day to day

Cheng Yang is a very calm person. It can be seen from his college days that he added WeChat when he was a freshman, and he only got people when he graduated from college.

He made the move only after he saw it. If he was still in school, with Xie Zihao's charming personality, he would not be able to support his family. However, even though he graduated, Xie Zihao still wanted to cheat all the time, with a dissolute heart. Can't hold it.

People who know Xie Zihao's character basically think that Xie Zihao is not good enough for Cheng Yang, but there are some things that are not outsiders

Can decide.

Cheng Yang has been a taciturn person since he was a child. He obeyed his parents and spent most of his time studying. He was asked not to have puppy love before university, so as not to affect his studies. The restrictions were relaxed only after university.

Many parents are like this. Before college, others were not allowed to find a partner, but after graduating from university, they urged people to find a partner.

When he first went to college, Cheng Yang thought about finding a girlfriend. In fact, his experience in love is not as experienced as Xie Zihao's.

What puzzled him the most was that after Xie Zihao pointed him the wrong way, he met him again without saying sorry, and even asked him for a WeChat account with a smile on his face. He had a thick skin, but he seemed like a very interesting person.

Xie Zihao talks a lot. Since he added WeChat ID, he has greeted him at least three times a day, and sent him this type of message from time to time, "Have you eaten? I just ate a pancake. It tastes amazing!! Auntie returned it to me I added more chili peppers, and I’m still savoring it now, or I’ll bring you one too?”

If it’s true, it’s just complaining about the trivial things in life, and indirectly I have the opportunity to meet, "Damn it! The teacher in this school feels so stupid, and I don’t know what the hell they are talking about. I am in a fog, and my whole body is about to collapse. I remember that you are also learning this lesson, do you understand, can you teach me?"

Every time, Xie Zihao fully displayed the word "drama essence" to the fullest.

Cheng Yang seldom read WeChat messages in the past. Since he added Xie Zihao, he has read them several times a day. It seems that he has developed a habit of this person nagging in his ear. Xie Zihao is the real chatterer. A simple message The topic can be a long-winded speech of [-] words.

Perhaps, when Xie Zihao was looking for opportunities to meet him countless times, he had a good impression of Xie Zihao. Cheng Yang didn't notice it at the time, but later someone asked him if he was in a relationship, and why he seemed in such a good mood recently.

Cheng Yang just remembered that he planned to have a relationship when he was in college, but chatting with those girls was very boring, because he didn't talk much, and the girls always sent some cute expressions. On the contrary, he felt... .The one who texts him a long paragraph every day is cuter.

At that time, he didn't know that Xie Zihao was a scumbag, and he didn't know that Xie Zihao was an appearance control person. He wanted to flirt with people who looked good.

It was discovered that in the second semester of the freshman year, the school organized a meeting. Cheng Yang scored the first in the professional courses in the department, was commended, and also spoke on stage on behalf of outstanding students.

After this meeting, Xie Zihao did not send him so many WeChat messages. Normally, the two of them could chat for a whole day, but it was Xie Zihao who sent him the trivial things that happened today. When he replied, Xie Zihao even next door The domestic dog can chat with him for a day when she is pregnant with her second child.

I still habitually open WeChat, and the chat history shows that it was two days ago.

Until I met Xie Zihao again in the corridor. Xie Zihao put a boy's shoulders on his shoulders. He seemed to have a good relationship and greeted him with a smile.

Afterwards, Xie Zihao changed many boys around him, and later the two became so-called good buddies. Because of the same hobbies, they spent more time together, but Xie Zihao would not chat with him all day long. Heartless, he can chat happily with anyone.

With his keen observation skills and Xie Zihao's endless life, he gradually determined the other party's sexual orientation.

So...in the past, Xie Zihao often made opportunities to run into him because he liked him?

But this liking was unilaterally terminated by Xie Zihao.

Life is still going on, Xie Zihao seems to have forgotten that he liked him in his freshman year, and he only gets along with him like a friend, and occasionally teases him, saying that a fan just now looks pretty, and seems to be interested in him , Ask him if he wants to think about it.

After graduation, there were constant dinner parties, such as classes, departments, a dormitory, etc., and various groups.

It was a gathering in the department. Several people with good relations usually sat at the same table. Xie Zihao was very face-saving. In order to show that he was very capable, he drank a lot of wine. Xie Zihao handed over the wine, completely drinking Xie Zihao into a daze.

Xie Zihao's wine quality was poor, he ran the train with his mouth full after getting drunk, and couldn't run after a few words, lying on the table.

Fortunately, most of the people at this table were men. Afterwards, these people started to discuss the topic of the nineteenth ban, and many topics were brought into Xie Zihao, saying that he often met him in the hotel outside the school.

It's obvious what the hotels outside the university are for.

When it was over, Cheng Yang took Xie Zihao home as a matter of course, since they were friends anyway, no one would think anything was wrong.

Xie Zihao reeked of alcohol, and Cheng Yang threw him in the bathroom to wash him off with a cold face, and kept calling other people's names, as if he regarded Cheng Yang as a new love he dated some time ago, but they broke up because of graduation.

No one feels better when they hear someone they like call someone else's name. Originally, they wanted to graduate and find a job, so Xie Zihao wouldn't mess around, and then they would develop their relationship.

It is human instinct to do this kind of thing, but because it was the first time, and because of the feelings he had accumulated over the years and the boredom that Xie Zihao brought him, he made Xie Zihao cry.

He looked like a pervert, which made him feel a little better.

Xie Zihao was drunk and didn't understand his situation at all. He cursed from time to time, but he couldn't swear after that, and it all turned into begging for mercy. Even so, his actions still didn't become gentle.

He woke up first the next morning. Xie Zihao was hurt because he went too far yesterday. This was all he expected, because only when Xie Zihao was hurt would he be obedient.

He went to the pharmacy to buy medicine, and when he came back, Xie Zihao woke up with a look of amnesia and a complicated expression, probably hurt.

He handed the medicine to Xie Zihao, and said shyly, "This is the medicine I bought for you at the pharmacy. I think your situation is serious."

Xie Zihao looked at him blankly, "Who am I? Where am I? Where should I go?"

"Last night, you hugged me and refused to let go, and then kissed me. I am too embarrassed to reject you because of such a good relationship. This is my first time, and I may not have much experience."

Xie Zihao was still at a loss.

"You... will be responsible for me?"

Xie Zihao tried his best to recall last night, he seemed to have seen his previous date, so he recognized the wrong person?

"...I put you to sleep?" Xie Zihao asked in a hoarse voice.

"I put you to sleep."

".....Oh."

After that, Xie Zihao remained silent.

He is not as innocent and harmless as he looks on the surface, he also knows that Xie Zihao is a very face-saving person, so he posted a circle of friends, and also sent unnecessary red envelopes in the group, asking others to buy candy.

Later, they got together as he wished. Xie Zihao talked about their relationship outside. He knew it very well, and he would never expose it. The news, now he took the initiative to send a message to Xie Zicuo, asking Xie Zicuo what he wanted to eat.

He thought that this would make the other party feel at ease, but many times he found that Xie Zihao had signs of cheating. Once he found out, he wanted to make this person cry that night.

Maybe it's too easy to get and you won't cherish it, not to mention that for Xie Zihao, it's not out of his own will at all, so he's with him, and the body position has always made Xie Zihao feel very sad.

It wasn't until Xie Zihao started to break up with him that he realized that in terms of relationships, it's not that if you treat others well on one side, others will appreciate it.

If you don't agree to break up with Xie Zihao, then the other party will want to leave him all the time, just like the sand in your hand, the tighter you hold it, the more it will leak out through your fingers.

Rather than letting Xie Zihao leave him, it's better for him to say it himself.

He can wait, and sometimes he can't help it, and he also warns himself that if you forgive too easily, you will not be cherished. In order to avoid repeating the same mistakes, he will let Xie Zicuo come to him on his own initiative, not just talking about those hints, but waiting for him to come answer.

During the period after the separation, Xie Zihao's life was the same as before, and without his restraint, he seemed to become more unscrupulous.

However, he will not rashly try something that he is not sure about. From some of Xie Zihao's reactions, it can be seen that he is right.

It is very difficult to like someone for four years, and if you don't want to waste the relationship during that time, then he will let the other person learn to cherish.

A thick and long chapter written from Cheng Yang's perspective, because many people don't understand why he likes pig boys. ??

It's probably complementary, he doesn't talk much, while Xie Zihao chatters.

Anyway, I will write what everyone wants to see, so don’t make a fuss!

Good night, please recommend a ticket

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