Master, I really don't want to lay eggs!

Even with the Nine Star Begonia, Qin Zhao still has insomnia tonight.

Qin Zhao is not a person who can deceive himself and others. Although he has no relationship experience, but because it is the first time he has been tempted, he is more sure of his feelings.

Qin Zhao recalled the scenes since he met Lu Jiu, the natural affection between the two, and the involuntary intimacy between them. Although Lu Jiu had no intention of seducing him, every envious look in his eyes, every coquettish hug, Every intentional or unintentional word made Qin Zhao's face warm and heartbeat, and he couldn't control himself.

Qin Zhao didn't think it was such a shocking thing for him to fall in love with a boy. Although the Qin family had high hopes for him, on the premise that the third generation of Qin Yue had grown up, even if Qin Zhao didn't stay behind, he would Not a big deal.

Qin Zhao is also not worried about Lu Jiu's mysterious origin. To him, it doesn't matter who Lu Jiu is from. Lu Jiu is Lu Jiu, and he likes Lu Jiu.

Qin Zhao is not afraid of damage to his reputation. It's not because of the criticism of the world. He doesn't care about the worldly vision and pressure that two men of the same sex have to face together.

Qin Zhao only cares about what Lu Jiu thinks.

Lu Jiu is too innocent, he doesn't understand this kind of feeling at all, he is dependent or envious of Qin Zhao but definitely not love, Qin Zhao can be sure of this.Lu Jiu doesn't understand love at all.

Qin Zhao even felt that Lu Jiu regarded himself as an elder, and would always lie in his arms, want to hug and touch his head, Qin Zhao felt extremely powerless.

Also, although he didn't make it clear, Qin Zhao already understood that Lu Jiu was probably a person of longevity.

It was not because of love that Lu Jiu chased him from the previous life to this life. If he abducted him to walk on this path, what would Lu Jiu do when he died?

She will grow old and die, but Lu Jiu is likely to remain young forever.

After his death, should Lu Jiu continue to pursue the next afterlife, when he doesn't remember anything, will he still maintain the same emotion for Lu Jiu?

Love is selfish. In addition to sweet passion, it is also accompanied by exclusiveness, violation, and pain after loss.

If the status quo is maintained, even if he dies, Lu Jiu will search for his next life with Ru Mu's thoughts, and he will not suffer.Just like meeting Lu Jiu for the first time in this life, although Lu Jiu cried, she cried more out of joy.

But when Lu Jiu is involved in love, facing a lover who has no memory at all, how sad will Lu Jiu be?Qin Zhao just thought that Lu Jiu might be heartbroken, and felt that his heart was being torn into pieces.

This is very good now, Qin Zhao warned himself, he can be Lu Jiu's elder, he can be Lu Jiu's third brother, he can be anything, but he can't dream of becoming Lu Jiu's lover.

As long as Lu Jiu doesn't leave him, that's enough. If you want too much, you will lose.

Too much greed leads to loss, Qin Zhao.

Take care of him, love him, be with him, love him freely.Qin Zhao thought, so be it, this is the best for Lu Jiu.

When Qin Yue got up the next day, he was much better. He bounced downstairs to greet everyone one by one.

Lu Jiu blinked and looked at him while biting the custard bun, Qin Yue couldn't help reaching out to pinch Lu Jiu's face: "Oh, little Lulu, why are you looking at me like that? My heart melted when I saw it !"

Qin Zhao knocked off Qin Yue's hand with a "slap": "Sit down, don't call Xiao Jiu, let him eat well.

Lu Jiu swallowed the custard bun, and said to Qin Yue: "I discussed it with Li Changgeng last night,

Maybe there is a way to dispel Zhao Yuan's suicidal thoughts. "

Qin Yue asked: "But didn't you say that even if you stop her once, you won't be able to stop her a second time?"

Lu Jiu thought for a while: "The only way is to let her get rid of this idea."

Qin Yue opened his mouth, wanting to say something, getting along with Lu Jiu day and night, Qin Yue needs to roughly understand that Lu Jiu is a person who firmly believes in destiny, he wants to do this just to make himself feel less sad, Qin Yue is very moved, and works hard Two small puddles were brewing in the eye sockets, and he grabbed Lu Jiu's hand and whimpered, "Lu Lu, you are so kind to me!"

Qin Zhao tapped Qin Yue's hand with a clean chopstick, and shouted, "Hurry up and eat!"

Qin Yue nodded and pursed his lips aggrievedly. Just as he picked up the chopsticks, his phone rang, and Yuan Xi's panicked voice rang through the receiver: "Qin Yue, come here quickly! Zhao Yuan is going to jump off the building!"

Qin Yue asked Yuan Xi to pay more attention to Zhao Yuan the night before, but who would have thought that such attention would lead to such shocking news, so he notified Qin Yue immediately.

Qin Yue was in a daze, when he heard Lu Jiu's words, he hurriedly asked Yuan Xi on the other side, Yuan Xi said: "In the library of Beijing Normal University, many of our classmates are rushing there, the police and firefighters are all here, you should come too! "

Qin Yue looked at Lu Jiu subconsciously, and Lu Jiu nodded quickly: "Go!"

The two put down their bowls and chopsticks and wanted to leave. Qin Zhao grabbed Lu Jiu and called the servant to bring over some heat preservation boxes. Qin Zhao put the steamed dumplings, steamed buns, omelets, etc. Then he said: "Put these in your Nine Chi buttons, if you use mana, you will be hungry soon, if you are afraid of being seen by others, ask Qin Yue to carry a bag, hide it in the bag and take it out , Qin Yue," Qin Zhao looked at his nephew again, and patted him on the shoulder, "Control your emotions well, don't let Xiao Jiu worry about you."

Qin Yue nodded: "Don't worry third uncle, I was mentally prepared last night, we Qin family men are not so sentimental!"

One sentence made Qin Zhao and Qin Lang laugh.

Lu Jiu led Qin Yue to shrink into an inch, and arrived at Beijing Normal University in an instant.

The downstairs of the library was full of people, all of them were engrossed in staring at the girl on the top of the thirteenth floor who seemed to be crumbling. Qin Yue was terrified and couldn't help but want to grab Lu Jiu's arm: "Lu Lu , she--" Turning her head, there was no sign of Lu Jiu beside her.

Zhao Yuan's expression was blank, and seeing the crowds of people below, she suddenly felt a surge of pleasure, she thought, at least at this moment, these people are looking at her, whether it's gloating or sincere, at least for this moment, everyone's eyes are on her. himself.

Since you can't be born as bright as a pearl, then make fireworks, only for a moment of splendor.She vaguely remembered what that person said.

Anyway, no one cares about me, no one cares about me, the people I like look down on me, my efforts are worthless to them...

Jump down, there is a voice saying, agitating, tempting, come, jump down, like the most beautiful fireworks, let everyone see the splendor of this moment!

She leapt--

Where is this place?

Zhao Yuan looked around blankly, folded her arms and shivered, it was so cold!

The walls are covered with huge silver closets. She looked at them strangely. The closets should be a compartment, like a drawer, with a handle on it. His hand seemed to be transparent, passing through the handle!

Before she had time to think, with a bang, someone knocked open the door of this room, and a middle-aged woman wailed: "Yuanyuan! Yuanyuan--"

"mom?"

Zhao Yuan was surprised: "Mom? Mom?"

It was not only her mother who stumbled in, but also her father. Mother was crying, and father... was also crying.

There are several people behind, some in white coats, some in blue police uniforms.

Someone stepped forward and opened a grid on the closet. Zhao Yuan followed the movement of that person and looked over. A body wrapped in a transparent bag was revealed. Mom rushed over like crazy, and Dad pulled the zipper of the bag with trembling hands.

Zhao Yuan gasped, then took a few steps back, there was a tattered face with almost no facial features!

The owner of that face was wearing a red down jacket, and that down jacket belonged to her!

It was as if her head had been punched forcefully, buzzing and exploding.

this is me?is this me?

Mom passed out, and Dad hugged Mom while kneeling on the ground, his back seemed to be crushed by something in an instant, bent, bent, the middle-aged man was like a wounded beast, and let out a dull, It sounded like a howl coming out of his chest.