Twilight

After coming out of school, Yan Duo drove Huang Wenxuan to the night market street. Probably because of the summer vacation, there were not as many people eating supper here as before.

Yan Duo parked the car, led Huang Wenxuan into the small street, found a restaurant he had eaten in the past, and found out that the boss had changed when he ordered barbecue, "Where is the previous boss?"

The business is not busy at the moment, the boss told Xiaogong to go to barbecue, while standing on the side of the road chatting with Yan Duo, "You mean Lao Huang?"

Yan Duo thought for a while, "That eldest brother seems to be surnamed Jiang."

The boss lit a cigarette, shook his head and said, "Then I don't know. When I took over, I was old Huang Sa. When was the last time you came here? Don't remember the wrong place."

"Seven years ago." Yan Duo opened a bottle of beer, and poured it slowly along the rim of the disposable cup.

The boss didn't know if he was choked by the smoke or because he laughed out loud, and coughed, "How long? Seven years, I don't know how many people have passed through it. Old Huang, the old man was sick and hospitalized, and the two children were left unattended. , I had no choice but to go back to my hometown with my wife, what do you think we earn money for, isn’t it just for the children to have a future, Tongcheng is good, but there is no school for children from the countryside.”

Someone in the shop yelled, but the boss didn't have time to express his feelings, and nodded to Yan Duo and the other two to signal them to wait a while, and then ran away.

Although the boss spoke with an accent, he basically pronounced it in Mandarin. Huang Wenxuan could barely understand it. He took the beer handed over by Yan Duo and held it in his palm. The coolness penetrated into his palm through the thin plastic cup. Is it very little?"

Yan Duo took a plate of roasted mushrooms from Xiaogong, tore some paper towels and wrapped the lower end of the bamboo sticks, and handed it to Huang Wenxuan, "Compared to the population of Tongcheng, it's a little less."

The shop next door somehow moved the barbecue grill outside, surrounded by two small workers, one adding charcoal to the inside and the other still sprinkling seasoning on the barbecue. The smell that can especially arouse the appetite is wrapped in the hot night wind. Come over, Yan Duo couldn't help coughing.

Huang Wenxuan frowned, put down the cup, and patted Yan Duo on the back a few times, seeing that he was coughing until tears came out, a hint of distress flashed in his eyes, he was between asking the next door to move the stove in and not eating. After hesitating for a second, he found a compromise, got up and walked to the store, "Boss, can you pack it?"

"Packing? All right."

Huang Wenxuan brought out two bottles of purified water and gave it to Yan Duo, "Go and wait for me in the car first."

Yan Duo took the water and nodded, and quickly left the source of his cough.

The boss handed the packed barbecue to Huang Wenxuan. He took the packed food and walked back. On the way back, he also bought beer and mineral water.

Yan Duo saw Huang Wenxuan walking back in the car, leaned over and opened the car door for him.

Huang Wenxuan handed him the box of non-spicy ones, plus two cans of beer.One can of normal temperature, one can of ice, "It will not be too cold to drink together, and the taste is better than normal temperature."

The treatment was really good, Yan Duo asked, "Do you drive?"

"Ah."

Yan Duo let the driver out and got into the co-driver. Huang Wenxuan took out two disposable cups like a magic trick, handed them to Yan Duo, poured out the two bottles of wine and mixed them, and threw the empty cups into the garbage bag.

Afraid of the smell, the two started eating with the air conditioner on and the car windows open.

Huang Wenxuan took a bunch of grilled wings and ate slowly. He half closed his eyes, and his eyelashes cast a circle of shadows under his eyes.He eats very slowly, and his food is not very elegant, but it is definitely good-looking.He leaned casually in the seat, holding a skewer in one hand and an opened mineral water bottle in the other. There was a kind of night-like silence around him, and there was a slightly exposed fierceness when guarding the goal.

Dinner was eaten before watching a movie. Yan Duo didn’t eat much at the time. The hormones in his body surged that night, and he walked more than 1 steps in the WeChat exercise. Wrapped with a bamboo stick, he ate a barbecue and a sip of beer, and he would suck his fingers if the oil on the grilled wings accidentally touched his hands.When he was eating, he absolutely had no time to look after him, he acted like no one else was there, and he looked like a ruffian.While eating delicious food, he completely forgot about the man beside him.

But he didn't know that the way he sucked his fingers and licked his lips after drinking beer was so cute in Huang Wenxuan's eyes.Huang Wenxuan looked at him greedily drinking beer with great interest, as if what he was drinking was not cheap wine from a roadside stall, but fine nectar, "Is it delicious?"

Yan Duo was in a rather comfortable mood at the moment. After eating the bunch in his hand, he threw the bamboo sticks into the garbage bag, raised his neck and drank a few sips of beer. He suddenly turned his face and spoke in an empty voice. The person next to me said: "I learned how to drink from my grandfather. I lived with my grandfather when I was a child. Every time he drank, he would pour me half a glass. Over time, I didn't practice drinking, but I became addicted to alcohol." After drinking He licked his lips habitually.

But quitting alcohol is something after having a stomach problem.

Tobacco, alcohol, and tea are all learned from that old man. Grandpa is a very open-minded person, and his indulgence to his grandson is not all pampering, but he believes that people are equal from the bottom of his heart, and he regards Yan Duo as a Treated like an adult.It's a pity that Yan Duo at that time was depressed because of his father's affairs. The old man went in without knowing it, and accompanied him every day to take care of his basic necessities, and he was often ungrateful.Thinking of it now, Yan Duo felt regret in his heart.

And Huang Wenxuan was the person who pampered him the most in this world, except for his grandfather. Yan Duo looked up at the dark night sky through the front windshield, and felt a little grateful for the so-called gods for the first time.

"Grandpa is so kind." Huang Wenxuan said sincerely.

Yan Duo smiled, "Well, he is the best grandpa in the world."

After all, Huang Wenxuan didn't like to eat these things, after eating two skewers, he put it down, wiped his hands with a wet towel, picked up the mineral water bottle and took another two sips, put down the water, took out two grains of xylitol, threw it into his mouth, and chewed slowly .

After Yan Duo ate two bunches of mushrooms, he stopped eating. He was afraid that he would feel sick to his stomach after eating too much. He drank the wine in the glass and couldn't help but took out a cigarette. The fire flashed between his fingers, and the cigarette was already lit. , The smoke billowed out, and he pushed open the car door beside him.

"You were still coughing just now." Huang Wenxuan couldn't help reminding.

"Let me drink all the wine, just let me smoke one."

"Half."

"Okay." Yan Duo immediately compromised when he saw his goalkeeper frowned slightly.

Watching Yan Duo smoke half a cigarette, Huang Wenxuan quickly snatched the cigarette butt from his hand, and then glanced at the packing box next to him, "Have you finished eating?"

Yan Duo nodded, took out a wet towel to wipe his hands, and then said, "Okay." He sorted out the garbage, put it together with the leftovers in a grocery bag, and planned to get out of the car and throw it away.

Huang Wenxuan reached out to take it, "I'll go."

He stretched out his hand, and his fingers happened to touch Yan Duo's palm.

It's not like there was no physical contact this night, but that light touch seemed to have crossed Yan Duo's heartstrings. A strange feeling flowed in his heart, and he shrank his hands reflexively, and the garbage bag in his hand fell off. go down.Fortunately, Huang Wenxuan reacted quickly and grabbed the handle of the bag before the garbage fell down.

Huang Wenxuan got out of the car with the garbage and walked to the garbage can in the distance.

As a goalkeeper, his fingers are sensitive and sensitive. Just now, his fingertips brushed Yan Duo's palm, and the cool and soft touch is still in the palm, lingering.The way he sucked his fingers flashed through his mind, the way he had foam on the corner of his mouth...

I have held hands many times, entangled my fingers, kissed the corners of my mouth many times, and my words are lingering.But this moment seems to be different, is it because Yan Duo brought him into his former life for the first time, or because he said I love you for the first time?Huang Wenxuan couldn't figure it out, but he unconsciously turned the garbage bag to his left hand to free up his right hand.With the empty right hand, the tactile sensation seemed to be clearer, and the result of the clearness was to induce an inexplicable hotness in the bottom of my heart.

Yan Duo sat in the car, a little dazed.

Although Huang Wenxuan was no longer around, his breath still lingered in the car, the faint smell mixed with detergent. Speaking of which, people who wash their clothes with this brand of detergent should have the same smell on their bodies, but Yan Duo Happens to be able to smell the difference.There was still a slight numbness in the palm of his hand, Yan Duo slowly clenched his palm into a fist, and with that breath, tasted a feeling similar to addiction.

Huang Wenxuan is probably because of his profession. He is the kind of person with a strong sense of presence. Yan Duo realized this very early on, but tonight he really felt for the first time that this person has a deep sense of presence. brushed deeply into the bottom of his heart.

Huang Wenxuan came back soon, his dark eyes were full of colors refracted by the light, but his voice was as gentle and charming as the night outside, "Go to sleep for a while."

Yan Duo: "Don't I need to show you the way?" He put on his seat belt casually.

"No need." Huang Wenxuan leaned over suddenly, his figure was tall and straight, he leaned over like this, blocking the light from the window behind his back, Yan Duo stared into his dark eyes, thinking silently, do you want a good night kiss?

After looking at him for a moment, Huang Wenxuan lowered his head, stretched out his hand, and pressed the button next to his seat. It turned out that it was to help him adjust the seat so that he could lie down more comfortably.

Huang Wenxuan sat back, knowing that Yan Duo was afraid of the heat, so he lowered his head and adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner, then reached out to grab a coat from the back seat and handed it to him, "Cover it up."

Yan Duo casually shook it off and placed it on his abdomen, and Huang Wenxuan tucked him in again.

The night was dark, and after the car started, Huang Wenxuan turned off the music.Not long after the night market passed, it was the entrance of the outer ring viaduct. Huang Wenxuan went up the viaduct. Although Yan Duo looked at his side face and fantasized, he was still tired from the day and night, and fell asleep after a long time. up.

Huang Wenxuan didn't drive fast. There were very few cars on the road at night. From time to time, he would overtake one or two large trucks entering the city. Most of the time, he drove alone on the dark and winding road, maintaining a constant speed, as if driving in the middle of no one. realm.

After midnight, the waning moon is gone, and the black sky is dotted with a few shining stars alone. The starlight is dim, and the sky and the earth are extraordinarily gloomy.Huang Wenxuan's heart was fluctuating, half of his attention was on driving, and the other half was on Yan Duo.At the same time, he used his other hand to quietly hold Yan Duo's hand hanging by his side. Although the days to come are long, he can't let go of this moment for some reason.

This night was so beautiful, the night was still in the middle of the night, only when the big beams of light from the headlights swept the dark and steep buildings, billboards, and trees on both sides of the viaduct, and the naked eyes could see those abrupt things like giants. Only by flashing past like a beast does it reveal the possibility of the existence of some human traces, and add the authenticity of several places in the vast world.

The author has something to say:

I always feel that the relationship between the two of them is not deep enough, and the goalkeeper is completely OK, safe and reliable.Yan Duo has always been reserved. Tonight he opened up some past memories to Huang, and with the help of the dual effects of alcohol and hormones, it was the first time that he was sincere to Huang. In fact, because of the lack of family affection, he was very obsessed with that kind of love. The feeling of being restrained and pampered at the same time, alas, it's not easy to be a gong. I have to be a husband and a father at the same time. I feel sorry for Wuli Xuanxuan for a second.