A famous mouth [entertainment circle]

Shan Yang first followed Miao Qianhe to Mr. Miao's study, and greeted the two old people.

Grandma Hu Youyi was still amiable, she only said a few words, and went to the kitchen to arrange dinner.It's still early, and it's probably going to be a pretty good dinner tonight.

Shan Yang observed carefully, and found that Mr. Miao got along with Miao Qian completely differently from him and Miao Qianxiu.When Mr. Miao and Miao Qianxiu were together, they both acted like children.But when Mr. Miao and Miao Qianhe talked, it was completely an adult conversation between the heads of a family, serious and calm.

Shan Yang suddenly felt that this situation was a bit like looking at the godfather, and he was inexplicably amused by his own thoughts.

Mr. Miao looked at him, nodded slightly, and said, "There's nothing to do here. You go upstairs to see that stinky boy Miao Qianxiu, and ask him if he wants to eat. He still doesn't want to eat, and there's nothing to eat tonight." .”

Shan Yang quickly agreed.

When Shan Yang came to the small balcony on the second floor, Miao Qianxiu had retreated to the recliner in front of the French window, still wrapped in his woolen blanket, staring blankly at the sky outside the window, wondering what he was thinking.

Shan Yang couldn't help but cleared his throat, hesitating how to say his first words after a long absence.

At this moment, Miao Qianxiu came back to his senses and glanced over with bright eyes.He looked Shan Yang up and down, then frowned tightly, as if he was very unhappy.

"Why do you look fat?" Although there were countless presuppositions in his mind, Shan Yang blurted out the first time he saw Miao Qianxiu's face.As soon as he finished speaking, he immediately regretted it.

Sure enough, Miao Qianxiu frowned even tighter, and the unhappiness was clearly written on his face.

Shan Yang was thinking about how to say some nice words to make him happy, but he didn't expect the other party to put it down very quickly.It's just that he loosened his brows, changed to a more depressed expression, drooped his brows and eyes, and began to become listless.

Shan Yang panicked for a moment, walked quickly in a few steps, and came to Miao Qianxiu's side.After hesitating for a moment, he reached out and stroked the back of his fluffy head.He asked softly, "Did you eat well recently?"

Miao Qianxiu still lowered his head, paused for a moment, then nodded.

Shan Yang smiled and spoke in a relaxed and cheerful tone as much as possible. "Your grandpa asked you if you want to eat dinner. Grandma is cooking a big meal. It must be delicious."

Miao Qianxiu finally raised his head and forced a smile.

Shan Yang's heart sank.

Judging from Mr. Miao's words, Miao Qianxiu should not eat well.This was also what Shan Yang was most worried about when he was on the island.That guy is picky and narrow-minded. If he hasn't eaten properly for so long, he must be skinny and out of shape.Unexpectedly, all this did not seem to happen.

Shan Yang carefully observed Miao Qianxiu's face, and found that he was really wrong.Miao Qianxiu didn't simply gain weight, but his complexion was quite ugly, probably due to poor sleep or other reasons, showing unnatural edema.

After thinking for a while, he chose a seat next to Miao Qianxiu to sit down, pulled Miao Qianxiu's hand over, and nestled it gently in his palm.

At this moment, Miao Qianxiu's hand trembled suddenly.

Shan Yang was a little surprised.

Miao Qianxiu probably also realized this.He silently withdrew his hand, made an impatient expression, then hid his hand in the woolen blanket and wrapped it tightly.He changed the subject and asked, "Is the show fun?"

Shan Yang was a little confused.He nodded indiscriminately, kept smiling as much as possible, and said a few funny things to Miao Qianxiu.

Miao Qianxiu listened with relish, and even pursed his lips and laughed.

Shan Yang said softly, "Didn't you watch the show?"

Miao Qianxiu shook his head, and replied, "I watched it at first, but I didn't let me watch it later." There was an imperceptible apology in his tone.

Shan Yang didn't know what to say, so he reached out and touched his head again. "It's okay, I'll be free for a while. When it's convenient, I'll watch the replay with you."

Miao Qianxiu didn't agree or object, just looked at him and smiled.

Although his complexion is not good, looks haggard.But Shan Yang had to admit that Miao Qianxiu was still surprisingly good-looking.This kind of beauty is not colored by his longing, nor will it be faded by seeing the gap of the real person.

Looking at his beautiful eyes, Shan Yang, who had been at a loss for a long time, finally settled down. Like in the past when he faced many situations, he walked out of the first stage of frustration and began to think about how to solve the problem.

Miao Qianhe said this to him: I suggest you have a good understanding of Miao Qianxiu's physical and mental condition before making a decision.This is not overnight, nor is it a predicament that pure feelings can overcome.We have no right to make any demands on you.On behalf of the Miao family, I respect any decision you make.Of course, if this decision is what we want to see, I will gladly accept you; if you make another decision, I will not do anything to you.But you want to have a balance between the two, you don't want to take risks and you want to continue to enjoy the support of the Miao family, I will not sit idly by.

The so-called support from the Miao family, Shan Yang's concept is still very vague, he can't fully understand the meaning of Miao Qianhe's words.But one thing, he has clearly understood.That is, whether it is the Miao family or Miao Qianxiu, he needs to take responsibility.

Shan Yang's original idea was just to have a simple and lovely love affair.He didn't have time to think too far.

however……

"Did my brother tell you everything?"

It was Miao Qianxiu who broke the silence.Shan Yang was startled, subconsciously looked at his face, but found nothing abnormal.

Miao Qianxiu was very calm, even with his usual lazy demeanor.He continued: "I guess so. That's how he is, he looks serious every time. Does it scare you?" He looked up at Shan Yang and smiled, "I'm sorry."

Shan Yang didn't know how to speak for a moment.It's really not like you, you actually apologize.He wanted to make a joke like this, but the words were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say anything.To be honest, he did get a little intimidated.

Shan Yang doesn't know much about bipolar or related mental illnesses.Among the people he had contacted before, very few people heard of this trouble.He vaguely thought, probably because it is easy to be unhappy, and easy to get irritable.So is this the psychological state of Miao Qianxiu all along?Isn't he normal?Will he do the same in the future?Can it be cured?

Will he be worse because of me?

"I don't know if this state can get better." As if hearing Shan Yang's inner doubts, Miao Qianxiu opened his mouth to explain.He shrugged, as if he didn't care. "You don't have to look at me like that, I'm not pitiful at all. I'm not untouchable. Dr. Gao said it's okay to talk about my condition, there's no need to keep it secret. They all think I'm a child. You won't hurt me, The only thing that can make me uncontrollable is myself." The logic in his words was chaotic, as if without any thought.

"So you don't have to worry about whether I will break."

Those fragmented words kept flashing through Shan Yang's mind: mania, extreme excitement, little sleep, stubbornness, lack of interest, high self-confidence, dislike of changes in life, depression, low confidence...

"It's my fault, I stopped the medicine. They don't know." Miao Qianxiu repeated, burying his head in Shan Yang's arms.

Shan Yang hugged him, bent down, and gently pressed his cheek against Miao Qianxiu's forehead.This intimate gesture made him feel at ease.

"I didn't mean to scare you."

Shan Yang hissed softly, and brushed his side of his face with his fingers, soothing Miao Qianxiu's emotions.

"I think I'm fine." Miao Qianxiu's tone sounded a little aggrieved.

Despite his heavy heart, Shan Yang still couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth.Miao Qianxiu, who is not confident, is really strange.In Shan Yang's impression, Miao Qianxiu always looked helplessly proud, with the corners of his lips curled up, like a proud cat.

"Why are you laughing at me?" Miao Qianxiu was a little dissatisfied, and moved his body, as if he wanted to struggle out of Shan Yang's embrace.

Shan Yang hurriedly hugged him a little tighter. "I didn't laugh at you." He said, smiling unabated.

Miao Qianxiu snorted sullenly, and soon became depressed again. "I'm terrible. I didn't do anything well. I wanted to help you, but I did something bad. Grandma said."

"If you don't want to talk about it, we don't have to mention it today." Shan Yang said softly.He didn't know what Miao Qianxiu was referring to by the bad things.But in the present, in the present moment, he had no interest.

"It's all right. I've learned it all along."

"What have you learned?"

"Dr. Gao taught me how to tell others that I was sick. He said I would use it in the future. But it's been a long time, and I don't remember much."

Shan Yang's eyes suddenly turned red. "Then tell me." His voice was hoarse.But head to head, each other's voices sounded very different from usual.Shan Yang guessed that Miao Qianxiu should not be able to distinguish his slightly choked voice.

"Well, I can clearly remember one sentence. Dr. Gao said, tell others specifically and clearly what I want."

"Then what do you want?"

"I want you to try to like me when I'm not so pretty."

Shan Yang pressed the kiss on Miao Qianxiu's bun. "Okay." He agreed, and then said with a smile, "but you look good now."

Shan Yang accompanied Miao Qianxiu to bask in the sunset for a while.Miao Qianxiu's complexion finally recovered.They both went downstairs together.Shan Yang went to the kitchen to say hello to grandma.Grandma is cooking herself, making sweet and sour pork ribs for Shan Yang.

Shan Yang ate a piece of spare ribs, the sweet and sour taste was just right, the outside was crispy and the inside was tender.He walked out of the kitchen licking his fingers, and when he entered the living room, he saw two brothers from the Miao family chatting.

Miao Qianhe had already changed into a casual attire, and his meticulously combed hair was also scattered, making him look much younger.He sat on the couch with his legs spread, looking casual.Miao Qianhe is going on a business trip to Europe in two days, and he is asking Miao Qianxiu if he wants to go with him.Miao Qianxiu shook his head, muttering in a low voice that it was meaningless.Miao Qianhe also curled his lips, his look of disgust was exactly the same as that of Miao Qianxiu.That expression is very unlike Miao Qianhe, but it suits him unexpectedly.

It really is two brothers.

Shan Yang walked over.

Seeing him, Miao Qianxiu pursed his lips and smiled at him. "I just told my brother that I want to give you a present."

"Me?" Shan Yang was a little surprised, "What is it?"

"You'll know right away." Miao Qianxiu made a fool of himself.

Miao Qianhe didn't speak, picked up a stack of newspapers from the coffee table, and covered his face.