Lao Gong is a crybaby

With that straight gaze staring at him all the time, coupled with Tian Rui's abnormality, it's not true that Sang Ran didn't notice it at all.

Since I haven't forgotten him, why don't I contact him even once?As long as he explained clearly to himself why he left and told him that he still liked him, he wouldn't have such a torment.

Every day I ask in my heart, why did I leave him?Why not leave a word?Why was he still walking without hesitation when he was lying unconscious in the hospital?

Every time I ask, my heart gets colder.

Since he was so ruthless at the beginning, what is it to chase after him now?

Finally, when Tian Rui went to the toilet, Sang Ran got up suddenly, so frightened that Tan Minze immediately pretended to bend over to tie his shoelaces to avoid his sight.

Sang Ran walked towards the bookshelf, the corners of her mouth unconsciously raised slightly and then pressed down instantly.

After he walked a certain distance, Tan Minze dared to follow. Sang Ran pretended to be looking for books seriously, and noticed that there were no other students here, so her voice was amplified a little on purpose.

"Why can't I find an anatomy book?"

After Tan Minze received the order, he immediately started searching for anatomy books, and found the book Sang Ran wanted without spending much time.

Holding the book in his hand, he felt uneasy, should he give it to Sang Ran?When he saw that it was him, he would definitely refuse again.

After struggling for a long time, Sang Ran almost got impatient with the wait, when suddenly there was a light cough from the right side.

Sang Ran looked over, at the end, a hand holding a book cautiously poked out from behind the bookshelf, and shook it twice to signal Sang Ran.

Sang Ran lowered her head and covered her mouth, almost didn't laugh out loud, why is she more stupid than before?The ability to hide one's ears and steal one's bell is well learned.

Tan Minze was very nervous, like a defendant waiting for the judge to pronounce the sentence. After waiting for more than ten seconds, the book in his hand was not sent out.

He withdrew his hand dejectedly, but out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of a figure who appeared beside him at some point.

Turning his neck bit by bit to look over, Sang Ran remained expressionless, and said in a low voice, "Let's go out and talk."

"I haven't seen you for so long, you have changed a lot." Sang Ran's tone was somewhat familiar.

Tan Minze couldn't adapt to the sudden change of attitude, he stammered: "It's...not bad..."

Sang Ran showed him a restrained smile, "It's good, at least I can get along well with others by myself."

Listening to his tone, Tan Minze always felt that it was weird that he couldn't speak.

"I didn't expect that everyone would be in the same university. It's a good relationship. We just need to get along well in the future. It's fine to ask the library to send text messages. There is no need to be like today."

"Sang Ran, I..." He was anxious to defend himself, but Sang Ran didn't seem to hear him at all.

In a somewhat embarrassed tone, he said to himself: "It's as if we have some shady relationship between us. To be honest, it makes me very embarrassed. Don't do this in the future."

He finally understood what was weird, Sang Ran clearly wanted to draw a line with him completely!

Sang Ran passed by him, and said in a friendly tone among friends: "Then I'll go back to the library first, bye."

Such an indifferent attitude broke his heart even more than the previous cold look.

"Sang Ran!" He grabbed his wrist.

Sang Ran looked at the front indifferently, and did not break free.

"I'm sorry, I was wrong..."

"It's ok."

Tan Minze looked at him suddenly, his eyes filled with anticipation.

Sang Ran mercilessly crushed all his hopes, "It's been so long, I don't mind anymore. At that time, I was still young, and I felt that I loved to death. To be honest, when I found out that you were gone, I still didn't care. Sad for a while."

"But thinking about it now, it's not so unforgettable. You should let it go sooner. Based on your current conditions, are you afraid that you won't meet the right one?"

He shook his wrist, "Can you let me go?"

Tan Minze kept his face sullen and said nothing, and his fingers became tighter and tighter.

Sang Ran couldn't pretend anymore, how much pain did he endure to break up with him here?Why can't you give up on him?

Why do I want to hug him so much?

He couldn't forgive himself for having such thoughts, and he would rather suffer in pain while liking him, and he never wanted to be with him again.

What is the difference between Tan Minze who just left and the man who abandoned their mother and child?

If you want to leave, you can leave, and if you like it, you can come back to him with a calm face, what do you think of him?Toy?Throw it away if you don't like it, and pick it up if you like it?

Sang Ran's patience was about to reach its limit, and she gritted her teeth and said, "Tan Minze, let go, or you may not even have to be friends."

"I won't let go!" He pulled hard and held Sang Ran tightly in his arms, as stubborn as a child.

"Sang Ran, can you give me another chance? I won't let you down again."

"Opportunity?" He sneered, "When you left, you didn't even think about going back to me, after all, I would probably die like this under such circumstances, but you still left. Now that we have made a decision, now and Don’t I think it’s funny when I say this?”

Tan Minze couldn't find any rebuttal. When he left, he really decided not to go back to him again, but he underestimated the extent of his love for Sang Ran after all.

From the moment he made the decision to leave this world with Sang Ran, he should have understood that he couldn't let him go.

Now, there was nothing he could do but imploringly and impudently.

"Sang Ran, I really know I was wrong. I have never forgotten you. I really miss you... No matter what happens in the future, I will never leave you again. Give me a chance, please..."

Sang Ran felt the trembling of the arm that was holding her tight, and her heart was throbbing.

This person used to show a pitiful appearance in front of me, and I couldn't help feeling sorry for him.

How can you just forgive him like this?Not reconciled, he was not reconciled to the extreme.

Let him coax him back with a few words, isn't it a joke that he has been sad for two years?

Never leave him again?He couldn't believe it anymore.

Fortunately, he swore in front of Sang Yue that Tan Minze would never leave him, but he was slapped in the face in just a few days.

Tan Minze couldn't bear the pressure from the outside world, and he didn't want to support it alone. Anyway, no matter how hard he worked, it would be in vain in the end.

He didn't want to go through this kind of thing again.

"What you want to do is your business. I won't do anything to you except feeling irritable, but we are not close enough to hug each other now, are we?"

"Let go." There was obvious anger in his tone, "Don't force me to fight with you."

Tan Minze tightened his arms, then let go and took half a step back, he felt bitter, "Sang Ran, I won't just give up like this."

"up to you."

Sang Ran walked to the library, but Tian Rui had been watching them at the door for some time.

When passing by her, Sang Ran said apologetically, "I'm not in the mood to read today, I'll go back first."

"Sang Ran!"

When he turned around, Tian Rui's eyes were slightly red, and she asked softly and pitifully, "Can't I?"

Sang Ran just said lightly, "I'm sorry, I don't like girls."

On weekends, Sang Ran moved out of the dormitory, not to hide from Tan Minze, but because he felt sorry for him who foolishly brought breakfast to wait for him outside their dormitory door every morning, and was treated like a joke by the people around him.

The next class is the meditation class, Sang Ran went to the classroom early and snatched the last row to sleep on her stomach, sleeping so soundly that she didn't know when the class was held or when someone was sitting next to her.

"get out of class is over soon, let's take a roll call."

Sang Ran accurately retrieved the word "roll call" in her sleep, sat up suddenly, squinted her eyes, her head was still groggy, and suddenly a hand with a thin callus stretched out, gently Swipe away the water mark hanging on the corner of his mouth.

Sang Ran was ignorant, only felt that this hand was very warm, and affectionately rubbed his cheek against the finger that was about to leave.

Tan Minze was very familiar with this reaction. He used to rub Sang Ran's hand like this when he fell asleep.

He smiled and teased Sang Ran's eyelashes with the back of his finger, suddenly remembered Xiao Hui, he hadn't been back for so long, so he didn't know how it was doing now.

Sang Ran woke up, and seeing what Tan Minze was doing, she backed away in fright, and hit her head on the wall with a "bang".

"Ah!" He cried out in pain, and Tan Minze held his head in a panic to check.

"How is it? Does it still hurt?"

There was a dead silence in the classroom.

"Cough!" Teacher Sixiu coughed forcefully into the microphone, "Sang Ran, is Sang Ran okay?"

I saw the student in the last row whose head was held tremblingly raised his hand.

"To..." The voice was so helpless.

There was a burst of laughter around, and the teacher shook his head, "Li Jun."

"To!"

Sang Ran pushed his hand away irritably, and scolded in a low voice: "Are you still finished? Don't you have any class? You know you will follow me every day!"

Tan Minze lowered his head aggrievedly, Sang Ran couldn't see him like this, and gave up on himself: "What do you like, annoying! I'm so annoying!"

After speaking, he lay down on the table with his head covered, facing the wall, out of sight and out of mind.

Tan Minze, who was put on a horse, moved his butt and approached him quietly, put his face on the table and looked at the back of his head happily, "Sang Ran, I heard that you are looking for a roommate recently, I think..."

"No! You don't..." Sang Ran suddenly turned to reject him, but the gentle eyebrows and eyes so close made him lose his confidence.

After pulling away from him for a while, he added: "I won't live with you, don't think about it."

But what he didn't know was that Tan Minze rented another vacant room early this morning, but he didn't dare to live in it without Sang Ran's consent.

Rejection is expected, he is not in a hurry, he knows that Sang Ran is not so resistant to him, at least after following these few days, apart from finding him annoying again and again, there is no more violent reaction, as long as he persists, Sang Ran Always forgive him.

"A new milk tea shop has opened in front of the school, shall we go drink it after class?"

"Drink a fart!" He was really about to be driven crazy by Tan Minze, and he couldn't figure out what made his face so thick in just two years, he was like chewing gum stuck to his hair, Nothing can be done.