Mountains and seas close at hand

"Crunch, crunch, crunch..."

Song Banyan paced back and forth in the snow, stepping on the two feet square under his feet firmly.But the shoe prints were criss-crossed, and there was no way to smooth them out.It was as if her heart was in a mess at the moment and she couldn't smooth it out.

Not far away, five police officers were investigating the scene on the edge of the cliff.

Even though they knew it was useless, Bai Xunhua and Song Banyan still had a glimmer of hope in their hearts, and they finally chose to call the police.However, as expected, the other party was as cunning as a fox, and the continuous falling snow also covered up the traces of crime.

The policemen were wearing bloated winter clothes, looking for clues inch by inch in the snow submerged to their calves. The howling north wind was depressing and desperation.

Song Banyan looked up at Bai Xunhua: she was holding a phone call with Mo's mother.

"Well... yes... young people are inevitable. Well, don't worry, auntie, I will watch him." Bai Xunhua noticed Song Banyan's gaze, looked back at her, and did not forget to comfort him Mother Mo, "It should be, no trouble. Don't worry, everything in Shanghai can be used. Well, yes, the plane is about to take off."

Bai Xunhua finished speaking pretending to be calm, and hung up the phone in a panic.She lowered her hands weakly, looking at the vast snow-capped mountains, she felt weak all over.

How good is a white lie?

A lie is a lie, and a lie is a lie.

"Hurt" will never be gentle just because it is late.

Bai Xunhua raised his hand to cover his eyes, and sighed weakly.On the day when the lie was exposed, she didn't know how to face Mom Mo and Ji Bao.If Maowazi hadn't been left alone in the hospital at that time, if... no if, no if...

"Xunhua."

With one hand on Bai Xunhua's shoulder, Song Banyan's gentle voice passed through the howling north wind clearly: "Don't blame yourself. All bad things should not be borne by good people."

After she finished speaking, she stopped abruptly.

Everyone understands the truth, but understanding is just understanding.Anyone can say beautiful words, and when you are really in it, you know that language is sometimes too weak.

Bai Xunhua put his hand on the back of her hand, pretending to comfort her with ease: "I'm fine. Just now the Mountaineering Association gave an answer, but no one is willing to lead a search and rescue team. This blizzard will not stop for at least three days... only Wait until next spring."

This is the expected answer.

Although it is said that there must be a brave man under a heavy reward, but this kind of life-or-death job, unless it is urgent, no one is willing to take the risk.

The two were still waiting to talk, and the captain of the criminal police team came over.

A man in his early thirties, his face is full of the wind and frost of a front-line policeman.He raised his hand to wipe his face, rubbed off the icicles on his eyebrows, and said bluntly: "You have seen it too, there is little hope. If you don't go back, everyone has to explain to you, let's go, come back to the game with me." The transcript is done."

The procedures within the system are always extremely troublesome, and it is already the beginning of the day when the two come out of the police station.

A row of lonely incandescent lamps reflected on the snow, dazzlingly bright.The spacious street was empty, and Bai Xunhua stood at the gate of the police station, feeling as if he had passed away for a while.

"Little girl." Old Zhangtou came out of the duty room, holding up a flashlight and said, "Where are you going? Take this with you."

With a forced smile, Bai Xunhua politely thanked him for his kindness: "We live not far away, just at the Xiaoxie Inn at the intersection in front of us."

The old Zhangtou knew the small town well, nodded immediately and took back the flashlight that was out, and after a pause, he said dryly and said a few words of comfort: "This...is life, you young people should think about it. Team Gao is quite responsible, so don't worry."

Bai Xunhua responded softly. For some reason, she hesitated for a moment and confided unreasonably to the old man: "Well, Captain Gao promised that he would send people to search under the cliff when the snow melts in the spring, so I can rest assured." Wait for his news."

Old Zhangtou sighed. An old employee like him doesn't know anything.Falling mountains and cliffs happen every year. There are only so many people in the police station, so there is no police force to search the mountains.It's embarrassing for Captain Gao, who knows how to comfort the little girl.

The three of them had nothing to say, and were embarrassed when Dui Gao walked over from the office building.When he was a few meters away from the three of them, he threw the cigarette in his hand and stepped on the ground.

Song Banyan took a step forward and said hello: "Captain Gao, is there anything else?"

The captain of the criminal police was stunned for two seconds, walked around Song Banyan and walked in front of Bai Xunhua, with a straight face, said in a blunt tone: "Don't talk about this outside, remember the confidentiality agreement, trust the public security department, I'm sure about this matter Will track it down."

Bai Xunhua pursed her lips, feeling a little embarrassed, but still took advantage of her gender advantage and the other party's favor.She is an extremely sensitive person, and she can quickly detect subtle changes in other people's attitudes, let alone such a straightforward and jerky gesture.

Song Banyan didn't say a word from the beginning to the end. It wasn't until Bai Xunhua and Team Gao finished their brief exchange that she showed a friendly smile to him, and then left with Bai Xunhua.

When the two returned to the inn, the boss was sitting by the firepit in the living room, eating noodles while warming the fire. When he saw the two coming in, he quickly stood up and greeted him warmly: "I'm back, have you two eaten? There's still noodles in the kitchen. Give you some?"

Just as Bai Xunhua was about to refuse, Song Banyan had already agreed: "Okay, then I'll trouble you, we happened to be hungry all day, how much will be calculated together with the room rate."

"You're welcome." The boss threw down the half-eaten bowl and entered the kitchen. He turned around and asked, "Hey, do you eat sauerkraut? The corn noodle soup is delicious. I'll also have some Tibetan pork bacon. I'll keep it in your mind when you go back. "

Song Banyan smiled and agreed with the boss, pulled Bai Xunhua to sit down by the firepit, and comforted him softly: "Don't think about anything, go back to the room and have a good sleep when you're full."

Bai Xunhua looked at the jumping flames in front of him, was silent for a long time and suddenly said: "Before I met Ji Bao, I liked Martin Luther King's words very much. In the end, what we remember is not the enemy's attack, but the silence of our friends. "

Song Banyan felt a pain in her heart when she heard the words, she knew that for her dear girlfriend, "self-blame" was probably the hardest knot in her heart to get out of.

Looking at his lover's pale face, Song Banyan felt bored with Chubu and Maowazi for a fleeting moment.

She was startled.

After realizing what he was thinking, Song Banyan felt his blood go cold.Not caring about comforting Bai Xunhua, she stood up frightened and said in a disguised manner, "I'll go to the kitchen to see if I can help."

Her abnormal reaction made Bai Xunhua puzzled, but Bai Xunhua, who was worried and depressed, was too busy to take care of himself at this time.In her opinion, the deaths of Chubb and Maowazi were entirely due to her own reasons.

Thinking of the two of them, Bai Xunhua felt extremely painful.The sound of firewood collapsing was like the breaking of a rope.The happy smile of the cat baby jumping in the flames is Chubu's deep and focused eyes.

Bai Xunhua could no longer look directly at the hot flames in front of him, and covered his eyes with his hands in despair: If I hadn't been conceited that I could deal with each other, then they...

All human suffering comes from - powerlessness.

Most of the time, solving most problems does not bring happiness.And at a certain moment, when encountering a difficulty that cannot be solved by one's best efforts, a sense of despair will sweep over like a tsunami, swallowing up all self-confidence.

Bai Xunhua is very clear that "what has happened, there is no way to change it", but so what, the pain and self-blame will not be reduced.Man is different from machine because emotion is not a program that can be controlled.

Joy, anger, sorrow, and joy do not enter the chest, this is the realm of a saint. ①

Ordinary people should: happiness leads to joy, sorrow leads to worry, anger leads to anger, gain leads to joy, loss leads to sorrow...

Song Banyan stood at the door of the kitchen, raising his hand to touch his heart, a little scared and uneasy.

Song Banyan couldn't remember the specific situation of the yellow beam dream in the afternoon.But the self in the dream, the state of mind of watching the world with cold eyes and not paying much attention to seeing the vicissitudes of life, now thinks about it, but it makes her faintly afraid.

"Hey, can't wait to smell the scent?"

The boss turned his head and saw Song Banyan standing by the door, and joked with a smile: "Is it delicious? My craftsmanship is definitely the best among all the innkeepers in Aba. How can I put it this way, an innkeeper who can't cook is not a good donkey friend." ,Hahaha."

The boss is not bragging, the sauerkraut and bacon noodles are indeed first-class and delicious.

Seeing the two burying their heads in eating the noodles, the boss asked proudly, "How does it taste?"

Song Banyan raised his head and said with a smile: "It's average, but I still want to eat a bowl tomorrow morning."

The boss laughed out loud and agreed.

It's a pity that Song Banyan and Bai Xunhua didn't have a second meal of noodles with sauerkraut and bacon. A sudden phone call made them leave the inn overnight and drive to Chengdu Shuangliu Airport, 600 kilometers away.

"Well, we bought the plane ticket for tomorrow morning at 07:05, yes, the earliest flight... Wait for me to take a look." Song Banyan took the phone from his ear, opened the booking software and took a look, Tell the person on the other end of the phone, "2 hours and 55 minutes, about ten o'clock in the morning."

She didn't know what she said on the other end of the phone. She glanced at Bai Xunhua and said with a wry smile: "Of course I know that Hongyuan Airport is close, but we can go from Aba. The earliest flight tomorrow is at 08:55 and we have to transfer in Chengdu. It will take more than two hours. Yes, it will arrive at three or four in the afternoon, no need, we will go back by ourselves."

Bai Xunhua held the steering wheel, focused on the road ahead, and suddenly asked: "Let them pay attention to safety."

Song Banyan nodded, holding up his mobile phone and solemnly exhorting: "You all pay attention to safety... When is it time to manage the store or not, yes, your task now is to protect the safety of the distinguished guests."

"Don't worry about the organization. In the name of the knights, I declare that I am here with the honored guests, and I am not with the honored guests." Pan Xiaohong patted his chest to reassure him, then hung up the phone and turned around, "They came back overnight, don't worry, they will be back tomorrow morning." See you."

Zhang Gongyu pushed his glasses and nodded slightly.

The author has something to say: ①Emotions, anger, sorrow, and joy are not in the chest: Literal meaning, I don’t know...I Baidu. "Zhuangzi·Tian Zifang"

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I never talk about the plot in the little green characters, because I think this kind of patching behavior is... How to say, it has two meanings. One is that the writer is limited in writing and cannot explain clearly, and the other is that it discriminates against readers' IQ and patience.

But I thought about it, and I want to talk about it today, after all, this chapter does not seem to have any plot progress.

Because you are too smart, I will only say four words: they are all foreshadowing.

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This question will be nonsense once, because I believe you believe me.