doesn't even care about himself, but suffers because of him being hurt, he is the key to unlock Shen Xigu's emotions.
Shen Xigu didn't want him to hate him, so he chose to hide his illness, even the scar he carved on his chest now is not "Seven", but "Yuanzhou", because he said goodbye to Shen Xigu Call him "Seven".
Fu Yuanzhou felt cold all over. He didn't want to repeat the same mistakes. Not only did he want to keep his parents and Xie Lin safe and happy, but he also didn't want Shen Xigu to have an accident. He hated Shen Xigu for hurting him, but he didn't want Shen Xigu Gu self-destruction, so they are strangers in this life, and they live in peace, which is the best ending.
But now...
"I respect your privacy and will not inquire too much."
Dr. Sun said: "But I need to ask you, do you have the contact information of Shen Xigu's family members, or his mobile phone unlock password? His mobile phone is specially encrypted, it is difficult to open, and he cannot be contacted." family to take care of him."
"..." Fu Yuanzhou shook his head, he didn't have the contact information of Shen Xigu's father, even if he did, he knew that it was impossible for the other party to rush over to take care of Shen Xigu.
Shen Xigu had quite a few friends, but they were all casual acquaintances. In his previous life, he was the only one who had a close relationship with him. In this life, Shen Xigu was even more alone.
Fu Yuanzhou felt extremely uncomfortable, worried that Shen Xigu might commit suicide, but he couldn't take care of Shen Xigu, he couldn't deepen Shen Xigu's pathological dependence on him, that would only harm them both.
"Let me figure out a way. Since I am a doctor and he is a patient, even though he is not my patient, I will be responsible to the end."
Dr. Sun sighed softly: "I will take care of him until he is discharged from the hospital, but depending on his mental condition, even if he recovers physically, he will go to a nursing home to treat mental problems."
Fu Yuanzhou came to his senses and was very surprised and moved by her kindness. He almost wanted to thank her, but he stopped in time, because he was not someone from Shen Xigu, so he had no position to say thank you to Dr. Sun.
"Thank you for your hard work. Before Shen Xigu wakes up, all the treatment expenses and your salary will be paid by me." In the end, he just said this to Dr. Sun.
Dr. Sun did not refuse, thanked him, and asked: "If there is anything wrong with him, do you need me to tell you?"
"Okay." Fu Yuanzhou hesitated and said, "Please hire some nurses for him to watch him 24 hours a day. I'm worried that he might..."
"Don't worry." Dr. Sun nodded, "I will handle it properly, and I won't tell him it was your order."
"Thank you." Fu Yuanzhou thanked him solemnly.
"If he wants to see you, or has something to tell you, should I tell you?" Dr. Sun asked.
Fu Yuanzhou was startled, and remained silent for a long time, but finally shook his head. Dr. Sun patted his shoulder and said gently, "Got it, take good care of your health and leave it to me."
Dr. Sun checked Fu Yuanzhou, and after confirming that there was no problem, he rushed to the hospital to take care of Shen Xigu. Not long after, Xie Lin came back from school, but it was not only Xie Lin who came, but Yuan Ye also followed him up.
"How did you come?"
Fu Yuanzhou was thinking about Shen Xigu, when he suddenly saw Yuanye open the door, he panicked, thinking that fortunately he had just sprayed the pheromone dispersant, Yuanye should not be able to smell the smell, even if he smelled it, he wouldn't know it was Shen Xigu's pheromones.
"Do you think I'm so stupid that I will believe you when you say you have a cold?"
However, things did not develop as Fu Yuanzhou expected. Yuan Ye walked into the bedroom, his handsome face was smiling, his brows were dark and cold, and he suppressed his anger and asked, "Who did it?"
"What?" Fu Yuanzhou didn't realize for a moment that Yuan Ye had already discovered it.
"Who marked you?" Wilderness was full of hostility, and said in a cold voice, "Tell me, I will break his leg and make him kneel to apologize to you."
Fu Yuanzhou didn't go to school for several days, neither Yu Fei nor Xie Lin came. From the beginning, Yuan Ye didn't believe that he was just sick. He kept paying attention these two days, and finally waited for Xie Lin to come to school.
Xie Lin kept silent about Fu Yuanzhou's matter. Yuanye pressed him repeatedly and didn't open his mouth. He was so angry that he almost got into a fight with Xie Lin. In the end, he simply followed Xie Lin. Xie Lin didn't stop him because it was useless. Yuanye didn't come before On the apartment side, they already knew their addresses.
On the way here, Yuan Ye had already guessed something, and then he happened to meet Dr. Sun who was coming out of the building downstairs, so he deliberately pretended to know about it long ago and talked to Dr. Sun.
Dr. Sun was unprepared at first, and accidentally said about Fu Yuanzhou being marked, but later she found out that she had been fooled, so she kept silent and did not say Shen Xigu's name, otherwise Yuan Ye might not even go upstairs, but directly He rushed to the villa and beat people.
"Don't be impulsive..."
Seeing Yuan Ye's gloomy appearance, Fu Yuanzhou sighed and comforted him: "It's not that serious, it's just a temporary mark. Strictly speaking, it was just an accident."
He won't tell Shen Xigu out, not only for Shen Xigu, but mainly for Yuanye, he doesn't want Yuanye to be stained by dropping out of school, he will become a professional player in the future, public image is very important.
Yuanye stared at him angrily for a long time, his expression gradually became depressed, he lowered his head, showing an expression of frustration and sadness, and even his eyes were a little red, like a poor dog.
"I'm not reconciled, you're just being bullied like this... But I can't protect you, and I can't help you vent your anger. I can't do anything."
"Didn't you say you copied the notes for me?" Fu Yuanzhou said, "Did you bring them?"
"...I brought it."
Yuanye walked over with his lips pursed, and took out several notebooks from his schoolbag and handed them to Fu Yuanzhou. The contents of the notebooks were very detailed, and his handwriting was quite beautiful, which was very different from his own sloppy image.
"Thank you, that's enough." Fu Yuanzhou took the notes and said to Yuan Ye with a smile, "I'll make a copy and return it to you later."
"It's okay, I don't need it, I just copied it for you."
Yuanye was silent for a while, and then said: "These are not enough, I want to do more for you, because I..."
"Click."
At this moment, Xie Lin walked in with water and medicine.
The author has something to say: On the day when I owed the fourth double shift, not only did I not worry anymore, but I even calmed down a bit. Is this the legendary feeling of not worrying about having too much debt? (.
I will make a double update tomorrow!No, I'm not a rabbit! (and then owe another...
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