My artist is cute

"How do you feel today?" the doctor across the street asked me.

"Very good." I replied slowly. "My reflexes seem to be a lot slower than before."

"It's a side effect of the medicine." The doctor replied, "It will be fine after your next personality disappears."

"I feel like I'm almost fine." I looked at the doctor and said, "Except for sometimes wanting to die with Yi Zuo, everything else is pretty normal."

"What about your father, Zhang Yaguang?" The doctor took out his father's photo, "Are you afraid?"

"I don't really want to see him." I pushed the photo back, "It shouldn't be scary, it's just annoying."

"You also said that you should. If you are not sure, there is no way to be sure that your third personality will disappear."

"The only thing that is certain now is that your second personality has disappeared." The doctor said, "What do you want to do now?"

"I want to see my brother." I thought of Anyang.

"Probably not, you can't get out of the hospital yet. And even if you are really cured, you should go to court for trial and maybe go to jail."

"Oh." I replied lightly, "It should be."

"You are in a good mood now and you are not far from recovery."

"How far is not so far?" I asked him incredulously, "One month, six months or one year?"

The doctor frowned and said, "Three years."

"It's really not far away." I said with a sneer.

"I'll try to hurry up," said the doctor.

For the first time, I looked at the doctor squarely, a bit like that person, so I asked him: "The doctor's surname is Chen, right?"

"Well, it's Chen Yihui." The doctor said.

"Chen Yihui..." I muttered, "What is your relationship with Chen Yifan?"

"Chen Yifan is my older brother." The doctor said, "When he left, I asked me to take good care of you two brothers and sisters. I didn't expect you to become my patient."

"Where did Chen Yifan go?" I tried my best to control my emotions, "Is Anyang still lying in the hospital? Why didn't he go to see his brother?"

"After he went abroad to study, his parents did not allow him to return to China." Chen Yihui said, "He is working hard to come back."

I burst into tears. It turned out that my brother was not abandoned, but I had always misunderstood it.

Anyang, Chen Yifan, Chen Yifan, Anyang, have I done too many wrong things, we are obviously in love, yet I have to take part in separating the two.

"Say sorry to your brother for me." I leaned on the table and said, "I delayed them."

"When he returns to China, you will tell him yourself." Chen Yihui said with a smile, "It can be seen that your second personality has completely disappeared."

I went back to my ward, actually I don't like white, but the place where I live the longest is the white room.

When I was young, my father taught me and my brother the education of the military, so my brother and I had a single color room, and he was too lazy to change other colors, so the room was always white.

He didn't allow us to get dirty. If we get dirty, we will be locked up in a small white prison, which my father specially prepared for my brother and me.

Later, after my father and mother divorced, we were far away from white, but since then I often went to the hospital because my brother was hospitalized and he was still white at that time.

Later, I lived in the ward by myself, and it was still white.I hate white because it represents everything I've ever been.

Pale past, I really want to find someone to die with me, if only Yi Zuo...

I woke up to find myself in the hospital, wearing a blue and white hospital gown.

"So it's not dead..." I stared blankly at the ceiling and said.

That day I broke the glass of the window and cut my own neck. I didn't expect to be rescued like this.

I touched the gauze around my neck, but I didn't expect that I could still talk.

"An Wei, what do you want!" Zhang Yaguang's voice was thunderous, which made me shiver.

I turned my head to look at him, his face was full of vicissitudes, he was really old.

"Sorry, sir, for worrying you."

"You scared me to death." He said suddenly and gently, "I killed you and caused you to become such a child."

"Father, what's wrong with you?" I looked at him in disbelief and asked.

"Wei'er, your brother is already in the hospital, so don't let anything happen to you again." The father said with great distress, "Don't do such stupid things again."

"It turns out that you love us too." I said a little ridiculously, "Do you know who my brother and I hate the most?"

"Me!" My father said while sitting next to me, "You were educated in that way when you were young, so your character is twisted."

"I'm the only one who is distorted. My brother is still lying in the hospital."

"You lie here too," said the father. "Are you still afraid of me?"

"The third personality may have died." I said with a smile, "When I saw your tired look, I probably knew that the third personality has disappeared."

"I will let you live like a normal person after you recover from your illness." The father said suddenly, "I will never let you go to prison. I lost a son, and I can't lose another daughter."

I fell silent. Although I am no longer afraid of this person, to be honest, I still have no way to like this father. He has left too many shadows on me.

Father left, and it was Chen Yihui who came in.

"Doctor Chen." I said with a gentle smile, "Did I cause you trouble again?"

"It's good that you know." He seemed to be angry, and his tone was not as gentle as before.

"I'm sorry, after knowing about Chen Yifan and his brother, I don't feel like I have anything to worry about." I said lightly, "So I wanted to leave this world at that time, and I wouldn't be so sad when I died, and I wouldn't cause trouble for anyone. gone."

"You are sick." Chen Yihui said.

"Ok, I know."

"you idiot."

"..." I looked at him, not knowing how to answer, why did he scold me all of a sudden!

I have always believed that I am sick, but I am definitely not stupid. It is too insulting to my previous achievements in the police academy.

"When a person is born, he will cause trouble to others, so if you think that it is not good for you to live to cause trouble to others, you might as well not be born."

"That's why I choose to die!" I felt that my choice did not contradict my words.

"But like that, people all over the world have no meaning to be born." Chen Yihui gently held my hand and said, "An Wei, you are a good girl. So don't do this kind of thing anymore, it will hurt me like that. Worrying."

"Who will worry?" I think of my brother, he is still lying in that ward, no one will worry about me.

"Your father, your mother, and me." Chen Yihui kissed my hand suddenly, "I know this is hard for you to accept, and even I feel a little absurd, that I actually fell in love with my patient."

I looked at this man in surprise, when did this man appear by my side, it seems that since I started getting sick, right?

It turns out that I have been with him for nine years, and the person who has been with me the longest should be him!

"Doctor Chen, don't be joking." I smiled and pulled back my hand and said, "I'm sick, so I might have misunderstood what you said."

"Your illness is not linked to your emotional intelligence." He touched my forehead lightly and said, "My brother caused your brother to lie in the hospital, so as his brother, I must cure you, and then watching you forever."

Chen Yihui's tenderness made me a little overwhelmed. Since I got sick, I have never met a person who is so gentle to me.

"Chen Yihui, do you like me?" I asked choked up.

"Well, I like it." He said with a smile, "Whether you are sick or not, I like it."

"When did you fall in love?" I asked him.

"When I saw you for the first time, when you smiled and said, "Doctor, you are so handsome." It was the first time I saw a patient who could smile and say that kind of thing so happily. At that time, I wanted to be good. Take care of you. Heal your illness and stay with you for the rest of your life.”

"But, I did so many stupid things..."

"It's okay, no one will like you like this, it's fine if I'm the only one who likes you."

Later, I was with this person.

I don't know if I'm cured or not, but with Chen Yihui by my side, whether I'm sick or not doesn't seem to be so important.

In life, what you need is actually very simple, that is, someone who loves you and will always be with you.