You stand shoulder to shoulder with brilliance

The second semester of the third year of junior high school started. Guan He knew the importance of studying in his heart. He slowly and consciously distanced himself from Cao Xiang. After the senior high school entrance examination, they can plan their vacation well. He thought that Cao Xiang would understand his heart.

Later, the number of times Cao Xiang came to Guan He really decreased, so that he disappeared completely. He no longer appeared in Guan He's world. There has never been an intersection, and those things that happened before feel so far away in a trance, and I can't see clearly or touch them.

Until a certain math self-study class.

Guanhe's math teacher is a serious old man. When he came to inspect the classroom, he found that Cao Xiang's seat was empty, so he was dissatisfied: "When is it so late to skip class? Does any of you know that Cao Xiang has gone?" Where is it?"

Hearing Cao Xiang's name, Guan He was stunned for a moment, he raised his head and looked at Cao Xiang's position, it was empty.

Following that, his heart felt a little empty.

**

When Guan He was in the first semester of the third year of junior high school, he would occasionally skip class with Cao Xiang and sneak out to play. The experience at that time was particularly exciting for Guan He. A good baby who had been good for many years suddenly did something bad, and he felt uneasy. , and a little excited.

Guan He took the initiative to ask the math teacher to go out to find someone. After he left the classroom, he went to the basketball court. He didn’t see Cao Xiang, and then went to the roof of the building, but he didn’t see anyone. Cao Xiang couldn't be found at the place he visited, and Guan He didn't know where to go for a while.

Just as he was going downstairs, he walked around a corner and heard a burst of laughter. In the laughter, he could distinguish a girl's laughter from a boy's hearty voice. His whole body trembled and he froze in place. After a while, he mustered up the courage to walk in the direction of the voice.

**

It was a literature and art practice room, with floor-to-ceiling curtains hanging behind the bright windows, one of the windows was open, and the curtains were pulled open. Through the window, Guan He could see a black four-legged piano in the classroom .

Cao Xiang was sitting in front of the piano, and a girl was standing beside the piano.

The girl was wearing a tight dance skirt, which outlined the youthful and seductive curves of a girl of her age. The girl was very beautiful, with a round face, bright eyes, and a high ponytail that made her slender and slender. The neck is exposed.

The two of them talked and laughed, Cao Xiang even stood up, hugged the girl into his arms, and let the girl's forehead rub against his chest.

That sense of intimacy once caused Guan He to suffer from insomnia for countless nights.

**

Guan He escaped, he didn't have the courage to call Cao Xiang, he felt that the boy no longer belonged to him.

He once appeared in his own world, but now he has gone to another person's world.

Soon, Cao Xiang's affairs broke out in the school.

The girl who played with him had good grades at first, but in the next semester's midterm exam, her ranking plummeted. Later, her parents came to the school and caught the two of them on the spot.

The development of the matter was somewhat beyond everyone's imagination. Guan He heard rumors that when Cao Xiang was discovered, his hands even reached into the girl's skirt. A slap in the face.

Since then, the girl has never appeared in school again, and Cao Xiang, as if nothing happened, continued to sit in the classroom with peace of mind, listen to the class, write, and then talk to everyone when the class is over. Laughing, like that girl never came to his world.

**

At that time, Guan He would always observe Cao Xiang quietly. He was worried that Cao Xiang would be sad and would have a psychological burden. He even felt that Cao Xiang's superficial calmness was just a disguise of himself.

Cao Xiang would also notice that he was looking at him, and when their eyes met, Cao Xiang turned his gaze away as if nothing had happened, leaving Guan He secretly sad.

Later, the girl committed suicide by taking medicine. Fortunately, her parents found out in time and pulled her back from the ghost gate.The girl's father was so angry that he went directly to the school to ask for an explanation.

Guan He remembers that time, almost all the school leaders came to their class to call Cao Xiang away. Guan He watched with fear, and in the end, Cao Xiang received the news that he was going to transfer schools.

**

Just when everyone, including Guan He himself, thought that the matter had come to an end, a shocking rumor slowly spread among the crowd.

"Cao Xiang didn't leave because of Liu Yin."

"What? Didn't Cao Xiang leave because Liu Yin committed suicide and her father went to school?"

"It's not as simple as you think! I have a buddy who often plays with Cao Xiang. According to him, Cao Xiang told him that Cao Xiang and Liu Yin were discovered because of Guan He's complaint!"

"Guan He?! Impossible! Why is Guan He suing?"

"Cao Xiang said that Guan He was worried that his grades would be surpassed, so he deliberately wanted to mess with him! Moreover, Guan He has a side that is even more unknown! Guan He is actually gay! Cao Xiang said that Guan He has had many times They were all hinting at him, saying that he liked him, Cao Xiang couldn't take it anymore, so he went to find Liu Yin, just to drive Guan He away, who knew Guan He would push them to such a point!"

"No way... I can't believe it..."

"Is there anything I can't believe? Didn't Guan He get very close to Cao Xiang last semester? When did you see Guan He get so close to other people?"

"That's right, the two of you seem to have become strangers this semester, and I find it very strange, so that's how it is."

……

**

The fermented effect of the rumors caught Guan He by surprise. Almost everyone, those who were full of admiration, admiration, and concern for him, cast disgusted looks at him.

Guan He began to disguise himself. The calmness he displayed on the surface was really a protective layer. Under this layer of protection, his body was already riddled with holes.

Until one day, he met Cao Xiang on the way home.

**

"Why did you say that to others?" Guan He found that he seemed unable to resent Cao Xiang. He was more puzzled by Cao Xiang's feelings. He hoped that Cao Xiang would tell him that everything was not what he thought. .

But Cao Xiang laughed and said, "Am I wrong? Don't you really like me?"

Guan He was taken aback.

"Do you dare to say that you take care of me only because we are classmates?" Cao Xiang said again, "You look at me so sincerely because I am your classmate?"

Guan He pursed his lips, trying to hold back the tears from the corners of his eyes: "But, why do you say that about me?"

"Because Liu Yin's father wants to preserve her reputation," Cao Xiang said indifferently, "If I don't say that, everyone will think that I have ruined Liu Yin, and her father will never forgive me."

In fact, when Guan He turned to leave the art practice room that day, Cao Xiang saw him.

Guan He couldn't understand Cao Xiang's explanation.

However, isn't that what you did to her?

And what about me?

Isn't this also a waste?

You clearly said you liked me.

Guan He didn't say another word to Cao Xiang, he just turned around and left. After that, he didn't meet Cao Xiang again.

From then on, he felt more fear in his heart.

**

Finally, Ke Ji extended a helping hand to Guan He.

"I've already talked to the students who sent the message." In the head teacher's office, Ke Ji deliberately let the other teachers go, leaving only the two of them, "Don't have any psychological burden, this matter is over , prepare well for the senior high school entrance examination, and don’t have to think about anything else.”

Guan He was silent, he shook his head, and two lines of tears flowed down uncontrollably.

"I won't tell your parents about this for now, because I'm afraid you will be under pressure, but you have to adjust yourself, Guan He, I am your head teacher, and I will be responsible for your studies. Besides, I will also Be responsible for your life," Ke Ji's eyes were full of self-blame, "I'm sorry, I didn't do a good enough job to help you in the first place."

"No," Guan He shook his head while sobbing, "What they said is true, I really like Cao Xiang, I like it very much...I don't know why it happened..."

Koji was stunned.

He watched Guan He cry, let Guan He cry, and cried aloud, until Guan He had vented his emotions, he continued: "It's not your fault, people's emotions are very complicated, you don't know where they come from. , and why did you go?"

"You won't really understand why you like someone, and likewise, you won't really understand how that person will treat you."

Ke Ji patted Guan He on the back lightly: "Just let it go, when you grow up and become stronger, you will have enough courage to face everything in the emotional world."

"You are still young and fragile. There are many things that you can't figure out now. You should let it go and think about it yourself when you grow up."

**

Guan He has super self-control ability.

After a conversation with Ke Ji, he found that his tears had dried up, and when the wind blew, his face was very painful. After that, he no longer cared about the criticisms that still came from time to time. He knew that these things were not important. It will happen again in his world, but in his own world, he is good enough to make these others fear.

In the end, Guan He left this school that he could not bear to look back on with a victory that others could not match.

**

Seven years later, when Guan He faced Ke Ji alone again, he still felt an unspeakable bitterness in his heart.

The two chatted casually, and he said goodbye and left.

On the way home, he thought of Cheng Yutian.

The man who also greatly enriched his own world.

That man was more handsome, more charming, and more intoxicated, so that he was even more frightened.

He has never really understood the thing of emotion, it was the same seven years ago, and it will be the same seven years later.

The author has something to say:

This is Guanhe.

As I write this, I find that my danmei is not very danmei, the people are beautiful, but the storyline and character design are more gay.I feel that more or less people in this series have this trace.

This is probably because Cheng Yutian favors Guan He more than Guan He, and Guan He is actually working hard to return his favor, as can be seen from the fact that he keeps turning over in the cooking world.Let me dissect my personal thoughts, and there will be no spoilers here.

Guan He, from his parents, especially his mother, can see that his family is a very traditional family that hopes for his son to become a dragon. He does not have the identity of Li Liren and Cheng Yutian who are born with a golden spoon. In China, he wants to be recognized by future generations The most important way to be a nobleman is to study, so his childhood experience basically revolves around reading. He has never been in the kitchen because of this. I personally knew how to cook when I was young, but after all, Guan He is the number one scholar, and most people can’t compare ( Lie flat), and then his world will be relatively pure, only study and campus are in his side of the desk and chair, which is why he looks so immature when he approaches Cao Xiang proactively, and his relationship with Cheng Yutian After the collision of worlds, there are some conflicts both in concepts and habits.

Cheng Yutian, the rich second generation, children from similar business families, have more or less contact with the society, understand the taste of the world, and explained at the beginning that Cheng Yutian often went out to socialize with his father, so Most of the time he does everything for those around him.Cheng Yutian is not stupid, he has long seen that Dewey wants to pick him up, and also wants to pick up Guan He. My setting for Dewey is to have money to play with little boys, but his views on Guan He will be slightly different. He is good-looking and has a good figure. Dewey wants him out of physical needs. Second, Guan He is smart. Dewey also wants him out of life and work needs. Dewey has a deeper feeling for Guan He than other boys How can I describe it, a boat that has been drifting in the waves for many years, it finally wants to dock.

Cheng Yutian's growth environment is quite different from Guan He's, so the two have constant small conflicts. Cheng Yutian is more dazzling, and there are many people who pursue him. Cheng Yutian will not refuse too much out of politeness. Obviously too ugly (the same is true in the business field, if you can’t cooperate this time but don’t become an enemy, maybe someone else can help you next time, business people will not be troubled by money), so that I have had trauma before, Guan He, who has a certain shadow of love between men and women, will be more sensitive to some behaviors of Cheng Yutian, and he is also prone to worrying about gains and losses. This kind of personality is actually quite tormenting.

The elementary school boy is also a little afraid of ignorant love between boys and girls, so he regards Guan He, who is extremely tall and tall in the category of good students, as a role model, so that he loves him. Guan He is too smart, he knows why He Rui's feelings come from Come, so he has to refuse, otherwise He Rui will be too dependent on him.

This is them, and most of this story is not easy, nor can it be said to be warm.