day to day

The last time I went to several hospitals for examination, the doctors said that there was nothing wrong with his body.

He Lu took out all the medicines he had taken before from the drawer and placed them on the table. He finally believed that he had a reaction because of Song Qi, because he only had a tough time with Song Qi.

The medicine was very bitter, and every time he took it, he felt like he was facing a formidable enemy. Although he spent a lot of money to buy these things, He Lu still threw away the medicine, leaving nothing behind.

Eating it didn't have any effect. I probably wanted to have a psychological comfort before, but now I plan to resign, and it's tiring to carry it.

Xiao Che didn't come to him in the past two days, probably because he was busy with work, that's fine, He Lu didn't want Xiao Che to come to him every day, every time after Xiao Che came, he would suffer from insomnia, even if he was in a hurry A cup of warm milk to help sleep, does not help.

He Lu once thought it was because Xiao Che was a star, and he often heard these two names in many places, so he felt familiar with this name.

The door of the utility room has not been opened for a long time, and the area is very large.

It is small and small, and the contents inside reveal a sense of age. A thick layer of dust has accumulated on the box. He Lu took a clean rag and wiped off the dust on the box. He had only glanced at the contents before. , did not look too carefully.

There are many more, which seem to have been lost by myself.

At that time, after being discharged from the hospital, He Lu saw that the house was in a mess, not a mess that hadn’t been taken care of for a long time, but it seemed that it had been man-made. It took him a whole day to tidy up the room. There was dried blood in the house, which he had wiped clean himself, and something about another person had been disposed of before returning.

I can't experience what I was feeling at that time, He Lu's

The reaction was very indifferent, like a spectator watching what he had experienced, his emotions, anger, sorrow, and joy, all of which had nothing to do with him now.

The light in the utility room has not been replaced for several years, and the light is dim

It was rather gloomy, and there were a few spider webs on it, which was completely different from the environment outside the door.

There is a photo album in it, but many of the places where photos should be placed are empty, leaving only a few photos of myself alone.

If He Lu hadn't known that the person in the photo was himself, he would have thought that he didn't know the person in the photo, how could he have such a carefree smile.

In addition to a photo album, there are other sundries, which are useless now, and some things are covered with rust. He Lu found a yellowed notebook from the innermost part of the box, and locked it with a lock. Stopped, I don’t know where the key went. He Lu left it there because it couldn’t be opened before, but now because of too long time, the iron core inside the lock has already oxidized automatically, and it can be opened with a little force. Dropped the broken scum of rust.

This should be a diary with his handwriting in it.

He Lu casually opened a page to read:

"Archer's birthday will be in a few days. I don't know what gift to give him so that he will like it. I want to buy the best gift for him. I feel that I am a bit abnormal now. I hope it is an illusion."

Archer is mentioned here, but Xiao Che is paralyzed? He Lu continued to look at the back.

"It turns out that Archer is so popular. When I was looking for him at school, there were several beautiful girls standing next to him. I thought he had a girlfriend. Will he move out by then? But after he saw me , Still clinging to me as before, he told me that it was just his classmate, because there is a basketball game today, I know he will talk about his girlfriend sooner or later, but I hope it will be later.”

"Archer just thinks of me as a brother, how can I

With that kind of thought for him, every time he hugs me, I can't help but want to tell him that if I say so, he will definitely dislike me. "

"It's like a sick child. Archer told me that he was spotted by a scout and signed with the company. He said that we can live a good life when he has money. I am very happy and sad. If Ah Che If Che becomes a star, more people will like him."

"I don't know how to go on, Archer was drunk last night, I just wanted to help him change into clean clothes, but he kissed me suddenly, I couldn't refuse him, I even looked forward to it, I thought he was treating me I also have a good impression, I am willing to do anything for him, I told him "I like you," he pushed me away, maybe he saw the wrong person after he was drunk, he hated me, and when he left, he told me that he planned to I also felt disgusted when I moved out, but I couldn’t help it. Who made me like him? After I came back today, I took my luggage away. I watched his back completely disappear before my eyes, thinking that he would turn back He glanced at me, but he didn't seem to remember anything."

............

He Lu couldn't stand it anymore, he felt that this person was completely different from him, and he even felt a little sympathetic to this person.

But this diary recorded his past, and he didn't intend to throw it away. He took out the diary when he smelled the sundries. Let's read it later. At least some things can make him less confused.

Therefore, the Archer in it should be Xiao Che. It can be seen from being selected by scouts to become a star. It turns out that he really knew Xiao Che before, and he... seems to like Xiao Che very much. like a lover.

No wonder when he saw Xiao Che in the hospital, Xiao Che would

Tell him it's been a while, and when he asked Xiao Che not to look for him again a few days ago, Xiao Che also seemed very surprised.

The former him would definitely not tell Xiao Che not to come to him

Such words, looking at the diary, feel humble and pitiful.

Everything expires, and so do feelings, and he

The liking for Xiao Che has long since disappeared after seven years.

The hug that Xiao Che gave him last time, it can't be said that he didn't feel anything, it seemed that he had waited for a long time, and when he didn't plan to wait any longer, it finally arrived after a while, there was no joy, only emotion.

He Lu's resignation letter has been torn up by Song Qi, and the approval is affirmative

He Lu is not worried that the employee will not be able to do it.

Punching in to work as usual, He Lu began to sort out his own things at the desk. He should have told Mr. Li when he left, but what if the other party told Song Qi?

"Director He...where do you plan to go in the future?" the employee who took over his job asked.

"I haven't figured it out yet."

"Why did you resign, didn't you..." The employee remembered that He Lu had reminded him yesterday not to make random guesses, but he realized that the reason for He Lu's resignation had something to do with Song Qi.

"Because of personal reasons, I have stayed here for so long and want to change to a new place."

"But I hate you."

"There's nothing to be reluctant about. You'll meet more people in the future."

Seeing He Lu packing things, other employees in the department couldn't sit still. Although He Lu's management is relatively strict, the work efficiency in the department is high, and they often get bonuses. The purpose of work itself is to make money. If they I'm lazy at work, and I will face the danger of being dismissed at that time. Let's not talk about salary, the benefits of this company are among the best in H City, and most people want to come in.

"Director He, are you really going to leave? Will you continue to stay in City H?" another employee asked.

He Lu shook his head, "No."

"Okay, why resign....not because of what happened last Friday?""

"No, don't think about it, every job will have people who resign, and I can't stay here forever."

If he hadn't met Song Qi, he really planned to keep doing this job, but he definitely wouldn't tell others the real reason.

"Are you leaving today?"

"Well, it should be." He Lu thought that when he went back tonight, he would find the landlord by the way, hand over the house, and the deposit of thousands of dollars would be refunded, and a little savings could be used for a while.

"Director He..."

"At that time, he will be responsible for your work." He

Lu pointed to the employee who took over his job.

"Then when will you leave City H? Then I will send you off."

"No, you should be at work at that time." He Lu smiled slightly.

In the department, he always has a serious appearance, maybe because he is about to leave, he seems a little more friendly, and when he leaves, someone wants to see him off, which is quite satisfying for He Lu.

But if he was going to leave, he had to tell Mr. Li that it was not in his character to leave directly irresponsibly, but he was a little afraid that Mr. Li would tell Song Qi.

He Lu was a little hesitant. Yesterday Song Qi said a lot to him, just asking him not to resign. After contacting him for so many days, He Lu also understood Song Qi's character a bit.

If Song Qi didn't act according to what Song Qi said, the other party's temper would probably turn bad again.

The door of the manager's office was open, He Lu knocked

Lower the door frame to remind the other party.

Seeing that it was him who came, Mr. Li's expression became complicated, as if he knew his reason for coming.

"Do you have to resign?"

"Yeah." He Lu stepped forward, paused, and said, "I have handed over the job to someone else, and he has been in the department for two or three years, and he is qualified for my job."

"Normal resignation will not leave until the beginning of next month."

"Sorry, I won't be coming to work tomorrow."

"..." Mr. Li showed embarrassment, "Okay, I will let the finance pay you your salary. You have worked in the company for so many years, and you plan to promote you in the future. I don't know you and

What happened to Song Qi, this kid is really capricious, alas, I guess I will get annoyed again by then. "

"He is...?" He Lu asked.

Mr. Li smiled helplessly, "Who else can annoy me so much? It's okay to tell you now. He is the only son of the chairman's son. He has been held in the hands of others since he was a child. I didn't expect him to find someone to take revenge on you."

"..." He Lu didn't intend to explain clearly when Mr. Li mentioned this matter.

Although he guessed Song Qi's identity somewhat, but when he really knew it, he was still surprised.

"But don't worry, you won't tell him about your resignation, but I don't know when he finds out."

"Thank you."

When He Lu left, everyone in the department looked reluctant.

In this way, this made He Lu feel that he is not such a failure in life.

When he came out of the company, he saw Song Qi at the door, and He Lu quickly found a corner to hide.

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