resistance return

A few days after the press conference, Shen Yi packed his bags and prepared to go to Africa.

Mude Central Hospital responded to the call and organized an excellent medical team with tough skills to go to Africa for free clinics, and Shen Yi also signed up.

"Didn't I clarify the rumors? You also said that you were not angry, why did you still leave?" Mu Hexi saw Shen Yi's name in the list of doctors going to Africa.

"I just want to go out and have a look, to experience experience. Almost all medical students have dreamed of becoming Doctors Without Borders, and so many people go to the hospital, why can't I go?!"

"I didn't say you couldn't go. Your visit will last for two years, not two days or two months! What should you do if you're gone?" What should I do...

"I just want to take advantage of the fact that hehe is still young, and I am still young, to go out and experience myself, and to show my own value. Do you want me to be trapped in this Beijing city for the rest of my life? Or do you want to lock me up again?"

On the day when Shen Yi and his group set off, Shen Yi watched eagerly. Many people came to see them off, but Mu Hexi didn't show up. Shen Yi knew that Mu Hexi must be angry.Mu Hexi got angry and asked him to reason, but she didn't ask him to stay. She even came back from the United States, went to work in Mude Hospital, and then moved back to Mu's house. The two kept a friendly distance. Yi didn't even wait for Mu Hexi to apologize.He didn't know what their relationship was like.

After Shen Yi arrived in Africa safely, Mu Hexi still worked conscientiously every day, went home after get off work to accompany the children, did not go to bars, flirt with girls or have promiscuous sex, and lived like a widow who had no desires or desires.The only difference is that the insomnia became more and more serious, and he was often silent and in a daze. He copied the Buddhist scriptures at the suggestion of Professor Lu. Although he had a good handwriting, he still couldn't understand the mystery.Everything seems to have remained the same, living step by step, only Mu Hexi knows that what she does most every day is to miss Shen Yi, miss Shen Yi crazily.

Shen Yi once said that Mu Hexi liked everything he did, but Mu Hexi never asked him if he liked it too.So this time, Shen Yi likes it, and Mu Hexi can't do anything except let him go with a forced smile.

Shen Yi went to Africa to live a fulfilling and busy life every day. He kept his feet on the ground when he was busy, and kept spinning. He often fell asleep when he was tired, and occasionally made video calls to Xixi when he was free.

Mu Hexi answered the phone and called Hee Hee directly. She sat next to Hee Hee and did not speak or take pictures. She silently eavesdropped on the conversation between the two fathers and sons. She peeped at the screen. Does it look as good as ever?

After the beginning of spring, Hee Hee has already gone to kindergarten. He can talk a lot, and he chats a lot with Shen Yi every time. The child’s logical thinking is not very smooth, and he often doesn’t follow the words. Sometimes Shen Yi doesn’t know what Hee Hee is talking about. What, just smiled silly and listened with relish.

Shen Yi hasn't spoken to Mu Hexi for a long time, it's okay when he's busy, but he feels uncomfortable when he's free.Fortunately, every time he had to call Mu Hexi to make a video call with Xixi, for several months, Mu Hexi only thought of himself as an operator, responsible for connecting the phone to Xixi, without any sign of wanting to communicate with Shen Yi.

I haven't contacted Xixi for several days, and when I was free, it was already midnight, and I should be able to rest right away when I was exhausted, but when I suddenly calmed down, my mind was so messed up that I couldn't fall asleep.

I thought that Mu Hexi must have fallen asleep, but I didn't expect that the phone rang once and then picked up. Mu Hexi's nervous voice sounded over there, "What's the matter, Shen Yi, what happened?" Mu Hexi Xi didn't take any sleep aid medicine, and always had to stay up until dawn before she could sleep for a while. Seeing that it was two o'clock in the middle of the night, Shen Yi's phone call came in suddenly, and she thought that something happened to Shen Yi.

"fine……"

"Did you just get off work?"

"Well, I just finished my work." The local hospital has a serious shortage of doctors. Shen Yi often performs several operations a day, and also has to take on several jobs, including outpatient, surgery, nursing, and on-duty.Shen Yi had already been on two night shifts in a row, if the doctor who replaced him could not come today, he might have to stay up all night again, and he was really afraid that he would die suddenly at work.Thinking about it, it makes sense for Mu Hexi not to let me come. Some younger doctors will cry to the point of collapse, and sometimes I feel that I can’t stand it anymore, but when I cry, I don’t have a shoulder or someone to comfort me. , Think about it and bear it.

"Hee hee is already asleep."

Shen Yi said "um" and then didn't speak.

After a few seconds of silence, Mu Hexi thought that Shen Yi was going to hang up the phone, and anxiously shouted twice, "Shen Yi, Shen Yi."

Shen Yi said softly, "It's still there."

Mu Hexi breathed a sigh of relief, and asked gently, "Will you be back in two years?"

After Shen Yi came here, apart from being full of energy in the first month or so, the rest was really hard, the working environment was difficult, the work intensity was high, and he was homesick, so he really wanted to go back immediately. "decide as things go."

Seeing that Shen Yi had no plans to go home, Mu Hexi had expected it a long time ago, Shen Yi still hated himself, refused to forgive himself, and didn't want to see him, so he hid far away.Mu Hexi understood Shen Yi, and felt sorry for Shen Yi more, "The conditions in Africa are very difficult, and you have no one to take care of you there. I am afraid that you will work too hard. I don't want you to go, not because I want to tie you up, but because I am afraid You have been wronged in a place where I can't see and reach, and I can't protect you without being by your side." Mu Hexi was afraid of such powerlessness.

"Shen Yi? Are you listening?"

"Are you crying?" Mu Hexi heard soft sobbing from the other end of the phone, knowing that Shen Yi still called back in the middle of the night, something must have happened, "Don't cry, tell me what happened. "

Hearing Mu Hexi's words, Shen Yi's nerves that had been tense for several days finally relaxed, and the exhaustion and grievance pent up in his heart turned into tears.

"Shen Yi, Shen Yi!" Mu Hexi only heard Shen Yi cry but didn't see Shen Yi speak. He was so anxious that his eyes were wet with sadness, "Is it too stressful? It doesn't matter. I will send a plane to take you away tomorrow." Take it back, if you have anything to tell me, no matter what, I will be there, Shen Yi."

Shen Yi worked hard to stabilize his emotions, and said in a heavy nasal voice, "I'm fine, I just wanted to hee..."

"Then call again when you are free tomorrow." Mu Hexi looked at the time, "It's so late, go to bed quickly, if you don't sleep, I'm afraid you won't get up tomorrow."

Shen Yi sniffled, "Then can you read me a book?" Shen Yi used to like Mu He Xi reading to himself when he was sleeping, and when he heard Mu He Xi's gentle voice reading those beautiful words, he could Sleep peacefully.

Mu Hexi turned on the bedside lamp, "Which book do you want to listen to?"

"Anything is fine." Shen Yi wrapped the quilt around his body, waiting for Mu Hexi to read to himself the words that were lying silently in the book.

Mu Hexi took a book casually, turned to the middle and began to read...

Shen Yi heard the voice that made him feel warm and at ease, softly coming from the distant phone in this quiet night, "I hope people living in other places will get this paper boat and know who I am. I hope these The flower that blooms at dawn can be carried safely to land at night.

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When night comes, I bury my face in my arms, dreaming that my paper boat is slowly floating forward under the midnight stars..."

"Shen Yi?" Mu Hexi called softly, and there was only a soft breathing sound from the other end of the phone, "Shen Yi, good night."

Since that night, the relationship between the two seems to have warmed up again, Shen Yi is full of energy every day and just wants to work hard, finish things here quickly, so that he can fly back to Beijing.

During the video, Mu Hexi will also remind Shen Yi, "There are still 548 days." Listening to Shen Yi, the greedy Shen Yi swallowed.

Day by day, Mu Hexi had Shen Yi's weekly and sometimes half-monthly video calls to look forward to, so he didn't feel that life was so difficult.Shen Yi was still as busy as ever. He was so busy that he had no time to sleep or eat. He would fall asleep as soon as work was over, and sometimes he could fall asleep while standing and eating after working for a long time.