summer and roses

Exams for the graduating class came one after another, and towards the end of the year, the pressure seemed to turn into a solid dark cloud, pressing heavily over the classroom.Every classmate's head was pressed on the table and could not be lifted up. In Lin Zhan's words, the comprehensive essays and dictation written every week could use up a brand new ink pen.

He made a special trip to collect the used refills into a box, saying that he would read it after graduation, and how much he wrote in total.When Lin Zhan said this, he smiled bitterly, rubbed his sore wrist, and urged You You to join him.

"I don't want it, it's so stupid." You You said, the idea of ​​solving the math problem was interrupted by this interruption, and he had to read it again from the top draft.

He didn't care about the college entrance examination at all. His parents were intellectuals in the eyes of others, and they were academic researchers. They couldn't escape being stained with social silt, running around for a living, and they didn't have the decent life that others thought.Because of this relationship since I was young, most of the elders I interacted with were also so-called intellectuals, and some of them were cynical and seen a lot, so it was not worth mentioning.

You Yi didn't think studying was something that could change his fate. He had no plans for the future, and knew that the college entrance examination was not the only way out.Diplomas are important, but aren’t friends whose parents graduated from college with great abilities also ordinary people?

Even so, why use the college entrance examination to tie yourself up?

So before he met Mucha, he never took it seriously.Youyue is not stupid, he can even be said to be quite smart, he knows a little bit, and his memory is good, the things that he hugged his feet temporarily before the exam, he can still remember the whole long vacation——

In the words of Lucky Cat, "You just refuse to learn."

However, You Yi, who was unwilling to learn, was somehow stimulated by Mucha's words "go to a place to study in college". With only two hundred days left in high school, he started to correct his attitude.

Maybe it's because he finally has some expectations and doesn't care about anything anymore.Just thinking about how he and Mu Xiaxia will go all the way in the future, they can only talk on the phone, and when they are interested, they still masturbate with their hands like when they were single... Cruising is about to suffocate.

"I really like him." You You thought, although with his 17-year-old heart that has not yet grown up, the criteria for defining whether he likes him or not, and the degree of liking are directly linked to "stickiness" and "desire".

He was out of his mind for a while, then woke up with a jerk, and hurriedly buried himself in the calculations.

Take the extreme value, substitute it into the meaning of the question, discard one and keep the other, then the equation of the circle can be calculated, and the value of the moving point is to find the position where the two straight lines are exactly parallel...

You Yi pursed his lips, straightened up and looked at the back row, there was an empty table.

He rubbed his nose and gave a dry cough. Even though the students next to him were writing furiously, no one paid any attention to him. You You concealed his deliberate turning around, thinking: "When will Mucha come back to accompany me in my evening self-study?"

When the words "Missing into illness" first took shape, the young man didn't understand what this kind of painful torture was.

Lin Zhan made a soft pop when he closed the pen cap, and he crossed the narrow aisle and patted Youyou's arm: "Musia going back to the dormitory to sleep tonight?"

The time in the studio is getting longer and longer, and Mucha legally leaves school with the leave. Occasionally, after class is late, she will go directly to her home to sleep, and get up early the next day to take the bus back to school, or continue to go to the studio.It is also inconvenient to do so. He has been sleepy during class during the day, and recently his energy is not as good as before. There are two dark circles under his eyes hanging like a panda.

You Yi took out his phone from the table and looked at it. There were no unread messages for the time being. He shook his head and said, "I don't know. I'll ask later. He's going to take the unified exam recently, and he's under a lot of pressure."

"Ah, I heard that Mucha's professional course is very good..." Lin Zhan said in surprise.

You Yi yelled at him: "Your grades are good, but which exam didn't you stay up for a few nights? Can it be the same?"

Lin Zhan thought for a moment, and agreed: "That's right, let's give him a temporary relief after he finishes the exam."

You Yi said yes, and buried himself in typing a few words to send Mu Xia a WeChat message, asking him if he wanted to go back to the dormitory to sleep, if he had eaten well in the evening, and if he was hungry, he would go to the cafeteria to buy a bowl of fried rice for him.

It wasn't until 10 minutes before get out of class ended that Mucha replied, "I'm at the school gate."

Holding the phone, his heart beat violently, and he looked up at the clock hanging on the wall.The movement was too fast and knocked on the knee, Youyou gasped, and lay down on the table to rub the wound again.

Before it was the coldest time, Youyou liked to play basketball with Lin Zhan and Meng Ran after class. Long johns and the like were never considered. This time, you could feel the swelling even through a thin pair of school pants.He got under the table and played with the hem of his trousers up to his knees to see that the skin was really torn. The red wound was not long, but it was a bit shocking to look at.

Youyou touched the wound, his cold fingers touched the wound, and the coolness penetrated into the bone, but it relieved the burning pain a lot.

"Are you okay?" Lin Zhan asked with concern.

"It hurts." You Yi said, before he finished speaking, there was a little smile on his face.

Lin Zhan was baffled, and even laughed along with him: "You're crazy!"

You Yi unceremoniously gave him the middle finger, quickly returned Mu Xia's expression, and then lay down upright, memorizing materialism and dialectics one by one, hoping that time would pass faster this way.

The restless get out of class bell rang, and the surrounding campus gradually became noisy, and the sound of footsteps echoed in the stairwell.You Yi jumped up from his seat, packed his schoolbag, grabbed a test paper and prepared to go back to the dormitory to sleep, and then ran out in stride, becoming the first person in the classroom to go out.

Lin Zhan: "Hey, your textbooks are all on the floor—!"

He couldn't call anyone, so he had no choice but to bury his head and help him pack it up. Lin Zhan thought bitterly that he would definitely have to ask You Yi to treat him to supper later.

The golden-yellow ginkgo tree outside the window made a hearty sound as the wind blew by, as if laughing at the purity of the youth's friendship.

You Yi trotted all the way, following the crowd to the dormitory.

The lights on the side of the playground are brightly lit all night, which narrows the place for those young couples hiding in the dark to have sex.When you were walking across the football field, you bumped into a young couple who were holding hands. The male classmate scolded something, and you turned back to stare at him. The second half of the curse disappeared immediately.

He suddenly thought of the famous line in martial arts novels, "You will fall before I exert any force", and he couldn't help but feel a burst of inexplicable joy in his heart, and he laughed out loud.

Downstairs in the dormitory, there was a crowd of people. Just as You Yi was about to run back, he suddenly found a familiar figure standing under the banyan tree.

The tall and slender boy became thinner and taller. He was especially afraid of the cold in winter. The scarf covered his mouth and nose, and his collar and cuffs were tightly tucked in. His eyes could hardly be opened due to the northwest wind. ——He was listening to the people next to him with his head down.

It's a girl.

Seeing the person next to Mucha clearly, You Yi paused.He recognized that girl, she seemed to be from a class in the same grade, and many people liked her. He often heard Meng Ran mention her after dinner, but he couldn't remember her name.

How did Mucha know her?Where did you see it?

Cruising stopped, not knowing whether to go or not.He was bumped by the junior who passed by, both of them apologized hastily, and when they looked in Mucha's direction again, the girl had already left, and Mucha was also coming this way.

He saw You Cruising, waved to him, approached him and embraced his shoulder very familiarly: "Let's go."

"Who is that?" You Yi thinks he doesn't like jealousy, but he still can't hold back his sour tone. In the final analysis, Dao Mucha has no criminal record, and he came out of the closet earlier than being with him, so there is no need for him to have trouble with girls.

But the way he bowed his head to listen to her just now is really enviable.

Mucha looked around, recalled what Youyou said, and smiled while pulling him to the boys' dormitory: "Students from the studio, we came back together today. But I really have nothing to do with her, you have to believe me for girls I don't feel it."

"That's not good." You You was aroused by his swear words for no reason, and his tone was a bit yin and yang.

Since he knew Mucha, he has never been so hostile to others, even if he usually squints his eyes and nose at others, and mutters something angrily, he will not point this set at Mucha.

Mucha's mind was sharp, and she immediately sensed something was wrong.

If others were more nervous, they might frown and ask "what's the matter with you", and then fall into a faux pas caused by misunderstanding and awkwardness.But he only frowned, and said, "What happened today?"

The end sound pretended to be relaxed, trying to change the topic, Mu Xia did it a little clumsily, wondering if he would show off his face.

But when two people are together, this kind of small friction is inevitable, and it is almost commonplace to suffer a little grievance - there is sweetness, there is bitterness, and it is only by stumbling that you can go further. This is the content of which clumsy chicken soup, actually It makes sense.

As soon as the words fell, the shoulder muscles that were pressed by the palms were obviously relaxed, and You You said in a muffled voice: "No, it's about to be the same, and I went blind again when I was doing the simulation paper today."

"It's still early." Mucha said, "I didn't ask you to take the Tsinghua and Peking University exams. If you can take the undergraduate exams, you're better than me."

You Yi: "What the hell?"

Mucha: "That's not true. Before, your sister said that I was good at painting, but my grades were so poor. How did you get into Class Six? - What can I do? I don't know how to get in." Come in."

You Yi: "You can't even do trigonometric functions, it's true...a bit of a headache."

When Mu Xia heard what sin, cos, and tan he heard, he instinctively felt a nerve throbbing in his brain, and if he couldn't do it immediately, he pretended to call You Yi to let him go.

The corridor was bustling with people, no one cared that the two of them were shoulder to shoulder, the light from the street lamp outside leaked in from the window at the corner, cutting out irregular geometric light spots in the darkness at the transition between lamps and lamps.

They stood in front of the dormitory door, and the others hadn't come back yet, Yu You took out a spare key from the bottom of a basin on the water cup holder, suddenly raised his head and asked Mucha: "What's the girl's name?"

"Li Shu." Mucha replied, "Didn't you notice when you came to our studio?"

You Yi put his knee against the door and unlocked it, buried his head and said, "I don't have time to see my sister, what's there to see."

Mucha patted the back of his head and messed up his long, broken hair: "That's right, what's so interesting - I just dropped by to send her back to the dormitory. She just asked me why you haven't finished class yet."

"Oh." You You said, throwing the schoolbag on the table with no expression on his face, and took out the test paper from it.

He rested his chin on one hand, turned on the desk lamp, and wrote the question seriously, but a smile leaked from his fingers.When Mu Xia approached, he quickly restrained himself, sullenly, and complained with a frown: "This question is too difficult."

Mucha: "Isn't this a multiple-choice question? I know, choose C. Development is a zigzag and spiral."

You You, who didn't see the topic clearly at all: "..."

"Hey," Mu Xia sat down opposite him, lying on her forearm, showing a pair of slender and passionate eyes, "Winter vacation school exam, you promised me to go with me, you can't go back on your word, right?"

The desk in the dormitory is long and strip-shaped, with a test paper and Mucha's arm placed on it, the space is cramped immediately.

You Yi lazily didn't even lift his eyelids: "Look at your performance."

Mucha: "I'm doing very well!"

Hearing this, You You's eyelashes trembled, and just as he was about to say something more, a hand stretched across from the opposite side to support his chin.Before he could react, You You felt a coldness on his lips, and he pressed it like a dragonfly, and then let it go quickly. He couldn't help but raised his hand to touch it, and there was still a little water stain.

So his eyes fell on the water glass in Mucha's hand, and the person who succeeded in stealing the fish smiled innocently and innocently: "Seeing that your lips are dry, can I lend you some lip balm, it smells like lemon."

"You go take a shower!" You Yi blushed, kicked him vigorously under the table, affected the wound where he hit the desk, and felt pain together with Mucha.

"Let's go!" Mucha stretched out his arms to take the towel hanging from the cabinet behind him, jumped into the bathroom with the water card in his hands, and hummed a tune-deaf song in a good mood.

What the hell, Youyou plugged one ear, did he deliberately go out of tune?

But his mood was much happier, and even those obscure and complicated political issues full of pitfalls became pleasing to the eye.Accompanied by the intermittent singing in the bathroom, Youyou yawned and wiped away the tired tears overflowing from the corners of his eyes.

The third year of high school did not seem to be as difficult as imagined.

December of this year passed like a war, and no one had time to worry about precocious love and other gossip.

Contrary to the gloomy atmosphere in the academy, where people only know the day of the week, winter comes very slowly.Cities in the south always cool down sharply and then are pulled back to a comfortable temperature by a sudden warm sun. It is not until the end of the new year and exams that they have passed the exam in a daze, and they finally manage to enter the winter, forcing everyone to cry It's cold.

At this time, after New Year's Day and New Year's Day, half of January has passed.

"Damn it, you don't even know, my fingers were numb at the end of writing." You You complained cursingly, stretched his hand towards Mucha's neckline, retreated from the sniper and buried him under his down jacket hat.

Mucha wrapped the neckline tightly for him: "I told you to wear more."

You Yi nodded, and answered vaguely: "So it's tomorrow's train?"

"Ah, go to City H." Mucha counted with him with fingers, "Then there is a single move from the local Academy of Fine Arts, and City G and City B after the next year. If you are not free, I will go by myself."

"When the time comes, I don't really care." You Yi said, and then asked worriedly, "Where are your parents?"

Mucha's words flickered: "I said it, it's my own business, so they don't have to worry about it - my mother told him if I was short of money, my daddy, recently the child's mother seems to be planning to transfer him to a private school Go, he's bored."

"That kid" refers to his younger brother whom he met once but didn't intend to admit. You You nodded understandingly and looked in the direction of the bus. The street was empty.

After the winter, the bus seems to have become lazy, and the electronic display screen next to the station is embarrassingly on.

"Let's take a taxi." He took out his phone and clicked on the Didi interface, "It's too cold, I don't want to wait—you go home and sort out the information, tomorrow morning... see you at the train station tomorrow morning?"

Mucha said yes, when he finished calling the car, he suddenly reached out and hugged You Yi from behind.

A boy stuck to his back didn't bring any spring-like warmth, he just felt a little heavy, being hooked around his waist, he was so solid that he couldn't breathe through the down jacket.This description is very contradictory, but You You thinks that sometimes this feeling of being "repressed" can just relieve a lot of anxiety and uneasiness.

There are classmates waiting for the bus next to them, carrying big bags and small bags, laughing and discussing the whereabouts of the winter vacation.They made up classes in the third year of high school and forcibly shortened the winter vacation to seven days. Even so, they still have plans to relax at nearby scenic spots.

"Yimo, you did well in the exam." Mu Xia whispered into You Yi's ear when she heard the chat next to her.

You Yi faltered: "It's okay, it's a line."

Mucha: "That's good."

He was cruising with his arms in the cold wind, and buried his face deeply in his scarf.There is a fresh smell of lotion on it, like jasmine, and like a spring that has been smoked with blooming flowers.

"We can just go to see plum blossoms." Mucha said, "Let's go after the exam."

You You laughed at his art-student thinking, wherever he went, he said, "...how about we stay there for one more day, in case it snows, I want to see the Broken Bridge."

Mucha's hair moved, just passing the tip of his nose when he turned his head, and replied lazily: "I like you."

"What..." You Yi whispered, the base of his ears turned slightly red after being blown by his breath.

"You can say whatever you want!" Mucha said naturally, "I don't understand this."

Youyou took out a cigarette in a vicissitudes of life, lit it, took a puff by himself, and stuffed it to Mucha's mouth.He naturally shared the sweet blueberry taste between his lips and teeth, and he thought, "If you continue to listen to this monster's words, your ears will be filled with honey."

So Youyou snatched the cigarette back and flicked off a little ash: "Annoying."

Mucha bit his earlobe, as if he wanted to artificially nibble out an earring for him: "Well, I like you."