I came from heaven [traveling]

Because sadness is the most real emotion I can't restrain, I went to war like a lunatic and offended everyone, making myself isolated and helpless, and the sudden disappearance of Xiao'er was not the reason for this outbreak.These days, I am too depressed, living in a house with a bad environment, watching the Xuanshun River every day.

I have even imagined countless times that one day, Tantai Qin can send someone to pick me up and respond to my kiss, but the fact is that my position in her heart is not that important.So, I tortured myself and made myself look pitiful. Apart from touching myself, such childish behavior will not be seen or understood by anyone.

So, I replaced all the encounters with Ying Tiansong who had never met before, and then guessed countless results.In the end, feelings of inferiority and jealousy crept into every nerve, one after another, and I laughed at myself again and again, Ji Sijie, come on, the vulgar story about a toad wanting to eat swan meat is really not suitable for you.

Don't be so ignorant, okay?Wronging and hurting herself, just to win Tantai Qin's sympathy.If she doesn't like you, she just doesn't like you. That kiss that seems precious in your heart is just an unnecessary psychological burden in her eyes.

So, I couldn't get Tantai Qin's affection, and felt a great failure, so I collapsed.So, I cried.

The benefit of being drunk is that the troubles of the world disappear, and the drowsiness is accompanied by the lightness of the body. I can feel the cold hands caressing my hot cheeks. The coolness of the touch is very comfortable, which makes me close my eyes. He rubbed his head obsessively.

When the comfortable touch on my face was far away from me, I grabbed that hand and refused to let go, begging falteringly: "I'm not happy, not at all..."

"Ji Sijie...you're drunk...go back to the house..."

"I like her...but her heart doesn't make room for me..."

"who is she?"

"Ha... I won't tell you, it's a secret..."

My consciousness is gradually blurred, this babbling may be just a dream, since it is a dream, then I can cry unscrupulously to vent...

When I woke up again, I was already lying on the bed in the side room, wrapped in a thick quilt, and the splitting headache caused by the hangover made me sit up very hard, rubbing my temples and looking sideways at the window, The sky was turning white, and accompanied by the rustling birdsong, I got out of bed and tidied up my somewhat dirty official clothes.

Xu Yangyan's words echoed in my ears, even though there were tens of millions of people who were not convinced, but people had to bow their heads under the eaves, I decided to shamelessly apologize to Tantai Qin, not because I was afraid of being taken to the Secretary of State, but because Xu Yangyan's words were not true. It doesn't make sense, when everything happened, I didn't think about it from Tantai Qin's standpoint.Since you want to apologize, you have to show [-]% sincerity.

It's still early, why don't you go to the kitchen to make a breakfast yourself to show your heart, thinking, I washed up hastily, and strode towards the kitchen. Unexpectedly, I got up a little early, and the guys still Before starting to cook, I asked them to help burn wood and heat the pot. I stood in front of the counter and mixed flour, asking if there were any soybeans. The smiling person has changed a lot.

Therefore, no matter what I asked for, there was a response. I found soybeans and soaked them for a while, and then asked the guys to help find the grinding tools. The deep-fried fried dough sticks were out of the oven, and I invited the guys to try them together, and everyone followed my will. The fried fried dough sticks just out of the pan were crispy, and they were happy to eat them. Now that I have mastered the heat, I started the second Misfortune was prepared for Tantai Qin.

When I finished my busy work, it happened to be Tantaiqin's time to eat. I only knew the guys. I took fried dough sticks and hot soy milk and boiled two clear water eggs and walked towards the princess's main room.When I walked to the door, Xi'er was already waiting there, seeing me looking at me curiously with my breakfast: "Who are you?"

"Breakfast is prepared for the princess."

"You did it?"

"of course."

"Then you wait at the door."

After finishing speaking, Xi'er pushed the door open and walked in. I don't know if this woman Tantai Qin is going to put on makeup to attend the banquet or what. I had no choice but to stand on the spot and continue to wait, until the soy milk was no longer steaming, and Xi'er opened the door and walked out:

"go in."

"it is good."

"Ji Sijie..."

"Ok?"

"Talk to Your Highness well, maybe you..."

I knew that Xi'er was also worried about me. To reassure her, I interrupted her with a grin: "Don't worry, I won't mess around again."

Walking into the familiar main room, Tantaiqin was wearing a cloak with a white fox fur collar, her hair was loose, and she looked tired from not sleeping well all night. She held the stove in one hand and the letter in the other. I'm not a gossip People, so I'm not curious about the contents of the letter. Seeing me coming in with food, Tantai Qin put away the things in his hands, and said in a joking tone, "What kind of tricks are you playing so early in the morning?"

I made countless self-suggestions in my heart, I must be shameless, and it is best to be as thick as a city wall.I put the food I prepared in front of Tantai Qin one by one, and I still did not forget to introduce it graciously: "This is the most common breakfast in our dynasty --- soybean milk fried dough sticks, Your Highness, are you hungry? Try it quickly."

Seeing that my attitude today is a 360-degree sharp turn, Tan Taiqin stared at the breakfast on the table in doubt, adding fuel to the flames, I pulled the stool away to be ashamed but had to sing Lin Junjie's "Soy Milk and Fried Tiao" in a funny way, but singing As I sang, I realized something was wrong. The lyrics were wrong. I came here to ask for forgiveness. Why did it have something to do with love?

Tantai Qin was in a good mood. She took a sip of a deep-fried dough stick with her chopsticks, my singing stopped abruptly, and she stared at the woman in front of her expectantly: "Your Highness, how does it taste?"

"cold."

"I'll go warm you up."

"No, hurry up and finish eating and enter the palace..."

"That... I have something to say..."

Tsk tsk tsk, three sentences about entering the palace, how anxious are you to send me to the prison?This opportunity is only once, it is easy to say that it is gone, I cleared my throat and sat up straight and said: "Yesterday, Esprit made a fool of myself and disobeyed His Highness regardless of the status of the monarch and minister. I am here to apologize, I am sorry."

I rubbed my hands and lowered my head in shame, Tantaiqin took a sip of soy milk with the fried dough sticks and took a sip of soy milk and didn't say a word, so I just stared at my toes helplessly until she ate everything slowly and wiped my mouth with a handkerchief : "Can a word of sorry solve everything? Ji Sijie, I'm already very polite to you, but you keep offending me again and again. Have you ever really faced up to our identities?"

"I...."

"I can understand you. Xiao'er is more worried than anyone else about losing you. After all, this child came to the imperial city with you, and now he is a prince. If the father blames you, you will suffer. Xiao'er, who died Mother will also make you feel bad. However, facing difficult matters cannot be solved by acting recklessly. If you can trust me more, Qi Shan Bei half, and Xu Yang Yan half, you will not speak wild words yesterday. hit his own brother."

"sorry."

I don’t know what else to say besides saying I’m sorry, but when I face up to my shortcomings, Tan Taiqin made me understand that I don’t have the halo of a leading role, even if I come from an advanced heaven and dynasty, I’m just a mere person when it comes to being a human being Just a novice.And I still have a lot to learn.

"Since I know that I was wrong, I won't make it difficult for you. I can prevent Xu Yangyan from taking you to Zheng Sige's court to accept the crime, but you should make up for the mistakes you made in your own way. As for how to do it, it depends on what you think. If you still don't have the heart of repentance, and if you are lucky, I can put you in the prison of the Secretary of State at any time, and I will not give you death, but I will give you life rather than death."

Tantaiqin's tone was not warm, but she let me go easily, probably because I still have value to use. When she said "life is better than death", she almost jumped out of her clenched teeth Yes, if you want to become a generation of kings, I am convinced of Tantai Qin's heart.

I curled up like a primary school student who made a mistake and kept nodding. Tantai Qin didn't say anything more, but just looked at me quietly, staring at me until my whole body was hair-raising: "Your Highness...do you have anything else to say to me?"

She was slightly startled, as if she had reached the point of her mouth, but she still shook her head and didn't say anything.The most disturbing thing was that my stomach was growling. I swallowed my saliva staring at the fried dough sticks left on the table. I was so concerned about letting everyone taste my cooking that I forgot to eat breakfast.

"Eat."

"what?"

"The rest of this goes to waste, you eat it."

Being a foodie is unbearable for wasting food. Eat!Of course I eat!I took the deep-fried dough sticks with one hand and tore them into small pieces and threw them into the soy milk, not forgetting to explain: "This is the correct way to eat soy-milk fried dough sticks, and it has more flavor."

"Eat as soon as you eat, there are so many words."

Tantai Qin said impatiently, I had no choice but to stick out my tongue and eat breakfast by myself, it seems that she hasn't completely forgiven me yet.When the food on the table was swept away by me, Xu Yangyan jumped in at the right time:

"Hehe, it's time to eat. Do I have a share?"

"No, I ate it all."

"You are too dishonest, and you don't leave me a bite. What can I eat?"

"Soy milk fritters."

"I'm going! Bastard! You didn't save some of the soy milk and fried dough sticks you made? Let's break up!"

Tantaiqin seemed to like to watch the two of us quarreling, so she didn't say anything, but just sat quietly aside.I didn't know which tendon was broken, so I suddenly asked about what happened last night:

"Last night... when did you leave?"

When I asked this question, Xu Yangyan laughed dryly and his eyes fell on Tantai Qin: "You have a good wine, and you didn't go to the house when you were drunk. Seeing you sitting in the yard wrapped in a quilt obediently, I will... ...and I'm leaving."

"What? You are too unkind, I thought you sent me into the house, and you just let me die of cold in the cold winter night? Glass brotherhood, let's break up!"

This topic made Tantai Qin who was sitting on the side look a little uncomfortable, she avoided my eyes and stood up, I turned my eyes to Xu Yangyan inexplicably, Xu Yangyan shrugged with a smile that I couldn't see through.