I suspect my roommate is gay

Just when I was trapped in a pile of mess, the person who created a mess of emotions for me pulled away...

Luo Qian left the organization of the dormitory, and sat far away in the first row out of reach. He didn't turn his head, searched the crowd, and even found people from other dormitories in the group work group.

In the second semester of my sophomore year, when I met him again in the library, he even glanced at me blankly, then got up and went to another desk.

In this way, there is no intersection between us.

Lin Qing squinted at the people around her, and said that this is pretty good, unlike someone who flirts and runs away.

Gu Qing looked guilty.

But I was roaring in my heart, the one who was teased was me, and the one who ran away was Luo Qian, okay?

until one day……

Mo Chi dressed suspiciously and came out of the hole.

Jia Pu goes to the library to accompany his girlfriend on a date.

And I was beaten by Lin Qing and Gu Qing's dog food and ran away, leaving the dormitory upset.

Halfway was stopped by Luo Qian.

The tall figure stood in front of me, holding me tightly with both arms, as if trying to shake me awake, obviously the other party had a bad attitude, but I actually felt a little happy inside.

He stared at me, "Did you know? Mo Chi hooked up with a woman, did you know that?"

The focus of my attention was attracted by the word hooking up?

He hates iron but takes out his mobile phone and shows me the photos.

When I saw it, my eyes widened in disbelief. Isn't that a leaf?Before asking her to help pretend to be my girlfriend, it's fine if she doesn't help me, but she even insulted me, and even acted ungratefully, regardless of my dire situation, to have sex with my best buddy.

My little boy walked with my best buddy?And they kept it from me for so long.

Although I was a little surprised, a little angry, and a little wronged, but in fact, I couldn't stir up any disturbance in my heart.

I looked at him blankly, and he looked at me, his expression seemed to be "tell me to show you this, and you will show me this expression", suppressing his anger, his chest rose and fell violently, and finally let me go .

When the summer vacation was about to come, my queen mother called me and said that she had to go abroad on business, then hurriedly sent me some things, and then left.

I stayed because there was only one empty person when I went home, and I was secretly happy that for some reason, Luo Qian didn't go home during the summer vacation, so I procrastinated and didn't go home.

Later, my mother came back from the United States and urged me to go home, but I stayed in the dormitory and did not go back. My mother saw that Luo Qian was in the dormitory, so she didn't urge me to say anything.

At the beginning, Luo Qian returned to the dormitory very late.

Since I was alone, I slept with the light on.

Luo Qian thought I was waiting for him.

I came back much earlier.

Even stay in the hostel at night.

I'm very surprised why Luo Qian didn't go home.

He just said lightly that he had a quarrel with his family and he didn't want to go back.

I shut up.

At the end of July, I was so angry that I slept until nine o'clock that day. When I woke up, I was sprinkled with dog food by Lin Qingpen's circle of friends. Gu Qing ran all the way from Dalian to Guangzhou to watch the sunrise. Lin Qing looked in the direction of the camera and smiled like a flower.

In just eight words, "The sky suddenly breaks, and the snow turns white", Lin Qing's circle of friends wrote like that at the time, and I, more than others, hope that they can go from the sky breaking to the snow turning white.

The sun outside is very good, the sky is clear, white clouds are floating, and my mood is inexplicably lifted. While drying the quilt, my mouth reaches the back of my ear.

"If you want, we can do it too." Luo Qian leaned on the railing, watched me giggle at the phone, and said leisurely.

I heard the sound of my heart losing frequency, and I instinctively ran away in the next moment.

Instead of going back to the dormitory, I took a bus and traveled around Guangzhou, from Tianhe District to Baiyun District, from Baiyun District to Yuexiu, and circled around the city. It was raining outside the window, but my mind was always That place on the top-floor balcony with the phrase "If you want it, we can do it too" in your head.

After listening to my speech, Ye Zi silently sent me a few pictures on WeChat, all of which were from the freshman fellowship.

Ye Zi said that that game punished so many people at that time, and I have never seen that boy's face so red, even redder than a girl's. However, you also disliked him later, and kept saying that you were a straight man, but no matter what No matter what, I support you.

I didn't return to the dormitory until eleven o'clock in the middle of the night. When I saw the wet quilt, I remembered that the quilt I dried today was confiscated...

In summer, the air conditioner in the dormitory is usually turned on to [-] degrees, and then a thick quilt is covered.

Luo Qian said he could give me half of the bed.

I didn't answer, and silently took out the winter down jacket and sweater from the cabinet, covered my whole body roundly, and lay down on the bed.

But after all, winter clothes are not soft blankets. When you wear them, you will feel that kind of restraint that you can't move.

I tossed and turned on the bed, and when I was half asleep and half awake, I felt a wet touch on my forehead, and Luo Qian's voice sounded above my head, "Afan, I will wait for you, don't make me wait too long."

I froze.

I felt Luo Qian's breath resting on the top of my head, after a long time, there was a rustling sound, Luo Qian lay down, took a long breath, and fell asleep.

And I woke up completely, got up and looked at him.

The first time I saw him, I found that he was sleeping very well, lying flat, covered with a quilt, and his eyes were closed, unlike during the day, he gave out oppressive gazes, his expression was soft, and his eyebrows were stretched.

I opened a few pictures that Ye Zi sent me on WeChat. Luo Qian's eyebrows and eyes were probably like this when he was carrying me behind his back during the friendship.

Ye Zi said that she likes this kind of thing, but if she doesn't say it, it will come out of her eyes.

Same goes for the guy with the red cheeks on his back, though he's trying to put on a sulky look on his face.

Why did he resist Luo Qian so much in the first place? He just happened to be at the sunset on the balcony on the top floor. If it was Mo Chi who accidentally heard me talking behind the door at that time, I don’t think I would be disgusted. I went to find so many reasons And excuses to blackmail him in his heart, and will not gradually lose interest in girls. There is no one girl who can see it in his eyes, but he stares at Luo Qian in the swimming pool as if he is dumbfounded, and he is frankly teased by the people around him saying "Luo Qian Ren Yifan from the humble family"...

Perhaps, it wasn’t disgust at first, but the opposite. I cared a lot, caring too much about Luo Qian’s opinion of me, otherwise I wouldn’t have thought about clarifying the misunderstanding of whether I was gay in the first place. This kind of care is called goodwill.

Maybe I'm not as straight as I imagined, maybe I'm actually a ninety-degree bend in Ye Zi's mouth.

As a rotten man, although I understand, I am also rational like Gu Qing, avoiding Luo Qian and avoiding the words homosexuality, because rationality seeks advantages and avoids disadvantages so that I instinctively protect myself.

I thought maybe I could sleep in the same bed with Luo Qian tomorrow night...

Hey, I'm bent, completely bent, maybe I shouldn't stay because of gossip...

When I woke up the next day, Luo Qian was no longer there, but the porridge and buns kept warm in hot water on the table made me grin.

Ye Zi called and said that Mo Chi would not let her watch rotten things anymore, and told me not to watch them either, for fear of affecting the next generation.

I said that I remembered that someone said that he wanted to find someone who would pamper him like a queen and obey him obediently. Yesterday's oath seemed to be still hot and steaming, but now he bowed his head and surrendered like a bird.

Ye Zi suddenly realized, "Oh, someone has turned a corner and lives in 3D rotten dramas every day. Hey, I'm writing a Tanmei novel recently. Do you want me to write a biography for your dormitory? Hahahaha."

I smiled and said, "Brother, I only read classics!"

Ye Zi said: "Yes, as long as the protagonist is you, it will be a masterpiece."

My mouth opened wider.

While I was on the phone, I wandered around the campus, eager to find Luo Qian.

Turning a corner suddenly, the smile on the corner of my mouth slowly cooled down.

A woman held Luo Qian's hand, and the two looked very close.

It is more than 1.7 meters tall, tall and thin, white and tender, and has a neat short hair. It looks like talking and laughing. Isn't it the lively and active Luo Qian said before?

I don't know if Luo Qian saw it.

I run away.

The weather in Guangzhou is always so willful. It is sunny in the morning, rainy in the afternoon, cool in the evening in autumn, cold in winter at night, and four seasons in a day.

My mood is like the weather, which changes suddenly. The cloudless sky is suddenly stained with ink, and the dark clouds fall on the horizon, unable to dissipate. I am walking on the road, but I can't get out of the drizzle.

I used all my strength to face the existence that I had escaped for two years. At this moment, it seemed vulnerable.

My mother thought it was a courier, and jumped when she opened the door, "Why didn't you bring an umbrella? You didn't call your mother's mobile phone after ringing the doorbell for so long and asked her to open the door for you."

I said flatly: "I forgot to bring my umbrella, my phone is dead, and I lost my key in the dormitory."

My mother pushed me into the bathroom to take a hot bath, and hurried to the kitchen to make ginger soup.

However, when you should be sick, you still get sick once, and you will be fine when you get well.

There was a bell at the door, and my mother had to go to open the door quickly, and then there were footsteps on the stairs, and the door was knocked several times. I thought it was Ye Zi, so I continued to lie under the covers, turning over lazily, weak Said: "Come in by yourself."

"Have a fever?"

I opened my eyes, Luo Qian walked up to me, stretched out a cool hand to put on my forehead.

As soon as I wanted to slap his hand away, I was exhausted by the fever, and that palm looked like I was touching his hand.

I am like a cat whose territory has been invaded, with hair spread all over my body, teeth dancing and scratching, "Why did you come to my house?! Who told you to come, get out! Go and talk to your 1.7-meter tall, thin, white, white and tender Miss Sister, go!"

Luo Qian was taken aback for a moment, and then the smile in his eyes became more and more intense until it overflowed his eyes, and he hugged me.

I struggled with all my strength, "Whatever you laugh at, it turns out it's all a lie. You have to wait for me and you if you say anything."

Panting because of the struggle, I heard Luo Qian's joyful voice in his chest saying: "Ah Fan, the one you saw today is my sister. I had a quarrel with my family before, but it was actually because I came out. Cut off the father-son relationship with me, my mother soft-heartedly asked my sister to come to see me, then I knew you would run away as soon as you saw it, I haven't had time to introduce..."

My whole body froze, and my cheeks that were reddened by the fever became even hotter. The exit did not pass through the brain, or it would be even worse if it passed through the brain, because my brain was already burned out. "That's what you said before, you're looking for something more than 1.7 meters tall, white, tender, tall and thin!"

Luo Qian said: "Aren't you 1.7 meters two? White and tender? Tall and thin?"

I buried my face in his chest, and he smiled and said that if I had known that finding a woman would make me react so badly, I should have done so long ago.

I raised my head, with a ferocious expression on my face, "Go, go, um... um... You... spit on me! It will be contagious."

He stuck his tongue in and took my breath away.

What about the face paralyzed and cold character set?

I really want to drive away this rascal who came into the house.

My mother blamed me with a displeased face. His classmates came to see you. You have the nerve to drive him away at night, and then turned around happily to clean up the guest room.

Luo Qian solemnly and sincerely said no, he just squeezed in my room.

I covered my numb lips, "No way! I have a cold and a fever, it will be contagious!" If this continues, the little innocence I have left will be gone.

So, that night, he approached my bedroom again.

The next day, when my mother came to knock on the door, I felt guilty of being caught and raped in bed.

The author has something to say: Well, friends who are following the article, there are probably a few chapters left, and it will be over, but please wait patiently for a few days, because I have to go to the hospital to take a look.Update tomorrow at the earliest, the day after tomorrow at the latest, okay?