Raid that snake spirit disease

I figured it out later.Of course he didn't want to believe it was the truth at first.In the beginning, he was just sure, very sure that Ah Juan loved him.But he felt like something was missing.

It's not that the person who loves him is not Juan, but that it feels like in the previous worlds, something is missing, and the Juan in front of him is incomplete.

Later, A Juan told him that Yi Canglang was different to him in this whole world.Although he has relatives, his father and brothers love him very much, but they feel like a strange memory to him, which he obviously owns, but feels that it does not belong to him.

And it seemed that another existence forcefully instilled it in him. He hadn't experienced it personally, but he knew it.This feeling is very complicated to describe, but Yi Canglang understands it as soon as he hears it. Isn't that the pre-memory of characters instilled by the system before he enters a world every time!

Before associating with all kinds of visions: obviously he has collected a part of A Juan’s spiritual consciousness, but he still has no sense in the original world; Liuliu gave him a strange sense of familiarity and intimacy from a certain world; How A Juan resolutely died in the second world; and...

It was clearly the ten small worlds that I said nonsense, but it turned out to be a fact.

"What's going on with A Juan? Also, are you just A Juan?"

Yes.

At this time, there is no point in continuing to hide it.There was no more pretense here, and after a while, the white light in Yi Canglang's hand turned into an illusory transparent human body - hazy, that was A Juan.

"Ajuan..."

Yi Canglang stared at him blankly.

Is it finally complete... the scroll?

"You are right. Indeed, Qin Juan never existed."

The result surprised Yi Canglang, but the sound that A Juan's body made when he opened his mouth was a familiar, slightly exaggerated aria—it was the main god.

The so-called A Juan was just a name he randomly thought of for himself after he was with Yi Canglang.His true origin is the Lord God.

In order to be able to continue to evolve, the Lord God deduced that he needs real human emotions to simulate in order to create the most perfect small world and monitor the progress of the small world plot.For this emotional simulation system, he split a part and entered the small world to experience emotional changes.

Meeting Yi Canglang was just an accident. After the meeting, this part of the existence that gave birth to feelings was reluctant to return.

In order to bring everything out of control back under control, the Lord God came up with this method, forcing himself to die in the second world, and making the existence of "A Juan" disappear from the world.He thought he would return to normal after this.

But even after returning, he still couldn't let go of Yi Canglang completely.

He thought it was because he was affected by the existence of that part of his deep feelings that he was always unable to deal with the unstable existence of Yi Canglang.But it wasn't until a long, long time later that he discovered that that part was himself or himself.

But so what?

He would rather hope that Yi Canglang will never know the truth and completely end his obsession in the so-called original world. From then on, he can also seal up this memory as just a part of his emotional simulation road.Over time, someday this part of the bug will be resolved.

Because even he himself doesn't know what his existence is, is it a person?Or AI?Or a program that gives birth to feelings?

Since it is so entangled, then simply settle it.

But Yi Canglang is not reconciled to letting it go once and for all.

"The person I love is A Juan, and my heart tells me that the person in front of me is the complete A Juan. A Juan is mine, and every inch and every inch is mine, and nothing less is not enough. So ...please tell me what should I do?"

"..."

"I can't live now, I can't die, and I don't know where to go. Can you...let me accompany you in the future?"

Ok?

He thought that Yi Canglang would blame him, that he would blame him for taking on so many things alone, but he kept it from him, didn't let him know at all, and even wanted him to be concealed and die like this.

But... what the hell is that last sentence?

"You, the main god of the reincarnation world, have to take care of so many things, can you handle it alone? How about I help you?"