Backtracking boat

The past cannot be pursued, so why disturb people's hearts?

After seeing off Watermelon Girl, Shen Mo took his mother home.Zhang Fenghui is quite satisfied with her son's living environment, and she likes the obedient and well-behaved Tianshui very much. The dog belongs to the man's daughter-in-law, and I really want to break its dog's head.In the evening, Shen Mo arranged for his mother to rest in the bedroom in the back room and sit by the bed to chat with him. When his mother mentioned for the fourth time that so-and-so got married early in his hometown and now has both children, Shen Mo knew that the theme was coming.

After chatting, Zhang Fenghui patted Shen Mo's hand on the bed, and asked seemingly casually: "Xiao Mo, I'm not with my mother, and no one is taking care of me. My mother is very worried." Shen Mo lowered his head and whispered Said: "I'm already such an adult, I don't need to take care of you." "Nonsense, you will always be a child in mother's heart." Shen Mo smiled and did not reply.

"It's better to find someone for company. Have you met someone you like? Mom is not picky."

"No, I don't want to think about it."

"It's time to think about it. I think Xiaoqian is fine. I asked her. She hasn't dated yet. She knows everything. How well you played when you were young. When you called you home, Xiaoqian hugged you and cried, saying... …”

"Mom!" Shen Mo interrupted his mother involuntarily: "That's what happened in my lifetime. I'm used to the current life, and I don't really want to change."

Zhang Fenghui was a little anxious after hearing this: "The male college is getting married. Unless you bring a partner back, I will fall in love with Xiaoqian. While I still have strength, I can help you take care of your children if you get married early. Small."

"Mom, the horoscope hasn't been written yet. Don't make such a long-term plan, can you?"

"You have to be willing to draw even if you want to write... Maybe you are influenced by us and have a shadow on your marriage. Don't be afraid, don't be like your mother..."

Shen Mo's voice was stuck in his throat. He looked down at his mother's hand. The deep scar on the wrist has not disappeared for more than ten years. It will remain on the wrist for the rest of his life, and it will also be engraved in Shen Mo's fragile soul. Between him and freedom lies a precipice of thousands of feet.Hearing the words in his ear: "You and Xiaoqian will try it first, okay?" He nodded his head obsessively.

My mother's mobility is amazing. On the third night, when Shen Mo came home, he saw the watermelon girl busy in the kitchen, and he stepped forward to say hello with some embarrassment: "Hi, I got off work so early, you guys The benefits of the unit are good." Shen's mother glared at her son at the side when she heard the opening remarks, but Watermelon Girl didn't take it seriously. Important, so I let the boss herd the sheep."

The nature of asking someone to eat and asking someone to cook is too different, Shen Mo also felt embarrassed, and repeatedly asked the girl to put down the work in hand and do it by herself.Unexpectedly, Miss Xiaoqian, who was a watermelon girl who was carved with jade when she was a child, was reborn as a watermelon girl who can go up to the hall and down to the kitchen. She made four dishes and one soup without Shen Mo's intervention at all, and the taste is more authentic than Shen Mo's. .Shen's mother instantly changed her eyes from looking at her daughter-in-law to looking at her own daughter. What's worse, the girl's heart is sometimes as deep as a needle in the sea, and sometimes as shallow as water in a pan. After a short contact, he was sure that the watermelon girl loved him It was not unintentional, this cognition made Shen Mo feel that even the sweet corn soup was bitter.

He spent the entire meal over his head, thinking about how to get rid of this flying relationship. To be honest with the girl, he would not dare to do it. When he thought that his mother might know his biggest secret, Shen The blood in Mo's body can cool down. If time is indeed the best medicine, then more than ten years is far from enough for the medicine to spread. Yu mother went crazy.

After taking care of his mother and falling asleep, he lay on the makeshift sofa bedding in a daze, and when he heard the phone ring, it was Xiao Yi, and a warm and familiar "Hello" almost made him cry. It's been three days since I saw him, and the yearning went deep into his bones , My heart hurts.He hid on the floor-to-ceiling balcony and chatted softly with his boyfriend, unable to say the main point, hiding his emotions, no one was willing to say goodbye first.Why do you rely on it like this, like losing your armor, like breaking your weakness.

The next day, Shen Mo left the unit early after get off work, called his mother and lied about working overtime, ordered takeaway for the old man, and ran to Xiao Yi's house.Xiao Yi hadn't gotten off work yet, and he didn't call, so he just waited at the door stupidly.When Xiao Yi came back late, he saw Shen Mo huddled in a ball with his legs crossed at the door of his unit, pitifully. He was immediately pleasantly surprised and distressed. The man was against the wall, his body was firmly pressed against Shen Mo, his forehead was against his forehead, and his breath was entangled with his breath.

"How did you come?"

"miss you."

"Say it again."

"miss you."

"How long have you been waiting? Why don't you call?"

"I don't want to fight."

"Hold!"

"Come!"

Xiao Yi, as Shen Mo wished, bit those burning lips, gnawed and sucked, his mouth gradually smelled of blood under the gentle offensive of each other, and inspired the beast hidden in his heart. Clothes, eating its flesh and blood.When the two stumbled from the door and knocked down on the bed, they had already met each other frankly.

Shen Mo tried his best to raise his neck in a beautiful arc, and let Xiao Yi kiss and lick it. What he thought in his mind was "enough is enough, it will leave marks." But he shouted in his heart, "not enough, how can it be, more, more Some." Xiao Yi's hot hand touched Shen Mo's ear all the way, from the front chest to the back waist, and when he went down, he was stopped rationally: "No...I'll buy it."

Shen Mo panted and hugged Xiao Yi tightly: "Hand cream, shower gel, olive oil, whatever, go get it."

"No, it will hurt your body."

"Damn! I can't die, you don't want to fuck me forever if you think it will hurt you! Ugh..."

So fierce, shut your mouth... After another kiss that almost took your breath away, Xiao Yi still replaced his lips with his hand, and stretched into Shen Mo's mouth to chase that nimble and seductive pink tongue, stirring up a dripping kiss. The saliva is for temporary use.Ahem, at least there are no chemical additives.

The clouds and rain were about to rest, and their minds were still wandering. The two kissed lightly with their hands and feet intertwined. The sweat soaked the sheets under them, sticking to each other, inseparable, and constantly pulling.

It was already late at night when Shen Mo returned home. He gently opened the door with the key, and when he heard the sound of his mother getting up from the bedroom, he swished into the bathroom and locked the door.Hearing his mother complaining about being so tired from work outside, he perfunctorily comforted her and coaxed her to go to bed. Then he breathed a sigh of relief, looked at the face in the mirror that had not completely faded from the flush after the shower, and held Xiao Xiao who had worn it back. Yi Yi's white T-shirt, kissing the corner of the shirt for a long time.

The Shen family's mother lived in Beijing for a week and still couldn't think of leaving, and she seemed to be holding his daughter-in-law home and not leaving.The watermelon girl came here to play with things from time to time, and she didn't talk about love or love, just reminiscing about the past, and Shen Mo had no reason to refuse.The girl's initiative and Shen Mo's reserved attitude made the situation go further and further off course.During this period, Shen Mo overheard his mother happily reporting the progress on the phone. That night, he received a call from his aunt to encourage him to work hard. He can also deceive himself and think: "Make mom happy for a few days, and tell Xiaoqian when she goes back." Then, when he sent Xiguamei downstairs one day, the girl half-blushed and said that her parents had returned to Beijing. When thinking about having dinner with his old neighbor one day, Shen Mo finally realized belatedly that in the eyes of the people involved in this matter, his compromise was recognition, and his silence was encouragement.The net of cowardice and evasion of indulgence began to tighten.

Knowing that he was afraid, Shen Mo finally plucked up the courage to call Watermelon Girl after a sleepless night. After a few awkward conversations, Shen Mo overturned all the girl's beautiful imagination with a sentence beginning with "I'm sorry".

"I'm sorry, I don't know if my mother misunderstood something, but I am very satisfied with the current living conditions, and I don't really want to change."

Is it too direct?Shen Mo became uneasy during the long silence on the other end of the phone.After an unknown amount of time, he heard Watermelon Girl's trembling voice: "Brother Mo, do you have a date?"

It was like exchanging a game of cards, and the object of silence was replaced by himself.Shen Mo answered under a wrong thought: "No."

Hearing this, Watermelon Girl was a little relieved, as long as no one came in, the obsession with her childhood admiration was too deep, no matter how clear the girl was, she might deceive herself when facing her feelings.She agreed to be friends with Shen Mo on the phone, but she thought in her heart that there would be a brighter future.

This side of Shen Mo thought that the problem had been solved, and he was gearing up to persuade his mother to go home so that he could reunite with her boyfriend.He didn't dare to tell Xiao Yi that his mother was by his side watching him reconnect with Qingmei, and he didn't even dare to give him an exact time to clear the alarm, so he could only meet Xiao Yi privately from time to time and make a couple. A cheating mandarin duck.

Watermelon girl hasn't come to the door since that phone call, and Zhang Fenghui has to wonder if she really pulled the red line after being politely rejected by the girl several times.This weekend, Shen Mo found out that his mother had the idea of ​​returning to Suzhou, and a big rock in his heart loosened a bit. After waiting for the old man's lunch break at noon, he ran out to the secret stronghold---Xiao Yi's house on the grounds of walking the dog.

Tian Shui was very excited after seeing his father, and rushed forward to lick Xiao Yi's drool.After finally soothing the excited Tianshui, Xiao Yi washed his face, leaned over maliciously and lowered his head to rub Shen Mo's shoulder, the water was all transferred to Shen Mo's shirt, leaving behind a fresh smell of facial cleanser in summer.Shen Mo stared and pointed at his shoulder: "It's wet, what should I do." Xiao Yi smiled and started to unbutton the other party: "Take it off when it gets wet."

The hooligan had just reached the second trouser leg when Xiao Yi's unit called. The company leader urgently wanted a copy of the original inspection materials.Xiao Yi complained childishly, saying that he would resign and change careers. Shen Mo felt that Xiao Yi like this was very cute. After tidying up his clothes, he patted Xiao Yi on the head, "Don't make trouble, baby." Willful wet kisses.

After leaving the door, Xiao Yi refused to pick up the car, and insisted on walking tens of meters to accompany Shen Mo back to the building. At the entrance of the corridor, the two people who should say goodbye did not speak. After looking at each other for a while, Xiao Yi suddenly stretched out Putting his arms around Shen Mo in his arms, he put his head on Shen Mo's shoulder and murmured, "What should I do, I want to take you away." Shen Mo's heart was sore, he raised his arms around Xiao Yi's waist, Forced to smile: "Get out." Xiao Yi shook his head on Shen Mo's shoulder: "Get out in 2 minutes." Shen Mo stroked Xiao Yi's back with one hand, thinking silently: 3 minutes is fine, 4 minutes is better. "

On a summer afternoon, the two people who are tired of being together see the world as if there is no one in the midst of the cicadas singing and the heat wave.Until an unbelievable voice suddenly sounded: "Xiaomo?"

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Sub-sub-sub-cp small theater at the end of the chapter:

Tian Shui: "While witnessing this tragedy with my own eyes, I am speechless."

Tang Yuan: "I, who pinched my fingers and calculated this tragedy, have nothing to say."

Shot put: "Meow, who heard about this tragedy indirectly, didn't see it."

Tianshui glutinous rice balls: "Pay attention to maintaining the formation upstairs!"