day to day

The clock on the wall showed that it was almost one o'clock in the afternoon.

Song Qi sat on the edge of the bed, propped his chin up with one hand, and waited quietly. He was bored wandering around the Internet, and no longer wanted to continue chatting with Xie Zihao. He had never been in love, and the person he wanted was clearly in his bedroom. Still breastfeeding his son.

But... He Lu ignores that he is also hungry.

Maybe it's because He Lu likes children so much. This is the first day, so it's inevitable that he will be enthusiastic. It will be fine in a few days. I hope He Lu's focus can be applied to him.

"He's asleep, don't hold him." Song Bu whispered, stood up, wanted to take the baby from He Lu's hands, and put the baby in the cradle to sleep.

"He just fell asleep." He Lu responded without raising his head.

"He is a man, you can't spoil him since he was a child, or he will learn to be bad in the future."

"..."

"And this child likes to cry too much, and it is necessary to cultivate his sense of independence from an early age."

"...How old is he?" He Lu asked.

Song Qi paused for a second, "More than two months."

"Although it's only over two months old, this child is too ignorant. Other people's children sleep well and don't cry or make trouble. I don't know what's wrong with this child. He cries at least seven or eight times a day. That's fine. What makes Song Qi brood all the time is that the intimacy just now was ruthlessly destroyed.

"Teach him these principles when he is older. He is still so young, what can he understand?" He Lu replied, instead of giving the baby to Song Qi, he put the baby back in the cradle by himself.

He Lu likes children very much, and getting along with children is not as complicated as adults. Children are the cleanest and purest existence in the world, without any distracting thoughts.

A long time ago, in his fantasy future life, there was a child, which also added a lot of hope to the boring days. Many things that he did not do well and that he did not own were all pinned on the child.

He wants the child to have a warm and growing childhood, and he also wants the child to make many friends. When He Lu puts the child away, Song Qi said thoughtfully, ""He's not hungry anymore, I'm still hungry. "

"..." He Lu lowered his head slightly, and pushed away Song Qi who was approaching him with his hand, "If you want to eat, go to the refrigerator."

"You know, that's not what I mean by being hungry. Only you can feed me."

"..." He Lu pursed his lips slightly, not wanting to reply to Song Qi's embarrassing words.

Ever since Song Qi's attitude towards him has improved, his words have become more and more serious. He Lu doesn't know where Song Qi learned these words, and he can't even deal with them...

He was already very thin-skinned, and some things were considered extreme for him, but for Song Buqi, even the gap between his teeth was not enough.

"He Lu, if my family accepts you, will you marry me?" Song Qi asked, holding He Lu's hand on his chest, and kissed it lightly on his lips.

"..." is another topic that can't be dealt with...

He Lu pulled his hand away from Song Qi's palm. The word "marry" usually refers to a woman marrying a man. How can a man marry a man? Even so, his face was hot and his head was even hotter. He was so low that he didn't dare to meet Song Qi's eyes.

He admitted that if Song Qi's family can accept him, he really can't find a reason to reject Song Bu

After going around for so long, from the first meeting to the present, every part of life seems to be filled with the breath of the other party. The rejection at the beginning was also because of being rejected. I don’t want Song Qi to lose those things that he has worked hard for a long time because of him. , I don't want Song Qi to be unhappy because of him and his family.

Of course, what is even more frightening is that Song Qi will regret everything he has done for him after a while. After all, young people like him quickly and quickly. He knows that there is no shortage of people around Song Qi who like him.

Time tells all.

From this angle, you can see the innocent face of the baby who is sleeping deeply in the cradle. Maybe he dreamed of something interesting and muttered a few times in his mouth.

Song Qi noticed his eyes, and straightened his face with his hands, "Don't look at him, he will belong to someone else in the future."

"Why are you saying this all of a sudden..." He Lu understood Song Qi's words, even if he waited for the child's first love, he would still have to wait more than ten years, which is still a long time.

Song Qi said with a displeased expression, "You keep looking at him and not at me, why are you so partial."

".. What do you have to see, you can see it every day, and you always say those indecent things... It's the same when you go home, can't you have some normal communication..." He Lu lamely .

He usually doesn't talk much, and it's because Song Qi has become more and more excessive recently. He would touch him in broad daylight, and even get angry with a child.

At this point Song Qi was about to go to the company, and he could no longer pester He Lu to do something, so he could only take advantage of others, but hearing He Lu's words made him feel even more sad.

Before He Lu fell in love with him thoroughly, he was already tired of seeing him.

If it wasn't for the half-day leave in the morning, he would really like not to go to the company in the afternoon, and tell He Lu personally whether he can get tired of watching it.

"How can you see me every day, and you haven't seen me for such a long time." Song Qi said dissatisfied.

"..." Mentioning this, He Lu's heart paused. What he originally thought was that each of them would have a new life after leaving, but he never thought about it...Song Qi would wait for him, Regardless of family background, appearance, or the people Song Qi could come into contact with, there was no reason why Song Qi could wait for him. expected.

In terms of feelings, he really couldn't find a way out.

When meeting someone like Song Qi, even if the possessive desire is too strong, people will gradually sink into it willingly. He Lu didn't reply, Song Qi kissed his lips as usual.before leaving the room.

Before leaving, he said to him, "In the future, you must put me first, and no one is allowed to be in front of me, otherwise I will be very angry."

Such childish words made He Lu a little helpless, Song Qi was indeed a child to him in terms of age, and at certain moments, He Lu didn't think Song Qi was a child at all.

..............

Song Qi came to the company. During this time, his workload has been reduced a lot, and his face is no longer as cold as before, and he is more friendly in the eyes of outsiders.

But everyone knows that he is not single anymore, and those who should have tried it all these years have already tried it, no matter how seduced it is, it doesn't work, like a sexual frigidity without physical needs.

When they walked to the door, they met Xie Zihao who came out to breathe. The other person looked sad, and after seeing Song Qi, he seemed to see a savior.

Xie Zihao walked up to Song Qi, lowered his voice and asked, "Song Qi, would it be immoral for me to pry into other people's corners?"

The question was just to give myself a psychological comfort. In fact, this kind of behavior has always been shameless by him. He obviously chose it first, but he regretted it and wanted to destroy other people's original lives.

He felt that he was too cheap.

There is no way, what can be done, he is too face-saving, always thinking that rabbits will not eat grass beside their nests, and good horses will not eat grass that turns back, but when he wanted to overthrow these theories, it took a long time, even he I also realized that it was too late, but this emotion is like water blocked by a dam, which keeps piling up until the gate is opened, and it gushes out. In addition, during the recent period, his mother has always urged him to go Blind date, saying that he is not young anymore.

Knowing that he can't go on with his time, he has to find a companion. Not only his parents are worried about him, but he himself feels lonely.

One person's quick-frozen dumplings, instant noodles, takeaway, really eat and hide, those GVs in the online disk, what's the use after seeing it, and I can't find a suitable person to try the actions inside.

"Didn't you say you would never love again?" Song Qi asked.

"....." Although I said it myself, it also refers to things after I can't get back to the corner of the wall.

He found that he really couldn't like girls, as if he was born, and wanted to live with a woman in the future, he felt that life was bleak and hopeless.

When I was not exposed to this kind of thing, the idea in my mind was always perfect. It was only at this stage that I realized that it was impossible for me to pass this hurdle.

"Yeah, I just want to know, will I be scolded by others for prying the corner of the wall now? If I fail, I will never love again. Love is my grave." Xie Zihao said.

"Who do you want to pry? If you are half-hearted, there is no need for it, and you will destroy other people's feelings."

"How can I be half-hearted, I haven't talked to someone for a long time... The high school student I told you before didn't talk at all. I just sympathize with his family background and take care of him."

"Your words are not very reliable." Song Qi had already seen who Xie Zihao was, and he often wanted to ask him to go to bars with him.

"Ah..." Xie Zihao sighed a long time, "I also don't think the credibility is high, so what should I do?"

"Couldn't you be going to harm Cheng Yang?"

"...I also think it's a disaster. There are too many things these days. After you terminate the contract, we will break up, and my mother always urges me to go on a blind date. My mind is very messy. I don't know what to do in the future. , My heart is so cold." Xie Zihao said, and wanted to lean on Song Qi's shoulder with a sad face.

Before getting closer, Song Qi moved aside, Xie Zihao was even more sad, thinking that this buddy who found a partner is no different from the stranger he met on the street.

Xie Zihao raised the back of his hand and wiped the corners of his eyes pretendingly.

He recalled in his mind how he got close to Cheng Yang before, and he might have to repeat this step again.

Double more in one!

The pig boy has come to his senses~

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Good night?