After rebirth, I found that the whole world wants to kill me [gl]

After packing up and walking out of the examination room, word of her spectacular deeds had already spread, and someone could be heard muttering in the left and right corridors, "I heard that someone just cried bitterly in the examination room because the questions were too difficult", "I heard that the old man from the Department of Ancient Chinese next door came out. The problem has reached a new level of difficulty"...

And the younger students who passed by after the exam changed their expressions on the spot, and began to worry about their grades for the next school year in panic.

But none of this had anything to do with Tang Xiaoran.

She thought of the scene when she took out those bottles one by one from the drawer in the afternoon. Every time she took out an empty bottle, her heart beat a little bit.

How long ago did this happen, and how much did Xiao Shixin eat?

The night falls in the city and it is the busy rush hour. Pedestrians rush across the sidewalk to the subway station and bus platform. On the road, there is a long line of disagreements, and the red lights are on. The end of the long line is invisible.

If you stay for a while on the street near the crossing zebra crossing, you will suddenly feel that in the gap between the flashing and changing traffic lights, the whole world has been pressed the fast forward button, and people come and go quickly on the zebra crossing, as if they can pull out the disabled people if they are faster. film.

When the whole world is speeding up, people who walk slowly and are far away from their destination will think that the energy in their bodies will leave with the sunset, so they will feel exhausted all over the sky .

The bone-destroying loneliness and a ray of panic that seemed to be unable to return were tightly entangled. Tang Xiaoran subconsciously looked up at the sky, as if this could keep the light of the day for a while longer.

She just walked all the way to Xiao Shixin's small apartment.

On the side of the road, there were kindergarten children with schoolbags on their backs running past after school, fighting and chasing after school in twos and threes, and their laughter spread to the ears of the people around them, as if the happiness could also be infected; The white-collar worker who came out held his mobile phone to his ear, Xu Shi talked about the date after work, the smile on his face was sweet; and he was wearing cool and loose clothes, stepping on a skateboard to shuttle freely among the crowd The boy who passed by, with a wind-like figure, shuttled through this bustling city, drawing a free landscape.

However, all of this has nothing to do with Tang Xiaoran.

In this world of laughter and laughter, she just wants to cry.

Tang Xiaoran recalled that she liked Xiao Shixin back then, and ran to her door without giving up, and still said that sentence of liking, and even complained in such a wronged way with the drunkenness, "You don't know what you mean to me", It seems that only I have tasted the bitterness of the world.

What was Xiao Shixin thinking at that time?

The person who didn't know anything was Tang Xiaoran. In her previous life, she was a fool and died. Once again, she thought how shrewd she had become, relying on Xiao Shixin flamboyantly and unscrupulously, thinking that by doing so, she could easily obtain happiness.

It turned out that she didn't have time to get close to her in her previous life, and she also loved so rough in this life, so she didn't want to know more about it.

On the second day when they were together, what was Xiao Shixin thinking about while cooking the big table for breakfast?

Tang Xiaoran worked very hard, thinking very hard, and then found that there was only a blank in his mind.

Her head was raised and lowered, but she still couldn't see the world clearly, making the scene in front of her blurry again and again.

When they reached the downstairs of Xiao Shixin's house, it was already dark.

The street lamps palely wanted to imitate the warmth of sunlight, as if changing the color to orange would make the camouflage more successful, but the lie was pierced by the cold wind coming from the hall, and the whirring sound seemed to mock their futility.

She walked into the apartment, into the elevator, and finally walked down the hallway and stood in front of that door.

When taking out the key to open the door, Tang Xiaoran's longing for Xiao Shixin reached its peak.

I can't wait to stay in a place with Xiao Shixin.

However, that person is still in another country that is far away.

Leaving her with such difficult questions made her not even dare to ask 'why' over the phone, but only dared to timidly go back to this little nest, waiting anxiously and tormented for Xiao Shixin to come back.

With no strength in his body, and no appetite, Tang Xiaoran walked into the bedroom and threw himself on the big soft bed in a daze.

Feeling stuffy after lying down for a while, she turned over and rubbed herself under the quilt, hugged Xiao Shixin's usual sleeping pillow, and vaguely felt that she could still smell the flowery and fruity fragrance that had been replaced for a long time.

At the beginning, it passed faintly and imperceptibly from the tip of her nose, and when she was negligent, it quietly floated up and down around her, and when she regained consciousness, she was surrounded by the faint fragrance.

At this moment, if she inhales her nostrils a little bit, the aroma will completely intoxicate her.

The slight sound of the doorknob being unscrewed touched Tang Xiaoran's waking nerves that were still reserved in her deep sleep. Then, the person she missed so much appeared at the door of the bedroom, with a black suitcase standing at her feet.

The girl sat up from the bed in a daze, with the pillow in her arms tilted aside, she looked at the person standing by the bedroom door.

The black phoenix eyes were dark, perhaps because Xiao Shixin had just walked through the night, Xiao Shixin was tainted with the coldness of the wind, making Tang Xiaoran unable to distinguish her emotions at the moment.

Many chaotic thoughts came up again, Tang Xiaoran didn't even know the tone when he spoke:

"...Sister Xin? You came back early?"

Mixed with a trace of worry about the unknown fate, cautious after knowing Xiao Shixin's illness, and a little bit of joy that was hidden deeply, the joy of finally seeing the person he missed.

Xiao Shixin pursed his lips, but did not answer her question.

Turning to something else: "You got it."

Tang Xiaoran didn't know whether to nod or shake her head, she sat on the bed in a daze.

She actually wanted to walk over, or let Xiao Shixin come over, instead of the current distance, as if they were separated by the Chu River Han boundary, and she couldn't reach it with her hand.

Tang Xiaoran struggled to defend herself, but her mouth, which was usually able to twitch, seemed to have lost its soul due to this sleep, and she opened and closed for a long time in a daze, unable to squeeze out any words.

I want to say, Sister Xin, I'm sorry, I was so ignorant and didn't know anything before, I will definitely let you worry less in the future.

I want to say, it’s okay, who hasn’t been sick yet, I’ll be with you, let’s work hard together, okay?

I want to say that Tang Xiaoran will always be by Xiao Shixin's side, no matter what happens in the future, she will always be by Xiao Shixin's side.

But maybe the thousands of words wanted to come out first, so they squeezed their brains between the jaws, and the final result was that no one could think of it.

Tang Xiaoran looked at her, and the words that couldn't come out of his mouth squeezed into those dark brown eyes, and fluttered out.

Xiao Shixin understood.

She turned her head away, and the silhouette of her profile was covered with a layer of gray by the shadow of the door frame under the bedside lamp that was only turned on in the room.

He said softly, "Xiaoran."

Tang Xiaoran waited anxiously for her next sentence.

This sentence made her wait for a long, long time, so long that she almost guessed what Xiao Shixin was about to say, and the tear glands that had fallen asleep with her started working again.

She quickly raised her hand to wipe the corners of her eyes, not wanting to lose sight of Xiao Shixin's expression even for a moment.

His dark brown eyes fixed on those soft lips, and there was a prayer in his heart that he didn't realize, that what Xiao Shixin said was what he wanted.

Or, it's fine for Xiao Shixin not to speak, but just calling out to himself.

But Mr. Xiao still spoke again.

What emerges from the soft lips is a sharp blade:

"Let's break up."

That icy blade reflected a strong light that made people feel pain when looking directly at it, and then it penetrated straight into her heart, smashing the tenderness and love between the two of them to pieces, and even when it was pulled out, it was hard to pull it out. Take away the blood that is still warm, leaving only an empty and cold chest.

Tang Xiaoran heard this.

The tears fell even harder, but the man by the door never turned his head, so she couldn't see his expression clearly.

The pain in my heart was unbearable.

She felt that she was sentenced to death before she could do anything, and she didn't even have a chance to defend herself.

There was a trace of pain in the corner of her eyes. Tang Xiaoran's voice was already nasal, but she had no time to worry about it. She just said, "Xiao Shixin, look at me and say it again."

Xiao Shixin didn't look back, didn't look at her, and didn't even repeat that sentence again.

However, her posture standing by the door and the long-lasting coldness around her made her original words more determined.

Tang Xiaoran felt sorry for her and was angry at the same time. She wanted to raise her hand and throw the pillow, but in the end she just punched the soft pillow hard.

"I thought you let me discover this because you wanted to give me a chance to continue to be with you, but it's not like that at all, is it? I was wrong, right?"

"If I didn't find anything, wouldn't you drive me away?"

"Why can't you give me a chance...Sister Xin?" Tang Xiaoran knelt on the bed and asked her in a voice full of pleading, as if begging her to keep the place next to her for a while, so that she would grow up quickly. Grow overnight.

Could it be that Xiao Shixin felt that getting along with him was very tiring, and he was already overwhelmed by the illness, so he wanted to use this showdown to let her go?

Tang Xiaoran wanted to say that she could change anything, and she would learn to cook in the future, and she would also work hard to learn things in the company.

I just want Xiao Shixin to put down another Tang Xiaoran in her arrogance and fragility, that's all.

But she still didn't wait for Xiao Shixin to turn around that day.

"The apartment... I don't intend to continue to live in it, it's up to you to stay or not." Mr. Xiao left such a sentence, then dragged his suitcase and left.

The sound of the wheels rolling on the tiled floor grew louder and farther away, like the distance between the two of them.

The author has something to say: I suggest... those who want to send me blades... bear with me for another chapter hhhh

After all, I'm not a hair blade author... umm...