After rebirth, the scumbags all favor me

Xu Zeen stepped on the brakes, and the car stopped on the side of the mountain road. The hard and steep mountain walls blocked the cold wind in winter nights, but Jin Yao felt as cold as in an ice cellar.

"Jin Yao," Xu Zeen turned to look at him, "You have never killed anyone, the real murderer was me."

Jin Yao's eyes widened and he looked at him suspiciously.

Xu Zeen's eye sockets were bleeding little by little, and he pulled out a smile that was uglier than crying: "It's me."

I asked you to do all the things, and I will bear all the guilt. The law has no judgment on you, morality has no right to judge you, and people's hearts can't blame you. You have been clean from the past to the present.

Xu Zeen's expression was very painful, as if someone had strangled his throat, his complexion was so pale that it was almost transparent, the masseter muscles on his cheeks were tense, and lightning flashed in his eyes. Under the headlights, the blood vessels in his body floated gradually hideous, and the air became stagnant and rough because of his heavy breathing.

Jin Yao's thoughts broke down in an instant. Xu Ze'en's appearance made the vines that had grown wildly in his heart retreat as if they had been scorched by fire. He has always been like this. If others show weakness, he is always unwilling to bully the weak.

Jin Yao reached out and tapped Xu Zeen's shoulder with his fingers. Just as he was about to say something, Xu Zeen turned around and hugged him tightly.

"Please! I'll just give you a hug," Xu Zeen begged in a low voice, his voice broken and hoarse, his arms were tightened tightly, but with obvious caution, "I'll just give you a hug...Jin Yao..."

Xu Ze'en closed his hot eyes and suppressed all the rushing emotions. He has waited for too long, waited for too long, he has been cautious and fearful, he has drawn his sword and walked sideways, he has walked alone in this world, without People know that there is no one on the same journey, and the only person he remembers is the one who is pushed farther and farther by his exhausted means.

"Jin Yao," Xu Ze'en wanted to explain, wanted to explain again, but he was powerless to say what he said. It's not that he didn't say it, but Jin Yao didn't believe it in the past, and Jin Yao wouldn't believe him even more now. There are more than thousands of mountains and rivers in the sky and on earth.

Thousands of words, finally condensed into a heavy choked sob, "I miss you very much, I miss you so much..."

Jin Yao's strangeness, disregard, resentment, and doubts towards him were all like sharp arrows piercing his heart with sharp barbs. He trembled from the pain, and felt that all the blood in his whole body had been taken by Jin Yao. Such indifference is crucified.

He had too many grievances, too much pain, too much unspeakable suffering, too much indisputability, he didn't collapse when Jin Yao left again and again, because he firmly believed at that time that he could get it back and he could follow.

But now, facing such a familiar yet unfamiliar Jin Yao, a flood of sadness swept over him, crushing his last line of defence. For a moment, sharp fangs shot out at his canthus, intending to swallow him alive.

Xu Zeen cried bitterly, tears pouring down like rain.

Warm tears dripped down the collar and into the neckline, Jin Yao was a little speechless, he pushed Xu Zeen: "Well, you...don't cry, you are a big man, I didn't bully you... "

"You have," Xu Zeen complained with a mouthful of blood in his throat, "you haven't looked at me since we met, you used to only have me in your eyes, you think of me first, but now you don't Yes, you treat Gu Qing better than me..."

"I've known Brother Gu for a long time. He's a good guy and takes good care of me," Jin Yao told the truth, "I really don't know you very well. You seem to have a problem with your character..."

Xu Zeen wailed bitterly after being hit hard, just like a child who was scolded by an adult and was wronged endlessly, but the decibels were suppressed very low, and he wept softly, heartbroken.

I just fucked it!Is this still a man? !

Jin Yao cursed secretly: "Don't be such a motherfucker, can you? How fucking blind am I—"

Xu Zeen raised his head and stared at him incredulously, with tears hanging on his eyelashes, trembling like a butterfly flapping its wings frantically after being wetted by dew in the morning mist, this man has a good skin carved from ice, so touching The tearful and sad look made Jin Yao raise his hands in surrender: "Okay, okay, I won't talk anymore, do you still drive? If you don't drive, I will do it!"

Jin Yao really has nothing to do with a man who can cry. He prides himself on being a strong man and never attacks the weak. This is his code of conduct. Even if the target is Xu Zeen, he can insist on treating him equally on this point.

The carriage fell into an unspeakable silence again, Xu Zeen just stared at him with complicated eyes, as if he couldn't believe how Jin Yao became like this, he showed no mercy to him with sharp teeth, but seemed very happy Jin Yao It's better to be like this than to be cold and indifferent and ignore him at all.

"Can you turn it on?" Jin Yao urged impatiently. Xu Zeen's gaze made ant nests explode on his back. It was so cold that the two of them could never be on the same channel. The script is sometimes full of affection and sometimes pear blossoms and rain, but he only treats this person with a respectful distance.

However, my own illness still depends on this person, and I can only be tied to him for a short period of time. Resisting a person, and having to accept the favor of the other person, this is really a fucking pain!

Xu Zeen wiped his eyes and started the car again. Seeing his red eyes, Jin Yao couldn't help but coughed: "Well, we may have to get along for a while in the future, let's make a contract."

"You said."

Jin Yao rubbed his nose: "First, don't care about our relationship in the past. In the current situation, just treat it as if we just met. Whether it was good or bad in the past, let's write it off!"

"How do you write it off?" The blue veins on the back of Xu Zeen's hands bounced clearly one by one, but he breathed very lightly, trying hard to suppress the dull pain in his chest.

"Well... don't cry and wipe your tears at every turn, and don't keep saying shallow words. You treat me as an ordinary person, and I can coexist peacefully with you. In fact, you can help me. This matter itself I'm very grateful, but," Jin Yao bit his lip, "I'm a bit of a grudge..."

"I understand," Xu Zeen choked his voice, "Okay, I will restrain myself, and you continue."

Jin Yao didn't expect him to be so forthright, so he was taken aback for a moment before continuing: "Secondly, if I ask you something, you must tell me honestly, don't lie to me, even if you want to use me, let me know in vain--"

"Jin Yao," Xu Zeen smiled wryly, "How can I still use you now? I don't think it's enough to confess you..."

"Look, you're saying this again. I don't like to hear it very much. It makes my skin crawl all over." Jin Yao rubbed his arms unceremoniously.

Xu Zeen was helpless: "Okay, I promise, what else?"

"You can mention the third one."

Xu Zeen couldn't believe it, and was flattered: "I can also ask?"

"Ah," Jin Yao said, "this is only fair."

Xu Zeen blinked desperately, he seemed to be really thinking about this issue very seriously, Jin Yao warned: "Your conditions cannot overthrow mine..."

"I just want you to let go of your prejudice against me and try to trust me. No matter what, I will not hurt you." Xu Zeen's eyes were sad and sad, "I will not lie to you either. If there is something you don't want to say, I will Will be silent, please understand, okay?"

Jin Yao pondered for a while: "You have two conditions, right?"

"It's not what you said, is it fair?"

Jin Yao made a middle finger in his heart, he really didn't feel ashamed to kick his nose and face!

"Look, are you scolding me in your heart? This is going to be a fair deal with you. Do you think the other party is kicking your nose?"

Xu Zeen's voice was unhurried, but what he said terrified Jin Yao. He pointed at Xu Zeen with trembling fingers: "You you you you you..."

"I don't have mind reading skills. It's just that when you rolled your eyes like this before, you would often slander in your heart. I just know you too well." A little smile came out of Xu Ze'en's eyes.

"My day!"

With a low curse, Jin Yao immediately turned his face into a sculpture, as if in this way the other party could not pry into his inner thoughts.

He had a bad premonition that this fair and slender man was not just a crying boy as he thought.

The car turned a corner, and a huge stone monument appeared in front of it. The headlights swept over, and under the dark night haze, four large characters painted with iron and silver hooks were clearly illuminated: Nanhu Manor.

It was as if an electric shock had passed through Jin Yao's mind, splitting a heavy curtain in half. Behind the curtain was a night sky as deep as ink, and the ground was covered with thick silver frost, like a piece of exquisite and smooth snow. Silk, covering the entire mountain road.

In the distance, a small figure appeared at the foot of the mountain path, trekking up the mountain path step by step, until he gradually approached, Jin Yao realized that it was a young man with another young man on his back.

"Tell you not to drink so much, you're going crazy!" Xu Zeen gritted his teeth, and turned Jin Yao upside down again, "Lie down! You're dead, smelly, if you mess around again, I'll throw you down!"

Jin Yao's face was flushed abnormally, and it looked like he had drunk too much. His lips were as red as blood, and he restlessly pressed Xu Zeen's face and neck. It was very cold there, and it was comfortable to cool down. He muttered: " Don't throw it, don't throw it..."

Xu Zeen paused, turned around and pressed his forehead against Jin Yao's face, and said in a low voice, "Okay, don't throw it away."

But after all, he doesn't have the stamina of Jin Yao. When he saw the stele in front of him, Xu Zeen put Jin Yao down and asked him to stand on the base of the stele. He could stand taller for a while. It is also more convenient to carry.

Jin Yao was staggering, with his arms hanging on Xu Zeen's shoulders, and the two of them were resting against the stone tablet. He suddenly started to grope all over Xu Zeen's body.

"Why?" Xu Zeen turned his head, his anger was not very sincere, and his reprimand was a little weak, "You give me peace of mind!"

"Where's the phone? I want to take pictures!" Jin Yao laughed and danced, "I haven't taken pictures of this monument yet!"

"What's there to shoot, a broken rock." Xu Zeen snorted lightly, leaning against him with his shoulders to prevent him from falling off the stone foundation.

"I want to shoot! Jin Yao and Zeen came here for a visit, and you have memorized me here, which is commemorative!" Jin Yao was originally stubborn, but became even more stubborn when he was drunk, "I want to shoot!"

Xu Zeen knew very well that he couldn't reason with drunks, so he took out his phone, Jin Yao turned the screen upside down, yelling "click, click", but he didn't even take a picture, and finally he jumped off the stone tablet and pulled the zipper.

"What are you doing!"

Xu Zeen was going to be so mad at him that he didn't stop him. Jin Yao whistled to himself while urinating: "I want to leave a mark here. When I come back later, this is our territory!"

"Fuck!" Xu Zeen scolded with a smile, "This is your territory, not mine, you are a dog!"

"Why don't you have a share!" Jin Yao was in a hurry, opened his palm in a big circle, and swiped a full circle, "This is what I laid down for you!"

"Screw you! Who the hell wants you to urinate!"

The two of them were laughing, and Xu Zeen clapped his hands: "Hurry up, stand taller, I'll carry you back—"

……

Jin Yao stared at the stele in a daze, and Xu Zeen stopped the car. After a long time, Jin Yao pointed out the window and asked hesitantly, "There, did you carry me on your back?"

Xu Zeen's eyes were as soft as a pool of melted snow: "Do you remember? Yes, we were about to go abroad that year, and a few classmates saw us off. You drank a lot, and the taxi drove us away at the foot of the mountain. Put it down, I will carry you back, you must be on that monument..."

"Ahem," Jin Yao blushed, with the back of his hand against his lips, and said seriously, "Well, I have an impression, that, keep going! What's so good about a stele!"

Xu Zeen held back his laughter, and said while starting the car, "You didn't feel dizzy just now."

"Well," Jin Yao nodded, "I don't seem to get dizzy when I think of good things, and I lose control only when I'm in a bad mood."

Xu Ze'en's smile deepened, and he wisely didn't say much. Obviously, the "stone tablet incident" was a wonderful thing for Jin Yao.

"How old were we then?" Jin Yao asked.

"17 is old."

At the age of 17, Jin Yao thought a little confused, it was so good at that time, why did he become so cruel later, is it you who carried me on his back, or was it you who abandoned me?

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