Caramel Latte

Ding Xu was very upset.When I got home, I cooked a pot of instant noodles, and impatiently fried an egg like Tang Yu used to.

Then, he sat in the chair and stared blankly at the red email on the computer, suddenly his face was blank.

"Milan is beautiful,

The beauty of the street during the day,

The lighting at night is also beautiful.

Ding Xu, do you know?

on the trails of Italy,

I often think back to many past experiences with you.

Those beautiful smiles and your soft eyes.

Ding Xu, do you miss me?

Miss me like I miss you?

If there is still a chance,

I still want to be the same as before,

Accompany you through thousands of rivers and mountains,

I only wish to have you by my side...

Yours, Bai Shuangshuang. "

Sometimes, Ding Xu felt that he was a complete waste.

Obviously, she has tried very hard to forget the past, and after careful consideration, she feels that Bai Shuangshuang is not a good person.But whenever the night is quiet, but for a moment, I suddenly think of the back figure that should have been thrown into the sky long ago...

It's strange to say that it's like mastering Ding Xu's Ibinghaus memory curve at any time - whenever Ding Xu's feelings for her wavered a little bit, Bai Shuangshuang would always remind him sharply again.

Ding Xu originally thought that when it comes to feelings, he has always been perverted.No matter what kind of person Bai Shuangshuang is, and how much she loves herself.He only felt that as long as Bai Shuangshuang could return to her horse astray one day, he would still be able to give her the courage to turn back again...

Ding Xu believes in love, even though he has only talked about love once from beginning to end, even if this relationship is full of holes and precarious in the end.But he still firmly believes that something like love is unquestionable in the final analysis.

It is too fragile, like a tower that is about to fall, so it needs someone to take care of it more carefully.

But now, Ding Xu suddenly felt confused about Bai Shuangshuang.He felt inexplicably uncomfortable, very angry, very angry!It was like being in shock after being strangled by someone, a little helpless.

Then he lay back quietly on the bed and turned over gently.

Ding Xu suddenly felt that Bai Shuangshuang's smile, which was originally very clear in his mind, was being pulled farther and farther away by an irresistible force, and finally slowly blurred.Instead, what lingered in front of him was the appearance of Tang Yu cooking for herself with her apron hanging her head.

For some reason, Ding Xu himself was amazed at the thoughts he had pulled away—he suddenly thought of Tang Yu in such an unresolved mood.

In the past few years, Ding Xu never seemed to have seriously thought about the meaning of love. He was used to persevering and was willing to wait.But he never thought about whether everything he had done before was worth it.

The sight of Tang Yu being held by the girl kept lingering in his mind all night, over and over again, like a movie, the more he watched, the more he felt that the girl and Tang Yu were indescribably compatible.Sometimes, Ding Xu felt that Tang Yu was like a guiding light in the middle of the night, always smiling without arrogance or impetuosity, treating everyone the same, emitting a faint but soft light, making people nostalgic, and gradually depend on.

The more Ding Xu thought about it, the more angry he felt, as if he was being held seven inches by something, and he was a little bit suffocated, and he couldn't survive or die.

Ding Xu never meant to compare Bai Shuangshuang with Tang Yu, because subconsciously, he still had a meaningless affection for Bai Shuangshuang.Even Ding Xu can't say it himself, but thinks that it probably stems from a habit that has been subtle for many years, or it is an inexplicable persistence of not bumping into the south wall and not giving up.Ding Xu knows that he has never been a decisive person, otherwise he would not be struggling with such a hopeless emotion, desperately unable to escape.It was just that suddenly, he didn't know whether what he did was right or wrong.

Ding Xu suddenly felt at a loss, not knowing what he really wanted - what he had paid in the past and what he would have in the future.

On this seemingly normal night, Ding Xu suddenly wondered whether his past, present, and Bai Shuangshuang's future, and even Bai Shuangshuang, should be related...

Then he turned over, walked to the computer, and paused for a long time.Finally gritted his teeth and made up his mind, he dragged the unread email together with the group named "Love Letter" into the "Trash Can".

Then the more he thought about it, the more angry he was, and he swept the unfinished instant noodles, the eggs he had just bitten into, and a pile of miscellaneous things on the table on the ground, and went to sleep angrily.

The author has something to say: 2333, why is this chapter so short?I just found out hahaha~~~