He doesn't love me anymore!

Chapter 19

It's not that Xiao Shi never thought that it would be great if Qi Yu never existed in this world.

It's not that he never thought that he would never have any contact with Qi Yu in this life.

But when he heard the stereotyped narration of the hostess on TV, Xiao Shi suddenly burst into unprecedented anger.

That was his Qi Yu.

That person was still looking at him with hope two weeks ago, waiting carefully for his forgiveness.He should be living wantonly and enthusiastically in a certain corner of the world, instead of becoming a victim in a word from others.

With tears streaming down his face, Xiao Shi picked up the mobile phone that Ji Yu had given him before, loaded the phone card in a panic, and ran out without even having time to put on his shoes.

While running, he dialed Qi Yu's cell phone number in his memory, but he froze in place when he heard the notification that he couldn't get through.

He was wearing thin pajamas and standing barefoot at the gate of the community, looking down at the gradually darkening phone screen with a blank expression.

Xiao Shi suddenly realized with a chill all over his body that the sky is big and the earth is big, but there will never be another Qi Yu.

He widened his eyes, but couldn't hold back the tears that were pouring out.

After an unknown amount of time, Xiao Shi vaguely heard someone calling him softly.

He looked in the direction of the sound with tears in his eyes, and saw a familiar figure standing not far away at a glance.

Xiao Shi didn't even dare to blink, he just stared at Qi Yu without moving.

Qi Yu leaned on the side of the car with a cane, and after a long time, he scratched his head with his good right hand at a loss, and said softly to Xiao Shi: "I just wanted to sneak another look at you, I didn't want you to see me Heart. It's just that you ran out without your shoes on? Is something wrong? Maybe I can..."

Qi Yu's full explanation was swallowed up after seeing the tears on Xiao Shi's face.Subconsciously, he wanted to go forward to comfort him, but he was afraid of offending Xiao Shi, so he took half of his steps back, stayed where he was, and coaxed softly, "Baby, don't cry... I won't come again. "

Xiao Shi couldn't make a sound under the sudden sadness and joy, he shook his head desperately at Qi Yu in anxiety, and ran towards his arms with his steps!

Qi Yu was thrown into his arms by Xiao Shi, and couldn't help but slammed into the car door hard.

He couldn't help but grunt, and felt a sharp pain in his left shoulder.

Xiao Shi noticed his discomfort, raised his head in his arms, Weng with red eyes said urgently: "Did I bump into you? Is it a shoulder pain?"

Qi Yu was feeling so sorry for Xiao Shi that he didn't know what to do, and how could he care about his own shoulders.He carefully hugged Xiao Shi's waist, tightened his arms and said softly: "I'm fine. What happened to make you so anxious?"

Xiao Shiwo was in Qi Yu's warm arms, and suddenly grabbed Qi Yu's clothes tightly and burst into tears.

He has loved this person for two lifetimes, and has been fearful for two lifetimes. Until today, he finally cried all his grievances over the years to this person.

Xiao Shi felt Qi Yu's hand gently patting his back, and hiccupped while burrowing deeper into his arms.

Qi Yu sighed lightly, then lowered his head to kiss Xiao Shi's hair with a heart full of soreness.

Xiao Shi's crying paused, and after a while he sniffled and said softly, "I don't want you to go."

Qi Yu couldn't help holding his breath.

Xiao Shi buried his face into Qi Yu's shoulder, and continued: "I don't want to be with you for a moment. But I'm afraid, I'm afraid that one day you will abandon me again."

"I can lose once, but I don't dare to lose a second time. But today, it was said on TV that your flight crashed. At that time, I was thinking, I will never be angry with you again, even if you lose your temper in this life It doesn't matter if you leave me behind, as long as you come back alive."

"I will never leave you again."

Qi Yu embraced Xiao Shi, who put away the spikes all over his body and instantly softened, and it took a long time before he replied in a hoarse voice: "I never thought of leaving you behind. I did it in this life, and it was the same in my previous life."

Xiao Shi pursed his lips and looked up at him, with a hint of hesitation on his face.

Qi Yu grinned reluctantly, turned sideways and took him into the car, and stretched out his hand to close the soundproof door with the driver in the front seat, then embraced Xiao Shi again and said softly: "My mother may have told you that she There is no relationship basis with my father."

Xiao Shi didn't know why Qi Yu suddenly mentioned his parents. He raised his head and looked at Qi Yu suspiciously, but the latter just smiled at him and continued: "But the truth is more than that. The person my dad really likes is my mother It's just that by mistake, the person I married back then became my mother."

"From my birth to the present, the number of times I have met them can be counted on the fingers. My father always told me that everything in this world can be measured by interests. I have always believed that."

"Until I met you. At that time, I thought, why does this person love me so hard that he has never benefited from me before? Maybe at first he wanted to amuse you and find it novel. But after a long time, It is inevitable that people will taste the marrow.”

"I don't know how long you can last like this, you don't even care about my money. I don't know how to keep you, but I probably know that if one day you like someone else, you will be with me My aunt walks neatly and simply."

When Qi Yu kissed Xiao's eyes that widened because of surprise, he paused and said bitterly: "In the month we were just together, I said you were wishful thinking, it wasn't true."

"I'm actually beyond happy."

Xiao Shi raised his head in confusion, and said in disbelief: "But..."

Qi Yu interrupted without letting him finish speaking: "At that time Qiao Boyan entered Fang's house. Thinking about it, he must have listened to Fang's family's instigation. One day after we lived together for a month, he came to see me."

"The Fang family in my previous life never found a flower under my brother's hands, and I never thought deeply about whether Qiao Boyan was provoked by them. He showed me many photos of you and him together that day, one Zhang took it out and told me about the past between you and him. There are so many memories between you and him, but I don’t even have a photo with you. Later he asked me if I still think you like me It must be better than your feelings for him, if I say yes, he will ask you out at the same time as me."

"I want to bet once, that my father and Qiao Boyan are both wrong, and that you will never abandon me. But that day I was waiting for you at home, and it was not until the next day that Qiao Boyan sent you over."

Qi Yu stared at Xiao Shi with red eyes, suppressed his sobs and said, "That's when I knew I was wrong."

"Everything in this world is only safest in exchange for benefits. I want to trust you, but I can't help but wonder if you will leave me one day."

"What kind of person am I, Qi Yu? Do I, Qi Yu, want anything? But because of you, I have become anxious about gain and loss. I once thought why I hanged myself on a tree like you, but even though there are thousands of people who love me in the world, None of them are you."

Xiao Shi still couldn't believe it. After opening and closing his trembling lips for a long time, he asked in a low voice: "Then what about the last banquet?"

Qi Yu lowered his head and pressed it against the top of his head. Cool tears dripped into Xiao Shi's hair, and he said in a hoarse voice: "On the night of your birthday, I saw you walking downstairs from Qiao Boyan's car."

Xiao Shifang's stopped tears fell again without warning.He thought that Qi Yu had long forgotten his birthday.That day, Qiao Boyan took his college classmates to celebrate his birthday when he was in a bad mood and didn't send him home until after eleven o'clock at night.Xiao Shi didn't even need to think too much about how Qi Yu, who was waiting for him to return home in the bitter winter wind of City B at that time, must be feeling when he saw that scene.

"That little boy kissed me suddenly that day. I just wanted to be angry, and I just wanted to hear you coax me when I said those words. I have never stopped loving you for a moment."

Xiao Shi was crying so hard that he suddenly put his arms around Qi Yu's neck, sobbing in his ear: "You said we...what did we do?!"