rainy tonight

At 12:30 midnight, on the clock in the living room, the second hand is determined to rotate and move forward at a regular frequency, without stopping.

As time progressed bit by bit, Aunt Li became more and more anxious.She called Yan Jun in the afternoon to ask him if he would come back for dinner, but no one answered the phone, and she called twice in the evening, still the same.There was no news until now, and it was raining heavily outside. She was really worried that something had happened, and was so anxious that she walked around in the living room for countless times.

"Ding-dong-"

Mrs. Li's heart skipped a beat, her face immediately showed joy, she also breathed a sigh of relief, and hurried to open the door.

After the door was opened, Mrs. Li was shocked to see the scene outside.

Yan Jun stood at the door with his whole body drenched, his trousers were soaked in muddy water, his flat coat became wrinkled, and his original appearance could not be seen. His hair was also wet, with a few strands of hair hanging on his forehead. With a pair of dull eyes, the rain fell from the forehead to the face, and then fell to the ground along the chin.

Aunt Li hurriedly helped him into the house, and when he got to the sofa, Yan Jun seemed to come back to his senses, stood up straight and pulled out his arms, and when he spoke, his voice was extremely hoarse: "I'm fine."

Why does he seem to be fine? Seeing that his lips were pale and his face flushed abnormally, Mrs. Li asked anxiously, "Why did you get caught in the rain, Mister, do you have a fever?"

Yan Jun raised his hand and pressed his forehead, closed his eyes and said, "You bring the fever-reducing medicine here."

"I'd better call the doctor."

Yan Jun frowned and repeated: "No, just bring the antipyretics."

"……OK."

She found the medicine box, poured a glass of warm water, Yan Jun took the medicine, and went upstairs and into the bedroom step by step.

After standing at the door for a while, Aunt Li was still a little worried, so she went in to have a look.

Yan Jun was already lying on the bed, holding a bunch of things in his arms. She got closer and realized that it was Chang Jiayu's clothes left here.

Also walking to the bedside, she saw Yan Jun's lips half-closed, saying something repeatedly, even though she couldn't hear clearly at this time, she had heard it many days ago, it must be Jia Yu's name.

The puppy that Yan Jun brought back ran out at some point, and ran to the bedside without barking, just laying down against the edge of the bed, looking straight at Mrs. Li, as if thinking about what she was doing. What.

Mrs. Li felt a little uncomfortable, but she couldn't do anything else, she could only cover Yan Jun with the quilt, turn off the light and leave.

Half a month later, the two-month vacation was over, and Chang Jiayufei returned abroad.

A few days later, the school officially started. At the opening ceremony of the new semester, the principal and the tenured professors of the various colleges delivered speeches.After more than half of the lengthy progress, when the principal stood on the podium again, the students below almost fell asleep.

Seeing this situation, the principal coughed awkwardly into the microphone, and then solemnly announced: "Next, we will announce the outstanding students who won scholarships last semester..."

The old principal's English pronunciation was neither British nor American, and it didn't sound so clear, so Chang Jiayu didn't react when his name was read.

It was the classmates sitting next to him who reminded him, and Chang Jiayucai immediately walked to the front of the stage and took the academy's special trophy from the blue-eyed principal.

Facing the warm sunshine, he showed a smile brighter than the sun.

In addition to the trophy, the professor representatives of the college also had to wear an honor badge for Chang Jiayu. The person who did this happened to be Chang Jiayu's mentor, that Chinese professor who always had a straight face and was extremely demanding.

He pinned the badge on Chang Jiayu's chest and looked up at him with a rare smile on his face. Although it was fleeting, it still surprised Chang Jiayu.

The professor patted him on the shoulder and spoke to him in unproficient Chinese: "It's great, keep working hard, don't embarrass the Chinese people."

Chang Jiayu reached out to shake his hand, and said seriously: "Understood, I will work harder."

The scholarship was credited to the bank card after the opening ceremony, and Chang Jiayu checked it at a nearby bank after school, and there was nothing wrong with it.

He walked out of the bank, met his roommate Qin Ming, and the two walked towards the apartment together.

Qin Ming was in the same school as him, and naturally saw Chang Jiayu receiving the award, so he asked curiously, "Kevin seemed to say something else when he gave you the badge. What did he say?"

Not every Chinese person has a strong sense of national identity. Qin Ming has the same blood as him, but he never considers himself a Chinese. Chang Jiayu didn't say much: "It's just words of encouragement."

"Well, but then again, it's really not easy for you to get an A in two of his courses. I heard that a few years ago, Kevin didn't give any A's to any of his students for three consecutive years. Many The students complained so much that they didn’t want to take his class, but it’s a pity that Kevin’s class includes the required courses for your major, it’s like hell.”

Chang Jiayu also laughed out loud, and said in a serious tone: "There is no way, physics itself is already a hell for many people, and you can also find different fun in it."

Qin Ming clicked his tongue, feeling that it was a realm that he could not comprehend.

They chatted like this and turned into the street where they rented an apartment. This is a residential area, relatively quiet, and there were not many people this time.

Chang Jiayu vaguely heard the barking of the dog, which was a bit like the barking of the little Alaska with brown-red hair.At the beginning, he was reluctant to send the dog away because he was afraid of getting involved, so he didn't name the dog during the few days he kept it at home, but he still remembered those dark eyes and fleshy paws clearly enough.

He turned his head to look, and Qin Ming asked, "What's wrong?"

Chang Jiayu looked at the corner of the street and shook his head: "It's nothing."

He also laughed at himself in his heart, the dog must be in the country, and he didn't know if he had been sent away. In short, it was impossible to appear here. His attention and judgment seem to have declined recently.

Talking and laughing with Qin Ming, they entered the apartment, and a puppy jumped out from behind the mailbox box in the south. It had reddish-brown hair and looked very naive.

It wanted to run forward unrestrained, but with a chain around its neck, it was quickly caught, and turned its head aggrievedly, looking at the man who came out of the corner.

"Dudu, come here." He knelt down and called in a low voice.

The little guy whose name was called bowed his head and walked to Yan Jun's legs, dejected because he didn't catch up with the man with a familiar aura.

Yan Jun rubbed its neck, then stood up and stood on the empty street for a while.

It was only on that night of heavy rain that he understood very clearly how much harm Chang Jiayu's actions had caused him.

Fei Dong persuaded him that he couldn't be said to have done wrong in this matter, because he was kind to the child because of Guan Xun, and agreed to be with him because he was afraid that the other party would be sad.

"If Jia Yu didn't fall in love with you, what you did could not be considered harm, it was just good luck playing tricks on others."

He thought so too at first, thinking that he had just accidentally hurt the other party, but when the pouring rain poured down on his whole body and his limbs became stiff, he finally realized.

What he did wrong was to graft his nostalgia for others into goodwill onto Chang Jiayu, and he didn't agree with the two of them to be together with the most sincere emotions.

Any mature relationship that is sincere enough from the inside to the outside should not be like this. He thought it was a shield for protection, but it actually turned into a wounding arrow and pierced into the other person's heart fiercely. Every dignified person can't accept such a so-called liking, not to mention that in Chang Jiayu's eyes, his liking is completely caused by Guan Xun, which is false and untrue.

Even though he now understands that this is not the case, it is hard to say that he has lost the trust of the child, so that it is difficult for him to move forward, and it is too difficult to even get close.

But Yan Jun understood the importance of Chang Jiayu to him, he left the company to a reliable subordinate to manage, and came here alone with the dog that was given away and returned, just looking for the last possibility.

Chang Jiayu told him with certainty that he already had another relationship that day. At that time, he was drunk and couldn't analyze anything, but after thinking about it later, he felt that it was wrong.

At that time, he didn't look directly at himself when he spoke. After being together under the same roof for a year, how could Yan Jun not understand the other party?

Perhaps, he still has a glimmer of hope, and there is no chance to waste.