time with madmen

The morning sun shone on the large double bed, and the white curtains trembled slightly with the wind, revealing light, warmth and lightness, Nie Zhefan held He Rushen in his arms.

He Ruwei's half-dream and half-awake eyes glanced at Nie Zhefan, Nie Zhefan went up to hug him, looked at him soberly with joy, and entangled him tirelessly.

Just like now, Nie Zhefan not only gave him a good morning kiss in his ear, but also gently kneaded his hair. The degree of tenderness was no less than that of stroking a cat's fur, with the tenderness of pampering. , He Rushen sat up suddenly, his hair was about to explode.

"Nie Zhefan, if you want to do it, do it, if you don't do it, get out, but what are you doing now, playing tricks?"

He Rushen really couldn't take it anymore, no matter how much he scolded, even if he did something, the two of them would have bad looks on their faces, and even He Rushen wanted to kill him.

Nie Zhefan just refused to let him go.

"Unless you kill me, you can never leave me"

What Nie Zhefan said was as if nothing happened, that is, he would not let anyone go. Generally speaking, He Rushi was here, but he was imprisoned, and the rest of Nie Zhefan didn't care about anything.

"Good morning, He Rushi, I want you to be the first person you see every day from now on, be me."

These sweet love words, from Nie Zhefan's mouth, are disgusting and He Rushen.

"Every day? Nie Zhefan, but I don't even think about it for a moment"

He Rushen looked at Nie Zhefan, and watched Nie Zhefan's face turn cold.

Nie Zhefan's appearance might frighten others, but He Rushen was waiting for him to get angry.

After a while, Nie Zhefan regained his composure as if he had changed into a different person, but he did not leave while holding He Rushen's hand.

"You won't, even if you want to leave me, I will take you back patiently"

After Nie Zhefan finished speaking, He Rushen trembled. He didn't speak, but his eyes told Nie Zhefan that he was waiting, waiting for you to catch me.

"I'm waiting for you, Nie Zhefan, there must always be a winner between us"

He Rushen said.

Nie Zhefan hasn't touched him these days, but he has done all the things a lover would do, only talking about love and not sex, obviously he didn't do anything, but he did everything.

"As long as it's what you want to do to me, I'm looking forward to it"

Nie Zhefan said meanly, He Rushi grabbed his shoulder and looked at him seriously.

"Nie Zhefan, you really make me sick"

Before He Rushen finished speaking, Nie Zhefan kissed him domineeringly.

Nie Zhefan, who had enjoyed the kiss, pried open He Rushi's teeth and swept his tongue. He Rushi made a slight move, and when he counterattacked, he was equally enthusiastic. Two people with equal kissing skills turned this kiss into a kiss. Signals, intertwined with each other, collided with the head of the bed, and the kiss went deep, both of them were breathing rapidly.

When they parted, Nie Zhefan pressed He Rushen and rolled to the ground. Nie Zhefan stood up contentedly, the affection on his face disappeared, and with contented sharpness, he put one hand on He Rushen's shoulder.

"Tell me, it disgusts you there, I'll change it"

Nie Zhefan's current appearance, taking off the disguise of tenderness, is the madness of possessiveness, expecting the prey to give him the heat in his mouth.

"Nie Zhefan, what you want is me, or the pleasure of conquering others"

"Do you want to know? You can find the answer yourself"

Nie Zhefan rubbed the tip of He Rushi's nose, he even had to negotiate for bargaining chips, He Rushi, don't you want freedom, you have to pay a price to take it from me.

He Ruwei didn't speak, he knew that no matter how he talked with Nie Zhefan, it was not equal, because he was not free now.

"You know, He Rushi, you can't escape"

After Nie Zhefan finished speaking, He Rushi smiled. He was so arrogant, which is what he remembered.

This kind of Nie Zhefan is domineering, fierce, arrogant, and no one cares about it. At this time, Nie Zhefan is the one he knows, and he knows that you are so affectionate, gentle and flashy.

"It's okay to be your lover, or you can go to bed, just one request, you can't imprison me"

After He Ruwei finished speaking, he lay on the ground and looked at Nie Zhefan.

"No, I'm afraid I can't do it, He Rushi, I think too, but I can't control myself, you don't love me, I know better than anyone else, but I don't want to admit it"

Nie Zhefan picked him up, rolled him up, pushed He Rushi against the wall, rubbed his fingertips, touched his cheek, and said close to He Rushi's ear.

"Nie Zhefan, stop talking about the word love, you fucking want to fuck me"

He Rushi pushed him away and spoke loudly.

"You are wrong, He Rushen, what I want is for you to fall in love with me"

Nie Zhefan's affection was so deep that He Rushen's head went numb for a while. He was too serious, too calm, and seemed to be telling the truth.

He Ruwan pointed to his chest and said to him.

"See, my heart, I want to dig it out and give it to you"

He Ruwen had a mocking and ridiculous expression, he was really threatening Nie Zhefan, he was not afraid of death.

"Do you have to do this?"

Nie Zhefan yelled, all the muscles in his body tensed together, the force was transmitted to his wrist, and hit He Rushi's body with a bang, He Rushi didn't even blink his eyes.

"Then do you have to talk about love, Nie Zhefan, when did you become so infatuated? Why didn't I realize that you have such an evil temper?"

He Ruwei looked at Nie Zhefan, and he didn't understand since when Nie Zhefan had such a possessive desire for him.

"I have always had it, but you have never discovered that I have already woven a trapping net for you"

Nie Zhefan looked at He Rushen, what he wanted was to be together for the rest of his life, and he wanted it like this in a daze, if he didn't get it in the end, all love would be destroyed.

"Are you bewitched, or you've got a gun in your head, how could this be something you, Nie Zhefan, would say? I heard it wrong, or are you crazy?"

He Rushen also looked at Nie Zhefan, and he also knew that he became anxious, because the message Nie Zhefan sent was too sincere, he wanted to talk about love, but He Rushen couldn't give him anything.

"because I love you"

As soon as Nie Zhefan said this, He Rushen resisted with all his body and mind. It’s okay to try and play. He Rushen has never been afraid of him, but if he wants to confine him, let alone Nie Zhefan, it is Nie Yu Even this kind of abnormality can't trap him.

"I love you, not because you are a man or a woman, nor because of the satisfaction you get in your heart. I, Nie Zhefan, want you, and only you."

He Ruwei always thought that that night, it was Nie Zhefan who was stimulated when he saw him being trained and performed on stage, and he didn't recover for a while these days. When I had the closest relationship with Nie Zhefan, I did almost everything except actually go to bed. Nie Zhefan has always had a personality that would be boring if he got it. I didn't expect it.

"You are serious"

After He Rushen finished speaking, he laughed to himself. If Nie Zhefan was serious, then the nature of this matter is completely different.

Nie Zhefan pushed and sat on the sofa beside the bed. This default gesture made He Rushen understand at once. Having said so much, these days, Nie Zhefan just wants him to understand how serious he is.

"Remember, I knew it from the time you He Rushi appeared beside me. You are destined to be mine. You can really not love me, but don't let me find out that I will never get you. In this way, I It will be more dangerous than Nie Yu"

When Nie Zhefan spoke, he completely spread out his heart for He Rushen to see. He Rushen never thought that the past eight years with Nie Zhefan would become a net, but now Nie Zhefan tightened the invisible rope in his hand to let him There is nowhere to hide.

"It was so"

He Rushi murmured in a low voice, he looked at Nie Zhefan.

"I do not love you"

He Ruwei raised his hand and interrupted Nie Zhefan who was about to speak.

"Not because you're a man," he added.

He Ruwei didn't know how cruel it was that he shattered all of Nie Zhefan's hopes. Look, it wasn't because Nie Zhefan was a man that He Ruwei wouldn't fall in love with you. It's not impossible for He Ruwei to fall in love with a man , but I don’t know how to love you, Nie Zhefan, and I don’t even have an excuse to lie to myself. As cruel as He Rushen is, Nie Zhefan is as desperate as he is.

"He Rushi, you said that I am with you, even if you die in the end, you will die before me. Isn't this love? Have you really never loved me? He Rushi, answer me."

Nie Zhefan looked at He Ruwan with the last sliver of hope, He Ruwan was silent for a while, he remembered that he had said such a thing, not only said it, but actually did it.

He Ruosheng and Nie Zhefan were once arrested and locked up together. When he was desperately hungry, He Ruosheng once gave Nie Zhefan bloodletting to drink. He said don’t be afraid, even if you die, I will die first. If you eat my flesh, you will die first. can survive.

"Nie Zhefan, that's not love, that's..."

He Rushen fell silent at this point, his hands became cold, he looked at Nie Zhefan, once he could even sacrifice his life for him, what about love?

Nie Zhefan looked at the hesitant He Rushen, and kindled a kind of hope. He Rushen warmed him, and even pampered him unconditionally. No matter what he said, He Rushen would listen to him. In the end, he wanted more, and he I'm afraid that He Rushi won't give it up.

"He Rushi, can you be like before, no matter what I say, you are obedient?"

Nie Zhefan stood up. He leaned over to look at He Rushen, and hugged him tightly without any gap. Nie Zhefan's paranoid appearance made He Rushen understand that it was not a whim, but a long-planned plan. Since then, Nie Zhefan no longer wants to be his friend in this life, but wants something like a lover.

In the name of love, He Rushen discovered that life with him is full of irony.

Nie Zhefan kissed He Rushen's lips all at once, with impulsiveness and swallowing while eating, it was not enough, Nie Zhefan seemed to say silently, but He Rushen didn't even move, and couldn't see his expression clearly.

The bell in the room rang six times, one after another, hitting He Rushen's heart.

Knocked by He Rushi.

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