love from game

"Yes." Li Qinghe nodded and said, "I asked my sister a question."

"What's the problem?" Yang Chen asked, holding his hand.

"Secret." Li Qinghe smiled wryly, "It's a bit cold today, this place is so out of the way."

"Your sister likes to be quiet, so she chose this place."

"I also like quietness." Li Qinghe said subconsciously, "It's really quiet when I'm alone."

"Huh?" Yang Chen looked at him with some puzzlement.

Li Qinghe just smiled faintly, and then continued to walk back.

Yang Chen looked at him, a little uneasy. After Li Qingcheng left, Li Qinghe was always in a trance, which made people feel uneasy.

"I'm here." Li Qinghe said standing at the door of his house, "You should go back too, or your parents will be worried, and they will be around me every day, and your grades will drop."

Yang Chen nodded, then patted his head and said, "I'll pick you up tomorrow and go to school to see."

Li Qinghe nodded slightly and said, "Okay."

Yang Chen froze for a moment, then smiled and said, "Finally willing to go."

Li Qinghe smiled, Yang Chen left, Li Qinghe turned around, turned on the light, the room was empty and cold.

Li Qinghe walked to the bathroom, intending to take a bath, but when he stood there for a moment, he suddenly remembered what the doctor said.

"After taking a shower, she took medicine, drank alcohol, cut her wrists, and jumped from the third floor. She was very afraid that she would not die, so she would rather use various methods in pain than stay in this world. I want to die."

"I want to die..." Li Qinghe repeated with a smile, looking at the razor blades in the toilet, he smiled.

Holding it in the hand, there was some pain, and blood flowed out, dripping on the floor.Li Qinghe walked to the bathtub, his whole body sank, the water disappeared, Li Qinghe felt the coolness of this world.

With the blade in his hand, Li Qinghe looked at it for a long time, then cut it gently, but suddenly he didn't want to think about other things anymore, the blade was inserted hard, the pain made Li Qinghe want to cry, it turned out to be so painful It turns out that it hurts so much when my sister leaves.

Li Qinghe sank into the bathtub, the water covered his nose, he felt suffocated, like sinking into the sea, he could forget everything.

"Li Qinghe, Li Qinghe..." Not knowing who was calling him, Li Qinghe opened his eyes and looked at that person.

"Yang Chen..." Li Qinghe's eyes were blurred and his lips were pale. Yang Chen felt distressed, really distressed. He lifted him up, blood stained a tank of water, Yang Chen didn't know what to do, he looked The blade on Li Qinghe's wrist didn't know whether to let it stay there or pull it out.

"Qing He, don't die." Yang Chen shouted.

"Yang Chen is so tired..." Li Qinghe said, he was really tired.

"I'm so tired, I have to hold on, I'll take you to the hospital right away." Yang Chen hugged him, and the moment he hugged him, Yang Chen felt that Li Qinghe had lost weight again.

"Yang Chen, let me die there, I miss my sister." Li Qinghe said this with a smile.

"Have you ever thought about me!" Yang Chen yelled, "I won't leave you, I'm here, so think about me, stay here, please, don't die..."

"Li Qinghe, Li Qinghe..." Yang Chen cried and hugged him, "Don't die, even if you think this world doesn't need you, I still need you."

Li Qinghe looked at him, unable to lift his hands in pain, he opened his mouth, and finally said one word: "Okay."

When Li Qinghe woke up, he found himself in the hospital, with white beds, white sheets, and a strong smell of alcohol. When he woke up, Li Qinghe hated this place so much.

"Your mother's place is already chaotic enough, you don't want to add more chaos." Li Mu stood at the door and looked at him and said, "Live well, you can't die yet."

Li Qinghe nodded with dull eyes, let's live as long as he lives, anyway, there are still people who want him.

Li Mu left, Li Qinghe looked out the window and shouted: "Yang Chen, Yang Chen..."

He repeated it over and over again, but no one answered. He couldn't help laughing. Sure enough, he was not there, and they all lied to him.

"Qinghe..." The voice was panting intermittently, Li Qinghe looked back at him, it was Yang Chen.

"The doctor said you were awake, so I rushed over here." Yang Chen walked to his bedside and said, "How is it? How are you doing? Is there anything uncomfortable?"

Yang Chen touched his face, looked up and down, checked his body, Yang Chen looked at Li Qinghe, Li Qinghe looked at Yang Chen, and said: "It's okay."

"It's fine." Yang Chen didn't want to mention what he had done, and didn't want him to recall the past.

"Yang Chen, do I count as having died once?" Li Qinghe leaned on the pillow and asked him.

"Yeah." Yang Chen rubbed his hair lightly and said, "Don't scare me, I was almost scared to death by you."

"Will you stay with me?" Li Qinghe asked.

"Forever." Yang Chen thought for a while and said, "I promise you."

"it is good."

A month later.

Li Qinghe looked at his father kneeling in front of him, he was silent for a long time and said, "Do I really have no other choice?"

"I knelt down to you, you ask me other options?" Li Mu looked at him and asked mockingly, "You are not as sensible as your sister, this is the only way."

"Yeah." Li Qinghe nodded with a smile, "I see, I'll go change immediately."

Li Mu nodded in relief, and then stood up. He didn't even want to look at Li Qinghe. In fact, Li Mu didn't even look at Li Qingcheng a few times. He always only had Zhao Man, the mother of the two, in his eyes.

Zhao Man is very lucky, she married Li Mu in her life, married a rich and handsome Li Mu who only loved her alone, and married a great love.

Li Qinghe turned around and went to her sister's room. There were prepared things on the bed.A white floral dress, that was my sister's clothes when she was alive, a black wig, and a pair of white canvas shoes.

Li Qinghe couldn't help laughing, he took off the clothes on his body, put on the long skirt, surrounded by the smell of his sister, patted the wrinkles on his body, put on the pair of canvas shoes that squeezed his feet, and put on a wig , put on the bracelet above the table, and put on the white masonry necklace.

He walked a few steps, and it was cold down there, and it was strangely cold.He looked at the person in the mirror, neither male nor female. After he straightened his hair, he smiled slightly, and he really looked like his sister.

Li Qinghe took a deep breath and walked out the door of the room.Li Mu's car was waiting for him outside, and when Li Qinghe got into the car, he knew that he would never be able to go back.

Li Mu looked at Li Qinghe and said, "Wait a minute, don't talk casually, lower your voice. Although Manman's eyes are bad, her ears can still hear clearly. Remember to watch my reaction when you speak."

Li Qinghe nodded, and couldn't help laughing, her mother really married a good man, Li Mu really loved her, and tried every means to get her better.

When Li Qinghe came to the ward, he saw a man who was much older than himself. Li Qinghe looked at the man, and the man looked at him with some surprises. Li Qinghe smiled awkwardly.

Because of Li Qingcheng's death, Zhao Man's eyes never left the hospital after a serious illness.Now I can only see the general appearance of a person, and when I see Li Qinghe, I call him: "Qing Cheng, come here, mom will take a look at you."

Li Qinghe didn't move, Li Mu waved Li Qinghe over, Li Qinghe walked over and stood in front of the hospital bed, and said softly: "Mom."

"Good girl, I'll play the piano with you when mom recovers from her illness." Zhao Man probably didn't realize that the person in front of him was Li Qinghe.

The man just stood there watching, the feeling was indescribable, happy and uncomfortable.He was happy because Zhao Man was finally back to normal and could talk, and he was sad because Li Qinghe felt sorry for this child.

Li Qinghe glanced at the man subconsciously, with a look of despair but hope.

The man was silent, but Li Qinghe smiled. His mother finally spoke, and for some reason he felt a little happy. He finally got his mother's attention. He felt that he was taking away everything that belonged to his sister.

Li Qinghe wanted to try what it was like to be an older sister, so Li Qinghe finally knew that Li Qingcheng's life was so bad, of course this was his later memory.