After rebirth, the scumbags all favor me
Chapter 40
When Jin Yao woke up, he opened his eyes and saw men surrounded him.
His gaze slowly moved over everyone's faces, Xu Zeen, Jiang Yingzhe, Han Shu, Zhong Ran...
He was lying on the Freud bed in Zhong Ran's office at the moment, and Jin Yao asked hoarsely, "Did I faint again?"
Xu Zeen's eyes were red, and he wanted to reach out to touch Jin Yao's face, but Jin Yao looked at him coldly, silently but sharply.
Xu Ze'en lowered his hands helplessly, Jin Yao's eyes were like vines covered with barbs, densely piercing into his internal organs, entangled the flesh and bone marrow inside, the pain made him unable to breathe.
"Jin Yao, are you okay?" Jiang Yingzhe squatted on the other side, both sad and worried.
Jin Yao smiled at Jiang Yingzhe, his face was a little tired, but the smile was bright, from the heart, with a softness, Jiang Yingzhe froze for a while, his eyes gradually became moist, he asked cautiously : "Did you...remember me?"
"I remember," Jin Yao chuckled, "I was almost fooled by you, what ex-boyfriend, you bastard..."
Jiang Yingzhe also laughed: "How did I fool you? It was you who had a crush on me, broke up with me, and then ran away after teasing me! How dare you say no!"
Jin Yao sat up, looked at Han Shu, and Han Shu was also looking at him with a smile: "When you see me, you remember everything. It seems that your affection for me is deeper than that for Yingzhe."
Jin Yao stretched out his fist, and Han Shu understood. They punched each other and held each other's palms. Jin Yao gently pulled Han Shu past him. Han Shu leaned forward and pressed against his shoulder. Jin Yao said with a smile: " Why are you still so cowardly?"
How long has it been, and Jiang Yingzhe still hasn't been fucked.
Han Shubo blushed, coughed lightly and stood up straight.
Xu Zeen squatted there all the time, looking up quietly, his eyes full of light and shadow flowing with sorrow.
Zhong Ran had been standing aside with his arms around his shoulders, at this moment he patted his hands: "Now, would you like to have a chat with me?"
It was only then that Jin Yao realized that there were magnetic plates attached to his hands and temples, and several transparent tubes hung on his body, and the other end of the tubes was connected to the instrument.
He passed out after seeing Han Shu, and Xu Zeen and others brought him to Zhong Ran, during which his brain wave movement was very intense, and everyone felt terrified when they saw the crazily beating frequency of the instrument.
Jin Yao smiled but said, "I can't afford to talk about hundreds of thousands of you today."
He got out of bed and looked around: "Where is my coat?"
"Where are you going?" Xu Zeen stood up, "You'd better take a rest, or I'll take you back to Nanhu..."
Jin Yao turned around and looked at him fixedly: "If you still want to live, stay away from me."
Xu Zeen's face was pale, Jiang Yingzhe elbowed him away: "Get up and drive away! Jin Yao doesn't want to see you, you are blind!"
"Jin Yao," Jiang Yingzhe grabbed Jin Yao's wrist, "What did you remember? Did you remember everything? Did you remember everything?"
Zhong Ran also said: "You should tell us what you remember, because you may also have delusions and hallucinations..."
Jin Yao looked at Xu Ze'en: "When I was 20 years old, you and I broke up. Five years later, we met again in Hong Kong City. Is this the case?"
Jiang Yingzhe and Han Shu were startled at the same time, Xu Zeen nodded stiffly.
"You think Jiang Yingzhe and I were together and designed a kidnapping, kidnapping you and Jiang Yingzhe at the same time, the kidnapper asked me to choose only one, is there such a thing?"
Jiang Yingzhe gritted his teeth and turned his head away. He found out the identity of the kidnapper earlier than Jin Yao, and it was for this reason that he broke up with Xu Zeen.
Xu Ze'en's chest heaved violently, his face was so pale that it was almost transparent, he stared at Jin Yao stubbornly, his eyes were filled with blood.
Jin Yao pressed again: "Is this the case?"
Xu Zeen closed his eyes and nodded again.
Jin Yao sneered: "I chose you."
He pointed at Xu Zeen: "Why the hell did I choose you? Jiang Yingzhe regards you as a brother, what do you think of him? Is there anyone in this world that you can't use?
Let me tell you Xu Zeen, I chose you because I decided that if Jiang Yingzhe died, I would kill him!I've protected you for 20 years, and I don't want to see you die before me... Whether you're wolf-hearted or ungrateful, I don't want to count on you any more, so get out of here! "
Jin Yao turned around, Xu Ze'en pulled him back, Jin Yao shook his hand violently, but Xu Ze'en used all his strength, but he was not thrown away by Jin Yao, his eyes were scarlet, his face was distorted, his voice was messy and broken, trembling and hoarse, but he Desperately holding Jin Yao:
"I admit, I admit that I have done these things, but you were not willing to come back to me at that time, I thought you were because of him...I made a mistake, but I just want to force your mind, I always I can't believe that you will fall in love with someone else, you chose me, you chose me..."
He said eagerly: "I have done a lot of wrong things, and I have done a lot of bad things. I know I am not a good person, but my feelings for you are my only conscience..."
"Fuck your conscience! Apart from being able to do these unsightly tricks, you also have a fucking conscience!"
Jin Yao shouted violently, he suddenly pushed Xu Zeen against the wall, Xu Zeen's back hit the solid wall heavily, the loud bang even Jiang Yingzhe, who was bristling in anger, could hear clearly, he and Zhong Ran Han Shu were stunned together look over.
Jin Yao's pupils were dark, like the deep sea before a storm, surging like ink, his five fingers snapped into claws, and the ferocious sound of his joints made the other three people in the room shout in horror: "Jin Yao don't want--"
His fingers stopped an inch in front of Xu Zeen's neck, but it wasn't because Jin Yao suddenly softened his heart. He showed a cruel and sinister smile, and moved his palm to Xu Zeen's shoulder blades. He couldn't even make a muffled grunt.
Zhong Ran and the other three tried to stop him, but Jin Yao turned Xu Zeen around with lightning speed, and at the same time he removed Xu Zeen's shoulder joint on the other side.
"Jin Yao!" Jiang Yingzhe was stunned. Even though he hated Xu Ze'en, Jin Yao still shocked him by splitting him up like this. "Don't do this, just beat him up..."
Jin Yao suddenly turned his head, and when Jiang Yingzhe saw his face, the rest of his words collapsed in the air, Han Shu also noticed something was wrong, Jin Yao was expressionless, his whole body seemed like a cold machine, straight Looking at them, but no image was reflected in his dark pupils, he smiled indifferently and strangely, as if... like a demon from hell...
"What happened to Jin Yao?" Han Shu murmured in disbelief, "What happened to him?"
"Second personality! Don't touch him!" Zhong Ran was the only one who understood the situation. He had reached out and pressed the alarm bell in the room, and the hospital's security guards would arrive soon.
"Don't..." Xu Zeen's eyes were gray, he could no longer see the scene in front of him clearly, the sound of the alarm bell rumbled in his eardrums, and he squeezed out broken syllables from his throat with difficulty, "Don't shock him ..."
There was another violent sound of staggered joints, and Xu Zeen fell to the ground limply like a piece of rag. Jin Yao stared at his face, enjoying the pained and despairing expression on Xu Zeen's face. Stained with undisguised mad hatred: "I said that I want you to taste the teleportation of 206 bones for an inch, and none of them will be missing." He squatted down, stretched his five fingers and pinched Xu Zeen's face forcefully. The force almost pierced Xu Ze'en's skin, "But why can't you help but fuck, can't you do it for only three dollars? It's so boring, if it kills you, it won't be fun."
Jin Yao touched his chin, and looked at Xu Zeen with his mouth slightly pursed, like a leopard in hunger examining its prey, thinking about which part is better to bite first, and finally he seemed to have finally decided, "Pa" He snapped his fingers: "This mouth is full of lies, you should stop talking in the future!"
The sound of dislocated bones made people's scalps explode. Xu Zeen could only look at Jin Yao helplessly. His gaze was actually somewhat gratifying. If breaking Cruciatus apart could make Jin Yao feel better, that would be fine. It's not like he hasn't endured more life than death, flesh and blood turned into mud...
Jin Yao's expression was even more disgusted, and his eyes were full of thick sarcasm: "Every time you only show such an expression, as if you are wronged and innocent, as if everyone in the world is sorry for you, you have nothing Wrong, when will you be able to toughen up like a man? Put away your hypocrisy that disgusts me!"
Jiang Yingzhe couldn't believe it: "Why...he hates Xu Zeen so much..."
The door was suddenly knocked open, and dozens of security guards rushed in with electric shock batons.
"What are you going to do?" Jiang Yingzhe shouted, "You are not allowed to hurt him!"
Zhong Ran jumped: "Don't make trouble! Hurry up and stop him! He will kill Xu Zeen, he will kill Xu Zeen!"
Jin Yao stood up slowly, and the security guard in front had already rushed over. The man held up the electric shock baton and wanted to hit Jin Yao on the shoulder, but Jin Yao easily grabbed the man's wrist, and the 1.8-meter tall man was easily thrown by him. The body turned around in the air, and finally flew out, smashing into the pile of people rushing up from behind.
The scene was chaotic for less than a minute, and Jin Yao snatched a security guard's electric baton with his hands, and knocked everyone down in a flash.
"This can't work," Han Shu was the only one who could still keep his senses. He took out his mobile phone and said, "We must call the police!"
"Don't call the police!" Jiang Yingzhe stopped Han Shu, "The police will forcibly isolate him!"
"Call the police!" Zhong Ran agreed with Han Shu, "Take him down first!"
"Don't call the police..." Xu Zeen's angry voice was lost in the other people's disputes.
Several people were at loggerheads. At this moment, a man's voice suddenly sounded outside the door. He tried his best to suppress his astonishment and maintained a restrained softness: "Jin Yao?"
Gu Qing appeared at the door, and the electric baton in Jin Yao's hand fell to the ground with a "boom", and everyone saw him talking in a daze, "Brother Gu?"
He looked around blankly, looking from the security guards who were lying on the ground one by one, and finally fixed on Xu Zeen, whose face was so pale that there was almost no color, Jin Yao's pupils shrank violently.
Xu Zeen sat leaning against the wall, his shoulders collapsed, it was obvious that someone had removed his joints, the bloodshot eyes on his face were almost drained, fine beads of sweat covered every contour of his face, he seemed to be blinking Even the eyelashes require a lot of effort, and the eyelashes tremble weakly, like a dying butterfly in a storm.
He just looked at Jin Yao like that, and tears came out of his eyes little by little. He hadn't shed tears before, but when he saw Gu Qing walk in, Gu Qing only called out to Jin Yao and regained his sanity. The clothes Qing wore were matched by Jin Yao once. When he saw Jin Yao let Gu Qing hold him in his arms, for a moment, Xu Zeen hated all of this.
He suddenly felt overwhelming hatred. He felt very painful, tired, and powerless. He didn't know the meaning of everything he insisted on. When he loved Jin Yao, he couldn't protect him. He wanted to protect him but lost Him, he finally got him back, and he hated him...
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Jin Yao lay back on the Freud bed again.
Zhong Ran drove out the idlers and others, and he sat on the chair beside the bed, holding a writing board on his lap.
The soothing sound of music poured out, and Zhong Ran's deep and melodious voice sounded like a cello: "Jin Yao, let's play a game. Did you ever play jigsaw puzzles when you were young?"
Jin Yao closed his eyes: "Yes."
"Okay, now we have a jigsaw puzzle in front of us. It has 29 pieces in total. The first piece represents your birth. Have you ever seen yourself in a swaddling baby? You must have been very cute when you were a baby."
There was a slight smile in Zhong Ran's voice, and this gentle tone soothed Jin Yao's subconscious vigilance: "I haven't seen it before, I was born without a mother, and my father... never took pictures of me."
"So," Zhong Ran's voice was softer, "When did you first see yourself?"
Jin Yao frowned slightly, not understanding Zhong Ran's question.
"Where is it? South Lake Manor? What are you doing? Who is around?"
"Yes, it's at South Lake Manor, I... I'm... I'm having a snowball fight..."
The soft silver world rushes towards the face, and the laughter of children knocks from the deepest part of the brain.
It was a... no, it was a group, a group of children were having a snowball fight on the endless snow.
The sky is very high, and it is particularly blue and bright against the snow. The whole world is vast. Those children are running and cheering, like stars dotted and jumping between the sky and the earth.
There was a child in a blue padded jacket who was particularly eye-catching. He was tall and strong. He rolled up a snowball and threw it, which always made a child cry. A handsome silhouette in the future.
Jin Yao knew that this child was himself.
With his hands on his hips, he triumphantly swept across the faces of children with mouths open in front of him, like a general who has won a battle and is taking prisoners, until he saw the last child, and that child was the only one who didn't cry, but People who are laughing.
That was Xu Zeen, he ran towards Jin Yao while laughing, and shouted loudly: "Brother, brother..."
On the way Xu Zeen was running towards Jin Yao, a little fat man suddenly rolled up a snowball and threw it at him hard. The snow ball instantly hit the back of Xu Zeen's head, and the cold snowflakes splashed all over the back of his head. Wow, crying, shouting again and again: "Brother! Brother!"
Jin Yao was furious. He was like a small cannon that had just been fired. The bullet rushed towards the little fat man. The two children rolled in the snow. Jin Yao's small fist hit the little fat man's back. He shouted viciously: "Dare to bully Enen! I'll kill you! I'll kill you!"
All the children rushed forward, not knowing who was on top of whom, and they all huddled together in a daze. An adult came running from a distance, and someone picked up Xu Zeen first, and coaxed: "Oh, which brat beats you!" Fourth young master? I want to die!"
The adults got together more and more, and took away their children one by one. In the end, only Jin Yao was left alone lying on the snow. Xu Zeen struggled to slide off the person who was holding him, and ran towards Jin Yao. He didn't stop crying until the end, Jin Yao got up from the ground by himself, he didn't feel the pain after the child fell, and he still had the energy to coax the little crying bag: "Enen don't cry, brother doesn't hurt, who bullied you , brother will beat him to death!"
……
Zhong Ran's voice was as soft as a murmur: "Do you remember how old you were at that time?"
"Almost four years old."
Zhong Ran had already cut a piece of writing board into 29 pieces. He made a circle in the first three boxes, which meant that Jin Yao hadn't remembered anything in the past three years, and then ticked the fourth box.
"Are you angry when other children bully you? You keep saying that Enen is crying, aren't you crying?"
Jin Yao shook his head: "I don't cry, if I do, Enen will be even more afraid."
"Then aren't you afraid? Are you afraid of nothing?"
Jin Yao hesitated for a moment: "I'm afraid... afraid of being put in a jar."
Zhong Ran clenched the pen in his hand: "Who put you in the jar?"
"Eldest young master, he threw me into the water tank, and the water in it comes to me." Jin Yao still closed his eyes, and put his palms on his chest.
"Were you also four years old at that time?" Zhong Ran asked holding his breath.
"Yes... right."
Jin Yao's breathing was out of rhythm.
The little child was thrown into the water jar. Although there was only half of the water in the jar, it was the twelfth lunar month at that time. He stood in the jar and shouted loudly, but the lid on the top sealed his voice firmly in the narrow water jar. , only his own echo kept echoing around, shaking his eardrums to roar.
When the sound of "Dangdangdang" came, Jin Yao was taking a nap on the wall of the tank. The water was so cold that he wanted to sleep. However, if he squatted down, the water would cover his head, and he could only put two A small arm was raised high, and his forehead rested on his own arm.
Jin Yao was startled by the loud noise, and realized that someone was smashing the water tank outside, the child immediately became excited: "Enen? Is that you? Enen?"
Xu Zeen's voice came from outside: "Jin Yao! Jin Yao!"
He was so angry that his voice cracked: "Smash it open! Smash it open!"
Obviously, his strength is too weak to smash this large and solid water tank.
A man's voice sounded in embarrassment: "Fourth young master, the eldest young master said that it will take half an hour before Jin Yao can be released."
Jin Yao could hear clearly, he thought almost desperately, in half an hour, I will definitely freeze to death, I will freeze to death.
He tore his voice and shouted: "Enen! Enen!"
"Boom!"
Something slammed into the wall of the cylinder, and the two adults exclaimed: "Fourth young master!"
The cylinder head was finally opened, and Jin Yao was carried out. He was trembling and unable to speak, but his eyes widened in the next moment.
Xu Zeen fell to the ground, holding a stone in his hand, he lifted it up high with all his strength, and hit the servant who came to help him hard on the forehead!
The blood flowed down that person's cheeks, and quickly solidified in the cold wind. It looked especially terrifying in the night. The person was stunned, and Jin Yao was also stunned.
Xu Zeen stood up, looked up at Jin Yao, and the person holding Jin Yao.
The four-year-old child was covered with a gloomy and stern aura, and the pupils in his big eyes were so black that they were bottomless. The adult servant was so frightened that he took Jin Yao back several steps, with the look on his face as if he had seen a ghost .
But Jin Yao was too cold and sleepy at that time, his drenched body trembled in the wind like a fallen leaf, he just glanced down, couldn't bear the cold and passed out.
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Zhong Ran took a deep breath. He heard Xu Zeen talk about many things in the South Lake Manor, but obviously, what Xu Zeen told was just the tip of the iceberg. What happened to these two children in the manor was far beyond what he could imagine. The sun never came.
After that incident, one of them started to study, the other started to practice martial arts. They were five, six, seven... until they were 15 years old. The things of this period were gradually recalled, analyzed in detail and in an orderly manner, until I was 20 years old.
"You said you were unconscious on the street and picked up by Jiang Yingzhe. What happened afterwards? After joining Hayden Security, where did you go?"
"I went to Mianbei... Mianbei..."
Jin Yao's voice struggled a little, he seemed to be recalling very hard, Zhong Ran understood that this was a memory gap, because there was no opportunity to trigger this point for the time being, he quickly skipped over: "When did you leave Mianbei?"
Jin Yao mentioned a year, and Zhong Ran put question marks on No.20 to 24 on the writing board.
At the age of 24, Jin Yao met Jiang Yingzhe again and came to Hong Kong City with him. A year later, he met Xu Zeen again——
"I came back to Hong Kong City because of him. I just want to see him again before I'm not blind." Jin Yao said.
In fact, Jiang Yingzhe and Xu Zeen met through Zhou Yancheng in country A, but Jin Yao went to Mianbei at that time, so the three of them had never met before.
That night when Jiang Yingzhe cleaned Xu Zeen up, Han Shu was away because of something else, only Jin Yao had been sitting on the sofa in the farthest corner, far away from both of them.
Jiang Yingzhe has always been good at playing, and naturally he has put a lot of thought into entertaining friends from afar. The door of the box was pushed open, and when several young and handsome boys filed in, Jin Yao's mind suddenly went blank.
Those children were all at the age of sixteen or seventeen. They were all tall and handsome, with picturesque features and no makeup. They looked exactly like Jin Yao when he was young.
The sound of the music was deliberately turned down, and Jiang Yingzhe said to Xu Zeen with a smile: "I specially picked the flavors you like, and keep them?"
Jin Yao seemed to be punched hard on the temple by someone, the rumble of blood rushed to his nerves crazily, dark clouds piled up in front of him, he closed his eyes fiercely, and when he opened them again, the private room seemed to be covered with a light veil , Seeing everything is a bit hazy.
Xu Zeen was spinning a wine glass in his hand, Jin Yao thought in a daze, before he never drank alcohol, this is the fourth glass he drank tonight, five years really changed a person too much.
He had to think that Jiang Yingzhe knew Xu Zeen's sexuality so well, and the conversation between them was so familiar, it seemed that this was not the first time such a scene had happened.
Xu Zeen smiled, and nodded his wine glass at one of the boys. The boy smiled with a dimple on his cheek, and wanted to sit down beside Xu Zeen.
"Hey, hey!" Jiang Yingzhe shouted, "Sit far away, our Fourth Young Master Xu doesn't like people sticking close to him, he only likes to see with his eyes!"
The boy pouted, and finally sat down on the armrest of Xu Zeen's sofa.
Jiang Yingzhe waved his hand to let the rest of the people leave, but he only raised his palm in the air. He suddenly stared at one of the boys, and then turned to look at Jin Yao. Jiang Yingzhe frowned and pointed his finger at the mother Sang said, "Where did this come from? Get it out!"
The boy's face turned pale with fright, and his mother Sang was also taken aback: "Young Master Jiang, this child..."
"Get out, if I still see him here in the future, I will smash your shop!" Jiang Yingzhe slammed a wine glass over, and the wine drenched the woman and fell on the marble floor with a bang. .
Xu Ze'en had been indifferent before, seeing Jiang Yingzhe's angry appearance, he also looked at the boy suspiciously. Before that, he just randomly clicked on a person, and didn't look at the person's face carefully. body.
That boy is too much like Jin Yao. Although his face is full of panic at the moment, his eyes are round, clear and bright, his skin is light honey, and the line of his chin is especially like Jin Yao. It is rare that he has a very good frame and a straight figure. Frightened, he still stood very straight.
Mother Sang was so frightened that she quickly took everyone out. As soon as Jiang Yingzhe's thoughts turned here, even the boy sitting on the armrest of the sofa didn't like his eyes: "Get out too!"
Xu Zeen turned his head slowly and looked at Jiang Yingzhe fixedly.
Jiang Yingzhe scratched his head. He didn't feel that his master was acting a little unnaturally until now, so he could only explain: "Well, brother, I'm sorry, I'm not trying to embarrass you, just these few..."
He turned his head and pointed at Jin Yao: "Why does it look so much like our family's Jin Yao! This is not going to happen. I got angry when I saw it. I will call you some more... Hey, I knew before that you like this kind of face. He is heroic, with a very straight body, but now why do I feel that this is all carved out by Jin Yao of our family? Don't blame me for being sentimental. long……"
Jin Yao couldn't take it anymore, he walked out and slammed the door of the box behind him.
Jin Yao didn't know what Jiang Yingzhe said to Xu Zeen. Although he was in a complicated mood at that time, he felt sad for Xu Zeen's learning to act on the spot, and felt sad and ridiculous for Xu Zeen's obsession. He also couldn't laugh or cry because of Jiang Yingzhe's fuss. However, he didn't leave, he just stood in the corridor outside, silently guarding the two people in the box.
He saw a few young men and women being brought in again, and no one else came out except that mother-san.
Later, Han Shu came and picked up some other people, the voice in the box became more and more noisy, the time ticked away, Jin Yao stood by the window, rarely dazed.
Until he found someone approaching, and when that person reached out to him, he pinched the wrist bone. Jin Yao raised his head and met Xu Zeen's eyes, which were dark and deep, and waves of light surged in the deepest part of the eyes.
"Jin Yao," Xu Zeen said softly, "Don't come here without any problems."
Jin Yao let go of his hand, took a step back, and leaned against the window rail. He didn't know what to say, this was a reunion he had planned, but after the goodbye, Jin Yao could only feel powerless and tired.
Jin Yao is no longer the Jin Yao he was back then, and Xu Zeen is not the same Xu Zeen he was back then.
They are no longer the past. During the five years of separation, one of them has not changed his original intention, and the other has changed beyond recognition, which is enough to make them strangers.
Jin Yao's indifferent silence made Xu Ze'en a little helpless, he licked his lips: "I originally wanted to find you later, I still have some things... I haven't dealt with them well, I didn't expect to meet you here. "
Jin Yao looked up at him, completely unable to understand Xu Zeen's words.
Xu Zeen stared at him intently, and said slowly, word by word: "I have missed you a lot these past few years."
These years, I miss you very much.
Jin Yao lowered his eyelashes. In the past few years, he has been brooding over why Xu Zeen abandoned him. Before returning to Hong Kong, Jin Yao even thought about saying goodbye. He must ask Xu Zeen about this question.
But facing Xu Zeen's words "I miss you very much", Jin Yao suddenly felt that everything was meaningless.
Thinking, it means that there is still more concern and nostalgia for the old love. Jin Yao feels that he is qualified to say this word. He has been digging his heart and soul for Xu Zeen for so many years. After being forcibly stripped, he will naturally think about it. He devoted himself to this miss. But what about Xu Zeen, when he abandoned him, his attitude was resolute and decisive. What has he done in the past five years? What qualifications does he have to say this word?
Jin Yao couldn't help but think of the process of Jiang Yingzhe ordering a boy for Xu Zeen, and he burst out laughing. It turned out that this was what Xu Zeen thought of him, cheap, superficial, ridiculous, and shameful.
All the longing and reluctance in these years seemed like a balloon that was inflated and full was punctured in an instant, leaving him only laughing and laughing.
Time flies, years pass by, and many concessions and tolerances are no longer unconditional and bottom-line.
"What are you laughing at?" Such Jin Yao undoubtedly made Xu Zeen very strange, and also a little annoyed.
Without saying a word, Jin Yao turned around and left.
Xu Zeen pulled him back: "Jin Yao!"
The door of the box was opened, and Jiang Yingzhe stumbled out and threw himself on Jin Yao. He put his hot face into Jin Yao's collar, and muttered: "I'm going to pee, Jin Yao, take me to pee." Urine……"
Jiang Yingzhe couldn't even stand still, Jin Yao glanced into the box, Han Shu was also entangled by other people, so he had to bend down to lift Jiang Yingzhe up, and took him to the toilet.
Xu Zeen froze there, but he quickly followed. When he chased to the bathroom, Jin Yao was supporting Jiang Yingzhe, whistling to the young master to make him pee quickly.
This scene shocked Xu Zeen's mind as if he was living in a construction team. The hammers and hammers were clanging, and his brains were all muddled. Jin Yao didn't see the veins on his forehead twitching in an instant, and he didn't see him either. With a ferocious and distorted expression on his face, until Jin Yao carried Jiang Yingzhe back again, he never looked at Xu Zeen the whole time.
When everyone returned to the Jiang family mansion that night, Jin Yao settled the drunken Jiang Yingzhe and Han Shu separately. As soon as he returned to his room, he saw Xu Zeen sitting on his bed. With his visual ability, he recognized the figure as him at a glance.
"Don't turn on the light!" Xu Zeen prevented Jin Yao from turning on the light. His voice was hoarse, full of drunkenness, his tongue was even a little knotted, and it was rare for him to speak clearly, "I want to talk to you."
Xu Zeen got up and walked towards the door. Jin Yao stood there, feeling Xu Zeen's hot hands caressing his face, he turned his head away.
Xu Zeen's hands froze in the air, and he laughed hoarsely: "Hate me?"
"I can explain what happened five years ago."
Xu Zeen said in a low voice: "That year... my father knew about us... I had no choice. If I had told you the truth at that time, you would have never left. I know you too well, and I know my father too. I have no other choice. Choose Jin Yao, don't...don't hate me..."
Jin Yao had vaguely guessed, and even heard Xu Zeen say this, he was not surprised, he couldn't tell whether he was relieved or more disappointed.He didn't know whether this reason relieved him or made him more aggrieved.
From the first day he was with Xu Zeen, he imagined what would happen if the head of the Xu family found out. At that time, he told himself that as long as he didn't die, he would never let go of Xu Zeen's hand, so he desperately made himself stronger. Strong, he felt that he had enough ability to protect their love, but Xu Zeen didn't even give him a chance to fight, so he raised the white flag first, and even expelled him.
It was at that time that Jin Yao overthrew all his blind confidence in Xu Zeen for the first time, he finally couldn't bear it anymore, Jin Yao said: "Xu Zeen, men don't do this."
"A man shouldn't be so cowardly and useless. You can choose the Xu family over me, but you can't make these high-sounding excuses. I'm not an excuse for you to surrender."
Xu Zeen backed away again and again until his heels touched the foot of Jin Yao's bed. As if his legs had softened, he fell to sit on the bed. In the darkness, Jin Yao could only hear various collision sounds from him.
In the darkness of the room, only Jin Yao's eyes were shining faintly, his voice was faint, but every word was like a thorny steel needle, densely piercing into Xu Zeen's body:
"I don't hate you, I have never hated you. In my life, there are not many people who have treated me well. You have treated me well for 20 years. Whether you use it or be sincere, I saw it from the first moment I was born. It's you, so many years, so many feelings, I will never hate you, but Xu Zeen, you shouldn't say such things to me now, as long as you can persist and calm down to me, I will not, like now Disappointed. Whether you regret it, miss me, or want to reconcile, it makes me feel uncomfortable."
I think you're my thing, but you think I'm replaceable, make-up, something that can come and go when you call it, and that makes me uncomfortable.
I love you is my business, but you spoil me, it makes me uncomfortable.
I am willing to protect you and keep you is my business, but if you think that I have no bottom line and no dignity, then it makes me uncomfortable.
Between you and me, up to now, it is the end of the road, you look down on me, I doubt you, Xu Zeen, I would rather not have this reunion, at least at that time you were still the softest concern in my heart.
"You are like this, I can't control it," Jin Yao opened the door, the veins on the back of his hand holding the doorknob were raised, showing that his emotions were faltering, "Go out, I don't really want to see you now. "
Xu Zeen didn't move. He sat there for a while, then suddenly broke his voice, and asked sharply, "Is it because of Jiang Yingzhe? He said you broke him, is it true? Do you like him? Do you want to be with him?" together?"
The air in the room suddenly tensed up, as if there was a string of full tension that would break at the touch of a touch between the two people.
Jin Yao's gaze pierced the thin darkness, and he stared at Xu Zeen firmly. Such interrogation seemed to ignite the lead wire buried in his heart. Heart-piercing, these deep and dense lingering and pains appear so broken and ridiculous, so absurd and superficial under Xu Zeen's vicious questioning.
Jin Yao sneered: "If you say yes, then go for it. Now, get out!"
Xu Zeen rushed over suddenly, the door was slammed shut by him, he pressed Jin Yao to the door, and pressed his fiery lips against it.
However, his lips only touched Jin Yao's cold palm, Xu Zeen couldn't see Jin Yao's expression clearly, but he could feel the cold temperature of Jin Yao's whole body.
In this hug, only Xu Zeen was enthusiastic, only his heart was beating out of order and violently, while Jin Yao's breath was always gentle, without waves or warmth.
With this discovery, the air in Xu Zeen's chest was emptied, and his internal organs were cut to pieces.
"You can't treat me like this," Xu Zeen's breath was fiery. He didn't seem to feel Jin Yao's resistance and resistance, and he just tightened his arms. He was flustered and urgent, at a loss and messy, and his tone was completely lost Rhythm, sound like sandpaper, "
His gaze slowly moved over everyone's faces, Xu Zeen, Jiang Yingzhe, Han Shu, Zhong Ran...
He was lying on the Freud bed in Zhong Ran's office at the moment, and Jin Yao asked hoarsely, "Did I faint again?"
Xu Zeen's eyes were red, and he wanted to reach out to touch Jin Yao's face, but Jin Yao looked at him coldly, silently but sharply.
Xu Ze'en lowered his hands helplessly, Jin Yao's eyes were like vines covered with barbs, densely piercing into his internal organs, entangled the flesh and bone marrow inside, the pain made him unable to breathe.
"Jin Yao, are you okay?" Jiang Yingzhe squatted on the other side, both sad and worried.
Jin Yao smiled at Jiang Yingzhe, his face was a little tired, but the smile was bright, from the heart, with a softness, Jiang Yingzhe froze for a while, his eyes gradually became moist, he asked cautiously : "Did you...remember me?"
"I remember," Jin Yao chuckled, "I was almost fooled by you, what ex-boyfriend, you bastard..."
Jiang Yingzhe also laughed: "How did I fool you? It was you who had a crush on me, broke up with me, and then ran away after teasing me! How dare you say no!"
Jin Yao sat up, looked at Han Shu, and Han Shu was also looking at him with a smile: "When you see me, you remember everything. It seems that your affection for me is deeper than that for Yingzhe."
Jin Yao stretched out his fist, and Han Shu understood. They punched each other and held each other's palms. Jin Yao gently pulled Han Shu past him. Han Shu leaned forward and pressed against his shoulder. Jin Yao said with a smile: " Why are you still so cowardly?"
How long has it been, and Jiang Yingzhe still hasn't been fucked.
Han Shubo blushed, coughed lightly and stood up straight.
Xu Zeen squatted there all the time, looking up quietly, his eyes full of light and shadow flowing with sorrow.
Zhong Ran had been standing aside with his arms around his shoulders, at this moment he patted his hands: "Now, would you like to have a chat with me?"
It was only then that Jin Yao realized that there were magnetic plates attached to his hands and temples, and several transparent tubes hung on his body, and the other end of the tubes was connected to the instrument.
He passed out after seeing Han Shu, and Xu Zeen and others brought him to Zhong Ran, during which his brain wave movement was very intense, and everyone felt terrified when they saw the crazily beating frequency of the instrument.
Jin Yao smiled but said, "I can't afford to talk about hundreds of thousands of you today."
He got out of bed and looked around: "Where is my coat?"
"Where are you going?" Xu Zeen stood up, "You'd better take a rest, or I'll take you back to Nanhu..."
Jin Yao turned around and looked at him fixedly: "If you still want to live, stay away from me."
Xu Zeen's face was pale, Jiang Yingzhe elbowed him away: "Get up and drive away! Jin Yao doesn't want to see you, you are blind!"
"Jin Yao," Jiang Yingzhe grabbed Jin Yao's wrist, "What did you remember? Did you remember everything? Did you remember everything?"
Zhong Ran also said: "You should tell us what you remember, because you may also have delusions and hallucinations..."
Jin Yao looked at Xu Ze'en: "When I was 20 years old, you and I broke up. Five years later, we met again in Hong Kong City. Is this the case?"
Jiang Yingzhe and Han Shu were startled at the same time, Xu Zeen nodded stiffly.
"You think Jiang Yingzhe and I were together and designed a kidnapping, kidnapping you and Jiang Yingzhe at the same time, the kidnapper asked me to choose only one, is there such a thing?"
Jiang Yingzhe gritted his teeth and turned his head away. He found out the identity of the kidnapper earlier than Jin Yao, and it was for this reason that he broke up with Xu Zeen.
Xu Ze'en's chest heaved violently, his face was so pale that it was almost transparent, he stared at Jin Yao stubbornly, his eyes were filled with blood.
Jin Yao pressed again: "Is this the case?"
Xu Zeen closed his eyes and nodded again.
Jin Yao sneered: "I chose you."
He pointed at Xu Zeen: "Why the hell did I choose you? Jiang Yingzhe regards you as a brother, what do you think of him? Is there anyone in this world that you can't use?
Let me tell you Xu Zeen, I chose you because I decided that if Jiang Yingzhe died, I would kill him!I've protected you for 20 years, and I don't want to see you die before me... Whether you're wolf-hearted or ungrateful, I don't want to count on you any more, so get out of here! "
Jin Yao turned around, Xu Ze'en pulled him back, Jin Yao shook his hand violently, but Xu Ze'en used all his strength, but he was not thrown away by Jin Yao, his eyes were scarlet, his face was distorted, his voice was messy and broken, trembling and hoarse, but he Desperately holding Jin Yao:
"I admit, I admit that I have done these things, but you were not willing to come back to me at that time, I thought you were because of him...I made a mistake, but I just want to force your mind, I always I can't believe that you will fall in love with someone else, you chose me, you chose me..."
He said eagerly: "I have done a lot of wrong things, and I have done a lot of bad things. I know I am not a good person, but my feelings for you are my only conscience..."
"Fuck your conscience! Apart from being able to do these unsightly tricks, you also have a fucking conscience!"
Jin Yao shouted violently, he suddenly pushed Xu Zeen against the wall, Xu Zeen's back hit the solid wall heavily, the loud bang even Jiang Yingzhe, who was bristling in anger, could hear clearly, he and Zhong Ran Han Shu were stunned together look over.
Jin Yao's pupils were dark, like the deep sea before a storm, surging like ink, his five fingers snapped into claws, and the ferocious sound of his joints made the other three people in the room shout in horror: "Jin Yao don't want--"
His fingers stopped an inch in front of Xu Zeen's neck, but it wasn't because Jin Yao suddenly softened his heart. He showed a cruel and sinister smile, and moved his palm to Xu Zeen's shoulder blades. He couldn't even make a muffled grunt.
Zhong Ran and the other three tried to stop him, but Jin Yao turned Xu Zeen around with lightning speed, and at the same time he removed Xu Zeen's shoulder joint on the other side.
"Jin Yao!" Jiang Yingzhe was stunned. Even though he hated Xu Ze'en, Jin Yao still shocked him by splitting him up like this. "Don't do this, just beat him up..."
Jin Yao suddenly turned his head, and when Jiang Yingzhe saw his face, the rest of his words collapsed in the air, Han Shu also noticed something was wrong, Jin Yao was expressionless, his whole body seemed like a cold machine, straight Looking at them, but no image was reflected in his dark pupils, he smiled indifferently and strangely, as if... like a demon from hell...
"What happened to Jin Yao?" Han Shu murmured in disbelief, "What happened to him?"
"Second personality! Don't touch him!" Zhong Ran was the only one who understood the situation. He had reached out and pressed the alarm bell in the room, and the hospital's security guards would arrive soon.
"Don't..." Xu Zeen's eyes were gray, he could no longer see the scene in front of him clearly, the sound of the alarm bell rumbled in his eardrums, and he squeezed out broken syllables from his throat with difficulty, "Don't shock him ..."
There was another violent sound of staggered joints, and Xu Zeen fell to the ground limply like a piece of rag. Jin Yao stared at his face, enjoying the pained and despairing expression on Xu Zeen's face. Stained with undisguised mad hatred: "I said that I want you to taste the teleportation of 206 bones for an inch, and none of them will be missing." He squatted down, stretched his five fingers and pinched Xu Zeen's face forcefully. The force almost pierced Xu Ze'en's skin, "But why can't you help but fuck, can't you do it for only three dollars? It's so boring, if it kills you, it won't be fun."
Jin Yao touched his chin, and looked at Xu Zeen with his mouth slightly pursed, like a leopard in hunger examining its prey, thinking about which part is better to bite first, and finally he seemed to have finally decided, "Pa" He snapped his fingers: "This mouth is full of lies, you should stop talking in the future!"
The sound of dislocated bones made people's scalps explode. Xu Zeen could only look at Jin Yao helplessly. His gaze was actually somewhat gratifying. If breaking Cruciatus apart could make Jin Yao feel better, that would be fine. It's not like he hasn't endured more life than death, flesh and blood turned into mud...
Jin Yao's expression was even more disgusted, and his eyes were full of thick sarcasm: "Every time you only show such an expression, as if you are wronged and innocent, as if everyone in the world is sorry for you, you have nothing Wrong, when will you be able to toughen up like a man? Put away your hypocrisy that disgusts me!"
Jiang Yingzhe couldn't believe it: "Why...he hates Xu Zeen so much..."
The door was suddenly knocked open, and dozens of security guards rushed in with electric shock batons.
"What are you going to do?" Jiang Yingzhe shouted, "You are not allowed to hurt him!"
Zhong Ran jumped: "Don't make trouble! Hurry up and stop him! He will kill Xu Zeen, he will kill Xu Zeen!"
Jin Yao stood up slowly, and the security guard in front had already rushed over. The man held up the electric shock baton and wanted to hit Jin Yao on the shoulder, but Jin Yao easily grabbed the man's wrist, and the 1.8-meter tall man was easily thrown by him. The body turned around in the air, and finally flew out, smashing into the pile of people rushing up from behind.
The scene was chaotic for less than a minute, and Jin Yao snatched a security guard's electric baton with his hands, and knocked everyone down in a flash.
"This can't work," Han Shu was the only one who could still keep his senses. He took out his mobile phone and said, "We must call the police!"
"Don't call the police!" Jiang Yingzhe stopped Han Shu, "The police will forcibly isolate him!"
"Call the police!" Zhong Ran agreed with Han Shu, "Take him down first!"
"Don't call the police..." Xu Zeen's angry voice was lost in the other people's disputes.
Several people were at loggerheads. At this moment, a man's voice suddenly sounded outside the door. He tried his best to suppress his astonishment and maintained a restrained softness: "Jin Yao?"
Gu Qing appeared at the door, and the electric baton in Jin Yao's hand fell to the ground with a "boom", and everyone saw him talking in a daze, "Brother Gu?"
He looked around blankly, looking from the security guards who were lying on the ground one by one, and finally fixed on Xu Zeen, whose face was so pale that there was almost no color, Jin Yao's pupils shrank violently.
Xu Zeen sat leaning against the wall, his shoulders collapsed, it was obvious that someone had removed his joints, the bloodshot eyes on his face were almost drained, fine beads of sweat covered every contour of his face, he seemed to be blinking Even the eyelashes require a lot of effort, and the eyelashes tremble weakly, like a dying butterfly in a storm.
He just looked at Jin Yao like that, and tears came out of his eyes little by little. He hadn't shed tears before, but when he saw Gu Qing walk in, Gu Qing only called out to Jin Yao and regained his sanity. The clothes Qing wore were matched by Jin Yao once. When he saw Jin Yao let Gu Qing hold him in his arms, for a moment, Xu Zeen hated all of this.
He suddenly felt overwhelming hatred. He felt very painful, tired, and powerless. He didn't know the meaning of everything he insisted on. When he loved Jin Yao, he couldn't protect him. He wanted to protect him but lost Him, he finally got him back, and he hated him...
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Jin Yao lay back on the Freud bed again.
Zhong Ran drove out the idlers and others, and he sat on the chair beside the bed, holding a writing board on his lap.
The soothing sound of music poured out, and Zhong Ran's deep and melodious voice sounded like a cello: "Jin Yao, let's play a game. Did you ever play jigsaw puzzles when you were young?"
Jin Yao closed his eyes: "Yes."
"Okay, now we have a jigsaw puzzle in front of us. It has 29 pieces in total. The first piece represents your birth. Have you ever seen yourself in a swaddling baby? You must have been very cute when you were a baby."
There was a slight smile in Zhong Ran's voice, and this gentle tone soothed Jin Yao's subconscious vigilance: "I haven't seen it before, I was born without a mother, and my father... never took pictures of me."
"So," Zhong Ran's voice was softer, "When did you first see yourself?"
Jin Yao frowned slightly, not understanding Zhong Ran's question.
"Where is it? South Lake Manor? What are you doing? Who is around?"
"Yes, it's at South Lake Manor, I... I'm... I'm having a snowball fight..."
The soft silver world rushes towards the face, and the laughter of children knocks from the deepest part of the brain.
It was a... no, it was a group, a group of children were having a snowball fight on the endless snow.
The sky is very high, and it is particularly blue and bright against the snow. The whole world is vast. Those children are running and cheering, like stars dotted and jumping between the sky and the earth.
There was a child in a blue padded jacket who was particularly eye-catching. He was tall and strong. He rolled up a snowball and threw it, which always made a child cry. A handsome silhouette in the future.
Jin Yao knew that this child was himself.
With his hands on his hips, he triumphantly swept across the faces of children with mouths open in front of him, like a general who has won a battle and is taking prisoners, until he saw the last child, and that child was the only one who didn't cry, but People who are laughing.
That was Xu Zeen, he ran towards Jin Yao while laughing, and shouted loudly: "Brother, brother..."
On the way Xu Zeen was running towards Jin Yao, a little fat man suddenly rolled up a snowball and threw it at him hard. The snow ball instantly hit the back of Xu Zeen's head, and the cold snowflakes splashed all over the back of his head. Wow, crying, shouting again and again: "Brother! Brother!"
Jin Yao was furious. He was like a small cannon that had just been fired. The bullet rushed towards the little fat man. The two children rolled in the snow. Jin Yao's small fist hit the little fat man's back. He shouted viciously: "Dare to bully Enen! I'll kill you! I'll kill you!"
All the children rushed forward, not knowing who was on top of whom, and they all huddled together in a daze. An adult came running from a distance, and someone picked up Xu Zeen first, and coaxed: "Oh, which brat beats you!" Fourth young master? I want to die!"
The adults got together more and more, and took away their children one by one. In the end, only Jin Yao was left alone lying on the snow. Xu Zeen struggled to slide off the person who was holding him, and ran towards Jin Yao. He didn't stop crying until the end, Jin Yao got up from the ground by himself, he didn't feel the pain after the child fell, and he still had the energy to coax the little crying bag: "Enen don't cry, brother doesn't hurt, who bullied you , brother will beat him to death!"
……
Zhong Ran's voice was as soft as a murmur: "Do you remember how old you were at that time?"
"Almost four years old."
Zhong Ran had already cut a piece of writing board into 29 pieces. He made a circle in the first three boxes, which meant that Jin Yao hadn't remembered anything in the past three years, and then ticked the fourth box.
"Are you angry when other children bully you? You keep saying that Enen is crying, aren't you crying?"
Jin Yao shook his head: "I don't cry, if I do, Enen will be even more afraid."
"Then aren't you afraid? Are you afraid of nothing?"
Jin Yao hesitated for a moment: "I'm afraid... afraid of being put in a jar."
Zhong Ran clenched the pen in his hand: "Who put you in the jar?"
"Eldest young master, he threw me into the water tank, and the water in it comes to me." Jin Yao still closed his eyes, and put his palms on his chest.
"Were you also four years old at that time?" Zhong Ran asked holding his breath.
"Yes... right."
Jin Yao's breathing was out of rhythm.
The little child was thrown into the water jar. Although there was only half of the water in the jar, it was the twelfth lunar month at that time. He stood in the jar and shouted loudly, but the lid on the top sealed his voice firmly in the narrow water jar. , only his own echo kept echoing around, shaking his eardrums to roar.
When the sound of "Dangdangdang" came, Jin Yao was taking a nap on the wall of the tank. The water was so cold that he wanted to sleep. However, if he squatted down, the water would cover his head, and he could only put two A small arm was raised high, and his forehead rested on his own arm.
Jin Yao was startled by the loud noise, and realized that someone was smashing the water tank outside, the child immediately became excited: "Enen? Is that you? Enen?"
Xu Zeen's voice came from outside: "Jin Yao! Jin Yao!"
He was so angry that his voice cracked: "Smash it open! Smash it open!"
Obviously, his strength is too weak to smash this large and solid water tank.
A man's voice sounded in embarrassment: "Fourth young master, the eldest young master said that it will take half an hour before Jin Yao can be released."
Jin Yao could hear clearly, he thought almost desperately, in half an hour, I will definitely freeze to death, I will freeze to death.
He tore his voice and shouted: "Enen! Enen!"
"Boom!"
Something slammed into the wall of the cylinder, and the two adults exclaimed: "Fourth young master!"
The cylinder head was finally opened, and Jin Yao was carried out. He was trembling and unable to speak, but his eyes widened in the next moment.
Xu Zeen fell to the ground, holding a stone in his hand, he lifted it up high with all his strength, and hit the servant who came to help him hard on the forehead!
The blood flowed down that person's cheeks, and quickly solidified in the cold wind. It looked especially terrifying in the night. The person was stunned, and Jin Yao was also stunned.
Xu Zeen stood up, looked up at Jin Yao, and the person holding Jin Yao.
The four-year-old child was covered with a gloomy and stern aura, and the pupils in his big eyes were so black that they were bottomless. The adult servant was so frightened that he took Jin Yao back several steps, with the look on his face as if he had seen a ghost .
But Jin Yao was too cold and sleepy at that time, his drenched body trembled in the wind like a fallen leaf, he just glanced down, couldn't bear the cold and passed out.
……
Zhong Ran took a deep breath. He heard Xu Zeen talk about many things in the South Lake Manor, but obviously, what Xu Zeen told was just the tip of the iceberg. What happened to these two children in the manor was far beyond what he could imagine. The sun never came.
After that incident, one of them started to study, the other started to practice martial arts. They were five, six, seven... until they were 15 years old. The things of this period were gradually recalled, analyzed in detail and in an orderly manner, until I was 20 years old.
"You said you were unconscious on the street and picked up by Jiang Yingzhe. What happened afterwards? After joining Hayden Security, where did you go?"
"I went to Mianbei... Mianbei..."
Jin Yao's voice struggled a little, he seemed to be recalling very hard, Zhong Ran understood that this was a memory gap, because there was no opportunity to trigger this point for the time being, he quickly skipped over: "When did you leave Mianbei?"
Jin Yao mentioned a year, and Zhong Ran put question marks on No.20 to 24 on the writing board.
At the age of 24, Jin Yao met Jiang Yingzhe again and came to Hong Kong City with him. A year later, he met Xu Zeen again——
"I came back to Hong Kong City because of him. I just want to see him again before I'm not blind." Jin Yao said.
In fact, Jiang Yingzhe and Xu Zeen met through Zhou Yancheng in country A, but Jin Yao went to Mianbei at that time, so the three of them had never met before.
That night when Jiang Yingzhe cleaned Xu Zeen up, Han Shu was away because of something else, only Jin Yao had been sitting on the sofa in the farthest corner, far away from both of them.
Jiang Yingzhe has always been good at playing, and naturally he has put a lot of thought into entertaining friends from afar. The door of the box was pushed open, and when several young and handsome boys filed in, Jin Yao's mind suddenly went blank.
Those children were all at the age of sixteen or seventeen. They were all tall and handsome, with picturesque features and no makeup. They looked exactly like Jin Yao when he was young.
The sound of the music was deliberately turned down, and Jiang Yingzhe said to Xu Zeen with a smile: "I specially picked the flavors you like, and keep them?"
Jin Yao seemed to be punched hard on the temple by someone, the rumble of blood rushed to his nerves crazily, dark clouds piled up in front of him, he closed his eyes fiercely, and when he opened them again, the private room seemed to be covered with a light veil , Seeing everything is a bit hazy.
Xu Zeen was spinning a wine glass in his hand, Jin Yao thought in a daze, before he never drank alcohol, this is the fourth glass he drank tonight, five years really changed a person too much.
He had to think that Jiang Yingzhe knew Xu Zeen's sexuality so well, and the conversation between them was so familiar, it seemed that this was not the first time such a scene had happened.
Xu Zeen smiled, and nodded his wine glass at one of the boys. The boy smiled with a dimple on his cheek, and wanted to sit down beside Xu Zeen.
"Hey, hey!" Jiang Yingzhe shouted, "Sit far away, our Fourth Young Master Xu doesn't like people sticking close to him, he only likes to see with his eyes!"
The boy pouted, and finally sat down on the armrest of Xu Zeen's sofa.
Jiang Yingzhe waved his hand to let the rest of the people leave, but he only raised his palm in the air. He suddenly stared at one of the boys, and then turned to look at Jin Yao. Jiang Yingzhe frowned and pointed his finger at the mother Sang said, "Where did this come from? Get it out!"
The boy's face turned pale with fright, and his mother Sang was also taken aback: "Young Master Jiang, this child..."
"Get out, if I still see him here in the future, I will smash your shop!" Jiang Yingzhe slammed a wine glass over, and the wine drenched the woman and fell on the marble floor with a bang. .
Xu Ze'en had been indifferent before, seeing Jiang Yingzhe's angry appearance, he also looked at the boy suspiciously. Before that, he just randomly clicked on a person, and didn't look at the person's face carefully. body.
That boy is too much like Jin Yao. Although his face is full of panic at the moment, his eyes are round, clear and bright, his skin is light honey, and the line of his chin is especially like Jin Yao. It is rare that he has a very good frame and a straight figure. Frightened, he still stood very straight.
Mother Sang was so frightened that she quickly took everyone out. As soon as Jiang Yingzhe's thoughts turned here, even the boy sitting on the armrest of the sofa didn't like his eyes: "Get out too!"
Xu Zeen turned his head slowly and looked at Jiang Yingzhe fixedly.
Jiang Yingzhe scratched his head. He didn't feel that his master was acting a little unnaturally until now, so he could only explain: "Well, brother, I'm sorry, I'm not trying to embarrass you, just these few..."
He turned his head and pointed at Jin Yao: "Why does it look so much like our family's Jin Yao! This is not going to happen. I got angry when I saw it. I will call you some more... Hey, I knew before that you like this kind of face. He is heroic, with a very straight body, but now why do I feel that this is all carved out by Jin Yao of our family? Don't blame me for being sentimental. long……"
Jin Yao couldn't take it anymore, he walked out and slammed the door of the box behind him.
Jin Yao didn't know what Jiang Yingzhe said to Xu Zeen. Although he was in a complicated mood at that time, he felt sad for Xu Zeen's learning to act on the spot, and felt sad and ridiculous for Xu Zeen's obsession. He also couldn't laugh or cry because of Jiang Yingzhe's fuss. However, he didn't leave, he just stood in the corridor outside, silently guarding the two people in the box.
He saw a few young men and women being brought in again, and no one else came out except that mother-san.
Later, Han Shu came and picked up some other people, the voice in the box became more and more noisy, the time ticked away, Jin Yao stood by the window, rarely dazed.
Until he found someone approaching, and when that person reached out to him, he pinched the wrist bone. Jin Yao raised his head and met Xu Zeen's eyes, which were dark and deep, and waves of light surged in the deepest part of the eyes.
"Jin Yao," Xu Zeen said softly, "Don't come here without any problems."
Jin Yao let go of his hand, took a step back, and leaned against the window rail. He didn't know what to say, this was a reunion he had planned, but after the goodbye, Jin Yao could only feel powerless and tired.
Jin Yao is no longer the Jin Yao he was back then, and Xu Zeen is not the same Xu Zeen he was back then.
They are no longer the past. During the five years of separation, one of them has not changed his original intention, and the other has changed beyond recognition, which is enough to make them strangers.
Jin Yao's indifferent silence made Xu Ze'en a little helpless, he licked his lips: "I originally wanted to find you later, I still have some things... I haven't dealt with them well, I didn't expect to meet you here. "
Jin Yao looked up at him, completely unable to understand Xu Zeen's words.
Xu Zeen stared at him intently, and said slowly, word by word: "I have missed you a lot these past few years."
These years, I miss you very much.
Jin Yao lowered his eyelashes. In the past few years, he has been brooding over why Xu Zeen abandoned him. Before returning to Hong Kong, Jin Yao even thought about saying goodbye. He must ask Xu Zeen about this question.
But facing Xu Zeen's words "I miss you very much", Jin Yao suddenly felt that everything was meaningless.
Thinking, it means that there is still more concern and nostalgia for the old love. Jin Yao feels that he is qualified to say this word. He has been digging his heart and soul for Xu Zeen for so many years. After being forcibly stripped, he will naturally think about it. He devoted himself to this miss. But what about Xu Zeen, when he abandoned him, his attitude was resolute and decisive. What has he done in the past five years? What qualifications does he have to say this word?
Jin Yao couldn't help but think of the process of Jiang Yingzhe ordering a boy for Xu Zeen, and he burst out laughing. It turned out that this was what Xu Zeen thought of him, cheap, superficial, ridiculous, and shameful.
All the longing and reluctance in these years seemed like a balloon that was inflated and full was punctured in an instant, leaving him only laughing and laughing.
Time flies, years pass by, and many concessions and tolerances are no longer unconditional and bottom-line.
"What are you laughing at?" Such Jin Yao undoubtedly made Xu Zeen very strange, and also a little annoyed.
Without saying a word, Jin Yao turned around and left.
Xu Zeen pulled him back: "Jin Yao!"
The door of the box was opened, and Jiang Yingzhe stumbled out and threw himself on Jin Yao. He put his hot face into Jin Yao's collar, and muttered: "I'm going to pee, Jin Yao, take me to pee." Urine……"
Jiang Yingzhe couldn't even stand still, Jin Yao glanced into the box, Han Shu was also entangled by other people, so he had to bend down to lift Jiang Yingzhe up, and took him to the toilet.
Xu Zeen froze there, but he quickly followed. When he chased to the bathroom, Jin Yao was supporting Jiang Yingzhe, whistling to the young master to make him pee quickly.
This scene shocked Xu Zeen's mind as if he was living in a construction team. The hammers and hammers were clanging, and his brains were all muddled. Jin Yao didn't see the veins on his forehead twitching in an instant, and he didn't see him either. With a ferocious and distorted expression on his face, until Jin Yao carried Jiang Yingzhe back again, he never looked at Xu Zeen the whole time.
When everyone returned to the Jiang family mansion that night, Jin Yao settled the drunken Jiang Yingzhe and Han Shu separately. As soon as he returned to his room, he saw Xu Zeen sitting on his bed. With his visual ability, he recognized the figure as him at a glance.
"Don't turn on the light!" Xu Zeen prevented Jin Yao from turning on the light. His voice was hoarse, full of drunkenness, his tongue was even a little knotted, and it was rare for him to speak clearly, "I want to talk to you."
Xu Zeen got up and walked towards the door. Jin Yao stood there, feeling Xu Zeen's hot hands caressing his face, he turned his head away.
Xu Zeen's hands froze in the air, and he laughed hoarsely: "Hate me?"
"I can explain what happened five years ago."
Xu Zeen said in a low voice: "That year... my father knew about us... I had no choice. If I had told you the truth at that time, you would have never left. I know you too well, and I know my father too. I have no other choice. Choose Jin Yao, don't...don't hate me..."
Jin Yao had vaguely guessed, and even heard Xu Zeen say this, he was not surprised, he couldn't tell whether he was relieved or more disappointed.He didn't know whether this reason relieved him or made him more aggrieved.
From the first day he was with Xu Zeen, he imagined what would happen if the head of the Xu family found out. At that time, he told himself that as long as he didn't die, he would never let go of Xu Zeen's hand, so he desperately made himself stronger. Strong, he felt that he had enough ability to protect their love, but Xu Zeen didn't even give him a chance to fight, so he raised the white flag first, and even expelled him.
It was at that time that Jin Yao overthrew all his blind confidence in Xu Zeen for the first time, he finally couldn't bear it anymore, Jin Yao said: "Xu Zeen, men don't do this."
"A man shouldn't be so cowardly and useless. You can choose the Xu family over me, but you can't make these high-sounding excuses. I'm not an excuse for you to surrender."
Xu Zeen backed away again and again until his heels touched the foot of Jin Yao's bed. As if his legs had softened, he fell to sit on the bed. In the darkness, Jin Yao could only hear various collision sounds from him.
In the darkness of the room, only Jin Yao's eyes were shining faintly, his voice was faint, but every word was like a thorny steel needle, densely piercing into Xu Zeen's body:
"I don't hate you, I have never hated you. In my life, there are not many people who have treated me well. You have treated me well for 20 years. Whether you use it or be sincere, I saw it from the first moment I was born. It's you, so many years, so many feelings, I will never hate you, but Xu Zeen, you shouldn't say such things to me now, as long as you can persist and calm down to me, I will not, like now Disappointed. Whether you regret it, miss me, or want to reconcile, it makes me feel uncomfortable."
I think you're my thing, but you think I'm replaceable, make-up, something that can come and go when you call it, and that makes me uncomfortable.
I love you is my business, but you spoil me, it makes me uncomfortable.
I am willing to protect you and keep you is my business, but if you think that I have no bottom line and no dignity, then it makes me uncomfortable.
Between you and me, up to now, it is the end of the road, you look down on me, I doubt you, Xu Zeen, I would rather not have this reunion, at least at that time you were still the softest concern in my heart.
"You are like this, I can't control it," Jin Yao opened the door, the veins on the back of his hand holding the doorknob were raised, showing that his emotions were faltering, "Go out, I don't really want to see you now. "
Xu Zeen didn't move. He sat there for a while, then suddenly broke his voice, and asked sharply, "Is it because of Jiang Yingzhe? He said you broke him, is it true? Do you like him? Do you want to be with him?" together?"
The air in the room suddenly tensed up, as if there was a string of full tension that would break at the touch of a touch between the two people.
Jin Yao's gaze pierced the thin darkness, and he stared at Xu Zeen firmly. Such interrogation seemed to ignite the lead wire buried in his heart. Heart-piercing, these deep and dense lingering and pains appear so broken and ridiculous, so absurd and superficial under Xu Zeen's vicious questioning.
Jin Yao sneered: "If you say yes, then go for it. Now, get out!"
Xu Zeen rushed over suddenly, the door was slammed shut by him, he pressed Jin Yao to the door, and pressed his fiery lips against it.
However, his lips only touched Jin Yao's cold palm, Xu Zeen couldn't see Jin Yao's expression clearly, but he could feel the cold temperature of Jin Yao's whole body.
In this hug, only Xu Zeen was enthusiastic, only his heart was beating out of order and violently, while Jin Yao's breath was always gentle, without waves or warmth.
With this discovery, the air in Xu Zeen's chest was emptied, and his internal organs were cut to pieces.
"You can't treat me like this," Xu Zeen's breath was fiery. He didn't seem to feel Jin Yao's resistance and resistance, and he just tightened his arms. He was flustered and urgent, at a loss and messy, and his tone was completely lost Rhythm, sound like sandpaper, "
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