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Yuan Sheng knocked on the door, "Your Majesty, the slaves are here to deliver sober soup."

Huan Yu woke up like drunk, and there was still some charming smell in the air, but he was the only one in the milky white bath soup. He was a little confused, and asked, "Did He Kang be here just now?"

"Go back to the emperor, the general just left."

Huan Yu suspected that it was also a dream.He knocked his head, put on his clothes, and drank the hangover soup in one gulp.

After a long time, he touched his lips and asked Yuan Sheng, "He was really here just now?"

Yuan Sheng looked at the bright red dots on Huan Yu's neck, a little embarrassed: "Yes."

Huan Yu touched his neck, let out a "hiss", and instantly understood what happened, and said in embarrassment: "You back down."

Yuan Sheng hastily resigned.

Huan Yu thought it was just a dream, but he didn't expect He Kang to be here.

Since you came, why did you leave again?

—— Huan Yu rubbed his head, he couldn't remember what happened just now, he only vaguely remembered the back of He Kang pushing him away.

Really lonely and depressed.

Step by step in his heart.

What did he say wrong?Huan Yu thought hard, but couldn't think of anything.

He Kang was brought into the palace only because he resembled He Qing when he was a child, but upon closer inspection, the two are different.He Qing was patient, he gritted his teeth and passed any pain.But He Kang didn't. If his finger was broken, he would run half the palace and yell. When he saw Huan Yu, he would rub into his arms, and he had to brag about it.

Huan Yu later realized that He Kang liked him from that kiss. After that kiss, everything seemed to have changed, and Huan Yu really couldn't look at him with ordinary eyes.He tried to hide from him, tried to hit him, tried to use his feelings for He Qing to force him to retreat, but that kid never let go, and he had the intention of entangled with him for the rest of his life.

The silly boy said to him with a choked voice, "Think of me as He Qing."

He said, "He Qing won't love you, but I will."

——"Only I will die for you, not for your mountains and rivers."

At that moment, something seemed to collapse in Huan Yu's heart, and he heard his heart trembling violently.

Some people have a hard mouth, but a soft heart.

The next day, He Kang came to the palace to deliver the paperwork, saying that he was willing to guard the frontier and stay in Lingxue City.

Huan Yu's smile became stiff, and the hands under the desk trembled violently.

He Kangxu was suffering from the wind and cold, his face was very pale, but his brows were as firm as before, and he promised Huanyu that he would stay in the frontier for the rest of his life.

Huan Yu couldn't listen, and just said: "Yesterday..."

"Don't mention yesterday." He Kang's face was stained with sadness, and he almost begged and repeated: "Don't mention it."

Huan Yu was also speechless, just raised his eyes and stared at He Kang without blinking.

He Kang looked away from him.

After an unknown amount of time, Huan Yu asked him softly, "Do you really want to leave?"

He Kang nodded and said yes in a hoarse voice.

Huan Yu smiled suddenly, as if he had extinguished the stars in the sky, Liubo's eyes couldn't see the stars anymore, he lowered his head and said, "Then you go."

He Kang also smiled along with him, assuring him with bloodless lips parted and closed: "With me here, no one can defeat Ling Xuecheng——I know what it means to you."

Lingxuecheng is covered with snow all the year round, easy to defend but difficult to attack, it is an important pass, and it is the hub connecting the Thirteen Kingdoms in the North and the Great Jin.He Kang knew that it meant more than that to Huan Yu - it was taken back by He Qing after a narrow escape.

It is He Qing's glory.

Both of them were obviously smiling, but their eyes were extremely sad.The distance between the two of them was only one case, but it seemed as far from Ling Xuecheng to the imperial palace.

Huan Yu opened his mouth, but couldn't speak anymore, He Kang turned and left.

When He Kang was about to walk out, Huan Yu stopped him.

Huan Yu's voice was very soft, as if he was whispering in He Kang's arms that day.He Kang sniffed and didn't turn his head. He heard Huan Yu asking him with a trembling voice, "What did yesterday mean to you?"

Thinking of yesterday's misty pool, that lingering kiss, and that hoarse voice, He Kang's lips were pale, his teeth were clenched, and he said every word: "I said, don't mention yesterday."

Huan Yu just watched him walk out of the palace step by step, and he suddenly felt that this person seemed to be walking back to his own world step by step.

Standing where he was, Huan Yu realized that he had left so resolutely that he couldn't even say a word to persuade him to stay.

He Kang walked very fast, and before Huan Yu had time to see him off, Yuan Sheng said that he had left Beijing.

Then Huan Yu twitched the corner of his mouth, probably Mo He Kang didn't want to see him give it away either.

Yuan Sheng said: "The general left at night."

Huan Yu nodded and repeated: "He walked at night."

Yuan Sheng said cautiously: "It was still raining at night, the general braved the rain to leave, he has not recovered from the cold..."

Huan Yu nodded dumbly: "He's gone..."

Yuan Sheng always felt that Huan Yu was a bit out of his mind, but he couldn't persuade him anything.After he left the main hall and closed the door, he heard a crisp sound of a teacup falling to the ground, followed by a "boom" and the sound of a table collapsing.

Then Huan Yu lost weight deeply, he was reticent all day long, and he no longer had a warm smile on his face.

One day when he came down from court, he went to the East Palace to see Huan Qi, and saw Huan Qi wielding a sword under the old locust tree.

He recognized it, it was the sword technique taught to him by He Kang, but he didn't expect him to be able to dance roughly.It was already autumn, and locust leaves flew down like golden butterflies. He saw Huan Qi wielding a knife and shuttled among them. Although he stumbled, he looked a bit like He Kang.As soon as Huan Qi saw him, he put down his knife and ran over. Huan Yu was really thin now, and couldn't even support Huan Qi's collision, so he staggered back a few steps while holding him.

He heard Huan Qi ask coquettishly, "How soon will Uncle He Kang come back?"

Huan Yu hesitated, his throat sore, "He probably doesn't want to come back."

Huan Qi asked him: "Why don't you want to come back? Uncle He Kang said that he likes staying with the emperor the most."

Huan Yu stopped talking.

Huan Qi had no choice but to pout his mouth, sighed like an adult, squeezed Huan Yu's hand, and said nothing more.

Later, Huan Yu spoke again: "Do you miss him?"

Huan Qi nodded vigorously: "Wow!" He raised his head and asked Huan Yu: "Father, where are you?"

Huan Yu lowered his head and smiled, his eyes full of coolness.

Children can say nothing, they will not grow up.When I grow up, I will bury my emotions deeply in my heart, and then pretend to be careless.Huan Yu has only met one person in these years, even if he grows up, he still can't learn to hide his emotions from him.

It's just that he's gone.

The father and son looked up at the yellow leaves flying all over the sky, feeling very disappointed for a moment.

The palace is no longer flying around, and the silence is a little scary.During the Mid-Autumn Festival, Guangqing entered the palace, and was surprised to see Huanyu Qingjiao's appearance, "Brother Huang?"

Guangqing didn't plan to enter the palace today, and she was a little angry these few months - if He Kang hadn't lost his heart, how could he guard his brother's Ling Xuecheng?

He Kang, you are so stupid, afraid that Huan Yu will forget him, guarding the city that He Qing called, just so that in the future, when Huan Yu recalls He Qing, he can think of him by the way.

Even if it is an understatement, even if it is only for a moment.

The little eunuch who spoke for Yuan Sheng hesitated, "You should go back to the palace and have a look."

Guangqing entered the palace suspiciously, but unexpectedly saw Huan Yu looking like he was about to be blown away by the wind.

Today's Mid-Autumn Palace Banquet, only Huan Yu, Huan Qi and her were at the banquet.

Huanyu's sisters all went to their respective fiefdoms, and Guangqing stayed in the palace because he was the youngest, and was closest to Huanyu.Seeing Huan Yu bowing his head and pouring wine, she suddenly felt that he was a little more lonely.

In fact, for so many years, he didn't even have a single person to talk to.

Guangqing couldn't stand it and said: "Brother Huang, stop drinking."

Looking at the wine cup, Huan Yu didn't know what to think, and gradually put his hand down, and didn't touch the wine again.Then he started to cough violently, loudly, heart-piercingly, coughed for a long time, and finally stopped.

Guangqing pinched the cup and looked at the moon, he didn't know what he thought of: "I don't know if the moon in Lingxue City is also so round."

Huan Yu's throat started to itch again.

Thousands of miles away in Lingxue City, someone ran to the city gate and set off fireworks all over the sky, and the common people came out to watch.It has been snowing these days, but August [-]th is sunny, and the moon climbs out at night.

The common people like the generals of the He family very much, one relieves them from slavery, and the other keeps them safe.Zhao Ziliang pointed at the city gate and shouted: "Look quickly! That's General He Xiao!"

Everyone you squeeze me, I squeeze you, poking your head to see He Kang.

While drinking, He Kang asked them loudly: "Are the fireworks beautiful?"

Everyone said it looks good, it looks good.

"Is the moon beautiful?"

Everyone said it was good-looking and good-looking.

"Are the people around you nice?"

Now everyone has different opinions. Some boldly replied "It looks good", some shyly said "It's okay", and some who were looking for scolding said "It's not good-looking", and then they were sternly twisted by their lover.

He Kang's voice was much lower: "Are you happy?"

Everyone nodded like a pounding garlic, and they all answered him: "Happy!"

He Kang slid down against the city wall and muttered in a low voice, "I'm not happy."

……

In October, Guangqing entered the palace and told Huan Yu solemnly: "I have received bad news."

Seeing Huan Yu's expression of not wanting to understand, she said angrily, "I heard that General Xiaoyuan's daughter chased her all the way to Lingxue City and said she wanted to marry He Kang. The common people rushed to match them up!"

Huan Yu was still critiquing papers, he hadn't recovered from a long illness, and his face was gloomy.

It is true that many little girls like He Kang, but He Kang always likes to ignore him, making people retreat without fighting.

Guangqing felt bored and walked away, and then went to the palace every now and then to report the progress to Huanyu.

One day, Huan Yu couldn't help asking her: "How many eyeliners do you have in Ling Xuecheng?"

Guangqing became proud: "I know all of He Kang's lieutenants, and they send me a letter every ten days in Beijing!"

Huan Yu took a sip of tea to suppress the depression in his heart.

Guangqing entered the palace and became diligent again, talking with Huanyu about their development progress.When did they eat, when did they enjoy the flowers, and when did He Kang invite her to his yard.

Huan Yu slapped the case hard: "You don't have to tell me these things."

Guangqing rolled her eyes: "Don't you care about He Kang? Don't you want to know how he is doing in Lingxue City?" She stretched her head and smiled slyly at Huan Yu: "Don't you want to read the letters written by the lieutenants? "

Huan Yu rubbed his head: "I don't want to."

Guangqing only thought that he didn't answer the first two questions, and said, "Let's see later."

Huan Yu's head hurts.

Just when the imperial physician came in to check the pulse, Guangqing asked casually, "Why hasn't my brother Shen's illness recovered in the past few months?"

The imperial physician shook his head: "Your Majesty, this is a heart disease."

"Heart problem?" Guangqing scratched her head, and when she heard Huan Yu asked her to step down, she no longer pushed forward, and started writing letters as soon as she got home.

Huan Yu couldn't hold back another heart-wrenching cough.

This imperial physician is the oldest imperial physician in the palace. Seeing Huan Yu coughing like this, he shook his head like a rattle: "Your Majesty, it's time for you to rest and recuperate."

Huan Yu swallowed hard the medicine: "I can't stop."

What should I do if I stop and think of him again?

It's fine now, the old lady of the He family told him that day that she really wanted to hold a great-great-grandson, so thinking about it, she would soon get what she wanted.In the future, some people will miss that silly boy, he will never be as lonely as he was when he was a child.No matter how you think about it, it's much better than being by your side.

The imperial physician had no choice but to think of another way: "My minister listed a prescription, which is for nourishing the body. Your Majesty uses it to soak in medicinal baths, and see the situation in a few days." The imperial physician hesitated to speak, and couldn't help but persuade: " These are still palliatives, not the root cause, heart diseases need to be treated with heart medicine, Your Majesty."

Huan Yu shook his head but refused to admit it: "I don't have a heart disease."

That night, Huan Yu soaked in the steaming medicine bath, and vaguely thought of the rainstorm a few months ago.

At that time, he was in a daze as if he had a dream, dreaming of the deceased He Qing.

He Qing's face is still very young, he was only 20 years old when he left, and he was as old as He Kang.Strange to say, He Qing and He Kang are very similar in both figure and appearance, but he can recognize He Qing at a glance.

He Qing seemed to be laughing that there were still no beauties in his harem, so he quarreled with him, and then said that it was impossible to have women.

"Akon..."

"I fell in love with He Kang..."

What should I do, Ah Kang, I like He Kang now.

But when he woke up that day, he was always at odds with He Kang.

Huan Yu sank to the bottom of the pool, trying to get rid of those thoughts, and when he came out again, He Kang's voice and smile were still lingering in his mind.

Huan Yu covered his heart and looked at Ding blankly: "You are finished..."

Medicinal bath is for meditation, but Huan Yu found that it didn't work—every time he met Guang Qing, he wanted to keep her mouth shut, but he also wanted to know He Kang's recent situation.

When Guangqing came this time, there was no teasing look between her brows, she said in a deep voice, maybe He Kang will come to propose marriage soon.

With a sweet taste in Huan Yu's throat, he spit out a mouthful of blood, startling everyone in the hall.

While Yuan Sheng sent someone to announce the imperial physician, he warned everyone not to talk about it.It is no small matter for the emperor to vomit blood, and if something goes wrong, it can shake the country he has defended so desperately for these years.

Guangqing was terrified, she didn't know that the news could deal such a big blow to Huan Yu.

After setting up Huanyu, Yuan Sheng handed Guangqing a clean handkerchief, and couldn't help but said, "Princess, you talk too much these days."

Guangqing Liushen Wuzhu, what people say, she should respond: "It's my fault... It's my fault..."

Yuan Sheng couldn't help but said: "You are pushing His Majesty too hard. In fact, we all know that he likes the little general, but what do you think is the reason why he dare not face it?" Yuan Sheng sighed: "Your Majesty doesn't get a good night's sleep every night. Occasionally, when the slave enters the room early in the morning, he finds that His Majesty has not even closed his eyes." Yuan Sheng felt a little sad for Huan Yu: "You have to give him some time, he reads General He Qing After reading it for so many years, now I realize that...he will also be afraid."

Guangqing returned to the princess mansion in a daze, thinking about what Yuan Sheng said earlier, and complained more and more about himself.

Huan Yu was in a hurry this time, and it took a lot of time to recuperate.Guangqing stopped being noisy when he entered the palace, and stood cautiously on the side, not daring to vent his atmosphere.

Huan Yu was a little puzzled: "Why is it so quiet recently?"

Guangqing couldn't stop crying, and kept admitting his mistakes, "I won't talk about He Kang anymore."

Huan Yu wiped her tears and coaxed her softly: "Don't cry."

Guangqing knew that Huanyu was the most shameful person to cry, and he used to look down on He Kang's little routine, but now that he thinks about it, it's really tried and tested.

She blinked her eyes and said, "Brother Huang won't blame Guangqing, will he?"

Huan Yu shook his head, Guangqing heaved a sigh of relief, and finally got a gold medal for avoiding death.

The next moment Yuan Sheng ran over in a panic, but his eyes were filled with joy: "Your Majesty, General He Kang has entered the palace!"