murder begins in summer

Some technology sounds bizarre, but it exists, but to prove its authenticity, you may have to spend a lot of money and take certain risks, so as to "try the law by yourself".

For example, Qiu Shili, he has always believed that he is hard of hearing, and sometimes he can't hear clearly, and it will also affect his direction judgment.But when he was a child, he believed that individuals would have some defects. Even his elder brother had slight myopia, so this was justified and understandable, and it didn't matter if he didn't overcome it.

This kind of cognition stayed with him for a long time, until the explosion.Maybe there is a suspicion of forcing the responsibility on himself, but Qiu Shili really believes that his insensitive hearing has caused losses to everyone—if he and Shi Zhanyang are aware of the countdown at the same time, and can respond to self-protection at the same time , then there is no need for his elder brother to pounce on him to block the stones, and before he pounced, the elder brother was certainly not dizzy, and the muzzle on his leg was not injured again—a little earlier, if he had surpassed Old K earlier, If he can dismantle it instead of blocking it, maybe old K is still alive and can attend his precious daughter's graduate graduation ceremony.

Qiu Shili has dealt with time bombs at least five times. He has never been afraid of more advanced ones, such as red lines and blue lines.That was the only time it failed.

So Qiu Shili quickly decided to carry out some self-reform.He thought, a defect, if you think it does not need to be overcome, it is because it has not harmed you, and he thought again, the defect is too insidious.

When it was only the second month after the accident, Qiu Shili found a general method very efficiently. It was a technology recently developed by a university in New Jersey. It was similar to the principle of a cochlear implant. It is converted into a coded electrical signal, which is then passed through electrodes to stimulate the nerve.However, it is new and new. The effect it wants to achieve is not to help deaf people rebuild their hearing function, but to help Qiu Shili, who has no major problems, to enhance hearing, just like sharpening a blunt knife.

The physical design of the device is quite avant-garde, the size is measured in microns, and it has to be implanted into the human ear. The process is certainly painful. Qiu Shili went to talk to the professor at the time, and the professor himself couldn't believe it. Small, it seems that only lunatics or superhero madmen are interested in transforming themselves, so they regard it as a research topic, and only practice it on monkeys.

Volunteers like Qiu Shili with their own funds are rare at the alien level.

Of course, Qiu Shili also thought about it. Everyone can wear glasses if they are short-sighted, but ears are too different. To spend so much money, take such a big risk, and be unable to work for a long time, just to make your eyes look better. Don't live up to expectations with a sharper ear, is there such a need for nitpicking.He never thought about it clearly, and he was so busy every day, so he didn't really do it.

It's easy to delay until now, Shi Zhanyang helped him make up his mind.Shi Zhanyang is especially good at this, and Shi Zhanyang has tried repeatedly.It's just that only Qiu Shili knows this talent, and it's just that, when Qiu Shili made other resolutions in the past, he didn't want to cry.

Sitting on the plane to the east coast, the unstable air current caused severe turbulence, Qiu Shili held a cup of black coffee with shaking water, and felt like a fugitive.Why on earth does he have to have this surgery now?The standard answer has already been thought out, because of guilt, because of self-blame, because he has a life and a pair of legs on him, and a person with so much pride and self-esteem, he just carves out the culprit, how legitimate.But it was this answer that gave Qiu Shili the feeling that he was defecting——

Yes, these answers are all excuses, and they are all escape tunnels. He is flying in the sky, but he is a rat fleeing underground.There are so many noble interpretations for him to spend money to take risks and suffer pain, just to make himself feel better.

Why make yourself feel better?Of course, it was because he was too uncomfortable now, the weight was piled up layer by layer, and the last straw was a ring.This ring is really powerful. It used to support him like an iron pillar, but now it hurt him. Even if he smashed Shi Zhanyang's bullshit wheelchair even harder, the injuries on his body could not be transferred and relieved.

Of course, Qiu Shili is not going to completely break the pot, he has a natural disdain for treating certain feelings as everything, although he seems to be this kind of person.After the pain and mischief, he still remembered his job, took a few days of rest in New Jersey, arranged the work for his subordinates in advance, never mentioned what he was going to do, and then started contacting the professor.

Coincidentally, the local hotel he settled in was the one that Shi Zhanyang had brought him to several times. There were only a few luxurious suites in total, and he really got the room card that he used to take often.

He didn't ask to change the house. In the bottom of his heart, in a secret place, he thought that he was looking directly at fate, but secretly laughed at his naivety.

He is indeed naive, he is an overgrown young lion who cannot live without the lion king, so he often thinks that it would be much better if he were the head mother.Every day lying on that bed with insomnia, standing in that bathroom taking a shower, or sitting on the desk on the phone, looking at the half-familiar street scene under the tall building, doing something similar to bargaining, Qiu Shili always has certain moments in his mind. between the screens.Neck lingering, ear-burning murmurs, love melting in sweat, they come up from any corner.

It is true that he has lived there too many times, Shi Zhanyang has made love to him in so many places in this house.

Qiu Shili could even remember certain body positions, certain words, certain flashes of life, he was almost stunned by himself, and now they are all hallucinations.

This time, he only stayed for a few nights, and he didn't have much time to fall asleep, but there were countless dreams crowded in his head, all of which were short, fragmented, half-true and half-false, indeterminate. It came before sunrise and floated away from his fingers when he tried to catch it.Shi Zhanyang appeared in every dream, as clear as a street lamp in the fog, like a deep ravine under water, Shi Zhanyang made him open his mouth, laugh out loud, and scream unrestrainedly.

Every time I wake up, the sky is not too bright, and the gray dawn seeps into the bed, with a chilly cold.

Qiu Shili would first get up and sit upright, scolding himself for desire, dissatisfaction, filth and emptiness, what is his situation now—it can even be said that he was driven away, and he forced himself to leave, completely lacking the courage to put on the ring again, even if I couldn't even try it, I just put it on a rope and hung it around my neck foolishly.

Now staying alone, it stands to reason that his heart should be ashamed, but it is still difficult to change his habits, he looks like a hungry dog ​​wagging his tail and begging for mercy.

Then he thought that he would 100% break down and cry, because of this huge grievance and loneliness, but in fact, he couldn't even open his mouth, his face was as stiff as if he had been frozen, even though, at this moment, no one could see His tears, and no one will grasp his fragility as a weakness.

Then, he suddenly realized that without Shi Zhanyang in front of him, he couldn't cry.

But he also didn't want this "Yao Yinzi" to see his tears.

Qiu Shili finally arranged his work thoroughly in the middle of May, left this nightmare, was admitted to the hospital, cut off all contact with the outside world, and seemed to disappear from the world.Various examinations before the operation lasted for a week and a half, but the operation itself was incredibly quick and smooth. When Qiu Shili opened his eyes again, the blue sky outside the window was like washing. He was lying in the sunny high-rise ward. It worked, and Qiu Shili had never heard the world so clearly.

The sound of footsteps, the rolling wheels of the medicine cart, the friction of the elevator going up and down, the conversation of the nurses...all in his ears.Although it can't be said to be harsh, so many noises came rushing in, each with its own background.Qiu Shili lay straight, finally able to understand how the protagonists in the movie were overwhelmed by too much information and too much power after they opened their golden fingers.

Of course he didn't collapse, the intensity of this kind of information was controlled within the scope of his acceptance, he just passed the anesthesia, and his whole body felt a little strange.Thinking about things, remembering his work and mistakes, his mind didn't become stupid, and he turned his wrist and got out of bed to walk around, his body was not disabled, so he was relieved for the time being.

Soon, the professor led the students in, and he answered the questions honestly and cooperated with the test.

After tossing until the afternoon, towards the evening, the group of scientists who regarded him as a rich monkey finally left. Qiu Shili didn't decide whether to continue to be hospitalized for various evaluations, so he asked the medical staff to leave and stayed alone in the room.

He kicked off his slippers and sat on the marble window sill. His thighs were a little cold from the ice, but the evening breeze was refreshing. Qiu Shili opened the window a little wider, put out the cigar again, lit it, and puffed on it.

But, really, it fucking hurts.

Qiu Shili looked at the town reddened by the sunset and thought.

What do you mean it hurts?he asked himself again.

ear.inside the ear.The heart seems to have it too, but it's not enough.he answered.

There is another thing that is unclear.He supplements himself.If I were a dot, so would my elder brother. Countless lines were drawn between us by the tip of the pen, piercing through the paper. The thickest one, the one that hurts, is it.

it is.What did it do?

Qiu Shili continued to ask and answer: It has followed me here since.It follows me.It gives me what I gain and what I lose.It is a bead of my tears.It wants to bite me.It makes me paranoid.It makes me deviate.

Deviate?Where are you going?

I have nowhere to go.

Thinking of this, Qiu Shili suddenly felt that he was lucky enough to love so sadly once in his life.Many people may never have this opportunity.

He squinted.Self-questioning is indeed an excellent way to self-resolve.

The cigar burned slowly between his fingers, the sun setting and hanging over the horizon, the ash laying on the gun calluses of his index finger and thumb.Didn't feel hot at all.Downstairs, the road was constantly flowing, and every time the crush was heard very clearly, Qiu Shili immediately decided to continue pretending to be a monkey and stay in the hospital for a few more days.In addition to asking him questions tirelessly, those people would also talk to him about other things, speaking softly, patiently, and undefended.It's a good feeling to chat casually.

He was going to knock on the door of the professor's office after smoking this cigarette, but he couldn't expose the smell of smoke, so he leaned out halfway, propped his waist and abdomen on the edge of the bed, and smoked this kind of thing that was strictly prohibited by the hospital.

The inpatient building was built so high that it could almost catch up with his office in San Francisco. Qiu Shili was half suspended in the air like this, with a cigarette in his mouth and his arms open, unexpectedly comfortable.Just as he felt himself embracing the city, the door lock clicked behind him.

Looking back while holding the window frame, one tall and one low are two stunned faces, one belongs to the old professor with gray eyebrows, and the other is actually Shi Zhanyang's.

Qiu Shili couldn't remember any drugs that had hallucinogenic side effects.

Shi Zhanyang's high-tech wheelchair died before he could leave the school. He turned the old one with both hands, and the professor didn't even have time to push him, almost wanting to rush to Qiu Shili.Qiu Shili stared at him blankly, with the cigarette still in his mouth and the hospital gown crumpled, he jumped off the window sill with bare feet.

There was less than half a meter between them.

"Sorry." The sound of the wind still rushed into the window, and it was outlined in his ears like a stroke. Qiu Shili was sober for a moment, crushed the cigar in his hand, smiled at the professor, and the professor waved his hand, "Mr. Shi," He patted Shi Zhanyang on the shoulder, "I'll go first."

"Thank you." Shi Zhanyang didn't turn his head, just like Cai Cai, he stared straight at Qiu Shili's entire face.

A few seconds later, the door lock sounded again. There were many noises in the ward, but it was better than dead silence.

"You want to jump off the building?" Shi Zhanyang asked.

"No." Qiu Shili took a step back.

"I was thinking just now," Shi Zhanyang closed his eyes, "I was thinking just now, I can't hold you, ナナ, I can't hold you now."

Qiu Shili was stunned for half a second, his eyes were wet all of a sudden, but he successfully pressed down, "I didn't want to jump off the building, I just smoked."

Shi Zhanyang opened his eyes and continued to look at him without saying a word.

Qiu Shili instinctively retreated to the window, leaned against the edge of the window, and said again: "Brother, I managed to survive, of course I don't want to die," he laughed, "You told me."

He listened to the sound of his elder brother's breathing, which was thick and heavy, just like in the past, this breath hit his ears warmly.It's a good operation, and that's where the sweetness begins, he thought.

But when he heard it, Zhan Yang finally said: "You shouldn't smoke after the operation."

Qiu Shili was in a daze. On the one hand, his smoking addiction was exposed like this. On the other hand, the elder brother did know about his surgery.At this moment, the elder brother was not on that deserted island, but appeared in front of him in the ward, so he shouldn't have any luck in his heart.

"Not so delicate." Qiu Shili said.

The bow and arrow-like tension around Shi Zhanyang softened a little. Slowly, he turned the wheelchair and came to the window, approaching Qiu Shili's side, with his eyes half down, and a faint smile appeared in the corner of his eyes, "ナナ, they all told me that my sister-in-law is missing, just like losing my mother, and my mother won’t let me leave the island.”

The flustered look of Shao San and his ilk immediately appeared in front of Qiu Shili. He had already told me that I was just going to do some private business. He thought so, but he couldn't help laughing, "When did you start looking for me, brother?" mine?"

"A week ago." Shi Zhanyang took the half-burnt cigar from his hand, bit it in his mouth, and Qiu Shili lit it for him naturally, "The fourth brother went to help me escape from prison." He deeply took a deep breath.

Well, escape from prison, Qiu Shili rubbed his face, "The fourth child is still reliable." He had nothing to say.

Shi Zhanyang stopped laughing, even when he mentioned the most interesting brother Yao, he suddenly became unreasonably calm, which made Qiu Shili nervous instead.

"Is it noisy?" Shi Zhanyang asked.

"...It's okay," Qiu Shili squeezed his palms, "The doctor said it was a success. I'll just wear earplugs when I sleep."

"Does it hurt?" Shi Zhanyang asked again.

Qiu Shili was speechless for a while, he thought that his elder brother would ask him why, then he could say a lot, but the question now is whether it hurts or not.

Of course it hurts, even if it is minimally invasive, it is impossible to use a knife on the ear, and it is impossible to do it the same as other skin and flesh. He has just done it before.

"A little bit." He said cautiously.

When Shi Zhanyang heard this, he lowered his head deeply and stared at his knees.But Qiu Shili saw that he was angry in a single thought.He is indeed, anger is enough to smash a man into many boys, and the quietness on the surface is an illusion, it is a piece of glass that is as thin as paper under a thousand pounds, those boys burst apart, crawling Zhan Yang is covered in tears Yes, he raised his hand and grabbed Qiu Shili's clothes.

He turned the wheelchair with his other hand, and they went to the door of the ward together.

"I won't go." Qiu Shili let him grab his clothes, but didn't exert any strength with him.

"I can't help you." Dragging two people and the weight of a wheelchair, all relying on that one hand and five fingers, Shi Zhanyang was already sweating a little, and opened the door.

"Brother!" Qiu Shili was nailed in place, as stubborn as a stubborn puppy, biting at his own rope.

"I won't go back to that shitty island again," Shi Zhanyang said impatiently and viciously, his tone was irritable and confused, without the elegant demeanor he hung on all day, he almost knocked the door open, " Today, come home with me, I will lock you up and see, or tie you up... ナナ, listen carefully, it doesn't matter what you do to others, but what you do to yourself, if I don't agree, I can't help you!"

Qiu Shili was stunned for a while, and when he finished speaking, a smile suddenly appeared on his face, as if there was something great that he couldn't ask for.He didn't bother anymore, and even grabbed the handle of the wheelchair, and pushed his elder brother into the clean and deserted corridor of the hospital as if sending him out with both hands.

"Tie me up!" He was so excited, he knelt down in front of Shi Zhanyang, his eyes were bright and vivid, "I've made a deal, and I won't go back on my word!"

He was in a hurry to explain again, not feeling ashamed at all: "I'm in good health now, brother, I'm especially forbidden to be tied up!"

This time when it was Zhan Yang's turn, he was stunned for a while, and when he had enough, he also laughed. He felt that he was laughing helplessly, and he must be stupid, but he unconsciously raised his wrist and bumped into it. Qiu Shili stroked his cheek along the eye area.

The dark circles are a little lighter.Shi Zhanyang thought.His hostility towards the hospital was reduced by half.

Indeed, anger split him into many boys, not just the anger just now, but all that has been accumulated recently, for others, and even for himself.Self-blame and panic flowed out, he said stupid things and did stupid things, so rude and clumsy that he would laugh at himself even more than ten years ago.

But now he is whole again, and it was Qiu Shili who moved his hand. Qiu Shili has a heart that is as broken as his, and with the same stupid words, he puts his pieces together and puts them back together into a not empty shell. The man named Shi Zhanyang spelled him back.