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After a few days like this, the midterm exam was finally over.The freshmen in high school ushered in the longest vacation they had in school - autumn vacation.

"Brother Ji, Xueba, do you want to go out to play during the autumn vacation?" Song Yusheng began to relax after the exam, he almost hopped to Ji Chi's seat with his bag on his back.

"Where are you going to play?" Ji Chi asked casually.

"We're going to climb a mountain. It's a cool autumn, and we're teenagers..." When Song Yusheng was about to express his feelings, Ji Chi hurriedly made a pause gesture, and said, "Go, go! You Xueba is also going, don't ask, Get out now."

The disgusted Song Yusheng said quietly: "Brother Ji, you will lose me like this."

Ji Chi gave him another look to let him understand.

"When did I say I was going?" Chaoyang looked at Song Yusheng's leaving figure, stared at Ji Chi and said, he had no objection in his heart that he could go out with Ji Chi, but he just didn't want to go along with him.

"You don't want to go after I've gone?" Ji Chi stared at Chaoyang, and repeated in a high voice: "Master, you still don't want to go after I've gone?"

Chaoyang sighed, he doesn't really want to bask in the sun, but on the premise of basking in the sun, he can stay with Ji Chi for a while during the autumn vacation.

"Master, I can't bear you to agree so reluctantly." Ji Chi felt that he was forcing a good man into prostitution, and Chaoyang agreed with no reluctance at all.

"Oh." Chaoyang responded, and kept arranging things with his hands. He glanced at Ji Chi slightly and said, "Then I won't go."

"No." Ji Chi simply rejected it with two words.

After tidying up his schoolbag, Chaoyang stood up, and when he left, he promised Ji Chi, who was questioning him, "I will go."

Sitting in the car, Chaoyang kept thinking about the last words Ji Chi said to him, "That's really thankful, young master, for willing to bask with me in the sun."

"What's the matter? Smiling so happily?" Chaoyun could see Chaoyang smiling all the time from the mirror, and the corners of his lips curled up.

"It's okay." Saying it's okay, the corners of Chaoyang's lips are still curved.

"I mentioned it to my parents a little bit." Chao Yun said suddenly after turning a corner.

When Chaoyang heard this, his heart was slightly tugged. He didn't know how his parents' reaction would be, support or opposition.

Both Chao's parents are teachers, except that Chao's father is a university professor and Chao's mother is a junior high school teacher.So Chaoyang and Chaoyun are considered to be from a scholarly family.

Chaoyun turned another intersection, thought for a while, and said, "Well, Mom just feels guilty for wronging you when you were young."

"Dad, I think you have grown up and have your own ideas. He will not stop you. He just hopes that you will not regret your future choices. When you grow up, you are willing to find a boy to spend your life with. If you can't stand the public opinion in society, it's fine to marry a wife and have children, as long as you don't regret it."

Chaoyang sat in the back without saying a word, quietly listening to his brother's speech.

"In short, it's gratifying that they have no objection to the fact that you like boys. They are just afraid that you will be bullied by others."

"Yangyang, we all just hope that you can grow up safely and happily. I was actually forced by my mother to study when I was a child. I am not as conscientious as you in studying, but at least I have a high degree now, and it is not difficult to find a job. It's too difficult. But Yangyang, you have been doing well in your studies since you were a child, but you don't have many friends who make friends with you."

"We don't know if it's because you like boys. When you were young, you didn't want to have too much contact with girls, nor did you want to have too much contact with boys. Others always think that the kid from the Chao family is really polite. sensible."

"But they are very worried about you. They feel that they have put too much pressure on you. So they stopped pushing and gave you great freedom. But you put pressure on yourself, study hard, and hold your own every time. When a bunch of awards came back, they were very happy on the surface, but they were very sad in their hearts. They were actually afraid of you at that time, and they were afraid that you would not think about it."

"Although you always followed me when you were young, you didn't say anything to me. This situation didn't improve until junior high school."

The car stopped at the traffic light, Chaoyun didn't speak for a long time, and Chaoyang was also silent, but the slightly red eyes betrayed his feelings.

It wasn't until the green light came on that Zhao Yun continued: "You always like to stay with Ji Chi. Although your personality has changed a lot, you are still so alienated from others. Later, the night before the senior high school entrance examination, I saw you drinking secretly." I drank a large glass of ice water, and saw you throwing antipyretics the next morning. And until the results came out, and your line was almost the same as Ji Chi's, I couldn't believe it, Yang Yang, such a crazy plan came from you. I I really underestimated your score estimation ability, if you can estimate it so accurately, you are not afraid that No. [-] Middle School will directly transfer you to Class No. [-]?"

"I'm afraid, I'm afraid that if I try to pretend so well, I will be assigned to two classes with him for one mistake." Chaoyang couldn't hold back his tears when he said this.

"I was really scared. For the first time, I had such crazy thoughts about boys. I felt that I was very abnormal, so abnormal. Isn't it strange that men are interested in men like this? At that time I Think, am I a pervert." Chaoyang's voice trembled, and he paused for a long time before continuing, "The better you treat me, the more uncomfortable I feel, I don't think I deserve you to treat me so well, I want to tell you Everything, but I really dare not, I am afraid of being disgusted by you."

"When I was in junior high school, I was assigned to the same class with him, and even became the same table. I was even more afraid. I was afraid that he would know my thoughts, think that I was a pervert, and hate me. I thought I would not be able to bear it. I might Suicide directly, but this is not only the pressure he put on me, but also the pressure I put on myself. But it is strange that he suddenly started to get close to me and brought me into contact with his world. That world is so beautiful I am so beautiful that I forgot for a moment that I was afraid."

"Later, I felt that it didn't matter whether I liked boys or not. It didn't matter what happened in the future, as long as I could stay by his side."

"I feel like I can spend my whole life with him, graduate with him, watch him marry, and if he has a kid, maybe I can name his kid and we can grow old together, though He might have his family with him, but he'll be with me too, we're the best childhood sweethearts after all, aren't we?"

While talking, Chaoyang no longer suppressed his crying.

When he was crying so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe, he suddenly smiled and said: "Actually, brother, when you stood at the door blocking me that day, I knew what you were going to ask me, I think you have already doubted me." I also believe that if you want to come out, you must be the first to know."

Hearing this, Zhao Yun felt extremely bitter in his heart. At that time, he must not be as calm as he appeared on the surface. He must have been in pain and fear.He knew that his younger brother's personality was different from others, and he thought that he simply didn't want to get in touch with others, but he didn't expect that there was another reason.

He really didn't know that his younger brother had been confused for so long, thought so much, and thought for so long, but he didn't realize it until now, only then did he understand him, and only then did he go to help him.