happy event in pairs

Xiao Jun stood on the outdoor balcony of the apartment, holding a half-burned cigarette between his hands while supporting the wrought-iron railing, and holding a lighter on the other side, he moved the metal cover with his thumb, making a rattling sound.

There are half ashtrays of cigarette butts stuck in the silver tin ashtray half suspended above the railing.Recently, he smoked more and more fiercely, but he ate less and less food.

Looking up at the sky, I don't know if it's cloudy or hazy, it's gray and empty.Just like his heart.

From the day he finally decided to give up going abroad during the application season, life was like a derailed train, getting farther and farther away from the normal track and getting harder and harder.

As soon as Luo Xingqi left, it was like a clock that had run out of wind, his strength was completely unloaded, and he couldn't even move for a second.

In fact, it has nothing to do with whether you are willing or not, or whether you want to miss it or not.Luo Xingqi and Lu Yu have been together for almost three years. The two of them are not sticky and noisy like ordinary couples. They have never even seen them hugging, holding hands or kissing.

But it is that indifference that makes the affection more profound.

Xiao Jun had already resigned to his fate, and it was not his turn to think about it.

It's just that he grew up together, he was the one who accompanied him forever, he was the one who fell in love at the beginning, he was the one who had the long secret love, and he was the one who left decisively...it was him.

It is said that Xiao Jun is the backbone of Fa Xiaotuan, because he has always been sensible, precocious, and calm. Only he knows that the real core has always been that person. He knows that person. , In fact, the heart is the most upright, firmly stepping on one's own principles, the sun is so bright that it can illuminate the darkest corners of people's hearts.

It's time to let go, he doesn't need himself anymore.Xiao Jun finally decided not to give himself the chance to be with him, to give up the plan that he had prepared step by step since he was a boy, and to exile himself far away.

After the turbulent coming out incident that year, Xiao Yuanhai's old heart is already invincible. Fortunately, Xiao Jun has always had good grades, and he has made a lot of achievements as the chairman of the student union in Huide. One of the best prestigious schools in the country can be regarded as the end of the worry.

In fact, no one knew that Xiao Jun became the chairman of the student union because Luo Xingqi needed someone to speak for him in the student union.

The same is true for the company. Xiao Jun was very concerned about the company they invested together. Luo Xingqi sold out all his shares in order to settle down in Luyu a few years ago. I haven't clicked on it in the mailbox for a long time.

After the target disappears, only a huge daze remains.

Xiao Jun sucked the last puff of cigarette between his fingers, and returned to the living room with the ashtray in hand. A brain-burning film with a dark theme was playing on the TV in a loop, from last night to now.

There were several empty beer cans lying on the coffee table, and the amber whiskey in the glass was at the bottom, and the ice cubes had long since melted.

He turned on his phone and looked at the get out of class schedule, and he was still in time for the afternoon class.

Sweep the empty cans into the trash, empty the half-full ashtrays, wash them down along with the glasses, take a shower and change, grab the car keys and head out.

He stopped when there was the last traffic light at the school gate.

Did not bring textbooks.

And for today, it seems that all the strength to live a normal life as a normal person has been exhausted.

He sighed, and finally turned around and headed straight for the Sixth Ring Road.

The Sixth Ring Road in Beijing is less than 200 kilometers long, wide and there are few cars. It takes only three hours to go around twice. He has become very familiar with it recently.

The noise of the royal blue Tesla was very low when accelerating at full speed, and the sixth symphony played in the car was clearly layered, and the sound wave impacted and circled, but it couldn't enter Xiao Jun's ears.

Let go and accelerate until you burn out.I went home tired like yesterday, diverted my attention by relying on brain-burning movies, fell asleep under the anesthesia of alcohol, and woke up in the stimulation of tobacco.

Dong Xishuang has to do laundry today, so come back early.In the dormitory, Lu Pengtao and his classmate in the next bedroom were researching the Nintendo Switch game console that he had just bought.Li Xin joined the guitar club, sat on the bed and practiced fingering with an acoustic guitar tick-tock.

Xiao Shuang glanced at the empty bed above Li Xin. Lu Pengtao found a few newspapers and covered the equipment bag for fear of getting dusty after being stored for a long time.

Seeing him looking up, Li Xin raised her head and said, "Hey, speaking of it, brother Xiao didn't come to class today."

Lu Pengtao didn't look up: "I heard people say that his college entrance examination scores are not very high, and he got in with extra points. Maybe his family is quite strong."

The man who tinkered with the game console looked up and said, "If I were him, I wouldn't use it. I had lunch with a buddy from Guan Xin today, do you know? During the class, everyone else followed the scriptures, and Xiao Jun was the only one who could come up with actual cases."

Li Xin held the head of the piano with his left hand and propped his chin with his right hand: "Hey, rich and beautiful, a winner in life..."

He saw Xiao Shuang standing there in a daze with his clothes in his arms, and reminded him: "You're in a daze again, Shuang'er, don't you want to do laundry?"

Xiao Shuang let out a cry as if waking up from a dream, and went to the laundry room with the clothes in her arms, thinking: Can't they see that he is unhappy?

Today's high math class was delayed by the teacher for a while. When Dong Xishuang ran to the Faji classroom, the class had already started. He came in from the back door and ran to the row with the fewest people. Boy: "Can I go in?"

The boy didn't speak or move, Xiao Shuang thought he didn't hear, and gently tugged at his sleeve: "Excuse me, can I go in and sit?"

There was a "tsk" sound from above, and the boy turned around to make room for him to go in.

After sitting down, Xiao Shuang wanted to thank him, but was stunned at the first glance.

This boy reminded him of the little comic books that the girls in the class passed around privately in high school. The people in it were all drawn as beautiful as angels, and for some reason, he felt that he was the same as Xiao Jun. , good-looking is good-looking, but they all look hopeless and unhappy.

Ji Jiqi has been used to being stared at since she was a child, and she was willing to pretend to be obedient when she was young. When she grows up, she is softer in front of her parents, but she is always sharp on the outside, and people instinctively have a common feeling for people who are too beautiful and too ugly. That's the point, that's peeking, staring uninterestedly.Therefore, Ji Jiqi has not been stared at in such a way as "offensive" for a long time.

His face was frosty, and no one around him dared to sit when his aura was in full swing, let alone pull his sleeves and sit next to him like this.

Ji Jiqi said coldly with annoyance: "Have you seen enough?" At the same time, she shot the knife in the eye with a little provocation.But the moment he looked at it, his work was broken, and he burst out laughing.

He smiled and Xiao Shuang was even more dumbfounded.He murmured, "You look so pretty."

It had been several years since he had received such straightforward compliments. The other party's childishness pleased him. He looked Dong Xishuang up and down and asked, "From the drama club? Are you doing period dramas recently?"

Xiao Shuang couldn't understand the banter in his words, tilted her head and said stupidly: "Huh?"

It's so silly and funny, it's rare for Ji Jiqi to be amused by him, and she put her hand on his chin, "Drool is coming out."

Xiao Shuang believed it was true, and hurriedly wiped his mouth with his sleeve, and then turned around to find that the boy was lying on the table with a smile on his face.

Neither of them listened much to this class. Ji Jiqi pulled Dong Xishuang down on the table and lowered his voice to chat with him. He just thought that this kid was so funny, asking and answering silly questions, just like Tan Qingshui. You can see the bottom line at a glance, and after a while, all your wealth will be explained clearly.

When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Xiao Shuang ran to the cafeteria to eat and slapped his head. He just listened to himself, and even forgot to ask what his name was.

He thought that he would meet again in class next time, but he didn't expect that someone would come to his door at night.

Dong Xishuang had just taken a shower and was drinking water from his large enamel jar when Ji Jiqi knocked on the door and came in.

"Hi, Little Antique, I'm here to play with you."

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Ji Jiqi has become accustomed to this kind of unresponsiveness, so she raised her hand indifferently to greet the other two: "Journalism Department, Ji Jiqi."

Only then did Lu Pengtao and Li Xin come to their senses, and hurriedly withdrew their amazed gazes to greet him. Li Xin even joked, "Are you really from the Film Academy?"

Xiao Shuang was very happy to see him, "Why are you here!" dragged the unoccupied chair under the table next to him: "Sit down."

Ji Jiqi approached him and sniffed it: "I wanted to ask you this morning, what did you wipe? You smell like milk on your body."

Xiao Shuang was stunned?After thinking about it for a while, I took out the child cream that my sister bought for him from the cabinet and handed it to him: "I just wiped this, it doesn't smell like milk, why can't I smell it?" He covered himself like a puppy Sniffing around, it made everyone laugh.

Ji Jiqi looked at the "Yumeijing Milk Essence Children's Face Cream" in her hand, threw it up and down twice, and went to visit the aluminum flower thermos next to Xiaoshuang's desk. , there was a large enamel teapot next to it, painted with red and willow green flowers, and saw a big cattail fan made of rushes pinned to the side, took it over and fanned it twice and asked, "Is this also brought from home?"

Xiao Shuang was squatting in the cabinet below, flipping out odds and ends. Hearing this, he looked up and said, "Yes, the three next door made it up by themselves. It's very windy."

He stood up holding the things in both hands, bumped his head and gave a small "ah", stood up without caring to knead, and offered to Ji Qiqi like a treasure: "My mother's dried apples and sweet potatoes are delicious. Here you go."

Ji Jiqi took a piece and stuffed it into her mouth, it was really sweet: "It's delicious!"

I was lucky today and met a warm cookie.It's been almost half a year and I haven't laughed as much as today.

The author has something to say: Little Theater:

Xiao Jun: Make it clear, are you a cannon fodder or not!

Memorial Qi: So what, you bit me? !

Memorial Yu: Kiki.

Memorial Qi: Oh.