[Comprehensive] The god judge voluntarily was hidden by the gods

"What a nice view……"

Once the wind has passed without a trace, there are flowers everywhere, clouds and fog clear, and it is full of vitality.

The chest seemed to be stuffed with warm things, and the surging emotions were ready to come out.

This is moving.

Even though Daigo Kyoya has returned to the human body from the divine weapon, she is still amazed by such a scene.

He touched the corner of his mouth, regretting for the first time that he could not express joy and appreciation through the simplest and most direct way of smiling.Of course, if his posture at that time was not a magic weapon, he might be able to temporarily forget his distracting thoughts, let go of his defensiveness, and maybe express himself smoothly...

"It's just like Sakura Frontline," he said in an unprecedentedly good mood, "even more romantic than Sakura Frontline."

Because the south is warm and the north is cold, the cherry blossoms in Japan bloom sequentially from south to north. From the southernmost Kagoshima to the northernmost Hokkaido, the flowering season is like a front.

This is Sakura Front.

However, due to the development of modern society, the accelerated urbanization process, and the urban heat island effect, the temperature in many large cities is higher than that in small places, and the temperature in small places is higher than that in the wild, disrupting this transition process.

"Ah, you like it so much?" They had already appeared on a strange street at this time, and the roadside was full of cherry trees, "You can watch it anytime you want."

What Daigo Kyoya purified just now was the entire territory of the Kingdom of God: with the sky above Kyoto as the center, pink ripples swept across the country.With the cherry tree as the medium, the whole of Japan is under the control of Okita Souji, and the land is once full of dead air, which is very dangerous.

"No need," Daigo Kyoya shook his head, "Look at it again, and I won't have the same comprehension as before."

However, this kind of purification is a temporary solution, not a permanent cure.

If the matter of being stabbed is not resolved for a day, the "sickness" on Okita Souji's body will have a hidden danger of recurrence for one more day...

Oh wow.

It has recurred.

"Oh... well then."

Souji Okita happily allowed himself to be stabbed again, and "Kou" appeared in his hand.Then he put his hand in front of Daigo Kyoya, put on a pitiful look: "Here we go again."

Daigo Kyoya had no choice but to hold his hand: "...It's really messed up," he poured spiritual energy into to dispel the pain, "Don't use this kind of thing to act like a baby."

"It's you who's sad, isn't it?"

Okita Souji smiled: "Oh, but I will be hurt if I don't act like a baby."

"You know what I'm trying to say, Chief Commander," Daigo Kyoya raised the intertwined hand to his eyes, "Stop stabbing yourself again and again."

"There's nothing I can do about it," Okita Souji smiled as if something was broken, "I can't control it either."

"Why can't it be controlled?"

"How should stabbings be controlled? At most, we can only control the balance," Director Okita said nonchalantly. "Anyway, it won't affect the plan of the Tokino Government. At worst, it will go to hell."

The gods who are hopelessly polluted by the disease will die, and the part that does not want to enter the underworld will choose to abandon themselves, cut off the pollution, and reincarnate through the gods.However, only gods with strong incense can use the power of people's wishes to be reborn after death.A newly promoted human god like Souji Okita, who relied on the Kingdom of God to become a god and did not gather a suitable god, I am afraid that if he dies, he will die.

"...Are you being angry?"

"what!"

"I stabbed myself...is it also force majeure?"

"Yes."

nonsense.

"...don't say such irresponsible words, I know, you won't like it," Daigo Kyoya closed his eyes, "not only pain, but also coldness, darkness, death, everything that is negative, you will won't like it."

"And Huangquan is full of that kind of thing."

At this time, it would be too hypocritical to deny that you hate those negative things.Although he was a little depressed by Huang Quan, he was such a cheerful, sunny, and laughing young man after all, he didn't like to cry.

"If you don't want to laugh, don't laugh, Chief."

"..."

As soon as these words came out, Okita Souji really couldn't laugh at the moment.He only pursed his lips tightly, looking gloomy again.

"Why did you stab yourself?" Daigo Kyoya raised his eyes and looked at him, "Tell me, can we figure out a way together?"

Okita Souji was silent for a while, then said:

"I have found a way."

His expression at this time was very serious, with a hint of paranoia, which was quite different from his previous appearance.Such a posture is not at all like him in the past, and he himself will never like it.

"With you here, it's fine."

"As long as you are here, I will win."

"Win over another me..."

……what?

"The other you?" Daigo Kyoya blinked, "Are you schizophrenic?"

"Almost," Okita Souji looked extremely tired, "Can you understand that feeling?"

"Every time the reincarnation is repeated, and every time a new memory is created, the proportion of the original memory keeps decreasing."

"Every day when I wake up, my personality changes subtly, and I become... as if I am no longer myself."

Okita Souji's Kingdom of God is "all kinds of possibilities at the end of the Bakumatsu". If he wants to become stronger, he needs to break through as many possibilities as possible.According to Abe Seimei's theory, it is to devour more of themselves.

In the process, the "true God" who unites all selves will of course change.The more a certain quality accumulates, the more this quality will become the dominant factor, constituting the Godhead of the true God.

For example, Souji Okita himself, most of him is a sunny, cheerful, and laughing young man, so the true god formed also has such characteristics.But there are also some who are gloomy, sensitive, and negative, but such traits will become recessive due to insufficient accumulation and insufficient weight.

The Okita Souji in front of Daigo Kyoya is the non-mainstream one.There was no way to do this, Huang Quan's actions had caused him to accumulate negative emotions for so many years, how could it not be distorted.

"Do you think that you are no longer yourself?" Daigo Kyoya seemed to understand, "Isn't it a good thing that those bad memories are gradually buried?"

Okita Souji looked at him with accusing eyes: "Of course not!"

"Can you understand?"

"It's like, it's like you obviously hate green peppers, but one day, you suddenly realize that you can actually have the idea of ​​liking green peppers, and this idea was instilled by another person!"

"Can you really understand?!"

"Can you really understand?!"

Then, Daigo Kyoya discovered his mistake: his judgment was too hasty.

The Okita Souji he knew was different from him in the conventional sense: this he was played by Huang Quan, struggled to survive, and refused to give in until his death.

Then when he faced himself, he refused to give in—although he didn't like the way he was now, he was unwilling to deny himself rashly.Otherwise, what's the point of the long-term stalemate between him and Huang Quan?

——Did he become a god just to make a wedding dress for his other self?

So he resists the change that happens to him.

That's why he stabbed himself.

That's why Abe Seimei sent the interrogator over to try to suppress this matter.

Only when facing Daigo Kyoya, all the preference elements contained in the "collection" of Shinshin are based on his existence, will this gloomy, sensitive, and passive Okita Souji become dominant.

In other words, Okita Souji didn't need to stab himself again to remind himself of who he really was.

For example, the recurrence of the ailment just now is completely unnecessary, he did this only to keep the judge.

Daigo Kyoya reached out, gave him a hug, and patted him on the back reassuringly: "I have to admit, this is very scary," he thought for a while, and then added, "Because this is not a simple change of hobby. .”

"It's a person's original traits gradually disappearing in a subtle way."

Okita Souji was overwhelmed, and hugged Daigo Kyoya back, his tense nerves suddenly relaxed.

"I'm very fortunate," Okita Souji murmured, "I met the unique you."

"Because of you, I can be sure of who I really am."

Daigo Kyoya shook his head: "If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have to face the dilemma of disappearing."

"If it wasn't for you, I would have disappeared completely."

On the contrary, Daigo Kyoya felt that this meant that life would be worse than death.Which is more painful, watching the self slowly annihilate, or the self-destruction that ends in an instant?

Anyway, he thinks it's the former.

Okita Souji chuckled, and wrapped his fingers around his hair, slowly twirling and twirling it.

"I'm already sick and I'm not growing anymore."

"And the other me, the other us... just turn a blind eye."

"this is not me"

"It shouldn't be me."

"Wasting every day is like killing someone with a soft knife."

"When I didn't think of you, I even forgot my original appearance, and I didn't even know whether I was dead or alive."

"I feel like I'm fading away."

"I will rot and die at room temperature."

Unknowingly, the wind picked up, and the branches of the trees collided with each other and rustled.

Daigo Kyoya let out a sigh.

To be honest, he didn't want Director Okita to maintain the negative mentality left over from the pollution of Huangquan.He also met the original Okita Souji who didn't remember those despairs. Although he was a bit dark-bellied, he was very close to the sunny, cheerful, and laughing young man in the conventional sense.

Everyone who is familiar with him is reluctant to let him be polluted by the underworld and bear despair.

Unfortunately, Okita Souji himself doesn't think so.

He was completely out of tune with himself in the sun.

"I don't want to lose myself, so, sorry—"

Okita Souji stretched out his hand, his big hand covered Daigo Kyoya's face.

"I must catch you!"

In an instant, Daigo Kyoya's heart stopped beating——

The hippocampus, which is in charge of recent memory in the lateral ventricles, is controlled first, followed by long-term memory.The divine power stimulated his brain, and he subconsciously wanted to resist, but the newly constructed memories covered it repeatedly like geological layers.

He was brainwashed.