boat crossing boundless

This is the first time that Shan Wuya heard his own name from Xie Zhou, it was dumb, weak, but extremely deceptive.

He still remembers me.

The fireworks suddenly bloomed, the gorgeous night was heavy, and the night was full of colors. It seemed that they were just waiting for these three words and a single sentence.

Shan Wuya covered Xie Zhou's body.

The first time Shan Wuya met Xie Zhou was at the beginning of the second year of high school, and he joined their class as a transfer student.

At that time, Xie Zhou was wearing a washed and yellowed white shirt, black trousers that barely reached his ankles, and a pair of black cloth shoes with long laces on the left and short laces on the right. He still pursed his lips, looking gloomy.

Even with this appearance, Shan Wuya's heart was still pounding. At that time, he really felt that he might be sick. How could such a person become his Yan Ruyu?

Shan Wuya thought that his eyesight might be bad, otherwise how could he see through the gloomy disguise and find that Xie Zhou is so good-looking?It's good to see him, and he feels in his heart, good to see that he looks exactly like the fairy in his dream.

Beauty misleads people, beauty misleads people.Shan Wuya once loved books the most. He once felt that his Wuya was not a sea of ​​learning, but a sea of ​​books. He even thought that he would really spend a lifetime with Yan Ruyu in the book, but at the age of 17 Nian finds out that his Wuya is a crush on Wuya, and Xie Zhou is needed to rescue him.

This crossing has been waiting for ten years.

Ten years should have been a long wait, but it was only a moment in a trance.

This moment stretched and grew into the two years with Xie Zhou.

At that time, Shan Wuya was the most stupid and cowardly little soldier in love, he didn't dare to approach, dare not talk, afraid of boredom, afraid of contempt.

He didn't have the courage to wave his spear forward and fight to the death, and finally became a shameful deserter.

But he was glad that he still worked hard to do something, even if he couldn't get close to hugging, he could still care secretly.

For Shan Wuya, Xie Zhou's acceptance of his kindness is a kind of happiness and satisfaction.

So he became a thief, stealing nothing but Xie Zhou's taste preference, and then repeatedly confirmed the chewing in his memory, learned everything he remembered Xie Zhou might like dishes more, and only liked what Xie Zhou had eaten All the things.

Shan Wuya felt that he had been suffering from a serious illness, so he tried various methods to save himself.

After graduating from university, Shan Wuya began to try to draw manga. During that time, he calmed down a lot, and he no longer had nightmares about Xie Zhou. Instead, he had some pleasant dreams.

In the dream, he and Xie Zhou are just like the protagonists in his novels. They met, knew each other, and fell in love when they were young. In the dream, he would confess bravely. It's orange soda and they're holding hands sweeter than sugar.

He drew many such stories, these beautiful and too illusory stories, pretending to fill his unsolvable emptiness and regret.

Shan Wuya felt that he looked better and better, but felt that his illness was getting worse.

He couldn't wait for the antidote, thinking, why not take the drug, destroy all obsessions, and just fall like that.

But what he didn't expect was that the drug would become the antidote.

He is even ready to flee, if it is not Xie Zhou, let him escape alone for the rest of his life, escape from the life of a so-called normal person, continue to be sick, Xie Zhou is always in the sickness, it is a great happiness to think about it .

This may be the pity of God, the reward of perseverance, the gift, and the generosity of fate.

These are not important anymore, the important thing is that he has Xie Zhou.

This is the great luck in this life.

The author has something to say: In fact, it is a dual perspective. The next chapter is the perspective of the subject, and then it will start to be sweet. I thought it would be good to end here. Thinking about some foreshadowing characters, I still want to write to see the parents 23333 and try to finish it as soon as possible.