Pavlov's dog

It was raining again outside, and the raindrops rustled on the glass. The sound insulation of the house was not as good as the previous one, and the fixed midnight flute upstairs rang again.In the past, Fang Wei would complain to Zhou Ruiyun that the girl upstairs always played this song.But right now, the two of them are like two trapped beasts fighting, without any lingering atmosphere, maybe there will never be again in the future.

Zhou Ruiyun glared at Fang Wei from the corner of his eyes. The latter endured the heart-piercing pain in his eyes, and closed his eyes with trembling lips: "Let's call it a day."

So far.

After Zhou Ruiyun understood what he said, he wiped the corner of his lips with his fingertips, then took a key from a bunch of keys and threw it on the ground, with a snap, Fang Wei also trembled like a frightened animal.Zhou Ruiyun didn't bother to look at him, so he turned around and began to pack his things.And most of the large and small items in this house were added by Fang Wei, and there were not many things he had to take away, as if he was just a temporary tenant.

After tidying up in a few minutes, Zhou Ruiyun walked out of the bedroom without any hesitation, without looking at Fang Weiyi, and the other party didn't look at him, and kept looking down at the floor, the room was silent.

When he reached the door, Zhou Ruiyun finally paused and didn't look back, because he guessed that there was an empty space behind him, and the curtains were blown on the open windows to cover up all his emotions.Fang Wei didn't chase him out from the bedroom.

He stared at the stain on the wall for a few seconds, and finally opened the door and walked out.

After the person had walked for a long time, Fang Wei finally let go of his strength. He couldn't stand up because of the pain everywhere, and slowly slid down the wall, his face buried in his hands, his shoulders trembled, and he remained silent for a long time.I don't know how long it took before he raised his head numbly. In front of him was the wall beside the bed, with many photos hanging on it. The one that caught his eyes immediately made him feel pain again——it was Zhou Ruiyun and his colleague who paid for a self-driving tour. At that time, Chen Ran, who was traveling with me, accidentally took a picture.In front of a huge clear lake, Zhou Ruiyun was leaning on the car to smoke, and Fang Wei secretly photographed him with a camera not far away.

At that time, Fang Wei didn't know that he was also in other people's cameras, and the love in the corners of his eyes and brows was not hidden at all, and he knew it at a glance.

Later, Chen Ran sent him the photo, and he liked it very much when he saw it, so he quickly saved it.After being with Zhou Ruiyun, I printed it out and hung it on the wall.After hanging it on the wall, he compared the photo with his hand to point out the camera and pointed at Zhou Ruiyun: "Look, you will always be in my camera."

Zhou Ruiyun raised his eyebrows and smiled, and walked away: "Childish."

Not childish, it should be ridiculous.Fang Wei covered her eyes and smiled wryly, her love was all other people's jokes.He suddenly stood up and walked forward, pulling the photo down abruptly—the wallpaper was almost lifted off.

The frame scratched his hand, but he didn't stop. He stubbornly and violently snapped the frame open, ripped out the thin photo and tore it to shreds.

The bedroom is full of Zhou Ruiyun's belongings, two pillows, half of the clothes in the closet, slippers, toothbrushes, towels, razors side by side when he walked to the bathroom... He didn't bring any of them when he left. It was still full of his breath, making it uncomfortable to suffocate.

He hurried to the living room with bare feet in a daze. The soles of his feet were punctured by a sharp and hard object, causing him to fall to the ground in pain. When he looked closely, it turned out to be fragments of the model.

Everywhere!There are traces of that person everywhere, including myself!

Fang Wei was about to go crazy. He didn't care about the pain in his feet. Anyway, the pain would be numb to the extreme... He climbed onto the sofa with all his hands and feet and curled up shyly. He closed his eyes tightly and didn't dare to move.

From dawn to dusk and back to dusk, Fang Wei didn't drink a drop of water, was frozen unconscious, and gradually became conscious, but he didn't dare to move.He couldn't tell if time was flowing, and he couldn't tell if his blood was still flowing.

Until someone opened the door and stood by the sofa.

Fang Wei's brain was fuzzy, and his eyelids were so painful that he couldn't see clearly.He just stretched out his hand subconsciously, and then thought of some kind of heart-piercing pain, and shrank his hand back again.

"Fang Wei." The man grabbed his hand that was about to retract, "What's wrong with you?"

Fang Wei tried hard to open his eyes, but his chapped lips moved for a long time without making a sound, but he could see that he shouted: "Brother Tan."

The person pulling him was Tan Xiyuan.

Not that person.

No.

Tan Xiyuan looked nervous: "What's going on? You didn't lock the door." He glanced again, "There's blood on your hands and feet..."

The blood was so shocking that Tan Xiyuan almost called 120 as soon as he entered the door.

"Brother Tan." Fang Wei's throat seemed to have accumulated a lot of sand, and his voice was so hoarse that he could hardly hear it.

"Are you going to the hospital?"

Fang Wei shook his head, struggling to get up, but still said those two words: "Brother Tan."

Tan Xiyuan didn't know what was wrong with him, and quickly helped him sit up: "Slow down."

After helping the person, he wanted to withdraw his hand, but was suddenly hugged by the waist.Tan Xiyuan was startled, subconsciously wanted to push, but slowed down when he touched someone.

"What's wrong, Fang Wei?"

The boy buried at his waist did not speak, but his shoulders trembled violently.Tan Xiyuan saw the fragments of the model scattered on the floor, and understood most of it: "Have you quarreled with someone?"

Fang Wei pressed his nose against Tan Xiyuan's clothes, inhaling his breath.This neither unfamiliar nor familiar aura washed away the ubiquitous Zhou Ruiyun's aura in the room, almost saving him.

Fang Wei shook his head lightly, and called indistinctly, "Brother Tan, Brother Tang."

Tan Xiyuan sighed, this look probably wasn't just a simple quarrel, so he reached out and stroked the back of his neck, and said softly: "People who break up can cry out loud."

These words seemed to turn on a switch, and the person with his head buried suddenly burst into tears, and the sound was heart-piercing.

"I, I even broke up..." Fang Wei's voice trembled, "I can't even say..."

Even breaking up is not qualified to say it, because it may not even be considered love.

Tan Xiyuan didn't know the details, and any words of comfort at this time were futile.

Fang Wei's cries echoed throughout the room.He is powerless, and no one can do anything in the face of hopeless love.

After crying for a long time, I couldn't continue to breathe, and then gradually stopped.When Tan Xiyuan heard the silence, he realized that Fang Wei had fallen asleep crying.His brows were frowning, his eyes were red and swollen, and the fundus of his eyes was blue. He must have not slept all night, and now he fell asleep crying. There was even a tear on his eyelashes.Tan Xiyuan lightly put the man down on the sofa, and covered him with a blanket.

The room was messy, and there were bloodstains on the sofa and on the ground.Tan Xiyuan pressed his temples, soaked a towel and cleaned Fang Wei's wound.

When the towel touched the wound, Fang Wei frowned and moaned, but didn't wake up.The voice was weak and Tan Xiyuan didn't hear it clearly until he said it for the second time. He was shouting: "It hurts."

Tan Xiyuan paused, and the action of wiping was a little gentler.Today, Fang Wei didn't go to work all day, and the phone couldn't be reached.After get off work, Tan Xiyuan was worried. Fortunately, Fang Wei had told him his address before, and found the place after searching around for a while.No one answered the knock on the door, stretched out his hand and pushed and found that the door was not locked at all.

After Tan Xiyuan cleaned up Fang Wei, he saw that he would not wake up for a while, so he sat on the single sofa opposite and used his mobile phone to handle work.Zhuang Yue sent a message, asking why he hasn't come back yet?

The admission notice of University A is still in the drawer. Tan Xiyuan has always wanted to find a chance to tell Zhuang Yue, but he has been so busy recently that he has not found a good time.What's more... What's more, Tan Xiyuan didn't know how to face Zhuang Yue. If he didn't notice the other party's thoughts, he would be pretending to be stupid, but pretending to be stupid is the easiest way.Tan Xiyuan raised his head and closed his eyes. Only when no one saw him could he reveal a little fragility and helplessness.

The lampshade of the floor lamp is red, and the warm yellow light turns orange-red, like the setting sun is about to cover the horizon.Fang Wei lay sideways on the sofa, and it took him a long time to focus his eyes.

"woke up?"

Fang Wei looked over with swollen eyes, and Tan Xiyuan sat across from him with a gentle smile.

"Brother Tan?" He had a short memory loss, and it took him a long time to recall that he seemed to cry while hugging someone.

"Are you hungry? I cooked porridge, sorry, I used the kitchen without permission."

Fang Wei shook his head slowly: "It's okay." After a few seconds, he remembered to answer the question, "I'm not hungry."

"Then wait until you want to eat."

"Ah."

Time flowed slowly, and the lights shrouded a world. The two looked at each other and didn't speak for a while.Tan Xiyuan was considerate and didn't ask too many questions. He has always been like this, giving enough respect to other people's gossip and privacy.

"Recently, pay attention to your feet when you take a bath. The wound is quite large. Be careful not to inflame it." Tan Xiyuan said, "Is it hurting now? I just washed it briefly. If it hurts, go to the hospital."

Fang Wei's mind was confused, his reaction was slow, he couldn't feel anything when he moved his feet, and everything was numb.He is very afraid of pain, and usually yells twice when his knee hits the corner of the table. Zhou Ruiyun commented on his coquettishness, but he just wanted to attract the other party's attention. serious.

The heart suddenly became sour, tears fell down, Fang Wei's voice trembled: "Why..." The cut wound can no longer feel the pain, but liking someone has become so painful.

Tan Xiyuan stayed with him silently for a long time, and it was midnight before he knew it. The aroma of porridge was overflowing, and Fang Wei, who hadn't eaten all day and night, felt hungry.Tan Xiyuan served him a bowl of porridge, and Fang Wei sat on the sofa with a blanket on and held the bowl.

Tan Xiyuan tidied up and planned to say goodbye to him: "I'll go back first, you can ask for leave for these two days, and contact me if you need anything."

Fang Wei looked up at him from the porridge, and when he realized that he was going to leave, he suddenly got up anxiously: "Brother Tan..."

In his panic, he spilled all the hot porridge.Tan Xiyuan hurriedly helped him stabilize: "What's wrong?"

"I don't want to live here." Fang Wei held her arm tightly, "I don't want to live here."

Tan Xiyuan didn't know the ins and outs of the matter, in fact, he didn't quite understand why he was so vulnerable after breaking up.But still patiently said: "Then where are you going to live?"

Fang Wei couldn't stay in this room anymore, he started to pack his things, but he found that he had nothing to pack.Pairs of mugs, toothbrushes, razors, couple shoes, couple shirts, flowers and plants raised together...these don’t need to be taken away. Everything in the house should belong to two people. After returning to the state of one person , all become unnecessary.

tbc