I came from heaven [traveling]

Yang'er raised her eyes to stare at Tantai Qin, at that moment, her eyes were so indifferent that I mistakenly thought that I saw the former Tantai Qin, Yang'er dodged Tantai Qin's hand that wanted to caress her cheek, Frowning slightly, he said lightly, "So you're not dead."

The first sentence of the long-lost reunion easily pierced Tantai Qin's heart with a sharp edge. She stiffened her back, and her hands hanging in the air became a little awkward. Even Xu Yangyan, who was standing by the door, saw this. The picture shook his head helplessly.I quietly moved away and walked behind Tantai Qin, raised my hand and patted her shoulder: "Since my sister is safe and sound, Your Majesty, it's time to leave."

Tantaiqin couldn't bear to stand up, she wanted to stay for a while, I looked into her eyes and shook my head silently, not wanting to go against my will, after Tantaiqin sighed sadly, he turned sideways and ordered: "Sister Zun still You need to be taken care of by all the good students in Jun Nan Kingdom, if something goes wrong, you will definitely be punished with death."

Qi Shanbei and Wei Huang raised their fists to accept the order: "The ministers will definitely protect the Queen for Her Majesty, please rest assured, Your Majesty."

"Xu Yangyan, let's go."

Seeing Tantaiqin's back approaching the door, she suddenly stopped, and the moment she turned her head, I saw flying flowers in March and catkins in the wind, which made people feel a little sad, Tantaiqin said indifferently while holding her identity : "Ji Sijie, after you finish dealing with these trivial matters, immediately return to the imperial court to take orders. I will wait for you in the palace."

"Sir, obey the order!"

Xu Yangyan made way for the Queen to let her leave first, then he turned around and stared at me but didn't speak, as if he was waiting for me to say something, so I took the time to add a few words: "I'm sorry for your hard work, Mr. Xu Zhong. You must take good care of Your Majesty and deliver her to the Imperial City safely, if something goes wrong, you and I will be condemned to death."

"Don't worry, Lord Hou. Outside the city of Jun Nanguo, I have already deployed troops to welcome Her Majesty back to court. Taking care of Her Majesty all the way, Lord Hou has really worked hard. Yang Yan will take his leave first."

He raised his eyes to look at Tantai Yang who was indifferent, raised his volume, and continued to say: "Let's go and say goodbye. I don't know when Your Majesty and the Fourth Princess will see each other again. Please remember everyone who lives in the imperial city. Yang Yan is very happy." I miss the days when we lived in the palace and everyone was there. Nowadays, it is difficult for old people to get together, and the excitement in the past is no longer there. It really makes people think about it very much. Your Royal Highness, Fourth Princess, minister Xu Yangyan bids farewell."

Qi Shanbei took Wei Huang out of Yang'er's room and went to see off Tantai Qin, leaving me alone in the room.Tantaiyang lowered her head, her long hair covered half of her cheeks, I sat on the window and asked cautiously: "I really don't want to look at Qin'er more? Once she leaves, it may be difficult to come back again." Jun Nanguo met you."

Tantaiyang raised his head slowly, looked at me indifferently, and finally a mocking smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "One bite at a time, Ji Sijie, you really have a deep affection for her, are you worthy of the dead Sixiao? Don't forget, everyone What happened today was all caused by Tantai Qin, if you say you don't hate it, you don't hate it, you are really a kind of love, with such a big heart."

I pursed my lips, stood up and walked back and forth in the room with my hands behind my back. Seeing that I didn't chew, Tantaiyang continued to tease: "Why don't you go with me? Don't pretend to pay the debt, you can't pay it." , betrayed me, lied to me, tricked me, sold me to Mo Xu, made me marry far away, and have a family that cannot return. What will you pay back?"

"If you are not happy, I would betray the world and give you freedom."

"Freedom? What's the use of giving me such an illusory thing? I want you, can you afford it?"

"Esprit, I really can't afford it."

"So? How do you pay this debt?"

"Mr. Mo has lost her memory. She can't remember you anymore. As long as she let you go, I can take you back to the imperial city."

"Go back? Do I see you and Tantai Qin Qingqing all day long? How is that different from holding a knife to gouge out my heart one by one? Can you stop hurting me? I can't afford it anymore."

Looking at the bloodless Tantaiyang leaning on the bed, her miserable appearance made me feel at a loss, yes, I have been hurt all the time, but I never opened my mouth to really attack those who hindered it, and blamed all the pain on Innocent Tantai Yang, I can no longer see the joyful smile on her face, and her innocent little temper that day.

I was at my wits end and couldn't find the best way to bring her happiness. It turned out that I was the most abominable and high-sounding person. Now that the matter has come to this, what should I do?

"Yang'er, do you still remember what happened between you and Mo Jun?"

"Of course I remember, those days when I was driven by the love gu, everything was unforgettable. So what, everything was not my intention, it was really a funny love affair."

At this time, the door was pushed open, interrupting our conversation. Mo Xu was standing at the door wearing a long robe, his hair was also loose, and he had lost all his former vigor, his lips were pale, and his sunken eyes were full of tears haggard.She looked at me, then leaned forward and stared at Tantai Yang, I went to the door to support her, and complained a little: "You haven't recovered yet, why did you run out?"

"I'm thinking about it, I really can't remember the previous things, I'm a little curious, want to meet my... Queen?"

Mo Xu leaned on me, but her eyes fell on Tantai Yang and she couldn't move away. Her hand tightly held my arm. During the words, what was surprising was that she couldn't remember everything, and the Tantai Yang in her eyes It was so strange, as if she had never had any intertwining with this woman, but there was a tear from the corner of her eye, and the tear betrayed the fragility buried deep in her brain.

Tantaiyang opened his eyes wide and looked at Mo Xu, even though he didn't agree with the feelings of being manipulated by the love gu, he had enjoyed being protected and loved by others. Now, the mad Mo Xu is no longer there, and Tantaiyang's figure looks even more lonely.She turned away, unwilling to let us see her eyes were moist and red, and she took a deep breath with a sore nose:

"Mr. Mo is not feeling well. He should stay indoors and have a good rest. Why run around?"

Mo Xu's crying was so inexplicable, she wiped away the tears with her sleeves, and a helpless smile appeared on her pale face: "It turns out that my queen looks like this, I can't remember what happened, the queen's body It’s not safe, so let’s rest and recuperate, and I’ll come visit you some other day when I recover.”

I walked to the door and ordered the maid to help Mo Xu to leave. The room fell into an unspeakable silence again. I sat next to Yang'er again and stroked her long hair. She didn't dodge, just like that Silently looking at his hands.I decided to do all the things I didn't do for her before, even in the end, she still hated me.

"Esprit can't be with Yang'er forever, but I want to make Yang'er happy again in my lifetime. I'm afraid that if I leave, I won't be able to see you again. Yang'er, do you remember the first time we met?"

Sadness came from it, what Xu Yangyan told me came to the fore, the fear became stronger, I put my love on this world, people are always so passionate, in the end it turned into a growing reluctance, if I really go back, love me People, what should people who hate me do?

Tantaiyang was still indifferent, but she held my hand tightly, her shoulders began to tremble, and she choked up: "I miss so much, I miss the days in the palace, Xiao'er would hold a paper for painting and drawing everywhere Running around, you are busy with river control but you still take time to play with us. My sister always appears lingeringly, with a cold face, but she also indulges us to make trouble. You always dislike me and blame me for my bad temper. If you make me unhappy, I will bite you and beat you.

But you are never angry, you will still happily run around with me and Xiao'er, why did it become like this, Xiao'er left without his father, obviously Xuan Kingdom is so big but there is no place for me.You were so bloodthirsty that you killed all the damned people, but the gentleness you had before was no longer on your face.The people who gathered for a drink in the palace that day, after all, went their separate ways, no matter how difficult it is to get together.Esprit, we can't go back. "

I stood up and hurried to the door, Yang'er's every word was deeply pierced in my heart, it hurt so much, it really hurt, it hurt so much that my tears couldn't stop falling down.

I once gnawed on a white steamed bun, swearing at "explosive chrysanthemums" and playing dirty tricks, I once whipped my horse and led Xiao'er to yearn for the prosperity of the imperial city, I once shouted loud slogans, and I was full of love for this different world. Ambitious, I once stood on the stage of martial arts examinations without fear of punching and kicking to win the first place. I once stood in the hall of discussion and talked about building a river to rule the world.

In the end, I was holding a heavy and heavy knife, unable to wield a sharp edge, unable to save the sentient beings in the Taotie Hall, locked in a dungeon without seeing the light of day, locked in the Sunhuiyue Studio, and wearing a hypocritical mask, Holding the cold Sixiao in my arms, I fled around like a spurned mouse. I began to learn to lie, cheat and use, for revenge and for survival.

Finally, the weapon in my hand exploded in the flesh and blood of all sentient beings, and I got the result I wanted, turning this so-called world upside down, and almost destroying the Tantai clan's dynasty.But I am no longer that kind Ji Sijie.

I stood up straight, wiped away the tears on my face indiscriminately, turned around and looked at Tantaiyang, I laughed out loud, inexplicably, a look of horror appeared on Tantaiyang's face, I rushed to her He grabbed her arm by his side: "Do you know what Xiao'er likes best? The little ghost likes me to take him around in a carriage to play around the mountains and rivers, and then eat hot white steamed buns. She likes to run around with you Run. When you recover, I will take you to fly a kite, and I will paste a beautiful kite with my own hands. Then make a bunch of delicious food, go to the countryside for a picnic, and then watch the sunset and count the stars.”

My face was pressed against the back of her hand, and tears poured out again without disappointment. I laughed weepingly, no longer caring about whether I was in a mess: "If only my Xiao'er was still here...it would be great..."