rainy tonight

In the self-study class on Thursday afternoon, the monthly exam papers were handed out.

Chang Jiayu glanced at it, threw it into the table pocket, and lay down on the table weakly.

After seeing his horrible grades, Bai Song turned his head and saw Chang Jiayu's slumped eyebrows, thinking that he failed the exam just like himself, so he comforted him and comforted himself: "I didn't pass the exam, I will have to be disciplined by my dad when I go back , I can only work harder next time.”

Chang Jiayu glanced at him inexplicably: "What do you mean 'you didn't pass the exam'?"

"How are your grades?"

"It's almost the same as last time, but this time the problem is difficult, and I guess I can improve a few places."

Bai Song was also a little puzzled: "Then after you read the test paper, you act like someone owes you 800 million yuan, and I thought you were screwed too."

"It didn't happen," Chang Jiayu sighed, "I'm worrying about another thing."

The thing that worried Chang Jiayu was the dinner party between the Chang family and the Yan family. He would definitely not be absent at that time, but Yan Jun would most likely be there. Thinking of the two meeting again, he felt his scalp tingle.

If time goes back to a week ago, he promises that he will not go to the bar with those bad friends.

The object of the forced kiss is a relative who should be called uncle, and he has bumped into such a strange thing, Chang Jiayu thought sadly, his face lost all the previous vivacity.

Bai Song already knew about that matter before, so he could only comfort in a low voice: "Don't be cowardly, don't think too much, eat and drink when the time comes, one or two hours will pass quickly."

Chang Jiayu lowered his eyes, and after a while, his eyes lit up, he straightened up and looked at Bai Song, who was stared at by him a little tremblingly: "Why are you looking at me like that?"

Chang Jiayu looked at him as if he was about to be violated by a young woman from a good family, and rolled his eyes in dissatisfaction: "Why are you nervous? I just want you to go to dinner with me."

"Ah? Forget it," Bai Song put down his hands, "I don't know anyone in your family except your parents, how embarrassing it is to go."

"What's embarrassing? I'll treat you to a big meal for free. I'll order what you want in advance. Spicy crayfish? Hot and sour tripe? Chicken, duck, fish, whatever!"

Bai Song deliberated for five seconds with a serious face, then swallowed, and gave in to the delicious food: "Okay, I'll go with you, you can eat whatever you want."

Chang Jiayu immediately cheered up: "Then it's settled."

After school, the two left the school gate together with their schoolbags on their backs, and Chang Zhenfeng waited at the school gate in his car.

Chang Jiayu took Bai Song to the car and said, "Dad, I want to take my classmates to dinner."

Chang Zhenfeng knew Baisong, this kid often came to play at home, he was very polite.

He smiled and said, "Okay, get in the car."

"Got it!"

Chang Jiayu raised his hands high and cheered as if he had been pardoned, then opened the car door and got in, Bai Song quickly sat beside him, and the car drove towards the hotel.

The two old people came late, Chang Jiayu called one by one, and when he saw Yan Jun, he tightened his voice and called out: "Hello, Uncle."

Yan Jun originally lowered his head slightly, but looked over after hearing his call, Chang Jiayu didn't dare to look at him, so he quickly lowered his head and sat down, shaking his legs to relieve his tension.

Nearly ten people sat down one by one, at a big round table, Chang Jiayu's position was opposite to Yan Jun's.

The two families exchanged pleasantries for a while, and the dishes were brought up one after another. Chang Jiayu and Bai Song immersed themselves in eating together, chatting casually about normal topics, and the time passed faster than expected.

When it was almost time to finish eating, the old lady of the Yan family rubbed her hands, looked at Chang Zhenfeng and said, "When will you and Xiao Jing have a baby?"

Chang Jiayu's hands paused slightly, but he still put the hot soup in the spoon into his mouth.

Chang Zhenfeng laughed twice: "Xiao Jing just got pregnant two days ago, no, I'm going to tell you about it."

"Pregnant?" Perhaps the old lady of the Yan family was too excited, her voice suddenly rose and broke, and then she said with a smile, "That's a good thing, then Zhenfeng should pay more attention to it and go to the hospital more often. examine……"

The air conditioner was obviously turned on in the private room, but Chang Jiayu felt a hot feeling in his heart, and the food in his mouth lost its attractiveness in an instant. He swallowed it as if chewing wax, and took a sip of the orange juice at hand with a blank expression.

The orange juice was cold, and the coolness kept falling down the throat into the stomach, but it couldn't get rid of the irritability in his heart.

Of course he knew that Chang Zhenfeng was not too old, and Yan Jing was only 35 years old. Now that the two-child policy has been liberalized, it is normal to have a second child, and some classmates have made appointments with younger siblings.

His irritability is inappropriate, but it is not inexplicable. The reorganized family does not form a whole naturally like the original family. Without the bond of blood, emotional birth is inevitable.What he wants to welcome is not his own sibling, that child has another person's blood flowing in his body, and he is no longer the only important existence in Chang Zhenfeng's heart.

Bai Song also received a call from his parents at this time, and he responded humbly, and after hanging up the phone, he told Chang Jiayu that he was leaving, and his parents said it would not be safe to go back late.

Chang Jiayu stood up: "Then I'll see you off." He just went out to get some air, and drove away all the depression in his chest.

The two teenagers stood side by side outside the hotel, the sky had turned dark blue, Bai Song said: "Then I'm leaving."

Chang Jiayu hummed, waved to him, and watched him get in a taxi and leave.

There were passers-by coming and going outside the hotel, and vehicles coming and going on the road. A sense of melancholy suddenly surged in Chang Jiayu's heart. This melancholy made him feel that he was very small in this world. They were all high-spirited, he instinctively didn't like this feeling, shook his head, turned around and walked back.

Walking outside the private room, he put his hand on the doorknob, and he didn't really want to go in.

The laughter inside came out, and Chang Jiayu felt that he seemed a bit redundant, as if the meal was without him, and the others could still enjoy the meal, but with him, some words were not so easy to say.

He lowered his hands, turned around and walked along the corridor, at the end was an empty staircase, where he went down a few steps and sat silently for a while.

Inadvertently turned his head and looked down the banister of the stairs. When he saw Yan Jun leaning against the wall smoking a cigarette on the next floor, Chang Jiayu was taken aback for a moment. He thought everyone was still talking and laughing in that private room.

Yan Jun held a cigarette in his hand, and from a narrow angle, Chang Jiayu saw him put the cigarette on his lips and inhale, just like those men in the movie, the movements were natural and done in one go.

The smoke was slowly exhaled from the thinned lips, and then gradually rolled and faded in the air.The scarlet spot in Yan Jun's hand flickered on and off, and Chang Jiayu kept looking at it, until the silent man suddenly raised his head to look at him.

Those pitch-black eyes suddenly looked at him, Chang Jiayu's heart skipped a beat, and he subconsciously stood up.

Yan Jun quickly lowered his head again, Chang Jiayu didn't know if he saw himself clearly, but he still turned around and left the stairs, and returned to the private room.

Seeing him coming back, Chang Zhenfeng asked aloud, "Why have you been gone for so long?"

Chang Jiayu laughed: "I feel sick to my stomach, I'm going to the bathroom."

After a while, the door of the private room opened, and Yan Jun walked in from the outside. Chang Jiayu looked up and quickly lowered his neck.Because of looking at each other at the stairs, he doesn't feel sad anymore.

After a meal, Chang Zhenfeng drank a little too much.No one else dared to let him drive. The old lady of the Yan family said, "Let Xiao Jun take Zhenfeng and the others back."

This is the second time for Chang Jiayu to ride in Yan Jun's car, because he is more comfortable than the first time because he has other people to accompany him.

The car stopped at the door of the house, Yan Jing helped Chang Zhenfeng to walk back, but Chang Jiayu didn't get out of the car immediately.

Yan Jun quietly lit a cigarette in front, without urging him, the car seemed too quiet.

With a hiss, Chang Jiayu opened the chain of his schoolbag and took out the umbrella that Yan Jun lent him last time.

He leaned forward, handed the umbrella to Yan Jun, and said uncomfortably: "Thank you uncle, I will return the umbrella to you."

Yan Jun hummed in a low voice, and raised his hand to hold the handle of the umbrella.His palm was wide, and it looked bigger when compared with the umbrella. Chang Jiayu's fingers touched his wrist, and he quickly retracted like an electric shock.

He re-zipped the chain of his schoolbag, threw it on his back and jumped out of the car. He hurriedly said "goodbye, uncle" and ran towards the door, his back jumping wildly.

Same as last time, Yan Jun stopped at the spot for a while, finished smoking a cigarette, and drove away.