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Chapter 195 Please Come With Me
One and a half months have passed since the "Sancai Group Air Paradise Incident".People also gradually forget the island wreckage that fell into the sea like raindrops that day.
It is almost the end of the year, and people who have been working hard for a year are looking forward to the last week of the New Year holiday.
Yokohama is still calm today.
It didn't take much for the Port Mafia to figure out who the bastard who inexplicably broke into their territory that day was.
But before they launched a retaliatory action against [Huan Wu], news of the latter's death came.
"[Huan Wu] died in the Sky Paradise? He also died with the contemporary leader [Ghost Qilin] of the Psychological Freedom Association? This is really... Unpredictable..." Mori Ogai listened to the report of his subordinates, thinking for a moment and showing his face Regret, "It's a pity, I wanted to tell that guy that if he wants to come to play next time, he can actually take the elevator up."
"You are always so tolerant and magnanimous towards these disrespectful people, leader." Zhong Yuanzhong, who was standing with his hands behind his back, also sincerely blew a wave of rainbow farts from his boss. In fact, he thought so too.
"Oh, too much, Chuya."
Mori Ogai put on a very humble look, but when dealing with dead people, tolerance is better than a harsh image, right?
…………
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Not to mention that even the port mafia is looking forward to the delicate atmosphere of the Chinese New Year, today's armed detective agency is still busy with work.
As the end of the year comes, there are more and more sand sculpture news, and everyone seems to be working hard on their performance.
The Armed Detective Agency received more and more various commissions. Although many of them were not particularly dangerous, Kunikida Doppo worked overtime for two consecutive weeks because he didn't want to disappoint the trust of the citizens.
so tired……
Why is he so tired.
It's not because the only partner skipped work again!
When he realized this problem, the blond young man who came out today to investigate a suspected husband's affair case still clenched the Montblanc fountain pen in his hand in anger.
This time the pen was not broken.
So what is Dazai Osamu doing at this moment?
"I can read palmistry, beautiful lady, just let me take a look, your health, your lifespan...even your luck in this life, I can see through it at a glance!"
"Wow, that's amazing, Dazai-kun!"
The black-haired young man sitting in the heated coffee shop was still wearing the sand-colored windbreaker that was a bit thin in this weather, and he was trying to hook up with a strange and beautiful girl in high spirits.
The girl is very innocent, and she looks like she should still be dressed in a youthful dress studying in an ivory tower, and she is about to smile and hand her hand to the other party to help "check the palmistry".
However, a thin checkbook was suddenly stuck between the two of them.
The college girl raised her head, and found that a stylishly dressed and beautiful sister was standing at the table of the two of them wearing black super sunglasses, holding a checkbook, showing a sense of embarrassment.
"You, you are..." The girl made a questioning voice that was inexplicably shocked.
It's so strange, even though it was the first time they met, she didn't feel any fear of this strange sister in front of her, on the contrary she felt very kind, and even...wanted to be rubbed by her head?
Shibukawa Yao smiled slightly, and asked the girl straight to the point: "How much did he give you?"
The girl turned her head and glanced at Dazai Osamu, who was winking at her in cold sweat to signal not to say anything, but for some reason, out of inexplicable liking for this strange sister, she obediently admitted: "11 two Thousand 430 six yen."
It's even accurate to single digits, the ex-boyfriend is indeed a scum in the world.
"Lizi! Didn't you promise that I would not quote the price!" Dazai slammed his head on the table in pain, and then began to pretend to be dead.
"Sorry, Dazai-kun..." Lizi apologized confusedly.
Shibukawa Yao understood instantly, picked up the checkbook and wrote a string of numbers in a fluttering manner, then tore it off and handed it to her: "I'll give you double and make it up, 23 yen, don't cooperate with this kind of garbage in the future Acting. Good girl, get a real job."
"Yes. Sorry...but thank you!"
Lizi agreed very shyly and apologetically, and then ran away with the check in her blushing face.
——If it wasn't for the work-study program to earn tuition fees, who would act with that scumbag!
After the irrelevant personnel were sent away by the money, Shibukawa Yao naturally lifted his coat and sat in the original position of the other party, smilingly looking at the black-haired man squatting on the table: "This month's third Come on, how long are you going to play this game of inviting actors to anger me?"
"Hmph." Osamu Dazai sat up, folded his arms, with a disdainful expression on his face, "What's the game of pissing you off? These girls and I really love each other!"
"Yeah, so why do your 'true loves' run faster than rabbits when they see me throwing a check? Seems like they like my money better."
"..."
Osamu Dazai was speechless, no matter how dedicated an actress was, she instantly liked her ex-girlfriend +50, and then involuntarily defected to the camp...
"Wait, Yao-chan, aren't you running your studio in Tokyo now?" The black-haired man deliberately changed the topic, "Why do you come to Yokohama to find me?"
"The things about the game studio are not in a hurry, and it's not easy to recruit workers as the Chinese New Year is approaching... and I just woke up less than ten days ago, so I really don't want to torment myself like this." Shibukawa Yao habitually squinted Eye, "Besides, I have something more important to tell you today."
"What are you talking about? Are you getting back together? If it's this matter, I'll avoid it—I don't want to be abandoned by our dear Yao-chan again!" Dazai's expression seemed to be telling a joke, but his hands were still in the air With a vain push to stop the topic, he threw down two banknotes on the table to pay the bill, got up and was about to leave, "I suddenly remembered that Kunikida-kun seems to have a job, I'll help first..."
"—I'm getting married, and I'm here to send you an invitation."
Shibukawa Yao calmly took out a red invitation card and put it on the table, and said calmly.
Dazai was stunned, he looked like a naked unlucky ghost who was poured a bucket of ice water in the snow, and he was stunned for several seconds.
"Who, who is married?"
"me."
"Nonsense!" He rushed back to the table, almost pushing the girl down and asked, "What I'm asking is—who are you marrying!"
Shibukawa Yao still showed a calm and calm smile, as if he was completely unaware that he was being slapped by the wall: "Qiaomei."
Osamu Dazai: ...
With the advent of the "individuality" era, many old social concepts have been impacted.Many countries are finally opening up legal permission for same-sex marriage...and Japan is no exception.
Therefore, although same-sex marriage is still not a mainstream form of marriage in this era, it is at least one of the normal forms of marriage recognized by the state and the law.
Osamu Dazai watched every subtle expression of Shibukawa Yoshi deeply, trying to find out any meaning of jokes, but unfortunately he failed.
Since the battle with Dongyun Zunwu, the girl's whole soul seems to have been liberated, the inside and the outside are united, and she is what she wants to show-it is obvious that she lives more purely.
At this moment, the words [Unfathomable] are written all over her face, making it completely impossible to see what she is thinking in her heart at the moment.
"Oh..." Dazai didn't know what to say dryly, so he had no choice but to spit out the polite words word by word while racking his brains, "I know that girl, Lin Xianming's younger sister, she... she is quite OK."
The more nonsense, the more guilty.
Shibukawa Yo looked at him with a smile, without speaking, as if waiting for something.
"...Okay, okay!" Dazai smiled wryly twice, trying to maintain his last polite demeanor.
But even a thick-skinned guy like him still couldn't completely conceal the disappointment in his heart at this moment, he straightened up and took the invitation and stuffed it into his pocket without even looking at it, "I will attend on time— — Bless you all!"
He pretended to be magnanimous and turned to leave.
However, when he approached the gate at a speed of fleeing in embarrassment, he heard Yao Shibukawa finally speak: "Why don't you take a look at the contents of the invitation now?"
how?Still want to slap his ex-boyfriend in the face on the spot?
Dazai lamented in his heart, but he involuntarily picked up the red invitation card in his pocket, which seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, and opened it... huh?Uh-huh? ?Why are there two names of people I don't know at all?Where is the passerby!This is not Yao Jiang's wedding invitation at all!
At this moment, he couldn't tell whether he was relieved and happy or inexplicably sad.
At this time Shibukawa Yao stood up with his hands in his pockets and walked behind him, explaining as if he saw through everything: "When I was in Tokyo two days ago when I was selecting the location for the studio, I saved a man who had just come out of the photo studio. The bride who didn't look at the road and was almost hit by a car. In order to repay me, they invited me to the wedding banquet that day... I have to say that the flying fish sashimi served at the banquet was delicious."
Osamu Dazai clutched the poor expired invitation, lowered his head and never turned to look at the girl, but anyone with a normal emotional intelligence could guess that his mood at the moment was very complicated.
At this time Shibukawa Yao was already standing behind him, and said softly, "Dazai, I'm sorry."
"Yao-chan, you have already apologized..." The black-haired man still did not turn around, but just replied quietly, "There is no need to repeat it all the time. If you say this too much, it will lose its original meaning."
After all, he walked towards the front door, but Shibukawa Yoshi's tone obviously became a lot more serious: "This time the invitation is fake, but next time it won't be necessarily the case."
I don't know if it was an illusion, but the black-haired man seemed to tremble a bit, but he still walked towards the gate without stopping, his back seemed as if he was about to rush out and run away without a trace.
"Liar!" Yoshikawa suddenly said coldly, "Do you want to be irresponsible for what you said to me!"
"Huh? Responsible? Responsible for what?" Osamu Dazai finally stopped running away with a look of surprise, and turned to look at her in confusion, "What did I say?"
"Do you want me to repeat it again?" Shibukawa Yao could only sigh helplessly for this coward's behavior of pretending to be crazy every day, "'I'm sorry, I seem to fall in love with you. You who said this when you died were just trying to play a prank on me?!"
"..."
Osamu Dazai looked at her without saying a word. Although he was such a tall adult man, he stood there like an innocent little boy at this moment, with an extremely aggrieved expression, as if he was the poor man whose emotions were being played with .
Shibukawa Yao let out a long sigh, and took the initiative to take a few steps forward to grab Weiliang's hand.The bandaged hand hesitated for a few seconds, but still did not break free.
Probably... the girl's hand was too warm, and the temperature was completely different from his hand.
Shibukawa Yao raised his head and looked at him sincerely, with deep helplessness in his eyes, "I said it before, Dazai, it was my fault for casually saying the breakup before, I apologize to you, and you also said forgive me later Yes. But if you still have any hurdles or other dissatisfaction in your heart, you can directly bring it up to me... I can change these, and I won't mind."
"Why..." Dazai was silent for a few seconds, then suddenly asked, "Why are you always like this?"
"What?" Shibukawa Yao was puzzled.
"—Always do this to me!"
His voice raised an octave uncontrollably, so that the surrounding waiters and other guests looked over in surprise.Shibukawa Yao hurriedly nodded apologetically to them, and then hurriedly pulled the angry black-haired man out of the cafe.During this process, Osamu Dazai obediently let her take him away, like a child playing with a temper, he never really let go no matter how much he complained.
As soon as they left the coffee shop, both of them felt the biting cold wind blowing in their faces, and the temperature of the surrounding environment plummeted by more than ten degrees.
Shibukawa Yao even saw the stupid man in front of him shivering from the cold.
Well, I didn't expect that such a thing as demeanor but not temperature would happen to a boy.
It wasn't until they walked out of the coffee shop that they continued the unfinished topic.The girl frowned and thought for a moment, "What do you mean 'I always treat you like this'?"
The dark-haired man didn't want to answer the question.But for some reason, he finally opened his mouth to talk about his grievances honestly: "It was clear that we agreed to die together, but you kicked me away when things came to an end... It was the same on the cruise ship before, you promised to treat me... you Yao-chan, who personally said that she would let me get rid of the pain--in the end, did you just break up and show me?"
The guilt in Shibukawa Yao's heart became deeper and deeper, but he still tried his best to look at his kite-colored eyes calmly: "So——I brought you new pain, didn't I?"
She originally thought that the man would lie or just play around to round things up, but unexpectedly Osamu Dazai looked at her with the same complicated expression.
"The new pain may be a little bit," he said, "but I... I still feel happy when I'm with you."
Shibukawa Yao was stunned.
"This is probably the torment of love for a person." Dazai said softly, subconsciously raised his finger and gently stroked the girl's eyebrows and eyes, "I will be very anxious when I don't return the phone message, but when I see the other party at the first glance, I will feel anxious." Sometimes I can’t help being happy. Especially after putting my heart into it... I knew it very well at that time-I was probably going to stumble.”
"...A guy like you will also stumble in love?"
"I'm also human, and my heart will hurt if I get hurt." He lowered his slender eyelashes and stopped looking at her.
The girl heard what he meant.
As long as you are human, you will inevitably suffer emotional harm in this long life, whether it is from friendship, love or other aspects.But... this man still doesn't hate this kind of emotional experience that can make him feel "alive".
Was all this emotion—joyful or hurt—for him just some proof that he was still alive?
Shibukawa Yao thought she understood the truth at this moment, she immediately felt indescribable pain and despair, and even a little disheartened.
"...I understand."
The dark-haired man opened his eyes and looked at her, quietly waiting for a final answer.
The girl pursed her lips and insisted on finishing the rest of the sentence, "We both admit that the previous relationship was very good, but if you have no intention of it, I will not continue to pester you. So I will probably ..." At this point, she frowned abruptly, trying to hide her sadness at the moment, "I probably won't take the initiative to come to Yokohama again. You don't have to feel pain because of me anymore. a new victim."
Osamu Dazai stared at her blankly, the light in those eyes gradually dissipated in silence.
——Because Shibukawa Yao took the initiative to let go of his hand.
But before finding a place to teleport away from the city, she still remembered something before she left. She immediately took off the scarf wrapped around her neck and hung it on the other party, and helped tie a beautiful and handsome scarf knot .
The ex-boyfriend seemed to lose all the ability to resist and refuse in a second, watching her silently helping him tie the scarf.
"The winter in the seaside city is really too cold, this scarf is for you." Shibukawa Yao patted the man's shoulder, didn't smile, just stared into his eyes unconsciously, "Wear more when you go out in the future...don't catch a cold La."
At that moment, the man's breathing seemed to be stagnant.
Words can be deceiving, actions can be deceiving, even heartbeat and pulse can be deceiving, but... only the eyes can't deceive people.
——In the unintentional eye contact, he saw the truth.
At this moment, an unspeakable strange intuition filled Osamu Dazai's sensitive and fragile heart.
He thought of many people, many things, many partings and reunions, many smiles and sorrows.
But it seemed like he didn't think about anything.
My mind went blank.
The body, however, moves ahead of the mind.
After a few seconds, he finally realized what his subconscious was trying to say.
……do not go.
Shibukawa Yo put his cold hands into the pockets of his coat, turned around and walked towards the alley beside the street.
However, after walking two steps, someone leaned over and hugged her from behind before she could react—or she really didn't expect this man, who has always been very timid in terms of emotions, to Chase over.
"You love me... right?" She heard the person asking this question as if begging, but also tremblingly, "Yao Jiang, you still love me."
The second half of the sentence is in the tone of a declarative sentence.
Shibukawa Yao was about to speak, but found that he couldn't make up his mind to say some negative lines.
It's strange that she can be super cruel to herself sometimes, but she can't be completely unfeeling to the person she likes.
So she turned around helplessly and replied, "...ah, I can't hide anything from you."
Osamu Dazai stared at her blankly, unable to utter a word for a long time, and even the mask-like expression on his face loosened like a crack——the emotion that the girl saw from the crack that pierced her heart was exactly what made her A mixture of poignant sadness and unspeakable joy.
"Cheating, you." He said in a low voice, the corners of his mouth were raised, but it made people feel that he wanted to cry, "Yao Jiang, you are so bad."
Shibukawa Yo: "..."
what is this?Killing like a baby?
But in the next second, she was pushed into his familiar and warm embrace by this man again, with one arm around her waist and the other on the back of her head.
"I……"
"Shh - don't talk."
Dazai took a deep breath, and said in a tone as if he was going to be hanged in the next moment: "Let's start over."
The girl raised her head suddenly, thinking that he was teasing herself again, but she couldn't find any joking and frivolous intentions in the other party.
She blinked in confusion, "But you don't want to..."
"You misunderstood, Yo-chan." Dazai said seriously, "What I really want to express is—even if you reject me, give me a chance to be responsible to you for saying that. .”
Shibukawa Kaoru felt his nose a little sore and wanted to cry.
"Don't force yourself, Dazai." She whispered.
"No, I didn't force myself. Because Yao-chan, you always try to think from my point of view. On the contrary, if I still can't detect the sadness in your heart, I'm too bad. ?”
Osamu Dazai couldn't help laughing wryly when he said this: "Besides, I just suddenly figured out something. If we obviously care about each other in our hearts but pretend to be open-minded and let go, then we--isn't it too shameful? It's pathetic again."
At this moment, the girl's eyes seemed to be a little crystal clear, "...it seems to be, it doesn't sound like the happy ending in the story."
"Yes, you think so too. So I don't want to endure that ending anymore!" The black-haired man's tone at the moment seemed to be joking, but also seemed to be saying a very serious thing seriously, "...this time If you dare to leave me casually, I will not forgive you easily."
Shibukawa Yao stared blankly at the man with a pleading expression in anticipation for a long time, and finally agreed to the other party solemnly: "Okay."
Dazai smiled and hugged her tightly, but unconsciously exerted a little force on his arm.
At this time, the girl also raised her hand to wrap around the other person's back, but what came to her mind was the topic she had talked with her when she saw her mother in the illusion of life and death.
【Baby, do you like anyone? 】
[Yes, Mom. 】
[Did you hold the other party?Like I hold your daddy. 】
【Original, but I might... so I originally wanted to wait until everything was over before going to him...】
[Don't hesitate baby, those who miss it will never come back, don't leave regrets for yourself. 】
【I see……】
【of course!If you really can't chase that guy back, just change someone you like! 】
[...Mom, you are my real mother. 】
[For parents, of course their children are the most important!But if you have the opportunity, you still have to grab it. 】
Having said that, in memory, my mother held her face with a smile, and then kissed her forehead.
【—After all, when you truly fall in love with someone, you will be redeemed. 】
I am now... redeemed, Mom.
Standing on the streets of Yokohama, which is filled with cold wind, I feel the familiar atmosphere close at hand, as if I want to isolate all the cold of this winter.
Shibukawa Yao closed his eyes in peace.
New Year is coming.
It is almost the end of the year, and people who have been working hard for a year are looking forward to the last week of the New Year holiday.
Yokohama is still calm today.
It didn't take much for the Port Mafia to figure out who the bastard who inexplicably broke into their territory that day was.
But before they launched a retaliatory action against [Huan Wu], news of the latter's death came.
"[Huan Wu] died in the Sky Paradise? He also died with the contemporary leader [Ghost Qilin] of the Psychological Freedom Association? This is really... Unpredictable..." Mori Ogai listened to the report of his subordinates, thinking for a moment and showing his face Regret, "It's a pity, I wanted to tell that guy that if he wants to come to play next time, he can actually take the elevator up."
"You are always so tolerant and magnanimous towards these disrespectful people, leader." Zhong Yuanzhong, who was standing with his hands behind his back, also sincerely blew a wave of rainbow farts from his boss. In fact, he thought so too.
"Oh, too much, Chuya."
Mori Ogai put on a very humble look, but when dealing with dead people, tolerance is better than a harsh image, right?
…………
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Not to mention that even the port mafia is looking forward to the delicate atmosphere of the Chinese New Year, today's armed detective agency is still busy with work.
As the end of the year comes, there are more and more sand sculpture news, and everyone seems to be working hard on their performance.
The Armed Detective Agency received more and more various commissions. Although many of them were not particularly dangerous, Kunikida Doppo worked overtime for two consecutive weeks because he didn't want to disappoint the trust of the citizens.
so tired……
Why is he so tired.
It's not because the only partner skipped work again!
When he realized this problem, the blond young man who came out today to investigate a suspected husband's affair case still clenched the Montblanc fountain pen in his hand in anger.
This time the pen was not broken.
So what is Dazai Osamu doing at this moment?
"I can read palmistry, beautiful lady, just let me take a look, your health, your lifespan...even your luck in this life, I can see through it at a glance!"
"Wow, that's amazing, Dazai-kun!"
The black-haired young man sitting in the heated coffee shop was still wearing the sand-colored windbreaker that was a bit thin in this weather, and he was trying to hook up with a strange and beautiful girl in high spirits.
The girl is very innocent, and she looks like she should still be dressed in a youthful dress studying in an ivory tower, and she is about to smile and hand her hand to the other party to help "check the palmistry".
However, a thin checkbook was suddenly stuck between the two of them.
The college girl raised her head, and found that a stylishly dressed and beautiful sister was standing at the table of the two of them wearing black super sunglasses, holding a checkbook, showing a sense of embarrassment.
"You, you are..." The girl made a questioning voice that was inexplicably shocked.
It's so strange, even though it was the first time they met, she didn't feel any fear of this strange sister in front of her, on the contrary she felt very kind, and even...wanted to be rubbed by her head?
Shibukawa Yao smiled slightly, and asked the girl straight to the point: "How much did he give you?"
The girl turned her head and glanced at Dazai Osamu, who was winking at her in cold sweat to signal not to say anything, but for some reason, out of inexplicable liking for this strange sister, she obediently admitted: "11 two Thousand 430 six yen."
It's even accurate to single digits, the ex-boyfriend is indeed a scum in the world.
"Lizi! Didn't you promise that I would not quote the price!" Dazai slammed his head on the table in pain, and then began to pretend to be dead.
"Sorry, Dazai-kun..." Lizi apologized confusedly.
Shibukawa Yao understood instantly, picked up the checkbook and wrote a string of numbers in a fluttering manner, then tore it off and handed it to her: "I'll give you double and make it up, 23 yen, don't cooperate with this kind of garbage in the future Acting. Good girl, get a real job."
"Yes. Sorry...but thank you!"
Lizi agreed very shyly and apologetically, and then ran away with the check in her blushing face.
——If it wasn't for the work-study program to earn tuition fees, who would act with that scumbag!
After the irrelevant personnel were sent away by the money, Shibukawa Yao naturally lifted his coat and sat in the original position of the other party, smilingly looking at the black-haired man squatting on the table: "This month's third Come on, how long are you going to play this game of inviting actors to anger me?"
"Hmph." Osamu Dazai sat up, folded his arms, with a disdainful expression on his face, "What's the game of pissing you off? These girls and I really love each other!"
"Yeah, so why do your 'true loves' run faster than rabbits when they see me throwing a check? Seems like they like my money better."
"..."
Osamu Dazai was speechless, no matter how dedicated an actress was, she instantly liked her ex-girlfriend +50, and then involuntarily defected to the camp...
"Wait, Yao-chan, aren't you running your studio in Tokyo now?" The black-haired man deliberately changed the topic, "Why do you come to Yokohama to find me?"
"The things about the game studio are not in a hurry, and it's not easy to recruit workers as the Chinese New Year is approaching... and I just woke up less than ten days ago, so I really don't want to torment myself like this." Shibukawa Yao habitually squinted Eye, "Besides, I have something more important to tell you today."
"What are you talking about? Are you getting back together? If it's this matter, I'll avoid it—I don't want to be abandoned by our dear Yao-chan again!" Dazai's expression seemed to be telling a joke, but his hands were still in the air With a vain push to stop the topic, he threw down two banknotes on the table to pay the bill, got up and was about to leave, "I suddenly remembered that Kunikida-kun seems to have a job, I'll help first..."
"—I'm getting married, and I'm here to send you an invitation."
Shibukawa Yao calmly took out a red invitation card and put it on the table, and said calmly.
Dazai was stunned, he looked like a naked unlucky ghost who was poured a bucket of ice water in the snow, and he was stunned for several seconds.
"Who, who is married?"
"me."
"Nonsense!" He rushed back to the table, almost pushing the girl down and asked, "What I'm asking is—who are you marrying!"
Shibukawa Yao still showed a calm and calm smile, as if he was completely unaware that he was being slapped by the wall: "Qiaomei."
Osamu Dazai: ...
With the advent of the "individuality" era, many old social concepts have been impacted.Many countries are finally opening up legal permission for same-sex marriage...and Japan is no exception.
Therefore, although same-sex marriage is still not a mainstream form of marriage in this era, it is at least one of the normal forms of marriage recognized by the state and the law.
Osamu Dazai watched every subtle expression of Shibukawa Yoshi deeply, trying to find out any meaning of jokes, but unfortunately he failed.
Since the battle with Dongyun Zunwu, the girl's whole soul seems to have been liberated, the inside and the outside are united, and she is what she wants to show-it is obvious that she lives more purely.
At this moment, the words [Unfathomable] are written all over her face, making it completely impossible to see what she is thinking in her heart at the moment.
"Oh..." Dazai didn't know what to say dryly, so he had no choice but to spit out the polite words word by word while racking his brains, "I know that girl, Lin Xianming's younger sister, she... she is quite OK."
The more nonsense, the more guilty.
Shibukawa Yo looked at him with a smile, without speaking, as if waiting for something.
"...Okay, okay!" Dazai smiled wryly twice, trying to maintain his last polite demeanor.
But even a thick-skinned guy like him still couldn't completely conceal the disappointment in his heart at this moment, he straightened up and took the invitation and stuffed it into his pocket without even looking at it, "I will attend on time— — Bless you all!"
He pretended to be magnanimous and turned to leave.
However, when he approached the gate at a speed of fleeing in embarrassment, he heard Yao Shibukawa finally speak: "Why don't you take a look at the contents of the invitation now?"
how?Still want to slap his ex-boyfriend in the face on the spot?
Dazai lamented in his heart, but he involuntarily picked up the red invitation card in his pocket, which seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, and opened it... huh?Uh-huh? ?Why are there two names of people I don't know at all?Where is the passerby!This is not Yao Jiang's wedding invitation at all!
At this moment, he couldn't tell whether he was relieved and happy or inexplicably sad.
At this time Shibukawa Yao stood up with his hands in his pockets and walked behind him, explaining as if he saw through everything: "When I was in Tokyo two days ago when I was selecting the location for the studio, I saved a man who had just come out of the photo studio. The bride who didn't look at the road and was almost hit by a car. In order to repay me, they invited me to the wedding banquet that day... I have to say that the flying fish sashimi served at the banquet was delicious."
Osamu Dazai clutched the poor expired invitation, lowered his head and never turned to look at the girl, but anyone with a normal emotional intelligence could guess that his mood at the moment was very complicated.
At this time Shibukawa Yao was already standing behind him, and said softly, "Dazai, I'm sorry."
"Yao-chan, you have already apologized..." The black-haired man still did not turn around, but just replied quietly, "There is no need to repeat it all the time. If you say this too much, it will lose its original meaning."
After all, he walked towards the front door, but Shibukawa Yoshi's tone obviously became a lot more serious: "This time the invitation is fake, but next time it won't be necessarily the case."
I don't know if it was an illusion, but the black-haired man seemed to tremble a bit, but he still walked towards the gate without stopping, his back seemed as if he was about to rush out and run away without a trace.
"Liar!" Yoshikawa suddenly said coldly, "Do you want to be irresponsible for what you said to me!"
"Huh? Responsible? Responsible for what?" Osamu Dazai finally stopped running away with a look of surprise, and turned to look at her in confusion, "What did I say?"
"Do you want me to repeat it again?" Shibukawa Yao could only sigh helplessly for this coward's behavior of pretending to be crazy every day, "'I'm sorry, I seem to fall in love with you. You who said this when you died were just trying to play a prank on me?!"
"..."
Osamu Dazai looked at her without saying a word. Although he was such a tall adult man, he stood there like an innocent little boy at this moment, with an extremely aggrieved expression, as if he was the poor man whose emotions were being played with .
Shibukawa Yao let out a long sigh, and took the initiative to take a few steps forward to grab Weiliang's hand.The bandaged hand hesitated for a few seconds, but still did not break free.
Probably... the girl's hand was too warm, and the temperature was completely different from his hand.
Shibukawa Yao raised his head and looked at him sincerely, with deep helplessness in his eyes, "I said it before, Dazai, it was my fault for casually saying the breakup before, I apologize to you, and you also said forgive me later Yes. But if you still have any hurdles or other dissatisfaction in your heart, you can directly bring it up to me... I can change these, and I won't mind."
"Why..." Dazai was silent for a few seconds, then suddenly asked, "Why are you always like this?"
"What?" Shibukawa Yao was puzzled.
"—Always do this to me!"
His voice raised an octave uncontrollably, so that the surrounding waiters and other guests looked over in surprise.Shibukawa Yao hurriedly nodded apologetically to them, and then hurriedly pulled the angry black-haired man out of the cafe.During this process, Osamu Dazai obediently let her take him away, like a child playing with a temper, he never really let go no matter how much he complained.
As soon as they left the coffee shop, both of them felt the biting cold wind blowing in their faces, and the temperature of the surrounding environment plummeted by more than ten degrees.
Shibukawa Yao even saw the stupid man in front of him shivering from the cold.
Well, I didn't expect that such a thing as demeanor but not temperature would happen to a boy.
It wasn't until they walked out of the coffee shop that they continued the unfinished topic.The girl frowned and thought for a moment, "What do you mean 'I always treat you like this'?"
The dark-haired man didn't want to answer the question.But for some reason, he finally opened his mouth to talk about his grievances honestly: "It was clear that we agreed to die together, but you kicked me away when things came to an end... It was the same on the cruise ship before, you promised to treat me... you Yao-chan, who personally said that she would let me get rid of the pain--in the end, did you just break up and show me?"
The guilt in Shibukawa Yao's heart became deeper and deeper, but he still tried his best to look at his kite-colored eyes calmly: "So——I brought you new pain, didn't I?"
She originally thought that the man would lie or just play around to round things up, but unexpectedly Osamu Dazai looked at her with the same complicated expression.
"The new pain may be a little bit," he said, "but I... I still feel happy when I'm with you."
Shibukawa Yao was stunned.
"This is probably the torment of love for a person." Dazai said softly, subconsciously raised his finger and gently stroked the girl's eyebrows and eyes, "I will be very anxious when I don't return the phone message, but when I see the other party at the first glance, I will feel anxious." Sometimes I can’t help being happy. Especially after putting my heart into it... I knew it very well at that time-I was probably going to stumble.”
"...A guy like you will also stumble in love?"
"I'm also human, and my heart will hurt if I get hurt." He lowered his slender eyelashes and stopped looking at her.
The girl heard what he meant.
As long as you are human, you will inevitably suffer emotional harm in this long life, whether it is from friendship, love or other aspects.But... this man still doesn't hate this kind of emotional experience that can make him feel "alive".
Was all this emotion—joyful or hurt—for him just some proof that he was still alive?
Shibukawa Yao thought she understood the truth at this moment, she immediately felt indescribable pain and despair, and even a little disheartened.
"...I understand."
The dark-haired man opened his eyes and looked at her, quietly waiting for a final answer.
The girl pursed her lips and insisted on finishing the rest of the sentence, "We both admit that the previous relationship was very good, but if you have no intention of it, I will not continue to pester you. So I will probably ..." At this point, she frowned abruptly, trying to hide her sadness at the moment, "I probably won't take the initiative to come to Yokohama again. You don't have to feel pain because of me anymore. a new victim."
Osamu Dazai stared at her blankly, the light in those eyes gradually dissipated in silence.
——Because Shibukawa Yao took the initiative to let go of his hand.
But before finding a place to teleport away from the city, she still remembered something before she left. She immediately took off the scarf wrapped around her neck and hung it on the other party, and helped tie a beautiful and handsome scarf knot .
The ex-boyfriend seemed to lose all the ability to resist and refuse in a second, watching her silently helping him tie the scarf.
"The winter in the seaside city is really too cold, this scarf is for you." Shibukawa Yao patted the man's shoulder, didn't smile, just stared into his eyes unconsciously, "Wear more when you go out in the future...don't catch a cold La."
At that moment, the man's breathing seemed to be stagnant.
Words can be deceiving, actions can be deceiving, even heartbeat and pulse can be deceiving, but... only the eyes can't deceive people.
——In the unintentional eye contact, he saw the truth.
At this moment, an unspeakable strange intuition filled Osamu Dazai's sensitive and fragile heart.
He thought of many people, many things, many partings and reunions, many smiles and sorrows.
But it seemed like he didn't think about anything.
My mind went blank.
The body, however, moves ahead of the mind.
After a few seconds, he finally realized what his subconscious was trying to say.
……do not go.
Shibukawa Yo put his cold hands into the pockets of his coat, turned around and walked towards the alley beside the street.
However, after walking two steps, someone leaned over and hugged her from behind before she could react—or she really didn't expect this man, who has always been very timid in terms of emotions, to Chase over.
"You love me... right?" She heard the person asking this question as if begging, but also tremblingly, "Yao Jiang, you still love me."
The second half of the sentence is in the tone of a declarative sentence.
Shibukawa Yao was about to speak, but found that he couldn't make up his mind to say some negative lines.
It's strange that she can be super cruel to herself sometimes, but she can't be completely unfeeling to the person she likes.
So she turned around helplessly and replied, "...ah, I can't hide anything from you."
Osamu Dazai stared at her blankly, unable to utter a word for a long time, and even the mask-like expression on his face loosened like a crack——the emotion that the girl saw from the crack that pierced her heart was exactly what made her A mixture of poignant sadness and unspeakable joy.
"Cheating, you." He said in a low voice, the corners of his mouth were raised, but it made people feel that he wanted to cry, "Yao Jiang, you are so bad."
Shibukawa Yo: "..."
what is this?Killing like a baby?
But in the next second, she was pushed into his familiar and warm embrace by this man again, with one arm around her waist and the other on the back of her head.
"I……"
"Shh - don't talk."
Dazai took a deep breath, and said in a tone as if he was going to be hanged in the next moment: "Let's start over."
The girl raised her head suddenly, thinking that he was teasing herself again, but she couldn't find any joking and frivolous intentions in the other party.
She blinked in confusion, "But you don't want to..."
"You misunderstood, Yo-chan." Dazai said seriously, "What I really want to express is—even if you reject me, give me a chance to be responsible to you for saying that. .”
Shibukawa Kaoru felt his nose a little sore and wanted to cry.
"Don't force yourself, Dazai." She whispered.
"No, I didn't force myself. Because Yao-chan, you always try to think from my point of view. On the contrary, if I still can't detect the sadness in your heart, I'm too bad. ?”
Osamu Dazai couldn't help laughing wryly when he said this: "Besides, I just suddenly figured out something. If we obviously care about each other in our hearts but pretend to be open-minded and let go, then we--isn't it too shameful? It's pathetic again."
At this moment, the girl's eyes seemed to be a little crystal clear, "...it seems to be, it doesn't sound like the happy ending in the story."
"Yes, you think so too. So I don't want to endure that ending anymore!" The black-haired man's tone at the moment seemed to be joking, but also seemed to be saying a very serious thing seriously, "...this time If you dare to leave me casually, I will not forgive you easily."
Shibukawa Yao stared blankly at the man with a pleading expression in anticipation for a long time, and finally agreed to the other party solemnly: "Okay."
Dazai smiled and hugged her tightly, but unconsciously exerted a little force on his arm.
At this time, the girl also raised her hand to wrap around the other person's back, but what came to her mind was the topic she had talked with her when she saw her mother in the illusion of life and death.
【Baby, do you like anyone? 】
[Yes, Mom. 】
[Did you hold the other party?Like I hold your daddy. 】
【Original, but I might... so I originally wanted to wait until everything was over before going to him...】
[Don't hesitate baby, those who miss it will never come back, don't leave regrets for yourself. 】
【I see……】
【of course!If you really can't chase that guy back, just change someone you like! 】
[...Mom, you are my real mother. 】
[For parents, of course their children are the most important!But if you have the opportunity, you still have to grab it. 】
Having said that, in memory, my mother held her face with a smile, and then kissed her forehead.
【—After all, when you truly fall in love with someone, you will be redeemed. 】
I am now... redeemed, Mom.
Standing on the streets of Yokohama, which is filled with cold wind, I feel the familiar atmosphere close at hand, as if I want to isolate all the cold of this winter.
Shibukawa Yao closed his eyes in peace.
New Year is coming.
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