day to day

After receiving Song Qi's text message, He Lu paused for a moment and replied:

"Ah."

Give yourself another week, this week, he will try his best to cooperate with Song Qi's request.

I made an appointment with a psychiatrist on the Internet in advance. It is privately run and the scale is similar to a clinic, but it is relatively well-known in City H. He Lu searched a lot on the Internet, so I made an appointment with this one in comparison.

In the past, there was no queue like going to the hospital. There were not many people inside, the corridor was quiet, and the echo of footsteps could be heard. Every room door was marked with a house number. Qilu found the house number of the room he reserved. After knocking politely, I heard a voice from inside the room, "Please come in."

The layout is different from that of a regular hospital clinic. There are no windows, and there is a ventilation fan on the roof. The things inside seem to be complete. The doctor is a handsome young man.

The seat is soft, with a backrest, and it smells a kind of heavy incense, which will make people relax after entering.

"Hello, I am Shen, who communicated with you online before.

Doctors. "

"Yeah." He Lu nodded.

"Is it because something happened that caused your memory of the past to be incomplete, and you will feel fear in your heart when facing the crowd?"

"Yes."

He Lu didn't mention the most important reason in the network communication before, he couldn't get hard, and he was ashamed to say such a thing, but he inferred that the physical reason was related to Guan Yi, and hoped that he could recover by seeing a psychiatrist.

In the past, I always procrastinated, thinking that taking medicine would make me better, and I spent a lot of money on taking medicine every month, but the result was still not cured. Later, I went to the hospital and said that he had no sexual dysfunction.

I can't get hard just by stroking by myself. I used that oval thing the night before yesterday, and it seemed that something was missing. He admitted that he had feelings because of Song Qi, but it was the truth.

The doctor took out a pocket watch and asked He Lu to keep looking at the pocket watch. His eyelids could not stop drooping due to his poor sleep quality for many years.

Probably fell asleep, otherwise how could he look so young in the picture.

There are many children in orphanages, all of whom were abandoned by their parents.

Will come here, He Lu's character has always been relatively autistic, he doesn't like to talk and communicate with others, he completes his own tasks, every day seems to be a waste of time, and then another one came to the orphanage Boy, looks cute, very pleasing to adults.

The boy always followed him, calling him brother, even if he

Ignoring it doesn't work, it's been a long time, and I'm used to life with boys.

Gradually become more cheerful, and talk to others

You laughed, when he was an adult and could work, he and Xiao Che rented a house outside.

I want to have a place where two people can stay, it's like home, I've been used to sleeping on the same bed for so many years, I never thought that there was anything wrong with it, until the object of my dream was Xiao Che, and the wake-up miscellaneous After that, I was stunned for a long time. Fortunately, Xiao Che stayed at the school because he had not finished the practice report in the university and had to discuss with the group members, otherwise it would be embarrassing to be discovered.

Sleeping on the same bed, deliberately keeping a distance from Xiao Che.

"Brother, what happened today?" Xiao Che asked suspiciously.

"nothing."

"Then why are you so far away from me? Are you feeling unwell? Or is there something you don't want to tell me?"

"Don't think too much, I have to go to work tomorrow, so you should go to bed early."

Xiao Che turned over and got closer to him, bent his arms to support part of his body weight, above his body, looked at him with deep eyes, as if he had sensed something.

Just when He Lu was flustered, Xiao Che touched his cheek with his hand, "Brother's skin is really good, did you use skin care products behind my back?"

"No way." He Lu breathed a sigh of relief, smiled and took his hand away, "It's always been like this, but you didn't notice it."

"Then I'll find out today if it's the same in other places."

Xiao Che made a fuss to untie his clothes, his fingers felt itchy when he touched his neck, which made He Lu laugh, and kept making gestures to push Xiao Che away, and finally fell silent suddenly, their faces were very close.

Neither he nor Xiao Che made a sound.

He Lu stared at the person in front of him, looking at the perfect lip shape of the other person. This atmosphere gave him the illusion that two people would kiss.

"Archer." He Lu murmured his name.

Xiao Che slowed down for a while, got down from him, and said in a low voice, "Go to sleep, brother has to work tomorrow, and I have to go to class too."

His body seemed to be pushed into an environment like a gust of wind. It was where he was living now, which made him more familiar with the company, work, and colleagues, as well as the few interns who had just been assigned to some parts.

There was an intern who just came to the department and whispered in his ear in a crazy tone, "He Lu, sooner or later we will be together."

He always wanted to escape, always wanted to stay away from this person, failed to apply for transfer to other branches, and turned a blind eye to the young people in the department, and no longer controlled him too much. State, satisfying him, so he doesn't want to be destroyed by anyone.

At that time, I didn't know the identity of the youth, and thought that the transfer to the branch would improve the situation. I found that the number of youths coming to the company decreased, and the tense nerves were relieved.

For some reason, he seems to be controlled by the suction force of the scene. He refuses to have too intimate behavior with the young man. In the end, everything that should happen has happened. Although he was forced by someone, he feels the joy like a pervert. .

"I like you." The young man said.

Even though I have passed the age when my heart is moved by love, I still cannot help trembling in my heart. Maybe it is because I have been lonely for too long and long for warmth too much.He Lu woke up, and his headache eased a lot. Unlike the usual blurred memory after waking up, this time the picture in his mind was very clear.

At that time, there was nothing to blame Xiao Che. The Internet was not developed enough, and it was not common for men to fall in love with men. The people I came into contact with in life were all heterosexual. people's disdain.

He Lu knows this truth very well, so he suppresses his liking in his heart.

"How do you feel?" The man saw that his lips were slightly dry, and handed him a glass of water.

"Fortunately."

"Who is Archer that matters to you? Heard you keep calling his name."

"It is."

"Your disease is due to accumulated depression. This is a common problem of most people. If you untie the depression, your heart disease will heal itself. When will you come over next time?"

"Let's see later."

After leaving the clinic, the temperature outside was several degrees colder indoors. Fortunately, I dressed warmer today. I don’t want to experience the bad experience of catching a cold last time.

When you are old, you have to deal with young people falling in love.

At this time, a car passed by, and the car stopped beside him, and the window was opened.

"I'll take you home." Xiao Che said, the bruise on his face faded, overlapping with the appearance in He Lu's memory, but the time has long since changed.

"En." He Lu didn't ask Xiao Che why he appeared here, and even asking some questions didn't help.

After getting in the car, the feeling of fear of being alone has been reduced a lot. In fact, Xiao Che has nothing to be afraid of.

"Archer."

Xiao Che stepped on the brakes, parked the car on the side of the road, turned around and asked, "What did you call me?"

"I... can remember a little bit."

If it wasn't for the seat, Xiao Che would immediately hug him into his arms.

"I was wrong about the previous things. I relied too much on you. I should understand that you also have your own life. It is impossible to be with me every day." He Lu said calmly.

"But I am willing to be relied on by you forever."

"Sorry." I wanted to find a reasonable reason to reject Xiao Che. In the past, he and Xiao Che owed nothing to each other, so there was no need to pretend.

"Because of Song Qi?"

He Lu paused for a few seconds, then nodded slightly.

The thick and long one, the recommended ticket is late and there is a thick and long one _(:3」L)_

Don't be too particular, I haven't seen a psychiatrist, the above is all made up......??