day to day

I haven't come to see He Lu these days.Xiao Che thought a lot about where he lost. Song Bu had the decisiveness he didn't have, and also the courage he didn't have. If he was still a rookie, he would subconsciously keep a distance from He Lu.

Although there is no family Qi.It is impossible for He Lu to accept him again.

Carrying out finally realizes that He Lu no longer has the same crush on him as before.That kind of feeling was cooled by him little by little, the wound on his hand at night, after all these years, there is still a hideous scar of danger, and the years can't be reduced.

"Of course I won't dislike it." Xiao Che said in a hoarse voice. It was a great gift of patience for He Lu to still be able to contact him.Even if Song Qi showed a little timidity, he could comfort himself.

"Ah."

"I know that apologizing won't do anything, but I didn't think you were bad at that time, but I didn't react." It's just that it's useless to say it now.

"You don't need Daosan, I'm also at fault."

"Can I still keep my previous promise? I said that when I make money, I will let you live a good life.

"No need, I can support myself, and I will have my own job at that time. This kind of life is a good life for me."

"..."

"I will have my own family just like Xundang."

"Didn't you choose the Song department?" Xiao Che asked suspiciously.

"..." He Lu was silent for a few seconds, and said calmly, "I have no choice, I am a normal person, and I don't like homosexuals at all."

"...." The degree of conviction in this sentence was indeed very low, so Xiao Che didn't ask again.

"I'm going to check out, you go back to the hotel, and you can contact me later if you have anything to do."

"Will you change your phone number?"

"Yes... I will send you a new one then."

Only then did Xiao Che feel relieved. Although he knew that He Lu would not accept him, it was good to be able to keep in touch with this person.That lost time was filled with work in a muddle, and I don’t want to experience it anymore. The person who caused all this is that he is now reaping the fruit of himself, and he will never hurt He Lu again, although this kind of treasure is too much. Late.

After waiting for seven years, it is impossible to say that I will completely give up at this moment, but compared with when I met in the hospital, the family relationship at this moment is more than love. We have lived together for so many years and have no blood relationship. But also hard to give up.

"En." Xiao Che didn't continue to let He Lu accept his kindness.

The space between the words was a bit cold, Xiao Che stepped forward and hugged He Lu, "Let me hug you for the last time with this feeling."

"..."

Just a simple hug, Xiao Che let go of him.

For Song Qi.Xiao Che was more dissatisfied with such a rude and grumpy person.It's not suitable for He Lu at all, but knowing that He Lu has no choice, he doesn't want to make He Lu difficult again.

At least two people can still keep in touch, not strangers.

Xiao Che left the room not long after, and He Lu paused for a long time, leaning against the wall, as if he was out of strength, as if he was afraid that he would not be able to stand steadily.

Pressing his temples with his hands, it took him a while to recover.

He took the diary out of the sundries, the yellowed paper exuded an old smell. At that time, he had the habit of writing a diary, and he would record everything in it no matter how big or small it was.Of course, a name will appear in the diary every day, and that is Xiao Che.

[The weather is fine today. When I came home from work, I saw potted plants on the side of the road, so I bought a potted plant and put it on the balcony. It would be healthier if there were more of it. When I met, I bought a pot and put it in the room. ]

[After learning a new dish, I was afraid that Xiao Che would not like it, but he was not picky and finished eating as usual. ]

[The rain was so sudden that I forgot to bring an umbrella when I came to the company. There were a lot of people blocking the door of the company today. Archer sent me a text message and asked me to wait for him to pick me up. When he came, there were many people at the door. Everyone looked at him, someone asked if I am not my brother, I didn't want to answer. ]

[Weekends go by so fast, tomorrow Archer has class and I have to work.I really want to stay with Archer for a while, but I can see it every day, and there is nothing to be dissatisfied with. Maybe I won't be able to have such days in the future. ]

[I don’t know if Ah Chu is in a relationship. I always go home late recently. I asked him, and he said no. He doesn’t look like he’s lying, but I can’t help thinking about it in my mind. I only have him . ]

............

He Lu looked at the handwriting on it that belonged to him, but felt unfamiliar feelings, which he should not have surpassed from the very beginning.

He Lu played the garbage in front of his face, and tore up the diary one by one. He kept it because he was confused about that period of memory. He remembered it all, and this diary did not exist. necessary.It doesn't look like a diary, but more like a mood written around Xiao Che.

Change it to him now.He might not be able to hold on for a week, and his attachment to feelings has decreased a lot.

The paper seems to be a bit rotten, and it is easy to tear it off. It is a thick book. When I thought it would take a long time, it became fragments in less than 10 minutes. I can handle every relationship that will not bear fruit. Just like it is now.

From time to time, some words float in my mind. I don’t know the past, but I hope to know the future.He Lu sorted out the garbage.Take it down with the one that was placed by the door before, it's time to find the landlord to check out, and it's already three o'clock in the afternoon, so fast that it's hard to notice.

The landlord was on the first floor. He Lu found him and explained his purpose.

"Did your brother come to help you move things today?" the landlord asked casually.

"What?" He Lu asked puzzled.

"It's just that one time when you caught a cold, he came over to me in a hurry to open the door. I thought something serious happened. You, my younger brother, treat you very well."

"...Well." It seemed that everything around him was related to Song Qi, and he wanted to leave the familiar environment even more.

The landlord followed him upstairs, and the room was cleaned very cleanly.Things are also organized.He Lu doesn't have a lot of luggage, and there are only a few pieces of clothes that come and go, roughly the same style, and the rest that can't be taken away can be thrown away, and new ones will be bought when the time comes, and everything will be replaced with new ones.

The landlord brought a notebook specially used for keeping accounts, a calculator and a pen, and recorded the electricity and water consumption for this month, and then used the calculator to press a few numbers to calculate the bill, offset it from the deposit, and put He Lu gave the mortgage when renting the house before.

"Have you bought a house in City H?" the landlord asked, because He Lu had lived here for seven years, and he really wanted to move out.Should have a house of their own.

"No." He Lu said truthfully.

"That is.....?"

"Planning to leave City H."

"Is it a job transfer? I have lived here for so many years, and I will definitely not get used to changing places."

"It's okay." He Lu didn't explain too much.

I gave the key to the landlord, and when the door was locked again, I knew I would never come back here again.His expression was still calm as usual, and only he knew his true emotions.

He arrived near the high-speed rail station by car and found a hotel to rest. He Lu didn't plan to work in such a big city anymore. As far as his personality is concerned, a smaller place might be more suitable.When I was in the company before, I heard people mention County Z. It is a tourist county near the sea. It is not as popular as City H, but there are not fewer tourists going there every year.

There have been moments of insomnia in the past, but never like this, I don't know why it bothers me.

I forced myself to fall asleep, and when I woke up the next day, my head was still aching. The people in the high-speed rail station finished checking the tickets and the train arrived on time, not even a minute late.

Good night (o>_) thick and long one

Ask for a recommendation ticket every day! Tomorrow Song Qi, don't worry, He Lu's personality will be brighter within a few days of meeting