happy event in pairs
Chapter 9 Who Comes Out
That night, Xiao Shuang unexpectedly achieved the achievement of "sleeping in the male god's house".
While chatting about Xiaotian with Xiao Jun, he put together the 1000 piece "starry sky" piece.
Xiao Jun listened more and talked less, and finally gave up on the puzzle altogether, and leaned against the pillow with the cup in his hand to concentrate on making Xiao Shuang talk.
The little hands and eyes were busy, and they didn’t realize it. They asked what to say and asked what to say, what to eat outside the cave at home, which aunt and aunt in the village party in my hometown made delicious food, and how I followed the next door when I was a child. Qu Wa Ge climbed up the hill to look for fruits. He said that at the beginning of his studies, he was only able to eat canned buns once to get an award.
This is simply the history of blood and tears of an unlucky child who sold himself for the sake of stuttering...
Xiao Jun shook his head with a smile. He never knew that he would be able to listen patiently to other people's talk, let alone that he would be so interested.
Finally put together the last piece, Xiao Shuang admired it again, feeling overwhelmed with a sense of accomplishment, nodded with satisfaction, and stretched a long way.
He stretched his legs and kicked on the carpet with his toes stretched out. His clothes shrank up with the raising of his arms, revealing a narrow, white waist. He closed his eyes and raised his head. There was a moan like a milk cat in his throat, and when he made a fist with both hands, he accidentally hurt his fingers, and he quickly raised it to his eyes and gave a soft "hiss".
His actions are both cute and a bit lazy and sexy, Xiao Jun looked at him, for some reason, he suddenly felt dry mouth after drinking tea all afternoon.
When Xiao Shuang came back to her senses, she realized that it was already pitch black outside the window.
"Oh, I'm sorry," he stood for a while but failed to stand up, "I forgot to check the time, did I disturb your rest?"
Xiao Jun held his arm and pulled him up: "No, I always sleep late."
Xiao Shuang knew that she should go, but she was still reluctant to part with her. She lowered her head and pulled the drawstring of her hoodie: "Then... I'm going back, thank you for cooking for me again."
Xiao Jun raised his wrist and looked at his watch and said, "It's too late, you can sleep here tonight, I have class tomorrow morning, I just take you back to school."
Xiao Shuang suddenly raised her head: "Can you?"
Without the cover of broken glasses, his emotions were written directly on his face, Xiao Jun smiled: "Yes, there is a guest room here."
Xiao Jun re-medicated his fingers, wrapped them in plastic wrap, found a set of his own pajamas and a new toothbrush, and taught him how to use the bathroom equipment.
When Xiao Shuang rushed out flushed, Xiao Jun greeted him at the door of the restaurant.
"I didn't eat at night, I'm worried you will be hungry, do you want to cook some noodles?"
Xiao Shuang nodded: "I want to eat!"
He wore Xiao Jun's pajamas as if he was wearing a costume, the neckline was so wide that his sharp collarbone and half of his white chest were clearly visible.
Xiao Jun's short-sleeved shorts turned into cropped shorts with three-quarter sleeves on him, stubby like a child stealing an adult's clothes.
Seeing that his hair was still wet, Xiao Jun hurriedly tore two pieces of kitchen paper to dry him: "It's autumn, and it's cold at night, so I didn't blow it dry."
Xiao Shuang sniffed: "What's in the noodles? It smells so good."
Xiao Jun couldn't laugh or cry, the child didn't listen to his feelings at all, and all his attention was taken away by eating.
"Dried mussels, do you like it?"
"What kind of vegetable is mussel? I haven't eaten it before."
"It's not a dish, it's a kind of..."
Just as Xiao Jun was about to explain, the phone on the coffee table in the living room rang. He asked Xiao Shuang to eat first, and went to the living room to answer the phone by himself.
It's him.
Luo Xingqi sent a video invitation, Xiao Jun only took one look and his heart started beating wildly.He took a few steps towards the balcony, pressed his chest to breathe steadily, and pressed the answer button.
It was daytime over there, and the sunlight was extremely bright. The man showed a naughty smile that he was so familiar with to the camera, his phoenix eyes were curved and deep, shining with joy, and his white teeth lined the deep dimples on his cheeks. It looks like sunshine.
"Old Xiao, I miss you so much!" The voice was also happy.
It was the first time that I had been separated from him for such a long time when I was so old, and I hadn't seen him for such a long time.
Xiao Jun greedily looked at the eyebrows, facial features, and expressions of the people inside through the mobile phone...
Dong Xishuang picked up a dried mussel with chopsticks and looked at it, studied what it was, took a bite, it was so fresh!
He took the biggest one out of his bowl and put it on Xiao Jun's face, looked back at the living room, and was stunned.
He is laughing.
He used to laugh, of course.But it's different.His eyes were cold before.
And now his eyes, his heart, were all smiling.
It turns out that he can laugh too, and when he really smiles, he is so gentle and beautiful.
I don't know who is on the phone that can make him show such a happy smile.Is... is it someone he likes?
Xiao Shuang felt a sense of indescribable feeling in his heart, but he was more relieved that someone could make him happy, which was really great.
Luo Xingqi frowned over there: "Why is it so dark, turn on the light, I want to see you."
Xiao Jun rubbed his stiff face and turned on the balcony light.
Luo Xingqi seemed taken aback, and then frowned: "What's wrong with you, you lost so much weight? Someone complained to me that you started smoking?"
Xiao Jun smiled helplessly: "Occasionally smoke a little."
Luo Xingqi scolded him: "It's not good at all, hurry up and quit, who did you learn the bad habits from, don't think that no one will watch you after I leave, I have left one of my own to be an undercover agent."
The two chatted for a long time, and Luo Xingqi talked about life there in detail. He was closer to Gao Qi, and Yang Wanxi was on the east bank, so he was too busy to see her.
He also carefully asked him what classes he took, where he ate, how many times he went home a week, and told him to quit smoking quickly, nagging endlessly like an old mother.
He didn't hang up Xiao Jun, of course he was reluctant to hang up, and after finally finishing the call, he stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with his mobile phone and thought about it for a long time.The mood is like a carbonated soda that has been stirred, and the joyful bubbles quickly evaporate, leaving a sour silence like stagnant water.
He was so absorbed that he forgot that there was someone else at home, and when he came over, he was startled when he saw Dong Xishuang sitting obediently at the dining table.
The child sat upright and waited for him, the noodles were completely cold, and there was a big and fat dried mussel on the tip of his bowl.
Xiao Jun felt a pain in his heart, he didn't know whether he was hurting himself or the child, he smiled wryly and said, "Why don't you eat it first, it's already cold."
His smile was back to the way it used to be, shallow and floating on the surface, beneath the smile was hidden pain as deep as the sea, and the small pair of big black and white eyes looked at him worriedly through the lens.
Xiao Jun boiled some boiling water and mixed the rotten noodles. The child ate it seriously as before, but he lost his appetite and just wanted to smoke.
Xiao Shuang was lying on the large and soft bed in the guest room, the room was dark and silent, the master bedroom was upstairs, he listened intently, but he couldn't hear any sound.
After tossing and turning for a while, he fell asleep.
He suddenly woke up in the middle of the night. There was a very faint TV sound in the living room. He got off the bed with bare feet, opened the door slightly, and saw Xiao Jun sitting on the sofa with a glass of wine in his hand. The TV was blue and white. The light dangling on his expressionless, distracted face.
Xiao Shuang closed the door tiptoely, leaned against it and sighed.The person he likes is not happy.This is much more difficult than being unhappy himself.He has never liked anyone before, and he doesn't know how to make the person he likes happy. If only there were such books in the library, he would definitely be the most diligent student.
Dong Xishuang suffered from insomnia for half the night, and finally struggled to get up the next morning, yawning and sitting at the table with a dull expression, staring at the freshly baked warm bread and tender fried eggs on the plate.
Xiao Jun brought him a cup of hot milk, "Eat it, wash your face and go to class after eating." He returned to his usual state, his whole body was lifeless, like a puppet, it seemed that only a little bit was left to support him Habit.The brief bout of light and joy yesterday afternoon seemed like a hallucination.
Xiao Shuang felt uncomfortable for a while.Doesn't he even need to sleep?Obviously didn't sleep much last night.
"I don't need to eat breakfast, you can sleep a little longer..."
When Xiao Jun faced him, his face was still milder than usual, and he smiled even more when he heard this: "It's okay, I'm not sleepy."
No sleepiness, no hunger, no interest, no desire, no meaning.
The two bid farewell at the intersection leading to the parking lot and the teaching building. Dong Xishuang stood in the autumn wind and watched the sapphire blue car disappear as soon as it turned. it's time.
Like every time, he keeps the time with Xiao Jun in his memory like a treasure, and every day when he wakes up in a daze before going to bed, he takes it out to think about it and lick it.For some reason, when he thinks of Xiao Jun, he always thinks of the dirty buns that Kiki bought for him that day. The black chocolate powder is sweet and bitter, but it has an addictive magic power.
He is still busy in class and self-study every day.
Recently, I have seen some tricks in reading books. The book report is obviously better than before. Tang Ping praised him and felt that his reading speed has accelerated, so he added a part of the bibliography.
Memorial Qi only changed his appearance, but in his heart he is still the pure and cute fool.When you read a book, you only see the book, when you see the road, you only see the road, when you see people, you only see the face, and you don’t understand the style.
But it is precisely the appearance of such a beautiful boy and the innocent inside that make him burst out with a different contrast. He doesn't know how attractive he is, but he just feels that he has been very lucky recently, and there are always many strangers willing to help Own.Except for Xiao Jun, other people seem to have no gender distinction in his eyes. Once when eating alone in the cafeteria, a tall and handsome boy came to share the table with a plate, and chatted with him for a long time. He knew his department, he knew that he was a second-level national badminton player, he even knew that he was an only son, and where his hometown was.
The boy handed out the probing words several times, but found that Dong Xishuang couldn't understand and couldn't catch up.So I thought he was straight, and left without interest.
Dong Xishuang was still wondering how to leave after chatting happily.When I looked up, I found that there were very few people around, and there was no need to share the table. I still didn't understand it to this extent, but I just thought about whether I said something impolite and offended others.
Memorial Qi asked Dong Xishuang to meet at the lake at night and said he had something for him.
He arrived at the appointed place and searched for a long time but couldn't find it. He called and followed the familiar ringtone, only to find that the person was hiding on a stone chair covered by two big trees, smoking a cigarette in a daze.
Ji Jiqi had just finished answering the phone at home, and she was so depressed that she almost had the urge to plunge into the lake and never wake up.
Xiao Shuang knew that he was always in a bad mood, especially when he was smoking, so she just sat down beside him and accompanied him in silence.
Ji Jiqi took a few deep breaths, smoked the last bit of cigarette, fanned the smoke around her body with her hand, extinguished the cigarette butt and put it in a small metal box that she carried with her.
He managed to pull himself together, and took out a bag from his schoolbag: "Here, it's delicious."
Xiao Shuang immediately took it over: "What is it? Ah! Pine nuts!"
He peeled one and put it in his mouth, chewed it: "Well, it's delicious."
Ji Jiqi looked at him sideways: "I really envy you. You are always carefree, as if you are happy when you have something to eat."
He supported his body with his arms and looked up at the large leaves of the plane tree that had turned yellow and fell.
"Kiki, you, uh, I mean what do you think I'll do to make you happier?"
"Well, you can still see that I'm always unhappy, and I don't hurt you in vain."
Xiao Shuang gnawed a small handful of hazelnuts and pine nuts with his good teeth and put them into the palm of Memorial Qi: "Why are you always unhappy?"
Facing a clear and simple person like Dong Xishuang, Ji Jiqi felt for the first time that there would be no danger even if she spoke her mind.
"I have someone I like."
Xiao Shuang was still eating pine nuts, thinking what was so strange about it.
"I can't be with the person I like."
Xiao Shuang's mouth stopped.He wants to?Why have I never thought about being with Xiao Jun? I feel happy to see him. Of course, I would be even happier if I could do something to make him happy.
Together... Xiao Shuang suddenly remembered that time when Xiao Jun held him in his arms and smelled the scent of Xiangxiang leaning against him, as if the door to a new world had been opened, her face turned red and her heart beat suddenly There was a buzzing sound, even in the ears.
After Ji Jiqi felt uncomfortable there for a while, she got into a show and abducted him with her elbow: "Hey, dumb, why are you so dazed? Why don't you ask me why?"
Xiao Shuang coughed a few times and cleared her throat: "Oh. Why?"
Memorial Qi wants to scare you to death: "The person I like is a boy."
……
……
The two of them stared at each other for a long time, remembering that Qi wanted to scare you silly.Xiao Shuang thought, what's the matter, who hasn't liked boys before?
"I said I like boys!" Ji Jiqi was a little crazy, and finally mustered up the courage to come out to him, but this guy just had a straight face: Well, I know, and then?expression.
"What's wrong with liking boys? It's normal to say in the book."
"In the book? What book?"
"It's in a psychology book."
Ji Jiqi narrowed her eyes and looked at him: "Are you going to read some psychology books when you have nothing to do?"
Xiao Shuang chuckled: "Because I also have someone I like, who is also a boy!" And I don't think there is anything to be unhappy about.
Memorial Qi was dumbfounded.
"Are... are you kidding me?"
"Why are you kidding me? Didn't you read the book? We can't choose our sexual orientation, just like we can't choose the color of our eyes."
Ji Jiqi was stunned by his frank and poetic words for a while, and couldn't help laughing: "You are really a weirdo."
He obviously looks like a child who is not enlightened at all, but he can openly say that he has someone he likes, it seems impossible to have heard of homosexual bric-a-brac, and he agrees with his minority sexual orientation without any grievances.
Really.Ji Jiqi shook her head with a smile, and suddenly felt that under Xiaoshuang's broad-minded tolerance, her troubles were not too big a deal.
"Hey, dumb, who is the person you like? A high school classmate?"
"No, you don't know him, but it's a bit like you."
"Like me?"
"Well, it seems that I have everything, and I don't lack anything, but I don't know why I always look unhappy."
"Do you want to know why I'm unhappy?"
……
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A pair of newly formed gay honey walked around the lake in early autumn, commemorating the first time in Qi Qi's life that she told her legendary life experience, shocking love affair and comparable family without any burden The coming out experience of the ethical dog-blood drama.I even dissected and clarified a lot of thoughts that I didn't even think about, and I never told anyone.
Dong Xishuang was dumbfounded at the beginning and then became dumbfounded when he heard it.
"So, you know, I can't be happy."
He stopped suddenly, tilted his head and looked at Dong Xishuang thoughtfully: "I'm a little curious, what would you do if you were me?"
"Me?" Xiaoshuang was stunned for a moment, then lowered her head and thought for a while, the feeling of "like" cannot be controlled.He thought of the scene of chatting, eating and building Lego with him at Xiao Jun's house, which still makes him feel so happy.If Xiao Jun also likes himself...
"Hey," he smirked, "If it were me, I would secretly fall in love first. If you are really good for him, let him be happy every day. Anyway, even if he will not be happy in the future, he will be happy now. Like you said Yes, let him suffer for a while now, maybe he will get better in the future, what if he doesn't get better in the future? Isn't the pain now in vain?"
Ji Jiqi poked his forehead with her index finger: "I know it's useless to ask you, you have always been so stubborn, you don't care what others think of you."
Dong Xishuang made him poke and shake his head: "Do you know who has the best life in our village?"
"Huh?" What brain circuit.
"The happiest life in our village is a family that moved from the plains outside. It is said that they used to be sister-in-law and uncle. No matter what the uncles and aunts in the village say, they just live their lives behind closed doors. People are smiling every day, and several times when I came home from school at night, I saw them walking back hand in hand as they had just finished their work."
"Do you know which family is the most unhappy in the village?"
Memorial Qi shook her head.
Like a philosopher, Dong Xishuang walked forward calmly with his hands behind his back: "It's the aunt who talks behind her back the most."
Ji Jiqi stood there watching Xiaoshuang's thin figure striding forward, and suddenly burst out laughing, her eyes wet with a smile.
Dong Xishuang, you are such a treasure!
The author has something to say: Little Theater:
Cannon fodder A: Do you have any friends now?
Dong Xishuang: Yes, several of them.
Cannon fodder A: what?The taste is so heavy?
Cannon fodder B: What type do you like?Bear or Baboon or Monkey?
Dong Xishuang: Well, I like elephants!
While chatting about Xiaotian with Xiao Jun, he put together the 1000 piece "starry sky" piece.
Xiao Jun listened more and talked less, and finally gave up on the puzzle altogether, and leaned against the pillow with the cup in his hand to concentrate on making Xiao Shuang talk.
The little hands and eyes were busy, and they didn’t realize it. They asked what to say and asked what to say, what to eat outside the cave at home, which aunt and aunt in the village party in my hometown made delicious food, and how I followed the next door when I was a child. Qu Wa Ge climbed up the hill to look for fruits. He said that at the beginning of his studies, he was only able to eat canned buns once to get an award.
This is simply the history of blood and tears of an unlucky child who sold himself for the sake of stuttering...
Xiao Jun shook his head with a smile. He never knew that he would be able to listen patiently to other people's talk, let alone that he would be so interested.
Finally put together the last piece, Xiao Shuang admired it again, feeling overwhelmed with a sense of accomplishment, nodded with satisfaction, and stretched a long way.
He stretched his legs and kicked on the carpet with his toes stretched out. His clothes shrank up with the raising of his arms, revealing a narrow, white waist. He closed his eyes and raised his head. There was a moan like a milk cat in his throat, and when he made a fist with both hands, he accidentally hurt his fingers, and he quickly raised it to his eyes and gave a soft "hiss".
His actions are both cute and a bit lazy and sexy, Xiao Jun looked at him, for some reason, he suddenly felt dry mouth after drinking tea all afternoon.
When Xiao Shuang came back to her senses, she realized that it was already pitch black outside the window.
"Oh, I'm sorry," he stood for a while but failed to stand up, "I forgot to check the time, did I disturb your rest?"
Xiao Jun held his arm and pulled him up: "No, I always sleep late."
Xiao Shuang knew that she should go, but she was still reluctant to part with her. She lowered her head and pulled the drawstring of her hoodie: "Then... I'm going back, thank you for cooking for me again."
Xiao Jun raised his wrist and looked at his watch and said, "It's too late, you can sleep here tonight, I have class tomorrow morning, I just take you back to school."
Xiao Shuang suddenly raised her head: "Can you?"
Without the cover of broken glasses, his emotions were written directly on his face, Xiao Jun smiled: "Yes, there is a guest room here."
Xiao Jun re-medicated his fingers, wrapped them in plastic wrap, found a set of his own pajamas and a new toothbrush, and taught him how to use the bathroom equipment.
When Xiao Shuang rushed out flushed, Xiao Jun greeted him at the door of the restaurant.
"I didn't eat at night, I'm worried you will be hungry, do you want to cook some noodles?"
Xiao Shuang nodded: "I want to eat!"
He wore Xiao Jun's pajamas as if he was wearing a costume, the neckline was so wide that his sharp collarbone and half of his white chest were clearly visible.
Xiao Jun's short-sleeved shorts turned into cropped shorts with three-quarter sleeves on him, stubby like a child stealing an adult's clothes.
Seeing that his hair was still wet, Xiao Jun hurriedly tore two pieces of kitchen paper to dry him: "It's autumn, and it's cold at night, so I didn't blow it dry."
Xiao Shuang sniffed: "What's in the noodles? It smells so good."
Xiao Jun couldn't laugh or cry, the child didn't listen to his feelings at all, and all his attention was taken away by eating.
"Dried mussels, do you like it?"
"What kind of vegetable is mussel? I haven't eaten it before."
"It's not a dish, it's a kind of..."
Just as Xiao Jun was about to explain, the phone on the coffee table in the living room rang. He asked Xiao Shuang to eat first, and went to the living room to answer the phone by himself.
It's him.
Luo Xingqi sent a video invitation, Xiao Jun only took one look and his heart started beating wildly.He took a few steps towards the balcony, pressed his chest to breathe steadily, and pressed the answer button.
It was daytime over there, and the sunlight was extremely bright. The man showed a naughty smile that he was so familiar with to the camera, his phoenix eyes were curved and deep, shining with joy, and his white teeth lined the deep dimples on his cheeks. It looks like sunshine.
"Old Xiao, I miss you so much!" The voice was also happy.
It was the first time that I had been separated from him for such a long time when I was so old, and I hadn't seen him for such a long time.
Xiao Jun greedily looked at the eyebrows, facial features, and expressions of the people inside through the mobile phone...
Dong Xishuang picked up a dried mussel with chopsticks and looked at it, studied what it was, took a bite, it was so fresh!
He took the biggest one out of his bowl and put it on Xiao Jun's face, looked back at the living room, and was stunned.
He is laughing.
He used to laugh, of course.But it's different.His eyes were cold before.
And now his eyes, his heart, were all smiling.
It turns out that he can laugh too, and when he really smiles, he is so gentle and beautiful.
I don't know who is on the phone that can make him show such a happy smile.Is... is it someone he likes?
Xiao Shuang felt a sense of indescribable feeling in his heart, but he was more relieved that someone could make him happy, which was really great.
Luo Xingqi frowned over there: "Why is it so dark, turn on the light, I want to see you."
Xiao Jun rubbed his stiff face and turned on the balcony light.
Luo Xingqi seemed taken aback, and then frowned: "What's wrong with you, you lost so much weight? Someone complained to me that you started smoking?"
Xiao Jun smiled helplessly: "Occasionally smoke a little."
Luo Xingqi scolded him: "It's not good at all, hurry up and quit, who did you learn the bad habits from, don't think that no one will watch you after I leave, I have left one of my own to be an undercover agent."
The two chatted for a long time, and Luo Xingqi talked about life there in detail. He was closer to Gao Qi, and Yang Wanxi was on the east bank, so he was too busy to see her.
He also carefully asked him what classes he took, where he ate, how many times he went home a week, and told him to quit smoking quickly, nagging endlessly like an old mother.
He didn't hang up Xiao Jun, of course he was reluctant to hang up, and after finally finishing the call, he stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with his mobile phone and thought about it for a long time.The mood is like a carbonated soda that has been stirred, and the joyful bubbles quickly evaporate, leaving a sour silence like stagnant water.
He was so absorbed that he forgot that there was someone else at home, and when he came over, he was startled when he saw Dong Xishuang sitting obediently at the dining table.
The child sat upright and waited for him, the noodles were completely cold, and there was a big and fat dried mussel on the tip of his bowl.
Xiao Jun felt a pain in his heart, he didn't know whether he was hurting himself or the child, he smiled wryly and said, "Why don't you eat it first, it's already cold."
His smile was back to the way it used to be, shallow and floating on the surface, beneath the smile was hidden pain as deep as the sea, and the small pair of big black and white eyes looked at him worriedly through the lens.
Xiao Jun boiled some boiling water and mixed the rotten noodles. The child ate it seriously as before, but he lost his appetite and just wanted to smoke.
Xiao Shuang was lying on the large and soft bed in the guest room, the room was dark and silent, the master bedroom was upstairs, he listened intently, but he couldn't hear any sound.
After tossing and turning for a while, he fell asleep.
He suddenly woke up in the middle of the night. There was a very faint TV sound in the living room. He got off the bed with bare feet, opened the door slightly, and saw Xiao Jun sitting on the sofa with a glass of wine in his hand. The TV was blue and white. The light dangling on his expressionless, distracted face.
Xiao Shuang closed the door tiptoely, leaned against it and sighed.The person he likes is not happy.This is much more difficult than being unhappy himself.He has never liked anyone before, and he doesn't know how to make the person he likes happy. If only there were such books in the library, he would definitely be the most diligent student.
Dong Xishuang suffered from insomnia for half the night, and finally struggled to get up the next morning, yawning and sitting at the table with a dull expression, staring at the freshly baked warm bread and tender fried eggs on the plate.
Xiao Jun brought him a cup of hot milk, "Eat it, wash your face and go to class after eating." He returned to his usual state, his whole body was lifeless, like a puppet, it seemed that only a little bit was left to support him Habit.The brief bout of light and joy yesterday afternoon seemed like a hallucination.
Xiao Shuang felt uncomfortable for a while.Doesn't he even need to sleep?Obviously didn't sleep much last night.
"I don't need to eat breakfast, you can sleep a little longer..."
When Xiao Jun faced him, his face was still milder than usual, and he smiled even more when he heard this: "It's okay, I'm not sleepy."
No sleepiness, no hunger, no interest, no desire, no meaning.
The two bid farewell at the intersection leading to the parking lot and the teaching building. Dong Xishuang stood in the autumn wind and watched the sapphire blue car disappear as soon as it turned. it's time.
Like every time, he keeps the time with Xiao Jun in his memory like a treasure, and every day when he wakes up in a daze before going to bed, he takes it out to think about it and lick it.For some reason, when he thinks of Xiao Jun, he always thinks of the dirty buns that Kiki bought for him that day. The black chocolate powder is sweet and bitter, but it has an addictive magic power.
He is still busy in class and self-study every day.
Recently, I have seen some tricks in reading books. The book report is obviously better than before. Tang Ping praised him and felt that his reading speed has accelerated, so he added a part of the bibliography.
Memorial Qi only changed his appearance, but in his heart he is still the pure and cute fool.When you read a book, you only see the book, when you see the road, you only see the road, when you see people, you only see the face, and you don’t understand the style.
But it is precisely the appearance of such a beautiful boy and the innocent inside that make him burst out with a different contrast. He doesn't know how attractive he is, but he just feels that he has been very lucky recently, and there are always many strangers willing to help Own.Except for Xiao Jun, other people seem to have no gender distinction in his eyes. Once when eating alone in the cafeteria, a tall and handsome boy came to share the table with a plate, and chatted with him for a long time. He knew his department, he knew that he was a second-level national badminton player, he even knew that he was an only son, and where his hometown was.
The boy handed out the probing words several times, but found that Dong Xishuang couldn't understand and couldn't catch up.So I thought he was straight, and left without interest.
Dong Xishuang was still wondering how to leave after chatting happily.When I looked up, I found that there were very few people around, and there was no need to share the table. I still didn't understand it to this extent, but I just thought about whether I said something impolite and offended others.
Memorial Qi asked Dong Xishuang to meet at the lake at night and said he had something for him.
He arrived at the appointed place and searched for a long time but couldn't find it. He called and followed the familiar ringtone, only to find that the person was hiding on a stone chair covered by two big trees, smoking a cigarette in a daze.
Ji Jiqi had just finished answering the phone at home, and she was so depressed that she almost had the urge to plunge into the lake and never wake up.
Xiao Shuang knew that he was always in a bad mood, especially when he was smoking, so she just sat down beside him and accompanied him in silence.
Ji Jiqi took a few deep breaths, smoked the last bit of cigarette, fanned the smoke around her body with her hand, extinguished the cigarette butt and put it in a small metal box that she carried with her.
He managed to pull himself together, and took out a bag from his schoolbag: "Here, it's delicious."
Xiao Shuang immediately took it over: "What is it? Ah! Pine nuts!"
He peeled one and put it in his mouth, chewed it: "Well, it's delicious."
Ji Jiqi looked at him sideways: "I really envy you. You are always carefree, as if you are happy when you have something to eat."
He supported his body with his arms and looked up at the large leaves of the plane tree that had turned yellow and fell.
"Kiki, you, uh, I mean what do you think I'll do to make you happier?"
"Well, you can still see that I'm always unhappy, and I don't hurt you in vain."
Xiao Shuang gnawed a small handful of hazelnuts and pine nuts with his good teeth and put them into the palm of Memorial Qi: "Why are you always unhappy?"
Facing a clear and simple person like Dong Xishuang, Ji Jiqi felt for the first time that there would be no danger even if she spoke her mind.
"I have someone I like."
Xiao Shuang was still eating pine nuts, thinking what was so strange about it.
"I can't be with the person I like."
Xiao Shuang's mouth stopped.He wants to?Why have I never thought about being with Xiao Jun? I feel happy to see him. Of course, I would be even happier if I could do something to make him happy.
Together... Xiao Shuang suddenly remembered that time when Xiao Jun held him in his arms and smelled the scent of Xiangxiang leaning against him, as if the door to a new world had been opened, her face turned red and her heart beat suddenly There was a buzzing sound, even in the ears.
After Ji Jiqi felt uncomfortable there for a while, she got into a show and abducted him with her elbow: "Hey, dumb, why are you so dazed? Why don't you ask me why?"
Xiao Shuang coughed a few times and cleared her throat: "Oh. Why?"
Memorial Qi wants to scare you to death: "The person I like is a boy."
……
……
The two of them stared at each other for a long time, remembering that Qi wanted to scare you silly.Xiao Shuang thought, what's the matter, who hasn't liked boys before?
"I said I like boys!" Ji Jiqi was a little crazy, and finally mustered up the courage to come out to him, but this guy just had a straight face: Well, I know, and then?expression.
"What's wrong with liking boys? It's normal to say in the book."
"In the book? What book?"
"It's in a psychology book."
Ji Jiqi narrowed her eyes and looked at him: "Are you going to read some psychology books when you have nothing to do?"
Xiao Shuang chuckled: "Because I also have someone I like, who is also a boy!" And I don't think there is anything to be unhappy about.
Memorial Qi was dumbfounded.
"Are... are you kidding me?"
"Why are you kidding me? Didn't you read the book? We can't choose our sexual orientation, just like we can't choose the color of our eyes."
Ji Jiqi was stunned by his frank and poetic words for a while, and couldn't help laughing: "You are really a weirdo."
He obviously looks like a child who is not enlightened at all, but he can openly say that he has someone he likes, it seems impossible to have heard of homosexual bric-a-brac, and he agrees with his minority sexual orientation without any grievances.
Really.Ji Jiqi shook her head with a smile, and suddenly felt that under Xiaoshuang's broad-minded tolerance, her troubles were not too big a deal.
"Hey, dumb, who is the person you like? A high school classmate?"
"No, you don't know him, but it's a bit like you."
"Like me?"
"Well, it seems that I have everything, and I don't lack anything, but I don't know why I always look unhappy."
"Do you want to know why I'm unhappy?"
……
……
A pair of newly formed gay honey walked around the lake in early autumn, commemorating the first time in Qi Qi's life that she told her legendary life experience, shocking love affair and comparable family without any burden The coming out experience of the ethical dog-blood drama.I even dissected and clarified a lot of thoughts that I didn't even think about, and I never told anyone.
Dong Xishuang was dumbfounded at the beginning and then became dumbfounded when he heard it.
"So, you know, I can't be happy."
He stopped suddenly, tilted his head and looked at Dong Xishuang thoughtfully: "I'm a little curious, what would you do if you were me?"
"Me?" Xiaoshuang was stunned for a moment, then lowered her head and thought for a while, the feeling of "like" cannot be controlled.He thought of the scene of chatting, eating and building Lego with him at Xiao Jun's house, which still makes him feel so happy.If Xiao Jun also likes himself...
"Hey," he smirked, "If it were me, I would secretly fall in love first. If you are really good for him, let him be happy every day. Anyway, even if he will not be happy in the future, he will be happy now. Like you said Yes, let him suffer for a while now, maybe he will get better in the future, what if he doesn't get better in the future? Isn't the pain now in vain?"
Ji Jiqi poked his forehead with her index finger: "I know it's useless to ask you, you have always been so stubborn, you don't care what others think of you."
Dong Xishuang made him poke and shake his head: "Do you know who has the best life in our village?"
"Huh?" What brain circuit.
"The happiest life in our village is a family that moved from the plains outside. It is said that they used to be sister-in-law and uncle. No matter what the uncles and aunts in the village say, they just live their lives behind closed doors. People are smiling every day, and several times when I came home from school at night, I saw them walking back hand in hand as they had just finished their work."
"Do you know which family is the most unhappy in the village?"
Memorial Qi shook her head.
Like a philosopher, Dong Xishuang walked forward calmly with his hands behind his back: "It's the aunt who talks behind her back the most."
Ji Jiqi stood there watching Xiaoshuang's thin figure striding forward, and suddenly burst out laughing, her eyes wet with a smile.
Dong Xishuang, you are such a treasure!
The author has something to say: Little Theater:
Cannon fodder A: Do you have any friends now?
Dong Xishuang: Yes, several of them.
Cannon fodder A: what?The taste is so heavy?
Cannon fodder B: What type do you like?Bear or Baboon or Monkey?
Dong Xishuang: Well, I like elephants!
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