nemesis he always seduces me

Until he walked out of the school gate, Su Yi was still in a daze. He even thought he was having a dream, so he couldn't help but reach out and press his schoolbag to confirm that the scarf was indeed missing, so he had to admit that the fucking scene was real. happened.

why?He couldn't figure it out.Death is inexplicable.

Su Yi seldom feels so sad for a person. Many people are passers-by in his life. He has seen it early. Therefore, regarding friends, even if they will be separated one day, he is willing to silently accept and bless them instead of Go back and pester, but why are you so unwilling today?

Intimate care when sick, undefended dependence on weekdays... Are those all fake?He doesn't understand.

Distraught, he took out his mobile phone, swiped to Lan Peng's name, his finger stayed on the dial button for a while, and finally pressed back, forget it, Lan Peng was not optimistic about his friendship with Su Shen, Calling in the past can only be exchanged for the other party's sincere words.

People who have never been absent from class, don't know where to go?He had no choice but to get on a bus casually, found a seat by the window and sat down, turned his head in silence to look at the buildings passing by outside the window. Lan Peng asked him more than once, when did he get so close to Su Shen?Su Yi can't tell, some people really walked into their lives without knowing it, and if they have to talk about when and what happened, they really can't tell.

Lan Peng didn't say anything at first, but then he went out to dinner with his junior high school classmates. On the way back, Lan Peng said that some words might not sound good, but Su Shen and we are not from the same world, let's just play together , but don't be too stupid and serious, they are all players, not like us, they just have a hobby, they can play as soon as they say it.

In fact, Su Yi understood that although he had never seen Su Shen play too much, but that time when he helped him in Qinhuai, he didn't just pass by by accident, right?Are you actually playing there?But so what?He always felt that he and the other party were not close enough to talk about such a personal issue, and, for some reason, his intuition also made him feel that Su Shen was not that kind of person.

But what kind of person is he?Su Yi always thought that he was a very childish person, naive but also cruel.

But what did he tell Lan Peng at that time?At that time, I smiled and said, what's the matter, just ordinary friends, and will not interfere in each other's life.

Lan Peng just said with a smile, you just know it in your heart.

Do you really know it in your heart?Su Yi stroked the broken hair on his forehead irritably, as if there was a time when Su Shen said to him: "You are so useless, no wonder anyone can bully you!"

He still remembers saying half-jokingly and half-seriously, "So you bully me too?"

He didn't quite remember what Su Shen said.It seemed that he was the only one who was bullying him. Heh, he was the one who had been bullying him all the time, but the villain was the one who complained first.

It was him who was useless, he was right, when he was bullied, he only felt sad, Su Yi lowered his head.

When the bus arrived at the terminal, Su Yi got off the bus with the last few people on the bus, walked aimlessly, found a book bar at random, ordered a cup of coffee, selected a few books, and found a bookstore by the window with In the sunny position, while drinking something, I was bored to pass the time.

It's just that people are in a daze, and they can't turn a page in the book for a long time. Even if they turn the page, they don't know what they read... The winter sun shines on the body through the window, and the warmth relaxes the nerves, making Su Yi tired. lying on the table.

I hate not having enough time every day, and it turns out that time can pass so slowly!He sighed silently while half asleep and half awake.

After Su Shen chased out of the campus, he searched around but didn't see Su Yi's figure. He hesitated for a while, and took a taxi directly to Su Yi's house.Climbing upstairs in one breath, he put his head against the closed door, and the cold anti-theft door made his mind clearer.

He wanted to find him right away and tell him, I'm sorry, so what if he has something to do with Lu Zhiqiu?Are you willing to let go like this?

No!no!Even if he knows he is not Lu Zhiqiu's opponent, he still can't give up the person he likes. If he does that, he will look down on him for the rest of his life.

He knows in his heart that he not only likes that person, but is even obsessed with that person. That person's smile makes him happy, that person's smell makes him addicted, that person's tenderness and meticulousness make him addicted, and he is greedy for that person's bring. My own warmth and tolerance, even if he is forced to do homework or make up homework, I can still enjoy it.

There has never been such a person, and there will never be such a person again!

But there was no one in Su Yi's house, and Su Shen sat in front of the door again. From morning to noon, Su Yi didn't come home. Su Shen stood up with red eyes, and he didn't know where to find this person at all. On the phone, I dialed the phone number I had already memorized, but the other party had already turned off the phone.

His legs were numb again, he hissed, leaning against the door and waiting to recover, this time without Su Yi rubbing his legs, maybe there will be none in the future...

He went downstairs, the sun was just right, and the cheerful laughter of the children in the community was floating in the wind, carefree, as if they were not living in the same world as him.

He looked up upstairs again, ready to leave, when out of the corner of his eye he saw a middle-aged man staring in the same direction. Su Shen couldn't help but take another look. Life is not good, Su Shen took a look and then looked away.

It's just that Su Shen didn't expect that Su Yi would come back not long after he left. Although it was sad, he felt that he had almost adjusted in the morning. From childhood to adulthood, no matter what happened, he could only rely on himself To adjust, I'm used to it.

Yiling was too busy, and his health was not good. From a very young age, he knew that he had no one to rely on, and he had to take good care of Yiling. This was his only relative.He grew up like this, seemingly harmless, but can be very powerful.

In the afternoon, I made up the lessons that were missed today. Then, seeing that it was getting late, I opened the refrigerator, selected ingredients and cooked.

As usual, Yiling came back as soon as the meal was on the table. Sometimes Su Yi suspected that Yiling had a particularly sensitive nose and was rushing home to smell the smell.

"It's so cold today, it's so cold today, too." While talking, Yi Ling took off and hung up his coat, picked up the porridge bowl and held it in his palm to keep warm.

Su Yi looked outside: "It's windy."

"No, it's cloudy outside, maybe it's going to snow." Yi Ling said.

"Oh", it is clear that the sun is still shining brightly in the daytime.

Seeing that Su Yi was not in a good mood, Yiling was about to speak when there was a knock on the door, and Yiling got up to open the door: "Auntie." A voice came, and then a figure walked in with a cold wind , Su Shen greeted Yiling affectionately.

Yi Ling was very happy to see Su Shen: "Xin Xin, have you eaten yet? Why didn't you come back with Yi Yi today?" She was used to the fact that Su Shen followed Su Yi home for a meal, and the two returned home separately. I'm really not used to it.

"I've eaten, Auntie. I was supposed to come back with my brother, but something happened at the last minute, so I came here now." Su Shen looked at Su Yi with a smile.

Su Yi lowered his head, trying to control the urge to smash the bowl into the opponent's face?what is this?

"Auntie, you guys have dinner, I'll go to Yiyi's room to do my homework first." Su Shen said happily to Yiling.

Su Yi glanced at the other party coldly, with a warning in his eyes, but his eyes finally stayed on the other party's neck. Su Shen was wearing the scarf he had thrown away in the morning.

"Okay, okay, Xin Xin is so good." Yi Ling couldn't stop boasting.

Su Yi finished his meal, washed the dishes, and sat on the sofa with Yiling to watch the show of the bloody mother-in-law and daughter-in-law for the first time. Even Yiling was a little strange: "Yiyi, don't you do your homework today?"

"It's finished."

"Then go and accompany Xin Xin."

Su Yi pursed her lips: "Don't bother him with his homework."

Yiling glanced at him suspiciously, but didn't speak any more. After finishing the two episodes of the series, Yiling turned off the TV and prepared to take a shower and go to bed. looked up at him.

Su Yi closed the door, neither of them spoke, they just looked at each other silently.

Finally, Su Yi asked coldly: "What are you doing here? I thought we had nothing to do with each other."

Su Shen stood up and gave Su Yi a hand: "I'm sorry." He lowered his eyes. Although he had rehearsed it thousands of times in his mind, he still stuttered when the situation came to an end, "I'm in a bad mood today, so..., I'm sorry, I shouldn't be angry with you, I was wrong, can you forgive me this time."

He has been considering whether to tell the other party what he is going to confess, but after the enthusiasm in the early stage and the heavy blow in the later stage, the anger in his heart has been vented all at once, and the two of them are now in this situation, in case Su He couldn't accept it either, so he could only sentence himself to death, so he could only endure the grievances in his heart.

Su Yi's grievances still have something to say, but what about his?

Su Yi looked at him, eyes full of exhaustion: "Go while my mother is taking a bath, I won't be angry anymore, we are still classmates after all."

Su Shen's eyes were red, and he leaned against the door as if he was afraid that Su Yi would run away: "A normal classmate? I never regarded you as a normal classmate, really! Su Yi, I was wrong, but it's really Is it unforgivable?"

There were tears in the big eyes, and the long eyelashes trembled slightly, as if the teardrops would slip down the next moment.

Su Yi couldn't bear to see him like this, so he couldn't help but close his eyes, with reason on one side and emotion on the other, he said sincerely: "Su Shen, I'm sorry, I'm a little tired, it's really tiring being with you..." He Wanted to say, you're naive and emotional, and you're going to play around with my emotions, but he just said "I don't want to go on like that, you know, my life, it's not that easy."

He said softly, "Let's go."

Su Shen's tears finally fell down: "You despise me for being naive, self-willed, and ignorant, but Su Yi, can't you feel how much I like you? I treat you as..." As The most trustworthy, most reliable and beloved person, but he can only say "Treat yourself like a real brother. Can't you wait for me? When I grow up, I will understand."

Su Yi pursed her lips and looked at him without speaking.

He hummed in a nasal voice: "I'm not leaving!" He walked to the wardrobe by himself, pulled out the pajamas he wore every day, hugged him in his arms, sat motionless on the bedside, and acted like a child. .

Su Yi is about to be laughed at by him, he seems to have this ability, every time he is half dead by anger, he can suddenly poke the point of laughter.

He silently adjusted his emotions and made himself serious: "Su Shen, I beg you, can you stop being so childish?" He said slowly and word by word, "If you want to play, you can find anyone." , but I can't, I really can't afford to play, can't I admit it?."

Su Shen stood up suddenly, her eyes burning: "Playing? What did you say? You said I was playing? Su Yi, you careless bastard, say it again!"

Su Yi anxiously stroked the broken hair on his forehead: "Then what do you say you are? What do you take me for? It's not you, Su, who slaps a sweet date when you call it. Xin?"

Su Shen stepped forward to hug Su Yi, and said word by word: "I treat you like my own brother. I've said it before. I made a mistake. I apologize. I'm naive. I'm naive. I'll grow up. You Is it really so unfeeling? Can't you give others a chance to make a mistake?" He poked Su Yi's heart with his finger, wishing to pierce the other's skin and see the other's heart.

Su Yi felt that Su Shen's body was trembling slightly, and felt that he was encircling him again, strangling him so hard that he couldn't breathe, and he closed his eyes weakly.

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