Backtracking boat

Ren Hong entered the bedroom, first opened the window to let the air out, then carefully tucked the corner of the quilt, and finally sat on the edge of the bed, with his right hand around Ren Jibin's side, his left hand stroked Ren Jibin's lower lip, and said: "There is no blood. "Under Ren Hongsheng's worried and distressed eyes, Ren Jibin, who hadn't cried since he was injured, couldn't hold it back anymore, and tears fell on the quilt in clusters of big drops.

It's strange to say that when Ren Hong ignored him before, he was so worried that he couldn't sleep well every night, and when Ren Hong came to show his concern, he couldn't help venting his grievances to the other party.Ren Jibin knocked Ren Hong's hand off at once: "Didn't you ignore me? If you have the ability, you will ignore me for the rest of your life. What about me has nothing to do with you..." The voice continued, and it couldn't stop Tears fell down.

Seeing Ren Jibin like this, Ren Hong was so sad that he couldn't add more. He raised his hand to wipe Ren Jibin's tears, but he couldn't wipe them away.He carefully avoided Ren Jibin's right arm, hugged him together with the quilt, kissed the other person's forehead and hair constantly, shook him gently like coaxing a child, and said in his mouth: "Brother is wrong, don't cry baby."

After being hugged and coaxed for an unknown amount of time, Ren Jibin vented his joy and calmed down in Ren Hong's arms.He slowly pushed Ren Hong away, recalling the performance when he lost his composure just now, he was shocked by his motherly behavior, and a little embarrassed, so he turned his head away from Ren Hong.

Ren Hong stroked his younger brother's soft hair, wrapped his arms around Ren Jibin's neck, pressed Ren Jibin's forehead against his forehead, and said in a low voice: "Xiaobin, I shouldn't be angry with you, and you shouldn't be the one to persuade me to back down. I have been a fool since I was a child, and I admit death. I will only say the following words once. Listen carefully---

What can separate the two of us, unless you empathize with each other.If one day you tell me that you are in love with someone better, I will let you go without saying a word.Otherwise, death will not do.

Alive, you are my brother, my daughter-in-law, my lover, and my partner in this life.

If you die, I will wait for you. If the family is willing, dig a hole in the family grave, and you and I have to be buried together; if the family is not willing, our ashes will be mixed together, or scattered in the sea, or Tuolin wonders which cemetery his son is in. Buried, no one can divide it if they want to. "

Ren Hong has always been really stupid, not to mention comparing with Ren Jibin, a wimpy fox, he has never won even arguing with Shen Mo.I don't know how many times the words that I said in a hurry at this moment were rolled back and forth in my heart and brain before they were covered with years of tolerance and love, and melted into a hot heart, cherished and firmly held by Ren Jibin before.Ren Jibin was dizzy from the huge affection hidden in these words. Since he was a child, he had admitted that he was selfish and rascal in his bones, relying on Ren Hong's favor, pestering him, bending him, and occupying him.As a result, one day, the occupied person put his body, soul, and heart into the hands of this rascal, and gave him the power to betray one-way.He is like a fool who suddenly realizes that he has become rich overnight. He can't speak a word except to cling to the person in front of him who has taken care of him since he was five years old and cried bitterly.

Shen Mo returned home after a two-day trip to the north, steamed rice absent-mindedly, and fried a piece of meat with fried venetian knots. When he tasted it, the rice was too hard and the venetian knots were not salted.Not in the mood to eat, I poured the food together and went downstairs to give it to the wild cat.After I came back, I took a shower and lay down on the bed, tossing and turning, not knowing what to think, my heart was in a mess.

After tossing around in the middle of the night, Shen Mo suddenly turned over and got out of bed, rummaged around in the cabinet, found a red book and took it back to the pillow, and soon fell asleep.

Early the next day, Shen Mo went to the Entry-Exit Administration Center first, took pictures, filled out the form, and paid the money. After half a month, he got the Hong Kong and Macau Pass. The next day, he stood on the land of Hong Kong. The whole process was full of dreams. The same indomitable and unreal sense of illusion.

He followed the flow of people to Central and stood under the skyscrapers before he felt flustered.The high-rise and dense buildings in Hong Kong aggravate the psychological oppression.Just relying on a lonesome courage, is the person you are looking for in Hong Kong at the moment?Where?Want to see yourself?When we meet, what should be the first sentence... Shen Mo feels that he has lived cowardly and chaotically for 28 years, and finally he is crazy.

Shen Mo sat in Starbucks until the first lights came on, listening to the surrounding Cantonese, English, and Mandarin talking about finance and trade. They were separated by an inch, but it was as far away as another world.

After No.30 pressed the familiar 11-digit phone number eight times, Shen Mo finally dialed it with a trembling hand.During the ten seconds waiting for the phone to be picked up, Shen Mo's deafening heartbeat slowly stopped after hearing a warm and slightly surprised answer from the other end of the phone.

After waiting for more than ten minutes, Xiao Yi's car stopped outside the door of Starbucks. After Shen Mo got into the car, all the courage he had accumulated was killed by Xiao Yi's deep glance in the confined space of the car. When driving, put your hands on your knees neatly, posing a standard good student posture.

Shen Mo was looking straight ahead and waiting to drive, when he suddenly felt Xiao Yi approaching, he turned his head nervously, his peach blossom eyes clearly said "What are you doing? I'm so scared..." Xiao Yi had a panoramic view of the other person's expression , almost couldn't hold back his face, barely maintained his indifferent attitude, sat up a little, stretched out his left index finger to hook the seat belt buckle hanging on the passenger side: "fasten it yourself." The blush on Shen Mo's face instantly extended He fastened his seat belt as far as his ear, desperately thinking that if Xiao Yi questioned his purpose again, he might as well jump out of the car in embarrassment.Simply, Xiao Yi has been driving quietly, leaving room for awkward people to adjust themselves.

Xiao Yi's car drove for about half an hour, and came to an apartment converted from a hotel in a bustling area.Shen Mo followed Xiao Yi into the apartment. The room was an inner and outer room, and the conditions were pretty good in Hong Kong, a city where every inch of land is expensive.Xiao Yi went in and put down the car keys. Seeing that Shen Mo was still standing in the hall stupidly after changing his slippers, he felt nervous and kept silent on purpose, and went to search in the refrigerator by himself to prepare dinner.

Fortunately, he packed a lot of food from outside the day before and came back, otherwise Xiao Yi, a kitchen idiot, would not be able to hold on to his aloof airs.When Xiao Yi finished heating the rice rolls, shrimp dumplings and claypot rice and put them on the table, he found that Shen Mo was still standing there with the posture of entering the door.Xiao Yi was sad, funny and distressed, and couldn't speak for a while, so he nodded the chair with a sullen face, signaling the other party to sit down.

The two finished their dinner in silence, packed the tableware in an unusually cooperative and tacit manner, and fell into an embarrassing situation again.From receiving Shen Mo in the evening to now, Shen Mo didn't say ten words in total.Xiao Yi sighed inexplicably, feeling irritated in his heart.He went to the bedroom to find pajamas and new underwear and threw them roughly into Shen Mo's arms: "Go take a shower." Seeing the man slowly walk into the bathroom without any objection, he felt even more irritable, and couldn't even sit still. Walking back and forth in the hall.

After waiting for nearly four or ten minutes, Shen Mo came out with a face flushed with water, and Xiao Yi walked over with a change of clothes without saying a word, and slammed the bathroom door loudly.After rushing out of the water, Xiao Yi casually wiped his hair, walked up to Shen Mo who was sitting on the sofa, and looked at him condescendingly: "I don't have lubricant, do it or not, just do it." Go into the bedroom, let me go to bed, and you can do whatever you want."

Hearing Xiao Yi's cold voice, Shen Mo raised his head: "I...I'm not."

"What are you not? Didn't you come to your door to have sex?"

These words were too harsh, and there were obvious signs of injury in Shen Mo's eyes. He wanted to say how could you treat me like this, but he was afraid that he could not help crying before he could speak.

Years of living under the fence has created Shen Mo's extremely sensitive nerves and super strong self-esteem. The guilt and anxiety that he originally harbored were extinguished by pouring cold water. Asked: "What are you doing at night?" Even more angrily, he said: "I'm sorry, I'm not happy to be suppressed by you, you don't care what I do, goodbye." After saying that, he stood at the door Wearing shoes, because of emotional excitement, the shoelaces could not be tied for a long time, which made the act of walking away in a rage lose his chicness.

"Duplicate, can't eat, looks like a celestial being, no matter how you look at it, you can't find any merits, if you want to get out, get out." Xiao Yi gritted his teeth and looked at this man whose hair was full of mourning. The guy thought bitterly, but in the next second he was ready to rush over and grab him.Who would have thought that without waiting for him to make a move first, Shen Mo would suddenly come back and rush to him, "Where's my cat?"

"What cat?" Xiao Yi was taken aback.

"The cat you stole! Where's the shot put?"

Xiao Yi looked at Shen Mo's frowning eyebrows and sneered, "The lame cat, throw it away."

"threw?!"

"Throwing for more than two years."

"why......"

"It's not pleasing to the eye, why? I picked it up, so I'm naturally qualified to throw it away."

"Xiao Yi, you bastard!" Shen Mo's eyes were as red as peach petals in March, his lips trembled slightly with anger, he shook his fist tremblingly to punch Xiao Yi, but Xiao Yi easily dodged it.He failed in one blow, turned around and picked up a few books scattered on the sofa and threw them at the opponent. This time he smashed so hard that he still couldn't help it, but Xiao Yi's single dog's room was too clean, and there were no tools nearby.He simply rushed over and kicked and bit, fighting in close quarters without any rules or aesthetics.

Just as he lowered his head and bit Xiao Yi's arm hard, he heard the owner of the arm say coolly: "Are you from Tianshui? The cat is in a pet shop."

Xiao Yi saw Shen Mo let go of his mouth in slow motion, raised his head and looked at himself in confusion and aggrieved, he couldn't help softening, stroked Shen Mo's thorny hair roughly, and sighed: "I went to Australia for a week, The cats and dogs were sent to the pet store, and I just came back yesterday, and I planned to pick them up after work today."

Shen Mo stared at the red tooth marks on Xiao Yi's white arm that he had bitten out, and said in a low voice, "Who told you to lie to me..."

The two adults, whose combined age is over half a century, just vented their emotions in the way of five-year-old children fighting. They both calmed down and sat on the sofa to save face and not speak.

Just when Shen Mo lowered his head to see the flowers on his fingers, he heard Xiao Yi gently ask from the sofa: "Shen Mo, why did you come to Hong Kong?"

Shen Mo hesitated for a while, and reluctantly opened his mouth: "Just...no reason."

"I ask the second time, why did you come to Hong Kong?"

This way of questioning obviously brought back some bad memories for Shen Mo. He looked at Xiao Yi with pleading eyes, but the other party was hard-hearted and unmoved, showing that he must hear the answer with his deep gaze. persistence.

The author has something to say: the sub-cp small theater at the end of the chapter:

Tian Shui: "When the stepmother came, Papa abandoned me, Sang Xin."

Tangyuan: "The excrement shoveler is not in the house, sleep, eat and drink without delay"

Shot put: "Mom still remembers me, happy, meow~"