I'm so ruthless that I'm even afraid of myself

Coming out of Futianyuan, Li Qiao thought a lot, about his relationship with Emperor Jing and their future, about Eunuch An and Nanny Lan's love for their children, and finally he was a little wronged, he just, but After experiencing things that so many people have never experienced, he misses his family, his mother, his father and his brother...

If the three members of his family know that he likes a man, they will lock him up in a small dark room, just like when he was obsessed with playing games. At that time, he followed a demon and felt that going to school was not interesting at all. He just wanted to play games with the boys in the class. In the end, his father locked him in a small dark room for a day and a night, and Li Qiao was honest when he came out - he was afraid of the dark since he was a child, and he also had a slight occlusion phobia.

It doesn't matter if you like men, that man is still an old man who is nearly forty years old in Sangong Sixth Hospital.

"Eunuch Li? Why are you crying?"

One of the eunuchs held the male duck's throat and asked half curiously and half gloatingly, and the little eunuchs at the door also took a few glances, wondering if Eunuch An had some terminal illness or else he must die?

Li Qiao touched his face, and wiped it with his sleeve casually: "It's okay, the wind blows."

The little eunuchs didn't make a sound, and when Li Qiao walked into the palace door, they covered their mouths and smiled secretly, who are they bluffing?It's so hot today that even the willow branches won't move.

Although meeting Li Qiao would make him unhappy, Jing Hedi's heart ached because his eyes were red and sullen. He hugged Li Qiao on his lap and kissed his eyelids distressedly: "Why are you crying?"

Li Qiao lowered his head and didn't speak. Jing Hedi didn't know how to persuade him, so he kissed him on the cheek awkwardly, comforting him silently. Maybe it was this kind of kiss that gave Li Qiao courage. He puffed up his cheeks and asked: "do you like me?"

Jing Hedi chuckled, held his finger and kissed him lightly on his lips: "What do you think?"

Li Qiao said, "I think I like it."

Jing Hedi gave a low "hmm", and Li Qiao noticed that his ears were red, and suddenly the grievances just now disappeared, he really liked this person so much, and this person was too kind.But why did God let him meet Emperor Jing He?

Li Qiao asked again: "Will you...will despise me?"

Jing Hedi rubbed his head, and this time he was quicker and firmer than before: "I won't."

No one can plunder his eyes all the time like Qiao Qiao, even a red eye will break his heart.

Li Qiao hesitated again, laying in Jing Hedi's arms without speaking, but there was a lingering haze between his brows for several days.

Emperor Jing He also saw that Li Qiao was unhappy, so when he was doing business, he asked Li Qiao to change into a eunuch uniform and go to the Imperial Garden to play, and even sent a dead man to follow.

Li Qiao thought it would be good to look at the flowers, and besides, he was an eunuch who was inconspicuous in the palace, so he sneaked to the Imperial Garden to play while King Hedi was not paying attention.

There are many rockeries and dazzling flowers.

Li Qiao hid behind the rockery to take a nap. The location he found was relatively secret. Across the rockery, he could occasionally hear the passing girls and eunuchs flirting with each other. He also forgot his troubles for a while, and he was overjoyed after a while.

At this moment, a young man raised his head and asked, "What are you laughing at?"

Li Qiao turned his head. It was a boy of fourteen or fifteen years old, dressed in expensive clothes, and no servants followed him. He figured out which family he belonged to, and hurriedly saluted.

The young man thought he was very interesting, so he jumped in and sat with Li Qiao: "Which palace are you a little eunuch, you dare to be lazy here!"

Li Qiao opened his eyes and said nonsense: "Young master misunderstood, the slave is suffering from heat stroke, just fainted, the slave is going to work now."

He said that he was about to leave, but the young man held him back: "Don't worry, I think you're interesting, come and play with me...my son for a while."

Li Qiao sat down and stared at him, playing?playing what?

The boy asked again: "What's your name?"

Li Qiao smiled: "The surname is Gou, the first name doesn't matter."

Boy: "...I think you are a little different from other eunuchs."

Li Qiao was really not in the mood to play with a son who was spoiled and spoiled, he said: "Young master thinks too much, we eunuchs are all the same, there is no little chirp."

The boy blushed: "You! Why are you so vulgar?"

Li Qiao: "..." It's really hard to serve!He pointed to his tightly closed mouth to indicate that he would never speak again, and the young man calmed down and coughed dryly: "Actually, I have some troubles that no one can talk about. I want to talk to you."

Li Qiao opened his eyes wide. Since when did he have the face of an intimate sister, but he has always been kind, so he put away the thorns all over his body, and said: "The nobles of the family always have a lot of miscellaneous things. Let me tell you, my son, and the slaves can do it." Help me too."

He is kind, the young man turned his face away, and lowered his voice: "My father and mother are married, so it can be said that there is no relationship, but my mother is generous and decent, and my father has always respected her, but my father also has other concubines. My mother has been suffering in silence, because she felt that my father didn't like other concubines very much, but... one day, my father raised a concubine, and he was very good and doting on that concubine." He glanced at it quickly. Yan Li Qiao: "I think my father really fell in love with that outer room, what do you think I should do?"

Li Qiao thought about it seriously: "Does your mother really like your father?" If she didn't really like her, she would feel better. In this era, a woman's marriage is a funeral object, and so is a man's.

The boy shook his head: "I can't tell, they've been married for so many years."

Li Qiao was also very helpless, and muttered in a low voice: "So why do men marry so many wives? Monogamy is better."

The boy opened his eyes wide: "You are really bold!"

Seeing that his eyes were big like a hamster, Li Qiao stroked his hair with a smile: "Yes, I'm so courageous!" Then he pinched his face and jumped out with the help of the rockery. After losing sight of him, the boy touched his face with complicated eyes.

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Li Qiao wandered back all the way, and before reaching the gate of Qiande Palace, he saw two little maids. Qiande Palace is full of young eunuchs, and there are basically no palace ladies on duty. He thought about it, guessed which concubine it was, and immediately felt uncomfortable.

He gasped for breath and was about to sneak in to take a look, but he didn't expect the two little maids with sharp eyes to stop him: "Concubine Shu is inside, you little eunuch doesn't know the rules."

Li Qiao didn't change his face: "Can the two aunts take on important national affairs?"

Li Qiao pretended too much, the two young maids looked at each other and suddenly lost their minds, at this moment a young eunuch next to him said: "Eunuch Li, don't worry."

So this is that Eunuch Li!The two maids stopped at the door without hesitation, and said in a strange way: "I said why I have such a charming face, it turns out to be Eunuch Li."

It was only then that Li Qiao realized that his name had already spread throughout the palace, and that's right, the palace never had any secrets, and Emperor Jing He never thought of hiding him.

He thought that no matter whether he opened his mouth or not, sooner or later one day, his face immediately darkened: "I know that the miscellaneous family is, why don't you let me go?"

The two maids suddenly lost their arrogance, thinking about the position of the little eunuch in Jing Hedi's heart, and lost their mind for a while, at this moment, a charming voice came from the palace: "Who is making noise outside the palace? Why don't you come in and plead guilty?" ?”

Li Qiao took a deep breath, entered the room and raised his eyes to see a charming woman hugging a snow-white dog next to Jing Hedi. : "The servant sees the emperor and concubine Shu."

"What courage!" Concubine Shu was born delicate and beautiful, and she spoke softly in front of Emperor Jinghe. In all fairness, she was very sweet and pleasing to men: "Which palace are you a little eunuch? You came to Qiande Palace without learning the rules well." On duty? Your majesty, why don't you hand over this little eunuch to me, and let me teach him well."

Emperor Jinghe was silent for a moment, and Li Qiao's face became more and more ugly. After a long while, he said, "Come here, send Concubine Shu back to the palace."

"Your Majesty?" Concubine Shu was in disbelief.

Li Qiao wasn't very happy either. Looking at Concubine Shu's resentful eyes and her aggrieved look of having to leave, he had to admit that Xu didn't love deeply enough, Xu Jing and Emperor didn't give him a sense of security, he regretted it up.

The hall was completely empty, and the two people who had been glued to each other looked at each other speechlessly.

Jing Hedi frowned: "Come here."

Li Qiao subconsciously walked over obediently, and finally stopped in front of him. He didn't know that his face was extremely pale now, and it made people feel distressed and uncomfortable.

Jing Hedi's broad right hand wrapped half of his face, and said in a hoarse voice: "Don't be angry, the Qiande Palace will not allow concubines to enter in the future."

"Then will you go to the harem?" Li Qiao asked, "Will you?"

Jing Hedi was silent.

"You will." Li Qiao said softly, as if foreseeing the scene at that time: "You will go to your concubine. You have to go to the queen on the fifteenth day of the month, what about me? I will definitely go crazy, die of jealousy, and finally become an ugly person..."

Just like the distorted face of Concubine Shu just now...

Li Qiao patted Jing Hedi's hand off: "So, I won't love you anymore."

This sentence was resounding, and in the long years to come, Jing Hedi played it back in his mind over and over again, remembering how painful he was when Li Qiao said this, and how painful he was, torturing himself again and again, and admonishing him Never make a mistake like this.

But now Jing Hedi didn't think so much, he felt more uncomfortable and panicked after hearing this sentence, and put his arm around Li Qiao and held him in his arms.

"you dare?"

"I can." Li Qiao said.

Jing Hedi stared into Li Qiao's eyes, trying to find a trace of anger, but there was none.

His mind was suddenly confused, he lowered his head and kissed Li Qiao's lips, looking forward to his response with great eagerness, just like before, Qiao Qiao was always kissed by him, staring like a cat. Every response made him tremble and excited, but the next second his lips were bitten hard, and Li Qiao struggled to push him away, as if the whole person Wanting to leave him, Jing and Di instinctively pressed him on the desk and continued to kiss, as if they wanted to get the answer from the kiss.

"Let go... bastard..."

Li Qiao's strength is really small, but he is extremely fierce. The two people are like fighting beasts, one is crazy and excited, and the other is suppressed and silent, but neither of them is willing to give in. It was not until clear and salty tears fell that Jing Hedi stopped with red eyes. His lips moved, but no sound came out of his throat.

Li Qiao wiped his mouth, the back of his hand was covered with blood, he couldn't tell whose lip was broken, he took out the small book hidden by the system and stuffed it into Jing Hedi's hand.

"Fingerprint!"

After speaking, he turned his head and ran away, as if there was a flood beast behind him...

Flood Beast... When did his relationship with Qiao Qiao become like this?

Jing Hedi sat down slowly, holding a small book wrapped in kraft paper in his hand, and after a while, two words rolled out of his throat: "Qiao Qiao..."

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